Proudly follow your heart

Just under the clothes, several bloodstains coagulated, and the fingerprints were extremely dazzling. Nangong Cangao knew where they came from, and only when the body was touched by blood-stained skin would it leave such obvious marks.

"I must have been mad to throw you there." Nangong Cang Ao wiped the words through gritted teeth, with an angry look, as if he wasn't the one who gave the order back then.

"I don't think what you did was wrong. It's only natural to fight an eye for an eye." If it's an enemy, naturally you don't have to think about what method to use. Jun Zhanran sat in the pool, sleeping up to his chest, covered in water vapor.

If others would bear grudges, I am afraid that only people like him would take it for granted.

He doesn't seem to take his safety and life seriously, and is ready to die at any time, but at other times, he will give people another feeling, as if even if there is only a chance, he will firmly grasp it, because He will never allow himself to fall easily.

"How can there be such a contradictory person like you in the world." This sentence is not a question, and there is no need to answer it. Nangong Cang Ao suddenly said this sentence, but Jun Zhanran seemed to understand it, and replied nonchalantly, "Isn't it human?" There are contradictions, if you ask me, who should I ask?"

Leaning relaxedly by the pool, he didn't seem to feel that the cloth towel that Nangong Cang Ao rubbed on his body was too hard. As the water washed away, the dirty bloodstained fingerprints were washed away, revealing Jun Zhan's firm chest with firm texture. The skin is slightly red from rubbing vigorously.

"I hate you for making me hesitate, but I also know that you have a special place in my heart. No one has ever occupied this place. Cang Ao, to borrow a word from you, if you are not you, I will use you as a pawn There will be no hesitation at all, if you were not you... maybe I would get rid of you after using it."

What he said was hate, but the meaning in his words was exactly the opposite. Nangong Cang Ao couldn't hear it, so he couldn't help but stop the movement of his hands and looked at each other burningly. The person beside him was leaning against the edge of the pool. The plain look remained unchanged, and he closed his eyes slightly, the eyelashes were stained with water droplets rolling from his forehead, shimmering in the haze.

"Kill me? You won't." Nangong Cangao approached the dampness, sipped the water droplets into his mouth, his tone became more vigorous in the mist, and he turned to his ear again, "You won't, because you don't want to -"

The king is ruthless, and if it is not available, he will abandon it. He does not find it strange. Looking at it from another perspective, it is not without reason why the previous emperor did not choose Huang De as the prince, but chose Huang Zhan as the fourth prince.

"What are you still looking at?" Even without opening his eyes, Jun Zhanran could still feel the gaze falling on his body. Nangong Cangao's gaze has never been ignored by anyone, "Is there anything else you haven't seen?"

There was a bit of dissatisfaction in these words, but it sounded like a temper tantrum to someone, so she couldn't help smiling and kissed his lips, "I was just thinking, you said that my place in your heart has never been occupied by anyone, That Pearl who once conceived your heir...what is she?"

The eyes that suddenly became sharp in the mist were still smiling, but the sharpness was hard to escape.

Jun Zhanran opened his eyes and looked at him. Nangong Cangao did not give in. There was still a determination in his smile, and he decided his answer, "How could you let the woman sent by Huangde Pregnant with your heir?"

Jun Zhanran looked at him for a moment, "Did Huangde tell you?" "No matter what he said, I just know, tell me what medicine you have." As the commander of the Yingxiao League, if Nangong Cangao couldn't tell If there is another inside story in it, it will be in vain to be the commander of the eagle.

Jun Zhanran was silent for a while, then sank into the water again, "In any case, Mingzhu died because of me."

The voice melted into the moist water vapor in mid-air, starting with this sentence, the expression when he spoke made it hard to guess what he would say next, Huang De said that she was killed by him because he saw through her identity, but the truth is true in this way?

Nangong Cang Ao was not in a hurry to draw conclusions.

"Huangde would never have thought that the spies he sent would turn against him." Thinking back to those years, Jun Zhanran's tone was a little more cold, "Mingzhu is the spy he sent to make her cherish my love." Heir, he is always worried that I will take his throne, and he is even more worried about the handwriting of the former emperor in my hand. I have avoided the edge, but he does not believe that I am really willing to live like this for the rest of my life..."

"People who don't have weaknesses create weaknesses for them." Nangong Cangao's eyes flashed, and he already knew Huang De's intentions.

"Not bad." Should he thank his elder brother for always caring so much about him?Jun Zhanran mocked.

"You have nothing to worry about, and he will create a care for you. In this way, she and the child are in his hands. No matter what you do, you will be restrained. After all, the child is yours, and you can't stand by and do nothing, so you can only be restrained by the child and held by Huang De!"

His eyes flashed sharply, Nangong Cang Ao snorted coldly, "Sure enough, it's a good plan."

"However, he did not calculate that Mingzhu told me the truth before the child was born, and told the truth himself. I was furious and told her that even if the child was born and fell into the hands of her master, I would not Don't worry, don't think that I am controlled by others because of this. At that time, my words were fierce and my attitude was tough, but she was hit hard. After a while, she threw herself into the river and died..."

Mingzhu was moved by the truth, but what about him? Jun Zhanran recounted the past lightly, but his heart was still empty, "I will always remember how she looked before she died. She scolded me for being unpopular, cried and told her that she was in a dilemma, and even more resented me. I can be so cruel to my own flesh and blood, and finally she turned around and jumped into the lake, yelling at me..."

"She wants me to regret it for the rest of my life, and wants me to remember that she and the child died because of me." As if returning to the day of the memorial ceremony, I saw the screaming woman again, Jun Zhanran's profile was in the water It was cold and melancholy in the fog, "I have killed my dearest relatives, and I am no different from the person who killed me. After all, I am just such a person."

Nangong Cang Ao suddenly hugged him, "It doesn't matter if you are such a person, you will be forced to be like this, those who hate you and fear you should look back, if they didn't push you too far, you wouldn't be who you are today -"

"What's wrong with me today?" A gleam of light flashed across Jun Zhanran's cold smile.

"It's nothing wrong." Let him lean against him, the two of them side by side, Nangong Cang Ao put his arms around his bare shoulders, and suddenly said: "I'll wipe your back for you."

After speaking, Jun Zhanran really turned around and wiped his back for him.

The black hair was scattered on the back, sticking wetly to his back, Nangong Cangao's movements were very careful as he brushed his hair away, carefully and slowly.

The thin sound of water filled the surroundings, Jun Zhanran lay lazily by the side of the pool, he clearly just talked about a past that no one knew about, but at this moment he didn't feel much heavy in his heart, and the light scent of saponins wafted from his nose, He took a breath and asked in a deep voice, "You don't mind?"

If it was different, he would never ask such a question, let alone use such a tone, but today is different, just like before, he would not lie in such a relaxed posture in the bathtub of other people's home .

Nangong Cangao wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, "Do you care about the pearl? Or the child? You and I are both men, and we all know how important children are in the eyes of men..."

"Does Zhanran want me to care?" Nangong Cangao looked at him with a strange look, with a smile overflowing from his eyes, Jun Zhanran turned his head and snorted coldly, "I just want to know what you think .”

"It's a lie to say that I don't mind, how could I not mind." The arm around the waist suddenly tightened, and a voice approached behind the ear, "But it's useless to say anything now, can I still be jealous of a dead person? Jealousy A woman who can bear children for you?"

Could it be that Cang Ao's voice seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, "Zhanran, think about how you would feel if a woman had my flesh and blood, and you can understand my mood."

What if there was a woman with the flesh and blood of Nangong Cang Ao?Jun Zhanran seemed to be hit by something in the chest, and his breath was stagnant, but he smiled lightly, "If there is such a woman..."

After all, he had many women before.

"Of course not." Nangong Cang Ao was always careful, and he was not as romantic as others thought, "If there was such a woman, what would you do?" Finally, he couldn't help asking.

"Maybe... I would hope that she never existed." Lying on the bank of the pool, Jun Zhanran's faint voice had some imperceptible murderous intent, "I don't like my things being touched by others."

Nangong Cang Ao kissed his back behind him, and couldn't help curling his lips.