Xu Xian and I grab a man

It's what you think it is.

You should go back.

"Ha..." When Xiaoqing's hand touched him, Shen Qing felt his whole body tremble, and his soul trembled. He quickly opened his eyes, and the white bed top that covered the roof came into view. He couldn't even react. Come.

Fa Hai and the mysterious man suddenly appeared in his mind.

Shen Qing got up quickly, and was about to get out of bed with her palms on the bed, but her body felt severe pain, all the bones in her body screamed, and the pain of the wound tearing open came from several places on her back.

It was the kind of pain he had tasted when he was stabbed with a dagger by a mysterious man for the first time, and the wound couldn't heal, but it was much better than that time.

"What are you doing?" A deep voice sounded, and the tone that had always seemed gentle was now cold and full of displeasure.

The closed door was pushed open from the outside, and a man in white clothes with a tray appeared at the door. The porridge and meals on the tray were steaming warmly, forming a white mist in the cool air.

Bai Suzhen looked at him expressionlessly, and the aura that belonged to the king was everywhere in his eyes, the aura was compelling.

Bai Su was really angry.

"...Brother." Shen Qing choked up for a moment, and for some reason, his eye sockets felt a little hot... No wonder he was able to wake up properly.

Bai Suzhen's cold expression trembled a little, he licked his dry lips, walked quickly into the room, put the tray on the wooden table in front of the bed, and walked to the bedside in three steps.

He looked at Shen Qing with red eyes, and his heart ached badly.

"It's okay." In the end, Bai Suzhen just said that, he sat on the side of the bed, grabbed the back of Shen Qing's head, and pressed him on his body.

"...I lost." If Bai Su really didn't rush over, he would lose completely.

"It's okay." He shouldn't have agreed to Shen Qing from the very beginning, he shouldn't have let Shen Qing take this risk, he was the one who was wrong.

He is happy to see his little monster grow up, he is gratified that his little monster can become stronger, and laments that his little monster is gradually becoming like a big monster, but he definitely does not want Shen Qing to grow up in this desperate way.

The soul he put on Shen Qing could have pulled his other two souls over, but if this soul lost contact, this method would be useless...

As long as he thinks that if he comes later, maybe Shen Qing will already be dead, just thinking about it, Bai Suzhen feels angry, and his heart seems to be cut by someone with a knife.

"It's okay." Bai Suzhen said again, "I'm here."

"I... don't want to lose." He buried himself in Bai Suzhen's chest, opened his eyes wide, and looked straight ahead, but did not reflect the scene.

【...You are Xiaoqing. 】

"You have worked very hard." You worked so hard that Bai Suzhen felt worried.

"If I'm stronger..." If he's stronger, if he makes the plan more perfect, if he's not so arrogant... row after row of if flashed in his mind, occupying the brain.

Effort does not mean results.

He is an adult, children only talk about the process, adults... only look at the results.

【...You dragged Bai Suzhen back in the first week, and you still haven't become stronger in the second week. 】

"You are already very strong." Bai Suzhen sighed among the monsters of the same cultivation level, "You just haven't shown it."

When facing Fahai for the first time, Shen Qing obviously won.

There are too many external reasons, and it is not just a matter of strength.

"...It's not enough." Not enough, he wants to stand by Bai Suzhen's side, he wants to protect Bai Suzhen, he wants to never lose at any time.

He didn't want to let Bai Suzhen come to the rescue every time.

【...Are you really worthy to stand by Bai Suzhen's side? 】

"Then make it stronger." Bai Suzhen rubbed Shen Qing's head, "Get up wherever you fall."

Just like all men who don't understand the style, Bai Suzhen can't think of any comforting words at all, he can only explain him in the words Shen Qing told him.

"...En." Shen Qing grabbed Bai Suzhen's clothes tightly.

【...You laugh at you for doing better than "Xiaoqing", but you don't know that you are laughing at yourself. 】

"...Xiaoqing?" Bai Suzhen frowned, the aura of the person in his arms became more and more gloomy, it definitely didn't look like he had successfully enlightened, "It's okay."

[... Have you really grown up? 】

"Okay." Shen Qing loosened Bai Suzhen's clothes, raised his eyebrows, and in a place where Bai Suzhen couldn't see, his other hand was clenched into a fist, but the short nails had already dug into the flesh.

At this moment, Shen Qing felt that she was divided into two people.

One is saying, it’s okay, my brother said it’s okay, if you fail this time, just come back next time, don’t be so hypocritical.

The other said: You are so weak, you despise "Xiaoqing" as a hindrance, but your former soul is actually stronger than your current one, can you really protect Bai Suzhen?

【..."You are just like Xu Xian, you are not worthy of Bai Suzhen."】

The two thoughts quarreled in their minds. Shen Qing thought of himself being suppressed by the mysterious man, and also thought of "Xiao Qing" who suppressed the mysterious man. In the end, the second thought prevailed.

He had a thought called "doubt" about himself. Once he started this kind of thought, the dark side in his mind became bigger and bigger, swirling into a huge vortex, dragging him into it.

Shen Qing smiled and looked at Bai Suzhen with a look of nothing serious.

His mind was tangled into a mess of wool, twisted and twisted, and he couldn't figure out any rules.

"..." Shen Qing looked at him and smiled, and Bai Suzhen also looked at him. After a while, he sighed, grabbed the back of Shen Qing's head, and then moved towards himself...

"Boom!"

Their foreheads touched each other, Bai Suzhen bumped into them with great force, and pressed Shen Qing's head with great force, resulting in a crisp sound at the moment of the collision.

"Aw..." Shen Qing was stunned by the impact, and the messed up threads in his mind were caught off guard by the pain, and were instantly thrown behind him.

Bai Suzhen let go of Shen Qing after the bump, he saw Shen Qing pitifully covering his forehead, and then bent the corners of his mouth.

"Don't think about it." Bai Suzhen saw that his side was almost in pain, stretched out his hand to push Shen Qing's hand away, and rubbed it by himself.

"it does not matter."

"It doesn't matter if you are weak, I am strong."

"It doesn't matter if you lose, I can come to help you."

"It doesn't matter if you are greedy, I will support you."

"I'm here, so it's okay, don't think about it."

small theater:

If Shen Qing is asked to write a love letter to Young Master Bai...

Love letter to my brother:

do you love me!

If you love me, hug me!

If you dare to say that you don't love me, I will cry!

...by Shen Qing who loves you

Bai Suzhen: ...

Shen Qing: (staring eagerly)

Bai Suzhen: (kiss one, then embrace) Love.