Traveling is to conquer the world

This is the ultimate evil that even the order and laws are determined to subvert. Under the cover of such abyss-like vastness and vastness of malice, Antinomie feels like a leaf wavering between the waves in a stormy night. In the flat boat, the black waves roared and raged, and could engulf him at any time.

The will to resist was gradually disintegrated, hatred, sorrow and despair all spewed out, together with the remaining evil thoughts, they pulled Antinomie down, into the bottomless abyss, and pulled him into eternal darkness...

But he didn't.

The scorching light drove away the black mud of evil thoughts, and the dazzling white light caused the remaining malice to scream and flee in all directions. The evil thoughts that failed to escape through the cracks in time and space were also burned into ashes by the holy light at the beginning of the creation of heaven and earth, and wailed and disappeared. .

"You stupid"

When the piercing laughter finally receded and the darkness turned into sunlight, the energetic Antinomie blinked and finally woke up from the illusion created by evil thoughts.The hatred and despair caused by the resonance of evil thoughts still lingered in his chest, making him aching, and his buzzing ears vaguely heard someone's curse full of malice, but his will really broke free from the illusion and regained consciousness. Back to reality.

But in reality, he seemed to be being hugged by someone, it was a somewhat stiff but unexpectedly warm embrace.

His back was already drenched in greasy cold sweat, and it was very uncomfortable to stick the clothes on his back.Cold sweat slid down from his forehead, leaving several light sweat stains on his fair skin. Just looking at the black-haired young man in front of him full of anger and restrained from pouring out, Antinomie felt I can guess how pale and ugly my face is at this moment.

Antinomie, who seemed to be exhausted after going through a difficult and fierce battle, forced the corners of his mouth to smile, and after symbolically expressing that he was fine, he finally couldn't resist and closed his eyes sleepily. Said in a very soft voice: "Sorry, I have to rest for a while..."

At the end of the sentence, it was so slight that it was undetectable. The slender eyelashes softly covered those beautiful eyes, like two black scallops.The brief contact with the evil thought seemed to have brought him a great mental burden. As soon as he closed his eyes, he soon fell into a sleepy sleep, and there was no response other than the even slight panting and the slight heaving of the chest.

The black-haired young man who hugged him by the waist was stiff all over, as if what he was holding in his arms was not a sleeping boy, but a dragon that would open its eyes and roar out flames at any time.He moved his sore arm very carefully, so that the blue-haired boy lying in his arms could lie down more comfortably. After completing this movement carefully without waking up Antinomie, who was deeply asleep, Only then did he exhale the breath he had been suffocating, and relaxed a little.

He looked at the blue-haired boy lying quietly in his arms, and he was fascinated by it without realizing it.Antinomie's appearance is very good-looking, although not as stunning as Iglise's, but it is obviously more friendly, and is more in line with the human concept of handsome and elegant.

I usually don't think much of it when I always have a slumped face like a little old man, but this time I fell asleep, relieved the worry and guard between the eyebrows and eyes, and returned to the youthful vitality it should have, looking like the world Like a handsome big boy.The laziness and coziness of Lai's unwillingness to wake up in his sleep seemed to convey the taste of happiness, so that those who saw his sleeping face couldn't help but smile softly, and then left quietly so as not to disturb To the sleeping boy.

Although Iglise is astonishingly beautiful, her overly delicate appearance will inevitably make people feel alienated and alienated. On the contrary, a kind and handsome like Antinomie is more attractive, making people who rarely pay attention to others Lord Holy Gun, who has a problem with his appearance, couldn't help but keep his eyes glued to his face, watching this guy while he was asleep.

So lovely.

This is the only evaluation that Lord Holy Gun can find, who rarely pays attention to other people's appearance, and has never commented on appearance issues, so he lacks adjectives.

If it weren't for this guy's usual frowning and slumped face, he would definitely look much more pleasing to the eye than he does now.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sighed. If Antinomie could have a soft and painful expression like now, and his temper could turn into a puddle of spring water, what would happen between them? Will so many contradictions and disputes erupt?

Well, but if you think about it more carefully, if Antinomie suddenly turns into a stupid and stupid type, that would be a really scary thing, okay?

... Sure enough, such a beautiful scene can only be seen when he is asleep? The reality is really cruel!

Although he is considered the Spirit of the Holy Lance, he is actually not that old when he was born. Just like what he said in the previous quarrel, he was given the Holy Lance by Halakti. Antinomy, and thus the consciousness that was allowed to be born.If the age of being a human is included, Antinomie is more than ten years older than this more mature-looking young man.

Unlike Yemila, who has no time to take care of the Holy Grail and can only let it develop freely, and Fizelinu takes the holy scriptures and replaces them as a play, Halakti, who is determined to guide the development of human beings in the right direction, opposes the Holy Lance more stringent management. 'The power beyond the world itself should not be mastered by humans', Harakti, who upholds this idea, has always guarded the Holy Lance by himself, and did not allow the Holy Lance to give birth to his own thoughts and will.

However, Yemila was gradually unable to maintain the growth of the world tree, and after the world tree, which was constantly extracting nutrients, began to dry up, Harakti also fell into confusion.She didn't know whether her guidance to humans was really useful, nor whether the World Tree and humans were failed creations as Fizelinu said, so she chose to take a step back and choose a person worthy of entrustment to inherit One's own will and responsibility, just like Fizelinu.

The Nordic world is the last world saved by Harakti, and Antinomie is also the last savior chosen by her.As a continuation of his previous will, Harakti gave him the holy gun representing light and order, and let Antinomie continue to shoulder this responsibility.

But it is extremely ironic that Antinomy, who now shoulders the burden of guiding mankind, is still exploring and moving forward in confusion, but Harakti, who puts this responsibility on him, wavers and becomes like Fize Like Linu, he feels that the current World Tree is no longer worth saving, and it should be completely destroyed once and given a new life.

Fortunately, Harakti has not completely forgotten her original intention. With Antinomy's insistence, she finally gave limited help, leaving a ray of hope for these worlds that should have been doomed to perish. vitality.

Probably because the two masters before and after were stubborn weirdos, the Spirit of the Holy Spear, which was formed by Harakti and born by Antinomy, also has a surly character.He respects Harakti as the creator, but behind this respect that dare not offend in the slightest, he suppresses the dissatisfaction and anger that he dare not express.

He is not the first will to be born in the Holy Lance, so he has completely inherited the sorrow of the previous generations who had just obtained self-consciousness from the primordial, and was immediately obliterated by Harakti.He was so lucky, because he was given Antinomy by another hand, so he was allowed to not be wiped out of consciousness, but this luck was so humiliating, even being able to survive was thanks to the two The kindness of the master, how can the spirit of the Holy Spear, who is born with pride, accept it?

If he didn't dare to be angry or speak out against Harakti, then in his eyes, Antinomie was probably persistent to the point of paranoia, the kind who was obviously admirable but annoying.In the Nordic world, many people have said that Odin is the god of gods, worthy of being the king of the gods, a model of gods, strict with self-denial and lenient towards others, adhering to principles and being kind and fraternal, an order worthy of the name of guardian good god.

But Holy Lance didn't take this very seriously, because what he saw was a high-ranking eloquent god like Halakti, or a low-god like the Three Phantom Gods who served Halakti and sometimes played games in the world, so in his In my cognition, the gods should probably be the kind of existence in the Greek pantheon that is close to human beings and more noble than human beings.

But Antinomie is different. Regardless of how he was when he was Antinomie, when he was called Odin, he turned himself into a perfect saint almost harshly, doing everything meticulously. Everything I should do, bear all the responsibilities I should bear, and then calmly wait for the arrival of Ragnarok, waiting for my own end.

——Compared with the drunken gods in Greece, he is really ascetic and abiding by principles to the extreme. He is just like the sinful Son Christ created by God in the Christian pantheon. He is even more godlike. Like a martyr who sacrificed himself to accomplish some great goal.

Holy Lance doesn't like such a god very much, because it is too perfect, so the not-so-perfect self has become despicable.Obviously relaxing a little can make you live a better and happier life, why do you have to strictly follow some "plot" and bind yourself in the dull shell of a saint?

Therefore, the newly born spirit of the holy gun poured all the indignation and dissatisfaction on the new master, as if to vent all the resentment of being unfairly treated by Harakti before.At the beginning, Antinomie was also tossed about by this disobedient weapon, but fortunately, he was actually quite gentle when he looked cold, and he endured it with a good temper, not like a weapon with a secondary disease attack Care about.

Until... when the dwarves consecrated the artifact Gungnir devoutly, they were secretly destroyed by the Holy Lance, which was burning with jealousy, and left an extremely arrogant sentence of "Now let's see how you continue to pretend" Then, he finally got angry.

Before the Holy Lance provoked him again and again, he didn't really mind when he wanted to see him get angry and lose his temper, but when the Holy Lance's nonsense went too far, beyond the bottom line he could tolerate, he had completely entered The sudden outburst of anger in the role of the king of gods was enough to shake the earth and roar the sky.

"Since you destroyed my Gungnir, I will let you become Gungnir from today on."

This is the voice that Holy Lance heard when he found himself in a panic and gradually changed, and the divine power based on faith was building a cage to imprison him. He felt fear and regret but couldn't break free, a voice without the slightest emotion.

Wearing a golden-red battle robe, a golden crown on his head and a black mask over his eyes, the God King with a cold expression was the last image that stayed in his line of sight.

Then, the holy gun, who had been tacitly indulged by the other party, finally ate the evil result he had created.He destroyed Gungnir, so he became Gungnir, until Ragnarok came to the end of the myth of Odin's fall, and he failed to restore his original appearance. He could only perceive Looking at the outside world that no one responds to.

That's why Holy Lance always felt that he should hate Odin, wishing to kill this incompetent, boring and boring master with a single shot, and then be destroyed by the enraged Harakti to be freed from such absurd life.

But he found that he seemed wrong.

When the time-difficult confinement finally came to an end, the shell named Gungnir finally shattered, and the master with whom his relationship had fallen to freezing point appeared before him again, he suddenly realized that he had no imagination at all. The ones who hate each other so much.

He is still keen to tease and sarcasm, trying to see the other party lose his composure and pretend to lose his temper. Although in the end it is often himself who is provoked by the backlash, he is still always at odds with Antinomie , but in fact he has already accepted the fact that the other party is his master... Perhaps from the very beginning, what he hated was not the second master who took him over from Harakti, but the fact that the other party was named Odin's flawless shell.

Suppressing the agitation that originally belonged to a teenager into calmness, and turning the youth that should have been carefree into majesty, when everyone praised Odin as a model of God, he was probably annoyed, annoyed that he shouldn't have carried this A boy with a heavy burden, let's support the status quo of the world by himself.

This is wrong, he should enjoy the happiness that belongs to human beings, instead of sitting quietly on the throne of the Hall of Valor to receive the ascended heroic spirits.This is wrong, he should be troubled by human troubles, instead of leading warriors to fight evil gods to guard the peace of the world.

All of this is wrong, maybe because of his subconscious dissatisfaction with Harakti's decision, maybe because only he can see the occasional loneliness that the god king showed when he was alone, so Holy Lance has always held such a concept ——His master should be a boy named Antinomie, not Odin who is the king of the gods.

That's why when the blue-haired boy, who was relieved of the burden of the god king, released him and walked in various worlds in the name of Antinomy, the anger and hatred that had been pent up in his heart all year round suddenly dissipated and turned into a heartbroken man. Let go of the burden.

Because the Holy Lance could tell that even though Antinomie was still too calm compared to other human boys of the same age, the blue-haired boy was much more relaxed than when he was Odin.

This is his real master, the one chosen by Harakti and gifted to him.

Antinomie seemed to have always felt that he hated the name Gungnir, and always referred to him as Gungnir, but it was actually Antinomie's misunderstanding.Maybe the origin of the name Gungnir would make him unhappy when he recalled that unpleasant memory, but for the name Gungnir itself, he has accepted it, just like he accepted the other party early. The same as the fact of own master.

Pale justice?Well, that might be 'Holy Gun''s real name, but it's not his.He is the spirit of the Holy Lance, but the Holy Lance is not limited to him. The Holy Lance "Pale Justice" born in the hands of Halakti has been wiped out by Halakti himself several times. Nothing but weapons.

But he is different, even though Harakti is his creator, but his master is Antinomy.It's not that he doesn't need "Pale Justice" by his master, but he has been given a new name "Gungnir". His own name, obviously, was given by Antinomy, which gave him a sense of belonging.

... It would be even better if the name didn't have such an origin, and the thought of its origin would make him gnash his teeth and rage so much.

Calculated, Gungnir is probably close to [-] years old?However, such a rough calculation method is obviously unreliable.When he got older, he also inherited the fragmentary memories of the previous births in the Holy Spear. It is reasonable to say that he was born from the beginning of the World Tree.To put it mildly, a large part of his thousands of years of age has been spent in confinement in a small black room. He has no life experience at all, which can be subtracted, and the truly meaningful age is counted. Hundreds of years will be the top of the sky.

But age doesn't really matter. What's the difference between 880 and [-] years old?Anyway, Gungnir never felt that he was younger than Antinomie.

He thinks that Antinomie should not shoulder too heavy a burden, and should enjoy his youthful life carefree like a real boy, so naturally he needs someone who protects the other party so that the other party can be carefree .Just like when he took human form, he chose a more mature youthful appearance than Antinomy, before he himself realized what he really thought, subconsciously wanted to be a reliable and reliable father and brother Bar.

...Although things didn't go as planned, Antinomie had a slumped face all year round, but he was the one who was often teased by Antinomie with a few words.

In fact, as he himself said, he is actually a very stupid idiot.Because I saw Antinomie showing a lonely expression when he was alone as Odin, I determined that Antinomie needed a role like a father and brother who could shelter from the wind and rain, and then worked hard to become that kind of calm character , although I didn't know how to turn it to the role of Tsundere Rabid Dog...

Because he was stupid, he was actually a little uneasy up to now, worried that he had been acting affectionate all the time, worried that Antinomie didn't need him to point fingers at all.When Halakti guessed Antinomie's mood and asked if he wanted to reforge the Holy Lance to erase his consciousness, the worry and panic spread to the extreme.

——He wasn't afraid that he would be obliterated, he was just afraid of seeing Antinomie nodding and saying yes, turning all his self-indulgent efforts into naught.

Halakti does not need pale justice, so the Holy Lance has always been a lifeless Holy Lance in her hands.And Antinomie gave him a new name, so that he, who has been squeezed with confusion and worry in his heart, saw new hope, as if the first ray of dawn was ushered in, and the life that had been meaningless was finally smeared with richness. color.

As a weapon, the saddest thing is not being needed by the owner.

When his panic reached its peak, Antinomie comforted him, and justly rejected Halakti's proposal—he didn't really listen to what Antinomy said at that time, because he I have been completely filled with the joy of being recognized at that moment, almost tearful, and I don't have any other thoughts.

Sound incredible?But the fact is that, for a weapon, getting the master's approval is the greatest happiness.This is a kind of sadness, but also a kind of glory. It is the original desire that all weapons have engraved in the depths of their souls since they were born.

Antinomie was his master, someone he wanted to take care of, and someone he couldn't get used to and always teased the other person to see if he couldn't keep calm.Gungnir hadn't thought deeply about what was hidden behind such a weird complex attitude until...

Antinomie was rushed forward by Tsunayoshi Sawada and kissed him forcefully, and it was the first time that the holy spear king of thousands of years tasted the taste of jealousy.

Instantly dominated by anger, he even forgot that he is a holy spear, and that he has the power to wipe out Tsunayoshi Sawada in an instant. The stupid boy, full of blood, beat up the opponent with the most primitive attack methods such as fists and kicks...

The raging anger in his chest and the gradually spreading sourness made him understand that he, who has always hated Odin, fell in love with the person inside Odin's shell before he realized it. A boy who would stare blankly at the starry sky alone.

Yes, that is, love.

...Because the subsequent development of the plot made Saint Gun very unhappy, this memory kill is interrupted here.There is nothing more painful than being ordered to leave when you just realize that you love the other party, so the follow-up tsundere, talkative, second-year vows and self-reneging promises to gain weight, etc., just forget it as black history.

Anyway, now that Antinomy is here, sleeping peacefully in his arms, that's enough.

All Eren Yeager and Sawada Tsunayoshi are just passers-by in the long journey of Antinomy.He has enough time to continue the journey with his beloved master, until the slow master who owes his emotional intelligence finally realizes his intentions.

After staring at the boy's sleeping face for too long, his eyes became a little dry and sore.The black-haired young man blinked, looked left and right to make sure there was no one there, and then kissed the young man's soft red lips stealthily like a stray dog.

"Good night, master dull fool."