Why are you so anxious?
Chapter 21
Early the next morning, when Jun Shaoyou woke up, it was not yet bright, and the east was faintly revealing a faint whiteness of fish maw.There were shadows in the inner room where the candles were extinguished, and Zhuang Lin beside the pillow had already got up, standing on the ground with slight movements, dressing and washing.Jun Shaoyou raised his hand, rubbed his eyes, and sat up straight away.
Zhuang Lin froze slightly when he heard the sound behind him, turned around and asked softly, "Did I wake you up?"
"No, I woke up by myself." Jun Shaoyou rubbed the corners of his eyes that were still a little sore, and added: "I said I want to exercise, how can I go back on my word and get fat."
Zhuang Lin was slightly relieved, and couldn't help jumping up and said: "Then let me teach you how to practice martial arts."
"I am seventeen today. Although my body is weak, my bones are already formed, and I am not talented enough to practice martial arts to a great extent. There is no need for the prince to waste his time on me." Jun Shaoyou said, standing up, stepping on his shoes Toss and turn in the cage.
Because the previous body was always weak and sick and did not go out, most of the clothes in the cage were Confucian clothing.The silk and satin are exquisite in workmanship and good in material. Although they feel elegant and coquettish when worn, they are not suitable for morning exercises.
Zhuang Lin, who was behind, looked at Jun Shaoyou rummaging through boxes and cabinets, his eyes flickered for a moment, and he suddenly said: "I have been diligent in martial arts since I was a child, and it takes a lot of clothes to practice every day. When my mother and concubine have nothing to do, she often takes care of me. When it comes to needlework, I don't want my mother and concubine's intentions to be ruined by me, and there are monthly quotas in the palace, so I don't wear it too hard. If you need it, I'll take out a set for you to use first?"
After a pause, he added in a pretentious way: "It's been washed and put in the bottom of the box for several years, and I hardly ever wear it."
Jun Shaoyou also felt a bit of a headache when he looked at the messy large boxes that had been turned over.After taking a shower yesterday, Zhuang Lin pestered him for a massage, but he forgot to order the needleworker to make two sets of exercise clothes for him.
Jun Shaoyou pondered to himself, so he didn't have time to respond to Zhuang Lin's previous proposal.In Zhuang Lin's eyes, he mistakenly thought it was Jun Shaoyou who disliked his things.A look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, Zhuang Lin turned around and suggested: "Why don't you ask Qiufu to come in and look for it for you, you are a man, after all, you have never bothered about such trivial matters."
Jun Shaoyou came back to his senses, and said directly: "Don't bother. I'll tell Qiufu to get the material later, and ask the needleworkers to make two sets now. It's just that I will inevitably trouble the prince today."
He knew very well that with Yang Daimei's thoughts on him, the dowry was only for face, and he would never consider the subtleties.What's more, exercise clothes are not clothes that can be worn on serious occasions. It is normal if they are not included in the dowry.
Zhuang Lin was overjoyed when he heard this.Hastily turned around and dug out a package of pine-colored Dharani material from his cage, opened the package and took out a set of about 12% to [-]% new royal blue embroidered with silver thread to embroider auspicious clouds and dark patterns, river cliffs and sea water. The exercise uniform was handed to Jun Shaoyou with a happy expression, and he said with emotion: "This was made by my concubine Tete for me when I joined the army at the age of [-]. I only tried it on in front of her once, but I was not willing to wear it. The second time After a year of training in the Northwest, when I came back, I was too tall to wear it. It is also a blessing to have Shaoyou wear it today."
Jun Shaoyou gave Zhuang Lin a weird look. He emphasized that these were his 12-year-old clothes, and he was mocking him.
Zhuang Lin saw Jun Shaoyou's eyes flickering with dissatisfaction, and immediately recalled it.He opened his mouth and explained: "That's not what I mean... I just feel sorry for Shaoyou who was not treated well in the Duke's mansion, so that his body is so weak and thin. Don't worry, Shaoyou, in the future in Yong'an Palace, I will definitely treat Shaoyou well. I teach you to be happy every day, and you don't have to worry about those intrigues and intrigues."
"I will try to be nice to you. Whatever you want to do, I will support you with all my strength."
Jun Shaoyou smiled slightly, and was used to Zhuang Lin's words of confession from time to time.Holding the exercise clothes and turning behind the screen, Jun Shaoyou changed his clothes without saying a word. When he appeared in front of Zhuang Lin again, the young man had red lips and white teeth, and his complexion was exquisite, but under the background of the exercise clothes, he looked even more heroic, capable and handsome His appearance once again amazed Zhuang Lin who was waiting outside.
Zhuang Lin has always known Jun Shaoyou's extraordinary demeanor, and has also seen Jun Shaoyou's appearance as a hero in armor after changing from his Confucian uniform.However, Jun Shaoyou was already in his 20s at that time, with a mature stature, and had been in a high position for many years, pampered and dignified, the calm and graceful demeanor on his body had long overwhelmed his outstanding appearance.No matter how delicate the complexion is, it will not give people a sense of astonishment in terms of sensuality.
But the current Jun Shaoyou is different.Because of being bedridden all year round and not seeing the sun, the boy's figure is thinner and his complexion is paler than his peers nowadays.The burnout between his brows, which is always irreversible, adds a touch of coquettishness to his already exquisite and picturesque eyebrows and eyes. After a lifetime of honor, disgrace, and reunion, his mood is even more calm, and his eyes are as clear as autumn water. the silence.But no normal person can maintain a normal heart after experiencing such betrayal and despair. The more peaceful and indifferent Jun Shaoyou's mood is, the more calm and restrained his behavior is, the more distressing and fascinated he is.
I really want to hold him in my arms and pamper him, I really want to win that person's trust and affection as soon as possible, I really want to tear off his calm and alienated mask at all costs, and let him cry, laugh and curse in my arms, without any pretense... ...I really want Jun Shaoyou to treat Zhuang Zhou like he did in his previous life, trusting him to the extreme and pampering him to the extreme.He, Zhuang Lin, can swear that he will never squander Jun Shaoyou's trust like Zhuang Zhou, that idiot.He will give Jun Shaoyou the greatest respect and honor like a treasure, cherish his every word, sentence and even every emotion, and never let him down.
Zhuang Lin glanced at Jun Shaoyou's clothes with some jealousy, clenched his fists, tried his best to restrain the clamoring desire all over his body, and said with a smile: "Let's go to the martial arts field together."
Noticing Zhuang Lin's undisguised scorching gaze on him again, Jun Shaoyou sighed weakly.He didn't understand how Zhuang Lin, who had countless confidante like him in his previous life, changed his temper overnight and kept falling in love with him who was also a man.He was indeed troubled by Zhuang Lin's extremely hot attitude.It's just that right now he is just a concubine from the government who is not respected and has no power, and he has no right or position to express his dissatisfaction and suspicion.Jun Shaoyou could only persuade himself to be patient countless times every day, and use greater patience to find opportunities to get out of the predicament.
Seeing all of Jun Shaoyou's forbearance and suspicion, Zhuang Lin scratched his head a little at a loss.In fact, most of the people who can get into their situation are transparent and more stubborn, because they have experienced too many intrigues and subterfuges in the court, and no one would believe that nothing can be guaranteed by empty teeth.I don't think useless words and emotions can change anything.
So even if Jun Shaoyou is dissatisfied, he will not cry and toss like an irresponsible child, but will just silently wait for the opportunity to escape, Zhuang Lin does not believe that words can change anything most of the time.It's just that the time he really got along with Jun Shaoyou is still short after all, no matter what he does, he still can't see the effect right now.And Zhuang Lin, who has never taken the initiative nor suffered emotional setbacks, doesn't even know what he has to do to move Jun Shaoyou's heart. Like the keys of the big string of treasure chests, they tried to test one by one, warming Jun Shaoyou's originally cold heart little by little.
Although it will take a long time to do so, it is the most reassuring way Zhuang Lin can choose at the moment.
At least, at this moment, he doesn't have to worry about whether Jun Shaoyou was bullied in the Duke's mansion, whether he ate and drank the soup with added ingredients, so that his body was weak and could no longer be saved, whether he was looked down upon by others Is there any fear of life...
Zhuang Lin took a deep breath, looked at Jun Shaoyou, who was silently walking side by side with him, and contentedly grabbed his hand that was lying beside him and clenched it tightly, with his fingers intertwined and pressed against his palm.
Jun Shaoyou shrank his hands hard but couldn't break free from Zhuang Lin's shackles, so he frowned dissatisfiedly, glanced at the indifferent Zhuang Lin, and said, "Can you let me go?"
"No, not in this life." Zhuang Lin said solemnly.
Jun Shaoyou sighed with a headache, feeling that his conversation with Zhuang Lin was becoming more and more mentally handicapped.
Seeing Jun Shaoyou's long sigh, Zhuang Lin flashed a smile in his eyes, and said directly: "After breakfast later, I will ask Mr. Chen to hand over all the account books and warehouse keys inside and outside the house to you. I will also Make a list of all the forces controlled by my subordinates and a detailed information that must be manually compiled, and you should familiarize yourself with it as soon as possible, and then burn those things. From now on, everything inside and outside the palace will have to be hard work and less excellent."
Jun Shaoyou frowned again, and said, "Your Majesty, there is no need to be like this, there is a relationship between you and me—"
"Whether you are a man or a woman, you, Jun Shaoyou, are the concubine I Zhuang Lin is marrying, and you have the right to intervene in all affairs inside and outside the mansion." Zhuang Lin said with a solemn face: "I said a long time ago that I will marry you." It is to make your life better. If you are my princess, but you can’t even touch the account books and warehouses in the mansion. If you spread it outside, they might laugh at you. Even if you don’t care about it, I don’t want to hear it To those gossips who speculate about how bad you are."
Jun Shaoyou was silent for a while.
I heard Zhuang Lin continue to say: "I know that as a man, you may be impatient with these trivial internal affairs. Therefore, there is Mr. Chen in the external management, and there is also Sun Mama in the internal affairs. If you find it troublesome, you can formulate a general charter and let them take care of it." , anyway, this is what you are best at. But the power must be in your own hands."
Speaking of this, Zhuang Lin shook Jun Shaoyou's hand firmly, stood still, and said seriously to Jun Shaoyou: "I know you never believe that I am sincere. I allow you to doubt me, suspect me, and even From the beginning to the end, I was thinking about hypocrisy and obedience, and finally retreated. But you also have to allow me to spread everything about myself in front of you for you to carefully examine and distinguish. Isn't it fair?"
Jun Shaoyou was slightly stunned, what happened to this sudden rhythm of confessing his heart?
Zhuang Lin continued to say without hesitation: "You ended up like that in the previous life. Although Zhuang Zhou and others hid traitors in their hearts, it was also because you didn't know people clearly. Are you going to give up eating because of choking, just because of those bastards? Have you never believed in people's hearts?"
Jun Shaoyou blinked, and suddenly asked, "How do you know that I, like you...have those memories?"
Zhuang Lin froze slightly when he heard the sound behind him, turned around and asked softly, "Did I wake you up?"
"No, I woke up by myself." Jun Shaoyou rubbed the corners of his eyes that were still a little sore, and added: "I said I want to exercise, how can I go back on my word and get fat."
Zhuang Lin was slightly relieved, and couldn't help jumping up and said: "Then let me teach you how to practice martial arts."
"I am seventeen today. Although my body is weak, my bones are already formed, and I am not talented enough to practice martial arts to a great extent. There is no need for the prince to waste his time on me." Jun Shaoyou said, standing up, stepping on his shoes Toss and turn in the cage.
Because the previous body was always weak and sick and did not go out, most of the clothes in the cage were Confucian clothing.The silk and satin are exquisite in workmanship and good in material. Although they feel elegant and coquettish when worn, they are not suitable for morning exercises.
Zhuang Lin, who was behind, looked at Jun Shaoyou rummaging through boxes and cabinets, his eyes flickered for a moment, and he suddenly said: "I have been diligent in martial arts since I was a child, and it takes a lot of clothes to practice every day. When my mother and concubine have nothing to do, she often takes care of me. When it comes to needlework, I don't want my mother and concubine's intentions to be ruined by me, and there are monthly quotas in the palace, so I don't wear it too hard. If you need it, I'll take out a set for you to use first?"
After a pause, he added in a pretentious way: "It's been washed and put in the bottom of the box for several years, and I hardly ever wear it."
Jun Shaoyou also felt a bit of a headache when he looked at the messy large boxes that had been turned over.After taking a shower yesterday, Zhuang Lin pestered him for a massage, but he forgot to order the needleworker to make two sets of exercise clothes for him.
Jun Shaoyou pondered to himself, so he didn't have time to respond to Zhuang Lin's previous proposal.In Zhuang Lin's eyes, he mistakenly thought it was Jun Shaoyou who disliked his things.A look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, Zhuang Lin turned around and suggested: "Why don't you ask Qiufu to come in and look for it for you, you are a man, after all, you have never bothered about such trivial matters."
Jun Shaoyou came back to his senses, and said directly: "Don't bother. I'll tell Qiufu to get the material later, and ask the needleworkers to make two sets now. It's just that I will inevitably trouble the prince today."
He knew very well that with Yang Daimei's thoughts on him, the dowry was only for face, and he would never consider the subtleties.What's more, exercise clothes are not clothes that can be worn on serious occasions. It is normal if they are not included in the dowry.
Zhuang Lin was overjoyed when he heard this.Hastily turned around and dug out a package of pine-colored Dharani material from his cage, opened the package and took out a set of about 12% to [-]% new royal blue embroidered with silver thread to embroider auspicious clouds and dark patterns, river cliffs and sea water. The exercise uniform was handed to Jun Shaoyou with a happy expression, and he said with emotion: "This was made by my concubine Tete for me when I joined the army at the age of [-]. I only tried it on in front of her once, but I was not willing to wear it. The second time After a year of training in the Northwest, when I came back, I was too tall to wear it. It is also a blessing to have Shaoyou wear it today."
Jun Shaoyou gave Zhuang Lin a weird look. He emphasized that these were his 12-year-old clothes, and he was mocking him.
Zhuang Lin saw Jun Shaoyou's eyes flickering with dissatisfaction, and immediately recalled it.He opened his mouth and explained: "That's not what I mean... I just feel sorry for Shaoyou who was not treated well in the Duke's mansion, so that his body is so weak and thin. Don't worry, Shaoyou, in the future in Yong'an Palace, I will definitely treat Shaoyou well. I teach you to be happy every day, and you don't have to worry about those intrigues and intrigues."
"I will try to be nice to you. Whatever you want to do, I will support you with all my strength."
Jun Shaoyou smiled slightly, and was used to Zhuang Lin's words of confession from time to time.Holding the exercise clothes and turning behind the screen, Jun Shaoyou changed his clothes without saying a word. When he appeared in front of Zhuang Lin again, the young man had red lips and white teeth, and his complexion was exquisite, but under the background of the exercise clothes, he looked even more heroic, capable and handsome His appearance once again amazed Zhuang Lin who was waiting outside.
Zhuang Lin has always known Jun Shaoyou's extraordinary demeanor, and has also seen Jun Shaoyou's appearance as a hero in armor after changing from his Confucian uniform.However, Jun Shaoyou was already in his 20s at that time, with a mature stature, and had been in a high position for many years, pampered and dignified, the calm and graceful demeanor on his body had long overwhelmed his outstanding appearance.No matter how delicate the complexion is, it will not give people a sense of astonishment in terms of sensuality.
But the current Jun Shaoyou is different.Because of being bedridden all year round and not seeing the sun, the boy's figure is thinner and his complexion is paler than his peers nowadays.The burnout between his brows, which is always irreversible, adds a touch of coquettishness to his already exquisite and picturesque eyebrows and eyes. After a lifetime of honor, disgrace, and reunion, his mood is even more calm, and his eyes are as clear as autumn water. the silence.But no normal person can maintain a normal heart after experiencing such betrayal and despair. The more peaceful and indifferent Jun Shaoyou's mood is, the more calm and restrained his behavior is, the more distressing and fascinated he is.
I really want to hold him in my arms and pamper him, I really want to win that person's trust and affection as soon as possible, I really want to tear off his calm and alienated mask at all costs, and let him cry, laugh and curse in my arms, without any pretense... ...I really want Jun Shaoyou to treat Zhuang Zhou like he did in his previous life, trusting him to the extreme and pampering him to the extreme.He, Zhuang Lin, can swear that he will never squander Jun Shaoyou's trust like Zhuang Zhou, that idiot.He will give Jun Shaoyou the greatest respect and honor like a treasure, cherish his every word, sentence and even every emotion, and never let him down.
Zhuang Lin glanced at Jun Shaoyou's clothes with some jealousy, clenched his fists, tried his best to restrain the clamoring desire all over his body, and said with a smile: "Let's go to the martial arts field together."
Noticing Zhuang Lin's undisguised scorching gaze on him again, Jun Shaoyou sighed weakly.He didn't understand how Zhuang Lin, who had countless confidante like him in his previous life, changed his temper overnight and kept falling in love with him who was also a man.He was indeed troubled by Zhuang Lin's extremely hot attitude.It's just that right now he is just a concubine from the government who is not respected and has no power, and he has no right or position to express his dissatisfaction and suspicion.Jun Shaoyou could only persuade himself to be patient countless times every day, and use greater patience to find opportunities to get out of the predicament.
Seeing all of Jun Shaoyou's forbearance and suspicion, Zhuang Lin scratched his head a little at a loss.In fact, most of the people who can get into their situation are transparent and more stubborn, because they have experienced too many intrigues and subterfuges in the court, and no one would believe that nothing can be guaranteed by empty teeth.I don't think useless words and emotions can change anything.
So even if Jun Shaoyou is dissatisfied, he will not cry and toss like an irresponsible child, but will just silently wait for the opportunity to escape, Zhuang Lin does not believe that words can change anything most of the time.It's just that the time he really got along with Jun Shaoyou is still short after all, no matter what he does, he still can't see the effect right now.And Zhuang Lin, who has never taken the initiative nor suffered emotional setbacks, doesn't even know what he has to do to move Jun Shaoyou's heart. Like the keys of the big string of treasure chests, they tried to test one by one, warming Jun Shaoyou's originally cold heart little by little.
Although it will take a long time to do so, it is the most reassuring way Zhuang Lin can choose at the moment.
At least, at this moment, he doesn't have to worry about whether Jun Shaoyou was bullied in the Duke's mansion, whether he ate and drank the soup with added ingredients, so that his body was weak and could no longer be saved, whether he was looked down upon by others Is there any fear of life...
Zhuang Lin took a deep breath, looked at Jun Shaoyou, who was silently walking side by side with him, and contentedly grabbed his hand that was lying beside him and clenched it tightly, with his fingers intertwined and pressed against his palm.
Jun Shaoyou shrank his hands hard but couldn't break free from Zhuang Lin's shackles, so he frowned dissatisfiedly, glanced at the indifferent Zhuang Lin, and said, "Can you let me go?"
"No, not in this life." Zhuang Lin said solemnly.
Jun Shaoyou sighed with a headache, feeling that his conversation with Zhuang Lin was becoming more and more mentally handicapped.
Seeing Jun Shaoyou's long sigh, Zhuang Lin flashed a smile in his eyes, and said directly: "After breakfast later, I will ask Mr. Chen to hand over all the account books and warehouse keys inside and outside the house to you. I will also Make a list of all the forces controlled by my subordinates and a detailed information that must be manually compiled, and you should familiarize yourself with it as soon as possible, and then burn those things. From now on, everything inside and outside the palace will have to be hard work and less excellent."
Jun Shaoyou frowned again, and said, "Your Majesty, there is no need to be like this, there is a relationship between you and me—"
"Whether you are a man or a woman, you, Jun Shaoyou, are the concubine I Zhuang Lin is marrying, and you have the right to intervene in all affairs inside and outside the mansion." Zhuang Lin said with a solemn face: "I said a long time ago that I will marry you." It is to make your life better. If you are my princess, but you can’t even touch the account books and warehouses in the mansion. If you spread it outside, they might laugh at you. Even if you don’t care about it, I don’t want to hear it To those gossips who speculate about how bad you are."
Jun Shaoyou was silent for a while.
I heard Zhuang Lin continue to say: "I know that as a man, you may be impatient with these trivial internal affairs. Therefore, there is Mr. Chen in the external management, and there is also Sun Mama in the internal affairs. If you find it troublesome, you can formulate a general charter and let them take care of it." , anyway, this is what you are best at. But the power must be in your own hands."
Speaking of this, Zhuang Lin shook Jun Shaoyou's hand firmly, stood still, and said seriously to Jun Shaoyou: "I know you never believe that I am sincere. I allow you to doubt me, suspect me, and even From the beginning to the end, I was thinking about hypocrisy and obedience, and finally retreated. But you also have to allow me to spread everything about myself in front of you for you to carefully examine and distinguish. Isn't it fair?"
Jun Shaoyou was slightly stunned, what happened to this sudden rhythm of confessing his heart?
Zhuang Lin continued to say without hesitation: "You ended up like that in the previous life. Although Zhuang Zhou and others hid traitors in their hearts, it was also because you didn't know people clearly. Are you going to give up eating because of choking, just because of those bastards? Have you never believed in people's hearts?"
Jun Shaoyou blinked, and suddenly asked, "How do you know that I, like you...have those memories?"
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