Inspirational life of rebirth

Tang Qinghong was so annoyed that he couldn't help it anymore, and said to Xia Chengqi with a frozen face, "You'd better not look for me! If it's just the two of us, I'm afraid I'll beat you!"

Xia Chengqi saw that he had responded, and continued, "Okay, you can use me as a sandbag, and I will practice with you. But with your body, it is impossible to really hurt me, right? Ha ha."

He glared at Xia Chengqi, this guy was really tall and strong, his thin T-shirt couldn't cover up the rigid muscles all over his body, so he was definitely unshakable with his force.

This is such a depressing fact, it seems that he will also work hard to strengthen his training.After making this great wish, he stopped paying attention to Xia Chengqi, but turned his head and pulled Tang Xinyan up, "Sister, let's go! Go home and find Dad."

When he got home at night, he used harsh words to bury Xia Chengqi and Qian Xiaotian in front of his father. His father listened with a smile, and waited until he had vented his anger before saying, "Why are you so angry today? Are you irritable? Chengqi didn't say anything." Wrong, you are so irritable, like a child who hasn't grown up."

He froze all of a sudden, feeling aggrieved, "You don't know him...Anyway, I don't like him!"

Dad still smiled so gently, stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, "If you don't like it, don't like it, don't get angry so easily. But the way you are angry is indeed very funny, Cheng Qi may be teasing you, don't let it go In my heart."

He grabbed his father's hand and pulled it off his head, "What's so interesting? Are you playing me like a toy? I, Tang Qinghong, am a good man with strong bones! I'm not a child anymore!"

But when he fought like this, Dad laughed even more hatefully, and wanted to withdraw his hand.Angry in his heart, he squeezed his lips tightly and grabbed his father's hand, and quickly pulled it to his mouth and took a bite.

This bite made Dad's body tremble slightly, and he couldn't smile immediately. It was his turn to look up at Dad and smile wickedly, "How dare you laugh at me! Hmph, I'll bite you to death!"

Dad's expression became very uncomfortable, and his voice sank, "Honghong, stop making trouble and go take a shower."

Only then did he let go of his father's hand, stood up like a normal person, and walked to the bathroom, secretly delighted to eat the tofu he had dreamed of again.

It's not bad to be able to rub the edge, as long as it is controlled within the range of Dad's tolerance, and if you are warned, you should temporarily restrain yourself, anyway, Dad won't be angry with him for too long.

Tang Minyi, who stayed on the sofa in the living room, took a look at the tooth marks on his palm. This kid was so courageous, he bit him until his skin was bleeding, like a crazy puppy.He felt that he was starting to have a headache again. When his son was good, he really didn't have to say anything, but as long as he was a little looser, he would do everything he could to cling to him with a playful smile.

Unknowingly, my son is 16 years old, and he is already over [-] years old, which is the best years for a man.But he will not forget what he promised his son, and he will not forget until his son has figured it out, and then he will make a cute girlfriend when he is full, and then he will be able to retire.

But every time he thought of that scene, he felt a dull pain in his heart, which was not sharp but very long-lasting, and even the air around him seemed to become thinner.

He shook his head and suppressed those inappropriate selfishness, and got up to help his daughter with her summer homework.The child will return to Xincheng in half a month, so he must check to see if she has fallen behind in her studies.

Things at work are going very smoothly. An Bin is currently the top leader in Dragon City, and he is the deputy in charge of economics.When An Bin is transferred away, Hu Haizhe will have the opportunity to make waves, that is, to give him the opportunity to make drastic changes and straighten out the entire management.

Tang Qinghong's birthday this year was still in accordance with the usual practice, and he spent it happily accompanied by his relatives and friends, and there were several more people, such as Long Zhendong, Long Qihao, and the youngest daughter of the Long family who just learned to talk and walk... and those who were not affected. Tang Qinghong welcomed Xia Chengqi.

He didn't invite Xia Chengqi, but he still came with Long Zhendong, and chatted happily with Tang Minyi and others at the banquet.He could only try his best to persuade himself not to be as knowledgeable as Xia Chengqi. Today's protagonist is still Tang Qinghong, and Xia Chengqi's performance this time has also improved significantly, and he did not joke around like last time.

When he went back to unwrap presents at night, he found that what Xia Chengqi had given him was a fluffy lamb doll with two pink hairs on its face and a bow tied on top of its head. My heart suddenly became angry, and I always felt that Xia Chengqi was deliberately mocking him.

Dad and Xinyan thought the lamb was cute, and Xinyan couldn't put it down in his arms, so he immediately handed it to his sister angrily, and let her take it with him this time.

The younger sister accepted it happily, and put it into the suitcase with joy on her face, and the father looked at him with a half-smile, "This is Chengqi's birthday present to you, so it's not good for you to just pass it on to someone like this? "

He curled his lips with a cold face, "I don't like it, so I will give it to my sister. Besides, he has already given it to me, and it is mine. I can give it to whoever I like."

Dad narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked up and down his angry expression, "You don't like Xia Chengqi so much? Tell Dad, what is it for? The Xia family is very close to the Long family and our family, so don't be too self-willed." gone."

He gritted his teeth and forced a smile at his father, "Dad, I see, I will pay attention to it in the future."

Dad looked at his aggrieved eyes, and then reminded, "You don't have to get too close, just keep the proper manners."

Only then did his expression relax, and he nodded happily, "Okay! I'll just be polite to him, hehe."

Tang Minyi naturally knew what was going on in his mind, but he didn't expose it face to face. Instead, he was more satisfied with his son's answer.Keeping acquaintance at a certain distance is applicable to their relationship with any family, no matter for selfish or public reasons.

In September of this year, Tang Qinghong officially entered his high school career. This was the end of his studies in his previous life, and in this life he would be ashamed no matter what.

His grades are still pretty good, but the pressure in the new semester has obviously increased. This key high school pays great attention to the enrollment rate, and the only requirement for students is the score, which makes him feel very boring, and he wants to catch up with Brother Long. , he tried his best to sign up for various large-scale competitions, except for doing problems, he hardly had time to think about it.

He was originally talented in reading, and the topics of the competitions were different from ordinary exercises. After several low scores in the competitions, his self-confidence and enthusiasm were severely hit, and he dreamed about his previous life all night long. In the dream, he was either holding a failed exam paper, or he was returning to the moment when Jia Qinghan shot behind him.

He also didn't want to tell his father, after all, this is a strange thing that no one can mention. As a result, he fell ill in the last month of the new semester, and his thin body, which was already very thin during the growth period, became thinner and thinner.

My father saw that he was in poor spirits, with dark circles under his eyes, and he had a fever due to this illness, so he asked for leave and sent him to the hospital.He was still thinking about exams and competitions, and he was yelling that he would be discharged from the hospital soon. In a rare way, his father lost his temper and forced him to stay in the hospital for at least three days.

He was so anxious that he didn't sleep well in the hospital. When he woke up from the nightmare, it was three o'clock in the middle of the night. When he opened his eyes with sweat on his face, he saw his father sitting up from the accompanying bed.

Dad asked him what made him feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't tell. He did everything he should do for the physical examination, and basically all the indicators were within the normal range.He knew that this was a heart attack, so he only asked his father to sit with him for a while, and his father held his hand to comfort him softly, "Let's have a good talk, you can say anything to Dad."

He looked at his father's gentle eyes, and after organizing his words for a long time, he said embarrassingly: "I... I always have nightmares, dreaming that I fail the exam, and someone wants to kill me behind my back."

Dad frowned slightly, carefully checking his expression, "Is studying so stressful to you? Tell me the truth, don't you like studying? I never had such a dream when I was studying. I had a great time studying."

He was told something bad by his father, but he didn't dare to admit it, because he was afraid that his father would disappoint him, so he lowered his head and kept silent.

"If you don't like studying, then why are you signing up for so many competitions? Do you think the pressure of studying is not enough? Honghong, what are you thinking in your heart, tell Dad, I promise I don't blame you."

The feeling of being sick is really uncomfortable, and his mind was dizzy again. His hand was pressed against his father's warm palm, and he raised his head boldly, "Dad... It's not that I don't like studying, but there are some subjects I don't like. .I just like English and mathematics, but those competition questions are too difficult. They are simply unimaginable and boring. How can they be used in daily life. I don’t understand why I have to take those questions.”

Tang Minyi looked at his son's aggrieved eyes, and comforted him aloud, "Examination-oriented education is like this. This is also a basic skill. There is no harm in learning it. Honghong, do you think that you are very talented in business and can already earn money?" After getting a lot of money, I don’t need to stay in school to take the exam, so I feel restless.”

He doesn't have any talent, but he has lived his whole life to be able to predict many things, so he sadly defended himself: "No, Dad, I think I'm not as smart as you expected, but I'm actually very ordinary. I'm afraid You are disappointed in me."

Tang Minyi squeezed his son's cold fingers, feeling both distressed and considerate.Anyway, Hong Hong is really only a teenager, and he really pushes the child too hard.

"Honghong, Dad didn't mean to force you to be number one in the world. You are already very smart. But even if you are not smart or good-looking, you are still my son, and I will not be disappointed in you because of these. Dad just wants Let you try your best to seize this good time and learn something while you are so young. Dad doesn’t pay much attention to scores and awards. What Dad is worried about is that if you don’t do your best today, you will regret it in the future, and you will blame Dad for not urging you you."

He tried his best to understand his father's words, and nodded to show that he understood, "Dad, I don't blame you either. The children in other families are all equally hardworking. I shouldn't have the privilege to avoid studying hard."

Seeing his son's sensible appearance, Tang Minyi said impulsively what he had kept in his heart for a long time, "...if you are a daughter, my father really wants to take good care of you at home, and will not let you suffer or let you suffer. You get in touch with the ugliness outside, and accompany Dad carefree like a little princess every day."

Tang Qinghong's eyes widened when he heard it, and his mouth could hardly be closed. Is this what Dad really thinks?There is a bit of domineering in the tenderness.

"Dad, do you think the same about Xin Yan?" He was curious if he was the only one in his father's heart.

Tang Minyi already felt that it was inappropriate to say those words, and when he heard his son's questioning, he could only smile to cover up, "Xinyan also has pressure from her grandfather, the Wu family also has high expectations for her, not only me One person has the final say."

Tang Qinghong suddenly said "Oh", if there was no Wu family, Dad would also want to spoil Xinyan to the sky, and let her play happily without worry, instead of becoming a well-known elementary school bully in Xincheng like she is now.

That is to say, he and Xinyan have the same status in Dad's heart, and he is already very happy to be able to occupy such a heavy proportion.As for when he will become the only one, he just needs to continue to maintain hope.He couldn't lose that dreamlike hope, otherwise he wouldn't be able to survive now, let alone the next three years.

Maybe Dad thought in his heart that he was just whimsical, and only used that hope to hang him, to control him from doing anything irreversible because of despair, but he had to stick to it willingly.

His mind was a little confused, and he didn't want to keep his mouth shut. Taking advantage of his sick father being so gentle to him, he had the opportunity to test it out, "Dad... If I said, I don't want to go your way ? Will you be angry? Will you be particularly disappointed in me?"

Dad was silent for a few seconds, then sighed softly, "No, as long as you can make a good path in other directions, do what you are happy with, and make achievements, Dad has no reason to force you to do things you don't like. "

He asked stubbornly: "But you will be sad and disappointed, right? You still want me to go down according to your arrangement?"

"Neither. Honghong, you are my son. Dad wants you to be happy. Dad wants you to go down according to my arrangement, but if you go unhappy, you will be unhappy and make trouble. If you get sick, then dad has made a mistake. Dad understands the truth that you can't force it, and I hope you can understand it too. "

When Tang Minyi said this, he suddenly paused, squeezed his son's hand and sighed, "You once told Dad that you did everything for me, and Dad was very moved at that time, but he didn't want you to do this. Life is your own, what Dad hopes is that you open your horizons, broaden your horizons, find your true ideal, and then keep going.”

It was the first time Tang Qinghong heard his father say such words to him, and he couldn't help being moved and confused, "Then what if you don't like the path I chose? Dad, you also said that when my wings are hard, I will fly away. Are you willing to let me fly away?"

Tang Minyi reached out and touched his son's sweat-drenched hair. They looked so soft and weak, and it was unbearable to be treated harshly, "Dad likes it better than you. If the wings are hard, they should be hard. If you don't fly high, Dad will worry. If you fly If the price is too high, Dad will be reluctant... Dad also thought about being more authoritarian, and arranged everything for you, but grandma didn't treat dad like this back then. Did you know that grandma didn't want dad to go the way of grandpa at all, I just want my father to join the army, because she can take care of him better, but later I respected my father's choice. At that time, my father was only 16 years old. It was because grandma unconditionally supported my father's ideal choice, so..."

Tang Minyi didn't say anything later, but Tang Qinghong was able to deduce that, that's why Dad listened to grandma and Long Lao on the matter of marriage like that. This was a kind of active compromise.

Dad's voice was low and deep, hiding many regrets, "That was the choice Dad made for grandma. In fact, Dad was not mature at that time, and he was not suitable to form a family. That was also what Dad regretted the most and the most against his will. Dad is sorry for Xin Yan and her mother. Dad has considered carefully these two days, and will not force you to do anything you do not want to do from the bottom of your heart, so as not to feel as guilty and regretful as Dad in the future."

He really didn't expect that his father would back down to this point for him.But at the same time, this kind of concession also made him confused - the motivation for his persistence was to work hard for his father, and his father let go of the restraint on him and gave him the freedom of the sea and the sky. Is that implying that he should give up on his father? the chase?

Dad has indeed treated him equally as an adult, but if this equality also includes reminding and rejecting him, then the price of equality and freedom is simply too high for him to pay.

"Dad, can I...stay by your side?" He pulled his father's sleeve with a sour nose, and said this pitifully.

Tang Minyi put his hand under the quilt, with a gentle smile on his face, "Of course, you are father's son, where can you go? Go to sleep and don't think too much."

He was finally relieved temporarily, and fell asleep with his father's company. In the second half of the night, he didn't have any more nightmares about exam papers and murder.