Proudly follow your heart

"Zhanran——" a hoarse voice called his name, Nangong Cang Ao was no longer his usual rebellious appearance, after he finished drinking, he knelt down, half kneeled on the ground, held his hands, buried his head in his palm.

"You are not ruthless to me, are you? Don't argue, I know you are sympathetic to me, otherwise, how can a proud person like you commit himself to me and be willing to be subordinate to others." This is definitely not a question, and there is no need to answer it , This is Nangong Cangao's statement, he buried his head in a low voice, and there was only affirmation in that voice.

Although it was affirmative, there was still a hint of imperceptible hope. He really didn't want to hear a negative answer.

Said he was proud, so he was so proud that he was so proud that he could even reach the sky, but now such a man was asking for proof in such a tone, Jun Zhanran thought of what happened in the past few days, and thought of Nangong Cang Ao Chong The horrifying expression when he went up to the tower, thinking of the violent murderous intent he slashed with a knife...

"Why do you have to force me to say it." Looking at the teacup that was put back on the table, beside the empty cup was the water that he overturned, a puddle of tea, showing Jun Zhanran's indifferent face as if he had lost any emotion.

"What's the good of saying it?" There was a faint mockery on that face, and I didn't know whether it was mocking others or myself, "I said that I was your friend at the beginning, but you had ulterior motives. Not at all false."

Immediately, the mockery turned into a sneer again, and a gloomy look flashed across his slightly closed eyes, "I didn't expect you to have such thoughts for me."

How would you describe the surprise and shock at that time?

The leader of the eagle howling alliance, the man who is respected as handsome eagle in the world, this Nangong Cang Ao who once fought against him-has a different kind of lust for him, who is also a man, how inconceivable it is , so how ridiculous...

"How dare you have unreasonable thoughts about me—" The black skirt was suddenly grabbed by both hands, and Jun Zhanran met Nangong Cangao's eyes, "It was you who took this step first, don't blame me for not trusting you ! Don’t blame me for lying to you! No one wants you to entangle me! But since you have done it, you have to bear the consequences!”

He pulled him in, his voice was hoarse, his words were like arrows, the corners of his thin lips raised a sharp arc, and a fire seemed to be burning in those star-like black eyes. There is evil in it.

Nangong Cang Ao looked at them, and suddenly realized, "...It turns out that you have never been reconciled."

"Why should I be reconciled? Why should I be willing to submit to others? Nangong Cangao, you think highly of yourself!" Every word and every word was full of embarrassment, Jun Zhanran smiled, narrowed his eyes slightly, and slowly let him go, "But I also admit that there is no disadvantage at all in exchange for myself. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even consider—"

If it wasn't Nangong Cang Ao, in his capacity, why should he wrong himself so much? !

This is a humiliation to most men, let alone after the royal family, the first son of the first emperor, the fourth prince who should have been enthroned as emperor and who should have been aloof? !

He stooped to others, and if he used his body to make a deal, he didn't care about the means, and he knew that there was no harm in doing so, on the contrary, there were many benefits, but he was still unwilling.

His clothes were torn and he was sitting on the chair, his hair was loose, his body was covered with blood, his back was still as straight as a gun, his indifferent but dignified posture and the smile on his face were nothing, like staring at an empty place, like standing on the throne Above, at the feet of people, should be the prostrating subjects.

In order to achieve the goal, he does not hesitate to use himself as the price.But he is such a person after all, how can he be reconciled?How can you be willing? !

"I shouldn't have any friendship with you." As if to abandon all emotions to sit here safely, Jun Zhanran didn't look at the person in front of him, but looked into the distance, "I shouldn't have any friendship with you ...Even if you don't need friendship, this is just a play..."

As if convincing himself, as he spoke, the palms resting on the armrest began to tighten, and the mountains in the distance were surrounded by clouds and smoke, just like his eyes, which were covered with a layer of mist, making it hard to distinguish the depth.

His palms were so tight that they trembled, and his fingertips turned white, just like every time he hesitated before, but this time another palm suddenly covered him, "It's a pity that you can't guarantee that you won't make fake plays for real."

Jun Zhan suddenly withdrew his gaze, Nangong Cangao smiled lightly, his eyes were calm, but he seemed to see through everything, "You don't admit it, it's because of your pride, you are not reconciled, so you don't allow yourself to have feelings for me—"

"Shut up!" Suddenly twisting Nangong Cangao's wrist, he yelled, but he couldn't continue after the words fell, and the voice gradually dispersed in the room, leaving only silence.

Jun Zhanran's heart seems to be divided into two halves, one half is his hatred, the hatred has long been a part of him, and it has never subsided after being aroused, the other half does not exist, but does not know when it sprouted like a seed Take root and gradually flourish.

When he found out, he was powerless, there was nothing he could do, sometimes he felt hatred in his heart, and sometimes it was Nangong Cangao... there was no balance between these two parties!He wants to separate them clearly, but the result will only make the knot in his heart more and more tight, even he himself doesn't know, what should he do next?

"You said that the things you drew were just to deceive me, but if you want to deceive me, why do you need to draw so many and put them in the dark grid? Jun Zhanran, tell me one more thing, you lied to me, and you are right to me Ruthless?" He took out a slightly crumpled white paper from his bosom, and Su Yue Menghua, who was thrown out in front of Xiao Hu and quietly retrieved, was now in Nangong Cang Ao's hands.

"I believed you only when I was dizzy with your anger." He looked at him, his eyes were like knives, and gradually approached, "Now tell me one more thing, are you really ruthless to me?"

The ink on the paper was clear, and Jun Zhanran's eyes appeared in front of Jun Zhanran's eyes when every stroke was made. Is he really ruthless to him?

The color of his eyes flickered, changed one after another, and then sank suddenly, "Nangong Cangao, don't get carried away!" Stretching out his arms, Jun Zhan suddenly grabbed the lips in front of him and kissed them fiercely.

The answer was already known, but he just didn't want to admit it.