Rebirth of Bleach

Lin Sheng went back to the summer vacation when he dropped out of school at the age of 16, when his parents had a car accident and the family changed drastically.

After being raised in grandma's house in a trance for more than a week, the pain in the head that was opened is not so painful.

In Lin Sheng's memory, the thumb-wide scar on the back of the head and the palm-length scar of an adult man are not far away at all.

This scar didn't grow any hair until Lin Sheng passed away, so Lin Sheng had to grow hair longer than others, in order to cover this blank area.However, when I comb my hair every morning, the teeth of the wooden comb will still scratch the uneven mark. Sometimes when I go to the barber shop, the barber will see his old scar, and he will hide his eyes from behind. A trace of fear.In the past, Lin Sheng was complacent because of such gazes.

Today was the day when the stitches were removed from Lin Sheng's head. Early in the morning, grandma called him and Lin Yang up for dinner.

Lin Sheng walked slowly to the yard, and sat in the yard by the fence under the shade of a tree.These days, he and Lin Yang have been lying in the small ventilated lower room. The front and rear windows are open for ventilation. It is cool, but he and Lin Yang are both covered in bags.

The mosquitoes in the countryside are so poisonous that wherever they bite, they seem to be swollen.Lin Sheng is fine, after all, he is almost 40 years old mentally.Besides, in his previous life, he had been shot by bullets, and bloodshed and being stabbed by knives was a trivial matter.Who would pay attention to a few bags bitten by poisonous mosquitoes.

But Lin Yang was different.

In the past few nights, he has a headache, and there are too many things on his mind, so he can't sleep.It was discovered that Lin Yang was hiding under the quilt and scratching the mosquito bag, crying softly, and murmured, "Mom..."

Lin Sheng used to give his only younger brother countless nicknames, among them "crying bag" and "squeamish ghost".Sometimes when his parents were away, he would call Lin Yang "Little Sister", and Lin Yang was so angry that his eyes immediately turned red as if responding to his words.

Sighing, Lin Sheng still felt that his younger brother was too delicate, almost like a little girl.No, even little girls can make him cry.Lin Sheng remembered that one year when his second uncle was sawing wood and selling it, his leg was broken by a wooden pile. He stayed in the city after seeing his illness and stayed in his house for more than half a year. He willingly let the second aunt, who also ate and drank at his house, take over his house.At that time, Lin Lin, the younger sister of the second uncle's family who was one year younger than Lin Yang, often made Lin Yang cry.

Lin Sheng remembered that when he came home, he saw his second uncle and aunt occupying the master bedroom, and his good-tempered parents moved to the sofa in the living room and squeezed him.And Lin Yang, every time she was bullied by Lin Linke with red eyes, all she could do was cry... During those six months, Lin Sheng basically didn't go home very often, either staying at a friend's house or going to a family in the city. Play cats in the video hall, or find a sofa in the billiards hall for a night.

At that time, Changxin City was not as prosperous as Lin Sheng had experienced.At this time, Changxin City, as a second-tier city in the country, didn't even have an Internet cafe.

"Brother, have you washed your hands?" Lin Yang came out of the room with two plates in his hand, and asked Lin Sheng who was already sitting at the small table.

Lin Sheng glanced at him, trying to lie to him that he had washed it, but seeing the seriousness on Lin Yang's face, he felt a lump in his throat.

"I forgot, I'm going to wash now..." Lin Sheng lived up to his younger brother's kindness.

"Brother, don't move. I'll bring it here for you." After Lin Yang finished speaking, he ran back to the house, and brought out the painted iron basin of grandma's house with big red peonies printed on it in a short while.

Lin Yang squatted down, and slowly put the iron basin on the ground in front of Lin Sheng.

Lin Sheng was sitting on a simple tiger stool, and he could put his hand into the basin just by bending over.The water that was drawn up from the deep well in the morning was cool, as if it still carried the aura of the underground, Lin Sheng instantly felt much more comfortable in his body.

Lin Sheng bent his thin arms and legs, and squatted opposite him, looking at him.

"Have you washed it?" Lin Sheng raised his head and asked.

"Washed." Lin Yang replied, then raised his head to take a quick look at his elder brother's face, and quickly added: "Then I will wash it again."

Lin Sheng suddenly grabbed Lin Yang's hand in the water, frowned and saw that the back of his hand was stared at by poisonous mosquitoes, and it was swollen like a small steamed bun, and said, "I'll go back to the city later, and I'll buy you some medicine to apply superior."

"Grandma said it would be good to wash with soap."

Lin Sheng didn't make a sound, and didn't wipe his hand out of the water, but shook it gently to the sides twice, waiting for it to dry naturally.Lin Yang secretly imitated his movements.

"elder brother?"

Lin Yang swung his two thin little arms and called out timidly.

"Huh?" Lin Sheng looked inside the door, wondering why grandma didn't come out for dinner.

"You said that day that you would never beat me again, is that true..."

Lin Sheng heard his words, turned to look at him, and was silent for a few seconds.These few seconds of hard work have already made Lin Xiaoyang's heart beat so nervous that he regretted that he didn't control his mouth and asked.

"Unless you are ignorant, disobedient, and don't study hard..." After thinking for a long time, Lin Sheng added, "Don't be angry with grandma."

"Then cry?" Lin Xiaoyang stared at a pair of big black and bright eyes: "Will you beat me up?"

Lin Sheng was stimulated by his serious expression so that the corners of his mouth twitched twice, and he gritted his teeth and said at first: "Lin Xiaoyang, can you stop thinking about crying every day? You're the one with handles, crying like a big girl every day Yes, do you mean you?"

Lin Sheng really had a feeling of hating iron but not steel. His younger brother was good at everything, good at studying, good at painting, and obedient, just like a little girl.Lin Sheng sometimes asked himself why his parents didn't make Lin Yang a younger sister, and he didn't have to worry so much about him, he was always worried that he would be bullied in the future.

"I don't want to cry either, and my classmates are laughing at me..." Lin Yang said aggrievedly, his eyes were very "competitive" red, and the more he said, the more aggrieved: "But, I can't control a few words..."

Lin Sheng looked at the teardrops that fell out of him in the blink of an eye, and fell to the ground in admiration.His parents may have inherited all the well-developed lacrimal glands to Lin Yang, and he has none at all.Otherwise, I was tortured like that by that vicious woman Cheng Kexin, how could I hold back a single tear without a pimple!And how could my younger brother, who was born in the same mother, have such shallow eye sockets...

"Hold it for me." Lin Sheng stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin Yang's arm, pulling him towards him. The young man's bright eyes were full of fierceness and tenacity at the moment. He held Lin Yang's thin shoulders and said in a deep tone: " Lin Xiaoyang, let me tell you, there is nothing in this world that you can’t survive, no matter how painful it is! What are tears? Tears are useless at all. Apart from making those who love you sad and those who hate you comfort, It's useless! It's like, mom and dad are gone, can you cry them back?"

Shocked by his words, Lin Yang forgot to cry, with tears on his face, staring blankly at his elder brother's serious expression.

"Mom and Dad can't come back after leaving, our house, our life as we used to do whatever we want. But, you still have your elder brother, we still have grandma. We all love you. Let me tell you, Yang Yang, As long as there is someone who loves you in this world, you can’t cry, you can’t make them feel bad, you have to become stronger, swallow your tears back and turn them into motivation, look far away, grit your teeth and survive..."

Lin Sheng said so much in one breath, and he didn't know if Lin Yang could understand or remember.But he had to say these words, he said them to his younger brother who was still very weak, and he also said them to himself.

"Yang Yang..." Lin Sheng looked at the immature younger brother, feeling sore in his heart.Stretching out his hand to wrap him in his arms, Lin Sheng recalled that in his last life, Lin Yang had nothing to do with him at the end, his heart felt as if blocked by a stone, impenetrable and uncomfortable.

Lin Xiaoyang quietly stretched out her white and tender paws, put her arms around his waist tentatively, and leaned into his arms with a soft voice: "Brother..."

"Brother will protect you, brother will take good care of you..." Lin Sheng tightened his arms, and his tone was as calm as saying an oath.

After removing the thread on his head, when he went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, Lin Sheng deliberately bought an extra bottle of green ointment, which was used to apply mosquito packs to Lin Xiaoyang.Back home, before it was dark, Lin Sheng found the toolbox of the late grandfather from the barn of the old house, took a nail and hammer and beat on the windows, nailed all the windows with a layer of gauze, Act as screens.

Although Lin Xiaoyang was still a little afraid of him, he kept following him. If he wanted a nail, he would hand him a nail, and if he wanted a hammer, he would hand him a hammer. Big eyes stared at him.It is very similar to a little Samoyed dog they had raised at home before.

However, Lin Sheng was also happy from the bottom of his heart.In his memory, he and his younger brother who should have been closest to him have never gotten along so harmoniously and warmly as they do now.

"Brother, brother, eat popsicles." Lin Xiaoyang ran back from the outside, holding a popsicle that was dripping water in his hand, his little face was covered with sweat, and when he walked up to Lin Sheng, he opened his mouth, He stuck out his small tongue and licked the melted place on the popsicle, and then held it up to Lin Sheng flatteringly.

Lin Sheng: "..."

"Brother, you eat." Lin Xiaoyang looked at him enthusiastically.

"You can eat..." Lin Sheng watched his little brother play Mai Tai, and finally made up a reason in his froze head: "You can eat...My brother's stomach hurts."

The slowly setting sun reflected half of the sky red, Lin Sheng looked at Lin Xiaoyang standing under the fiery red sunset, holding a popsicle and licking it happily, he was so grateful.It was God who gave him the opportunity to let him know that besides Hong Wei, there are so many things worth cherishing in this world...