Proudly follow your heart

The fingertips that were braving the cold were also dangerous. Nangong Cangao, who was facing danger, looked at him for a while, not knowing how to answer. He said that he had never been romantic, but others might not think so. Besides, there were several women who were considered Merry?

Seeing his indifference, Nangong Cang Ao's face became gloomy, "Why don't you tell me Zhanran first."

He actually questioned him first, Jun Zhanran's eyes became colder, and a strange look flashed across, "Do you think that if you ask me to answer, I will let you go?"

A cold finger stroked his face, and slowly approached, Jun Zhanran said in a serious tone, "Nangong Cangao! I don't care about you, it's not that I don't care, but everyone has a past, I can't care about it , especially you, the name of Yingshuai is famous all over the world, and there are many women who admire you, if you really care about them one by one, I'm afraid I will wash the blood of the Jianghu first."

Unexpectedly, he had such a high "evaluation" of him, Nangong Cangao heard the terrifying words in his ears, and wondered where he got such a fancy name, "These words are exaggerated, how have I ever..."

"Shut up!" Jun Zhanran said coldly.

He could still be suppressed in front of others, but he couldn't restrain himself in front of Nangong Cangao, "You were the one who found me first, but now I can't help you to talk too much. Whether the matter with this woman is true or not, Mu Zhaoxia has had it with you before." Dewy marriage, but you can't even remember her name, what do you want me to think?"

He was really furious, and the usual indifference and indifference disappeared completely. Nangong Cangao liked to see his different appearance, but it was not like this now. "You just believe what Mu Zhaoran said? You never thought that he is Fabricating it out of thin air? Just to provoke the relationship between you and me? You also said that it might be a trick of virtue."

It was to excuse himself, but also to look for other possibilities. Nangong Cangao didn't want to use the answer to influence Jun Zhanran's judgment. He never touched a woman from a good family, let alone force her. In this case, how many women did he have? I haven't thought about it one by one, and there is no need for that.

"It's not that I don't know this possibility, so I still need you to remind me? Regardless of whether it's true or not, Mu Zhaoran's words are right. He won't bet on his sister's reputation just to provoke the relationship between you and me, child It doesn't mean that there is something, if nothing happened between you and Mu Zhaoxia, how could he be caught by him?!"

"I was drunk at the time and didn't know it."

"It's a good thing that you can get rid of the crime if you don't know. It's a pity that Mu Zhaoxia gave birth to your child, otherwise you can treat it like you didn't know for the rest of your life."

"You are sarcasm, don't you believe me? Believe Mu Zhaoran instead?!"

"Believe it or not, you are useless. If the child is indeed yours, if Huang De finds out about it, trouble will arise, do you know?!"

"How could I not know, but when something happens, it happens, and it cannot be changed, just like you and Mingzhu, do you think I don't mind about it?! Jun Zhanran!"

The two confronted each other, and when Nangong Cang Ao said these words, the room suddenly became quiet, and there was a dead silence.

Jun Zhanran suddenly suppressed all his emotions, looked at Nangong Cang Ao with strange eyes, and slowly relaxed the hand that pressed him on the door.

It's not that Nangong Cang Ao doesn't know that Mingzhu should not be mentioned, but the words have already been spoken, no matter how difficult it is to take them back, this is not a knot in his heart, but there is always some grudge, he always remembers what Xiao Hu said.

"It was the cold winter, and Mingzhu fell into the water. You sacrificed your life to save her, and even though you took advantage of this opportunity, Jin Huangde thought you were inhumane, but you didn't think of this when you went into the water. Didn't you want to save this woman? Even if she It was sent by Huang De, but she is the mother of your child after all, so you are not for her?"

Jun Zhanran frowned fiercely, the corners of his mouth raised a stern arc, he simply let go of Nangong Cangao, turned around with his hands behind his back, and stood indifferently.

"Don't keep silent. Since you are asking about Mu Zhaoxia, why can't I ask about your Pearl?" No matter how it sounded sour, Nangong Cangao walked up behind him and confronted him in a different way.

"In addition to Mingzhu, I remember that there were also sleeping servants in your fog building." The voice from behind was slightly cold, seeming to be smiling or not smiling, Jun Zhan turned around and saw Nangong Cangao's staring gaze.

"What is my pearl?" Chicking, Jun Zhanran said flatly, looking up at the night outside the window, "She is pregnant with my child, but it was ordered by Huang De, you think I treat her differently because She was pregnant and died because of me?"

"Wrong." The night was dark, and his voice became a little ethereal, "It's not so much to save her, but to save myself."

His words were vague, Nangong Cang Ao was puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"I just don't want to become like Huang De." He lowered his eyes, raised his eyebrows, and waved his clothes in the air.

"I don't want to be like him, who only seeks the end and uses the means. I don't want to be like the royal family that has always been contemptuous of human life. But unfortunately, in the end, I am still a member of the Xia Kingdom's royal family. I am destined to be unable to save her, and I cannot save myself. Own."

Smiling lightly, ridiculing infinitely, but it was none other than the one who mocked, Jun Zhanran faced Nangong Cangao, "I'm not desireless, unfeeling and indifferent, but I'm not someone who is infatuated and passionate. She, my attitude is different, it's not sad..."

"What is that?" Nangong Cang Ao had never heard him confess.

"It's disappointment, because I found that I am no different from people like Huang De." The same unscrupulous methods, the same contempt for human life, Jun Zhanran sneered, he had already discovered this, and he could no longer deny it.

In the dark night, he stood among the ruins of tables and chairs, as if he was standing in a barren world. From the slightly open window lattice, he could see the bright moon outside, and the cold wind blowing in caused ripples on the corners of his clothes.

Before the shocking secret of him was revealed, he sat alone in the darkness so lonely.

Nangong Cangao remembered his smile, it was a cold and secretive smile with a hint of madness suppressed in the darkness, there was no smile, no coldness, only indifference, as if he was the only one left in the world, and there was nothing else.

After much difficulty, he warmed his heart a little. Who would have thought that Mu Zhaoran would find him and make troubles about Mu Zhaoxia.

Nangong Cangao was suddenly annoyed that he shouldn't have brought up the matter of Mingzhu, so Jun Zhanran had no choice but to say these words. He stepped up and stood beside him in front of the window, watching the night outside the window together.

In the darkness, under the moonlight, standing figures overlapped each other on the wall. Jun Zhanran’s leg injury has not healed, but he still likes to stand, as if to make up for the period of pretending that his legs were unable to stand all these years time.

Even though the state of his legs has not yet returned to the state close to his hands, he still insists on it, regardless of the trauma on his legs, and whether his legs are strong enough to hold on, as if as long as his legs can still be used, he will not allow them to move. Fall by yourself.

Nangong Cang Ao held the hand under the sleeve. It was flawless at first, but now it had a scar. Instead of rejecting it, he tightened his palms, fingers intertwined, and the warmth of the palms was transmitted to each other.

"This is a bit vulgar, but I have to say it, and you have to listen to it." Such words suddenly sounded beside him, Jun Zhanran didn't speak, and listened to Nangong Cangao's words.

"After I met you, I never thought about any woman. You know that I am not interested in men. If I see other men's bodies, I will only be disgusted. Only you, Zhanran, can make me want to burn."

Jun Zhanran's expression softened slightly, "I never doubted this."

He seemed to have intentions behind his words, and the ambiguity in that tone of voice seemed to be absent, Nangong Cang Ao glanced at him, but couldn't see any difference in the face hidden under the night.

I couldn't help curling the corners of my mouth, and continued: "Actually, I never thought about having children. In the past, those women were not good women, and I have always been careful not to let them leave any children, not to mention there are some wines for them to drink afterwards. Concoction, that's why I'm so sure, there won't be any accidents."

But now that an accident happened, so what?The night was dark, and Jun Zhanran waved his hand tiredly, "I don't care what happened to you in the past, don't let me hear such things from now on, whether Mu Zhaoxia's son exists, whether it's true or not, you should order someone to investigate as soon as possible. I believe you will still have manpower left in Xia Kingdom."

Nangong Cang Ao's eyes flashed, and he laughed, "Zhanran is Zhanran, he knows me very well."

Holding his hand, he walked to the bed, lifted the quilt on the bed, and glanced at the ruins made of copper wood on the ground, "It's a good thing you didn't smash the bed, otherwise where would we sleep."

"Even if the sky is a mat and the ground is a pavement, there is no place in this world where you can't sleep." After some deep talk, the gloom disappeared. In Jun Zhanran's words, there was a sense of arrogance that despised the world between the lines, and Nangong Cangao carried him into his arms. Zhong Yilan, "No matter whether this matter is true or not, I will not allow you to leave lightly."

"I don't know where you got the idea, sleep." Jun Zhanran sneered, and pulled the quilt, but Nangong Cang Ao beside him didn't close his eyes immediately, "I left people in Xiaguo, I don't know where Zhanran you are. Is it down? There are people you want to see—”

A pair of eagle eyes, sharp eyes, Jun Zhanran opened his eyes, and saw Nangong Cang Ao's smile, as if he knew everything, and nothing could escape his eyes.