Reborn natural timid

Fan Jie was 30 years old when he died, unmarried, good-looking, fair-skinned, bright-eyed, neither tall nor short, neither fat nor thin, temperament neither hard nor soft, salary neither high nor low, fair-minded, acquaintances When mentioning Fan Jie, he said, "Fanfan", the second son of the flamboyant old Fan's family, the one who has no skills.

The cause of death of the incompetent 'Fanfan' was also 'accidental', which was a toothache. It was a natural disaster, not a man-made disaster!I don't know what happened to the normally silent 'Fanfan', maybe he has never found a partner, and he was unhappy that he put on his backpack to travel, encountered a landslide, and just disappeared.

Others don't know the inside story, but I do know clearly that Fanfan went on a trip because he was laid off. At the age of 30, he has become unemployed in such a muddled way, burdening the family. Now it's about finding someone to get married. It's even more difficult. He has no car, no house, no savings, no job, and no family background. It's even more difficult to find a partner.

I wanted to use my private money to relax my mind, but I didn’t expect that the law of heaven cannot hide private money. I knew that I shouldn’t be so stingy when I went to the temple at the beginning of the year.

Besides, didn't a fortune teller say that he was in trouble recently?He didn't pay attention to it, he was pulling his arm and spattered his mouth, he was half dead from exhaustion, he didn't pull out a hair, no matter what he said, he was dishonest, and he wanted retribution.

Fanfan was lying under the big rock, with blood pouring out of his mouth, numb from the pain, his eyes staring into space, with a red streak in the blue.

He couldn't understand how afraid he was of death. The young people who joined the company with him clamored to learn the driver's license. His old mother said, "Driving is so dangerous. It won't kill you, and it will drag down the whole family."

Well, no one told him that big rocks can kill people!His aisles are always close to the inner side of the crosswalk, and he never runs a red light when crossing the road. In the past 30 years, because of his mother's teachings, he lived so carefully that he died accidentally.

Fanfan never knew why my old lady bothered him so much, she didn't say anything good, and whatever he wanted to do, my old lady opened her mouth and said she had no money, nothing to do, you couldn't do anything.

He really doesn't understand why he is 30 years old and still can't save money. He doesn't play cards, doesn't smoke, doesn't drink and doesn't mess around. Seeing that the down payment for the house has been saved, his mother's tears are gone.

He is worthless, but every time there is a big or small matter in the family, why does the promising elder brother not get ahead, and every time, his savings are pulled away little by little in the end, thinking about it this way, I am really worthless.

"Fan Jie, wake up, Fan Jie...Fan Jie..." Someone was calling his name loudly, but he couldn't hear clearly.

Pooh!Fan Jie was lying there, his mind was getting more and more confused, and the voice of the man with panic and crying drifted farther and farther away. Fan Jie thought, Nima, I am going to die, and being a ghost is also a wronged ghost. Don’t let me Meet you dead star!

"Fanfan, fanfan, rice bucket! You are lazy, your ass is sunburned!"

Fan Jie opened his eyes, his body turned cold, his old lady picked up his quilt with a feather duster, and was standing aside looking at him.

"...Mom...you dyed your hair?" Why the hell is Li Xiuzhen here?Didn't you get divorced a long time ago?I bought a big house with my elder brother and lived a comfortable life. I insisted on not contacting him for several years. I was afraid that he would borrow money from him who was studying. points, and ask him for money by the way.

Fan Jie's old lady is very young at this time, there is not a single white hair on her sideburns, and there are not so many wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Still sleeping, your brother comes back in the afternoon, you are going to stay with your uncle today, your dad shared the watermelon and brought it over. Your dad is thinking about your old Fan’s family, your grandma is over 60, and she still lives in the countryside Well, he is fine, he lives in a big house by himself, and won't let me pick him up..."

"..." Fan Jie looked around in a daze. The green paint on the walls made it look like the dado of a hospital.

There is a calendar next to the window, with landscape paintings on it. If I remember correctly, there is a broken wall behind the calendar. The old house in the 50s, now the wall is blistered, and a large piece is bulging. I was willing to hit it with a hammer, and the remaining hole was ugly and ugly, and I pasted an almanac on it to cover it up.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like the two bedrooms and one living room in the family area where he lived in his teens.This house was divided by his father, Fan Shengli, on the first floor of a four-story building, and there is a small yard behind it. It was the old Suxiu's house when he was building the steel factory.

Fan Shengli is an 'intellectual' and his ancestral home is in the local area. It is said that Fanfan's grandfather was tall and mighty, very good-looking, with sunken eyes and a high nose. of.

Fan Shengli has black-rimmed glasses hanging on the bridge of his nose. He is short in height and has a thin body. The only fleshy part in his body is his stomach.Why can't Fanfan find out where the 'tall and mighty' is from his father who was just 172?

His old mother often said that Fanfan's appearance was reminiscent of his ancestors, with deep sunken eye sockets and a high nose bridge. It is said that it was thanks to his old mother, who picked it up with clothes clips since he was a child. He was afraid that his two sons would have bulbous noses and flat noses like her. Ruined a litter.

Seeing that the old lady mentioned that she would take grandma to live again, she was speechless.The old lady's natal family--it's only natural for the old lady to subsidize the natal family, but in the end, the old lady's natal family took advantage of his father and his mother's divorce and forced him and his father to not even have a house. He couldn't imagine it.

The house is only more than 40 square meters, with two bedrooms, one is for parents, and the other is for Fanfan and his brother. Fan Qiang, brother, does not live at home on weekdays. Where are you going?There is no room in the room with a large wardrobe, a desk, and bunk beds.

"Mom, I'm a sophomore in high school?" Fan Jie was wrapped in a thin blanket and stood on the concrete floor, looking at his own slippers, dark blue cooked plastic slippers, not to mention rotten feet that stink.

The concrete floor was painted with gray paint, lifeless. He couldn't stand his old lady's aesthetics, but she brought it back from the factory. It didn't cost any money, even if it was black, she could paint it.

Fan Jie's wife, Li Xiuzhen, was a worker, she was in charge of the cashier of the warehouse, and she knew the auto repair team very well. On weekdays, the auto repair team always took home the leftovers, and piled them in the back yard like junk.

"Did you get sleepy? Wash your face!"

Fanjie pulled the blanket, his mind was in a mess.

"When I was young, I pissed on SI. I haven't seen anything, just a little thing!" Li Xiuzhen curled her lips, and stretched out her little finger to pinch half of it, gesticulating how small it was.

Fanfan's face became hot, and he could never understand why his father, who was an 'intellectual', married a woman of 'high school' culture.It is true that he does not think highly of his mother, the woman who gave birth to him.

Seeing her neck shrinking under her tall figure, Li Xiuzhen turned around and quickly packed it up. Her eldest son was coming back, and he was the one who gave her a long face.

The Fan family has two sons, and anyone with a discerning eye can tell that the Fan family and his wife like the eldest son, and ordinary people love the youngest in the family, but the old Fan family is not, the eldest son Fan Qiang is a promising figure, the steel factory belongs to the hospital Few of Li and Fan Qiang's same grade were admitted to university, either in vocational high school or technical secondary school, a bunch of bastards, with no prospects.

On the day when Fan Qiang was admitted to a famous university and received the notification, Fan Shengli showed his face, and took Fan Qiang and Fan Jie for a walk in the family area, and everyone he met smiled with a hint of deep meaning.

Fanfan felt like walking a dog when he followed behind. Papa Fan led the famous foreign dog brother, followed by his local Chinese rural waste wood dog.

The elder brother walked with his head held high, and he moved with small steps, wrapping himself in the shadow of the father and son.

When this kind of life becomes a normal state, he can't do anything about it. Who told him that his grades are not even in the middle.

What Li Xiuzhen babbled about in the room was that she had been bad luck for eight lifetimes, so why did she have such an unworthy father and son? Of course, the eldest son is the best, the most outstanding.

Fanfan squatted in the small toilet washing and washing, looked at the clothes hanging on the side, and finally felt proud once.When he was young, he was not as tall as his brother, and he used everything left over from his brother, including clothes.

Finally, when he held his breath in junior high school, he grew taller than his elder brother, but when the family conditions improved, his mother didn't say, "Whoever is taller wears new clothes." Both elder brothers bought new clothes, and it was his father's turn to pick up their elder brother. Two left over.

A loudspeaker shouted from outside the house, "Fuzi wine! Glutinous rice fuzi wine~"

The sunlight came in through the high window of the toilet, the dust on the walls of the hut was blown up by the loudspeaker, Fanfan stared at his finger and bit it hard, it really hurt!

Putting his face against the wall, Fanfan closed his eyes, feeling that the cold wall was warmed by his own body temperature, he gritted his teeth, wishing he could slap himself in the mouth, he must be having a nightmare, the dream was too much It is true, the past is vivid, this is definitely not a dream.

He remembered those people, those things, those feelings, it was definitely not a dream.

Cicada outside seemed to have woken up too, and was disturbed by the sweltering weather. Hot sweat rolled down his head, and Fanfan felt his whole body was sticky. He turned on the faucet, raised his head and closed his eyes, not daring to open them again. I was worried that I would never wake up after closing my eyes.

His brain was burning hot, and he was a little restless because of the burning heat. He couldn't move at all in the small toilet of a few square meters. After thinking about it, he couldn't figure out what was going on, so he bumped his forehead against the wall helplessly. .

"Fanfan, what are you doing? What kind of bath do you take early in the morning! Breakfast is on the table, after eating, go to your uncle's place with watermelon, and stay there tonight!"

Li Xiuzhen yelled outside, closed the door and went out to buy vegetables.

Fanfan came out of the shower with a sullen face. Fuzi wine (rice wine, also called Jiuniang), some cold steamed buns, and a plate of spicy radish were on the table.He was a little depressed, when brother came back, the table was full of delicious food like the guests, and he had to give Ge Teng a room, his breakfast was so shabby, there was not even sugar or egg flower in the fuzi wine.

He did remember, during his brother's college entrance examination, egg flowers were made with fuzi wine every morning, and meat buns were enough!How could he be so useless!

Even though he complained about the meal, he finished his breakfast like a storm, got up and went to his parents' room, where there was the only mirror in the house, the glass mirror mounted on the big wardrobe.

The person in the mirror looked familiar yet unfamiliar, with a young and immature face and a silly crew cut. It was what he looked like when he was 17 years old. When he looked up at the calendar, he was indeed 17 years old.

He came alive, really came alive!I don't know if this is God's BUG, ​​or I think he is too wronged to give him a chance to reform and cherish life.

He was reborn, and in the summer when he was about to enter his senior year of high school, he returned to this world again.

Fanfan was a little excited, and also felt a little discouraged. Even if he was desperate, he was still so useless, and he was still the same 'Fanfan' who was neither high nor low.

I always felt a little stuffy in my chest. When I went into the kitchen, I looked at the soup bowl of uncooked Fuzi wine left by my mother. I picked up the soup bowl and poured it down. What I left for my brother was such a big ring. There were only a few grains of rice in that bowl!He was a little unconvinced and a little helpless.

He remembered such a thing, the eldest brother was on summer vacation, and he had to make room for the eldest brother. He returned home the next day foolishly, seeing the happy family there, and deeply felt that he was the redundant one.

This wine has a certain degree of alcohol. At that time, pure glutinous rice was fermented, and there was enough koji. After drinking all the rice and rice in one go, he threw down the bowl, raised his head and laughed loudly: "I won't leave it for you to drink!"

He staggered out of the kitchen, his hair was dizzy, and he couldn't bear the smell of alcohol for a while after drinking too much. He accidentally bumped into the wall, and his forehead hurt.

When he opened his eyes, he looked around in amazement, pointed at the sky and howled: "Nimma, I have nothing to do...I'm afraid of death! Why did I die again!"