remain silent

There are many things that if you just imagine, you may never be able to experience it, such as what it feels like to fall in love with someone, and what it feels like to have sex with the person you love.

Sometimes psychological pleasure can even override physical pleasure. Even pain can only arouse the body's desire for more happiness from the other party after the pain.

Sun Zheyang always shows some roughness in front of himself from time to time, which seems to be the accumulation of emotional repression, and it seems to be a kind of catharsis.But Han Chenxin actually liked that kind of roughness. Sun Zheyang started to attack him, even if he wanted to strangle him uncontrollably, Han Chenxin knew it was because Sun Zheyang couldn't suppress his emotions anymore.

Desires and emotions cannot be vented, and they turn into violence over time. The more violent Sun Zheyang is, the more he cares about himself, Han Chenxin thinks so anyway.

Probably the same in bed.

In fact, that kind of depression was not only Sun Zheyang's first venting, but also the first time Han Chenxin was able to completely release it.It's just that he will choose a different way from Sun Zheyang, such as enduring Sun Zheyang's roughness and turning it into psychological pleasure.

Of course, Sun Zheyang wasn't completely carried away, at least at the last moment, he calmed down, allowing Han Chenxin to accept himself more easily and feel happy.

After all, his purpose is catharsis, not hurt.

Before this, even long before this, Han Chenxin knew what men should do with men. He didn't mind whether he slept with Sun Zheyang or Sun Zheyang slept with him. It didn't matter if it was Sun Zheyang anyway.And when he got to the bed, he found that he didn't have much other thoughts besides hugging Sun Zheyang and responding to him instinctively.However, in this regard, Sun Zheyang is obviously much more experienced than him. Han Chenxin chose to accept it calmly. He has no more energy to be angry and sad for Sun Zheyang's past, because they even have a difficult future. definite.

After making out, Han Chenxin felt extremely tired and fell asleep hugging Sun Zheyang's waist.And that night was a rare dreamless night, and I slept until the next morning.

There was no dream, it was like waking up suddenly in a deep sleep. Han Chenxin was in a trance. When he sat up, his mind went blank at that moment.

A warm and slightly rough palm touched his bare waist.

Han Chenxin came back to his senses a little, and lowered his head to find marks all over his body, as if he had been tortured, scattered all over his body.

He turned around and saw Sun Zheyang lying on the bed looking at him.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Sun Zheyang asked him.

It's really uncomfortable, even the waist is sore.

But there was no time to complain, Han Chenxin suddenly remembered, "What time is it? I have to go to work today."

Sun Zheyang said: "No hurry, I won't be late, I can sleep for another half hour."

Han Chen shook his head heartily, "I'm not going to sleep anymore, I'm going to take a shower."

Han Chenxin climbed down from the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When she got out of bed, her legs were a little weak. She bent her knees and stood up again. Holding back her discomfort, she went to the bathroom.

When he came out of the bathroom, Han Chenxin saw Sun Zheyang sitting on a chair wearing only a pair of underwear, smoking a cigarette, with one leg raised up and shaking slightly.

All the summer clothes were taken away, and Han Chenxin could only wear yesterday's one. The short-sleeved t-shirt with a short collar couldn't cover the marks on his neck, but it seemed even more strange to wear a shirt buttoned up in this weather.

Sun Zheyang was standing in front of the sink in the bathroom brushing his teeth. Han Chenxin came over and hugged him from behind, touching his belly with his palms.

Sun Zheyang didn't stop him, but asked, "Aren't you planning to go to work?"

Han Chen was a bit tangled, but finally stopped and said, "Hurry up, I'll send you to work first."

Sun Zheyang told him: "If you touch down again, we won't go to work today."

Han Chenxin touched it seriously, then let go of Sun Zheyang, and retreated from the bathroom first.

It rained all night last night, and there is still water on the ground.

When going out, Sun Zheyang was driving, and after getting off at his work place, Han Chenxin switched back to the driver's seat.

Sun Zheyang put one hand on the car door, looked down at him, and said, "Going home tonight?"

Han Chenxin nodded.

Sun Zheyang was a little worried looking at the marks on his neck. In fact, if you looked carefully, you would find that there were marks on Han Chenxin's arms, which were pinched when he held his arm and twisted it back.

Sun Zheyang said to Han Chenxin: "Your mother will find out."

Han Chenxin knew it himself. He touched his neck and said, "I will find a way."

Sun Zheyang stretched out his hand, touched his head, and said, "Don't worry."

Han Chenxin grabbed his hand, put it to his lips and kissed the back of his hand, and said, "Okay."

Sun Zheyang smiled.

Han Chen couldn't think of a quick way to get rid of the hickey marks. When he was at work, he faced the mirror in the men's room, and he wanted to make the marks more serious. He went back and told Xu Jiayi that he had a fight with someone last night.

In fact, as soon as the phone was turned on in the morning, Xu Jiayi's call came. After Han Chenxin received it, she told Xu Jiayi that something happened last night. He couldn't explain it in detail during the meeting, so I'll talk about it when I go back.

Later, I thought, why not tell Xu Jiayi that I got into a fight outside.

Zhang Chuan happened to be going to the bathroom, and saw Han Chenxin looking in the mirror, and noticed the mark on his neck at a glance.After being stunned for a moment, Zhang Chuan said, "Did you get bitten by your girlfriend?"

Han Chenxin gave a "hmm" and didn't seem to care, and said to Zhang Chuan, "You give me a punch."

Zhang Chuan was puzzled, "Where to hit?"

Han Chen hesitated and said, "Slap me in the face."

Zhang Chuan was speechless, "Are you crazy?"

He refused to fight, and Han Chenxin didn't force him.

Zhang Chuan noticed something, and asked, "What? Are you afraid that people will see it?"

Han Chenxin said, "Yes, don't tell others."

Zhang Chuan leaned against the door, and said strangely: "Isn't it normal for you to have a girlfriend now? Your mother will be happy, right?"

Han Chenxin said, "She doesn't like him."

Zhang Chuan thought for a while and said, "Oh, why bother."

After that, they didn't say anything more. Han Chenxin tossed a lot by himself, expanding the hickey into a bruise, and then felt satisfied.

Xu Jiayi had no doubts about the statement that he had a fight with someone and was taken to the police station, but kept worrying about whether he was injured, while Han Zhong was afraid that it would affect his work.

Han Chenxin said he was fine, and no one was injured, and sent everyone he knew, but nothing happened to him.It's just that after I came out, I asked the police officer from the police station to have a supper, and then delayed the time and didn't rush home.

Han Zhong was a little dubious.

Xu Jiayi, however, had already started asking about last night's date.

Han Chenxin said a few perfunctory words, only saying that he didn't feel anything.

Xu Jiayi naturally wouldn't give up, and said, "Let's meet a few more times and try."

Han Chen was noncommittal.

But the next day, using this excuse again, Han Chenxin was able to go out to have dinner with Sun Zheyang.

He didn't call Sun Zheyang in advance, but drove to pick up Sun Zheyang after work, wanting to give him a surprise.

It's just that he didn't expect that when he arrived, he saw a car parked outside the car repair shop. That car obviously didn't come for repairs.

Han Chenxin parked the car, and when he was walking towards the garage, he saw Sun Zheyang standing by the door talking to a person, who Han Chenxin had also seen before, and it was Sun Zhongting.

Sun Zheyang stopped halfway through his speech when he saw Han Chenxin.

Sun Zhongting also noticed his sudden pause, turned his head to see Han Chenxin, and smiled politely.

Han Chenxin nodded and didn't walk over.

Sun Zheyang walked around Sun Zhongting and walked towards him, "Are you free today?"

Han Chenxin said, "Are you free?"

Sun Zheyang said: "Yes, wait for me."

Back to Sun Zhongting, Sun Zheyang said bluntly: "Father, I have something to do tonight, I asked Uncle Yuan to take you back."

Sun Zhongting said, "No hurry, you will have dinner with your brother at night?"

Sun Zheyang did not deny it.

Sun Zhongting smiled, turned around and walked towards Han Chenxin, and said, "Hello, Mr. Han, right? Can we have dinner together tonight?"

Han Chen was a little surprised and looked at Sun Zheyang.

Before Sun Zheyang had time to speak, Sun Zhongting had already said: "Zheyang is also here, please don't be restrained, this is a rare opportunity."

Han Chen hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay."

Sun Zheyang originally wanted to tell Han Chenxin that it was fine if he didn't want to, but when he heard that he had agreed with Sun Zhongting, he couldn't say anything more, so he said, "Wait for me for a while, I'll go change my clothes first."

Han Chenxin came to Sun Zheyang for dinner. At first, he planned to eat something casually. If Sun Zheyang was interested, they could also go to a movie like other couples. Zhe Yang went home to make love and affection.

But Sun Zhongting's sudden appearance disrupted his original plan.

When Sun Zhongting invited him to dinner, he went to a high-end restaurant, which was owned by Hongcheng.

The three of them sat in a separate private room, and the dishes were so exquisite that it made people feel unbearable to pick up a chopstick.

But of course Sun Zheyang was not included in this. He picked up a chopstick of pastry and put it into Han Chenxin's plate, and then saw Sun Zhongting looking at him, so he had to pick up another chopstick and put it into Sun Zhongting's plate.

Sun Zhongting spoke in a gentle manner, as if chatting with Han Chenxin about family affairs, and asked Han Chenxin, "I heard that you work in the procuratorate?"

Han Chenxin looked at Sun Zhongting, his tone unconsciously defensive, "Yes."

Sun Zhongting didn't seem to care, just smiled and said: "That's pretty good, compared to your brother, he's much better."

These words sounded like they were meant for Sun Zheyang.

Sun Zheyang didn't care, just pretending he didn't hear it.

Regarding work, Sun Zhongting himself knew that he should not ask too much, so he asked instead: "What about your family? Are your parents in good health?"

Han Chenxin's parents were a thorn in the way between Sun Zheyang and him. Han Chenxin didn't understand why Sun Zhongting asked this question on this occasion.

He could only answer, "It's okay."

Sun Zhongting still wanted to talk, when Yuan Zhang suddenly knocked on the door and came in, and said to Sun Zhongting: "Mr. Sun, Master Tang said he wanted to see you."

Hearing this, Sun Zhongting put down his chopsticks and said to Yuan Zhang, "Let him come here."

Yuan Zhang nodded and went out.

Sun Zhongting then asked Han Chenxin, "I have a nephew who is coming over, do you mind having dinner together?"

Han Chenxin said, "I don't mind."

Sun Zhongting then said: "Speaking of which, he is also Zhe Yang's younger brother, so he is also your brother. I don't know which of you is older?"

Han Chenxin said, "I was born in 86."

Sun Zhongting said "Oh", "That's Zhetang who is even older."