evil sea tide

From the first moment he saw Song Jue, Yang Ze knew he was doomed.

His heart was beating like a drum, and the sound of "dong dong" hit his eardrums, his face was flushed, his throat was dry, and his soul seemed to be out of his body and he couldn't recover for a long time.

Since he was a teenager, Yang Ze knew that he was not normal. Compared with delicate and cute girls, he preferred strong and powerful men. The objects of his sexual fantasies during masturbation were all men with eight-pack abs, wide shoulders and narrow hips .At first he was confused and scared, he felt like an alien.But after going to university and knowing more things, I realized that my kind is called homosexuality, and there are many people like him in this world.

Yang Ze quickly accepted this fact, he thought it was no big deal, he just liked the same sex, and it was not something harmful.Moreover, he was in his early twenties, and he hadn't really been attracted to that man, at most he was just flirting in his heart.

But on this day, when the boy named Song Jue's eyes fell on him, he could no longer face this matter with an open-minded attitude.He had never felt this way before, as if his soul was pulled out of his body, his thoughts were uncontrollable, and his body was hot and trembling.

The boy has sword eyebrows and star eyes, broad shoulders and narrow hips, and he has a good appearance.At this moment, he frowned tightly, his eyes full of impatience, and asked the three people in the room: "Is this 506?"

Zhou Yupei was the first to realize that this was probably the new freshman roommate that the dormitory aunt had mentioned. He looked sour and difficult to get along with.As the head of the dormitory, he replied very politely: "Well, are you the new student Song?"

Song Jue didn't answer him, looked around the room, and finally locked on the bed with his name and student number on it. It's not so much a bed, it's more like a sundry board, it's full of messy things, chestnuts , walnuts, potato chips, down jackets, blankets...

"I'll clean up your things before I get back."

Song Jue threw the backpack on the desk under the bed, then turned and left, leaving everyone with a cool and cold roommate.

The three people in the room were all in a daze, and Li Youduo threw the disposable chopsticks in his hand on the table and cursed: "Damn, what kind of attitude is this newcomer? Anyway, we are also junior seniors, so don't put us in the same place." In your eyes, think that we are easy to bully!"

Zhou Yupei was worried about the harmonious life in the dormitory. Since another person moved out, they have maintained a state of three people in this dormitory for more than a year. Unexpectedly, a freshman suddenly came in. He looks good. Well, there probably aren't many handsome guys in the whole school, but that temper... tsk tsk...their days are coming to an end...

After not seeing Yang Ze express his opinion for a long time, Li asked him again: "Yang Ze, why are you in a daze? You are talking! What should I do, that kid's bed is next to yours, so you can't be bullied to death?"

His words finally woke Yang Ze up from the memory of that tall and handsome figure. He didn't hear what Li You said clearly, so he asked stupidly: "Huh?"

"Ah, you're big! Don't cry to your brother then! Ouch, why are you blushing?"

Yang Ze quickly lowered his head, and found an excuse: "It's not you, who went to the Internet cafe to play all night and didn't go to class, and asked me to bring food for him, his face turned red."

Li Youduo muttered to himself: "You didn't seem to be so popular when you first entered the door..."

Yang Ze quickly put aside the topic: "Stop talking, pack it up quickly. Boss, put your walnuts and other mountain goods in the cabinet quickly, Li Youduo, how much dust has accumulated on your down jacket."

Yang Ze has always been a warm-hearted person, so his actions did not arouse the suspicion of the other two roommates. This bed was not theirs in the first place, and they have earned money after using it for more than a year.

Song Jue lived in 506. He is handsome and handsome, but he is very arrogant and makes people uncomfortable. Zhou Yupei and Li Youduo are too lazy to talk to him. Only Yang Ze will take the initiative to take pictures with him and ask I asked if there was anything I could help with, but every time I fell in love with my cold ass, I was dismissed with just a few words.Not only that, but he would also help him with food and water, but most of the time he didn't even get a "thank you".

Li Youduo complained about his grievances and at the same time was angry with him——

"Why are you being so nice to him? He doesn't appreciate it."

Yang Ze helped them pack the fast food boxes, and said with a smile: "It's not too much trouble, and I've helped you a lot. He's younger than us, let's order."

Zhou Kuopei and Li Youduo couldn't refute, so they had to let him go.

But after a while, they didn't blame Yang Ze anymore, because after being gloomy for a few days, Song Jue suddenly became sunny and cheerful. Not only did he always chat with them, but he also took the initiative to apologize that he was in a bad mood a few days ago. .

It turns out that he is a very funny and talkative person, and it seems that there is nothing he doesn't understand. From politics to games, sports to entertainment, he can chat a few words about everything in the world. Within a few days, both Zhou and Li regarded him as a Dude, only Yang Ze's attitude has not changed.

In fact, under his calm appearance, there are monstrous waves hidden.He thought that he was just confused by Song Jue's good appearance, and that kind of arrogant and indifferent personality was not what he liked, so he treated him as good as ever, but the love in his heart gradually faded.But now he has suddenly become another person. He is easy-going, talkative and humorous. Almost everyone who knows him dislikes him. Yang Ze is even more unable to resist such an amiable Song Jue.

He felt that he was about to fall into a deeper quagmire. Even if a man like Song Jue with an outstanding appearance and pleasing personality was a crook, he was still an unattainable target!Not to mention he's straight.

Yang Ze's intuition was correct, and soon, Song Jue's name spread in Jiangzhou University.Song Jue, who is proficient in all eighteen martial arts, has become the focus of this school.His star-like appearance, sunny and cheerful personality, excellent grades, and vigorous and heroic posture on the court made him famous in this century-old school, and he squeezed out the original school grass in less than three months.

Men called him brothers, and women flocked to him. Zhou Peipei used "a winner in life" to describe this 19-year-old elementary school boy.Even so, he couldn't be jealous of him, because even he felt that such a person was too dazzling and likable.

"Song Jue!! Come on!! Song Jue!! Come on!!!"

The ball game between the Department of Economics and Management and the Department of Finance and Accounting was going on, but some girls from the Department of Finance and Accounting stood in the cheerleading team of the Department of Economics and Management, because Song Jue was a freshman in the Department of Economics and Management.

Yang Ze passed by the court, attracted by the ear-piercing sound of cheering, just in time to see Song Jue's dunking action, dribbling, dribbling, fake action, dunking, all in one go, which immediately attracted a burst of screams from the girls.

Yang Ze couldn't take his eyes off him, even though there was a voice in his heart telling him: No!

At this moment, Song Jue seemed to sense his gaze, and looked back in his direction, Yang Ze hurriedly lowered his head, not daring to look at him again.

His heart beat wildly again, in order not to let others see his embarrassment, he lowered his head and walked quickly to the dormitory.

But at this moment, Song Jue suddenly chased him out and stopped him: "Yang Ze!"

Yang Ze was taken aback, "W-what's the matter?"

"I'll treat you to dinner tonight. You've helped me a lot. I haven't had time to thank you."

Yang Ze's rationality told him that he must refuse, otherwise he would sink deeper and deeper, but his emotion drove him to say one word: "Okay."

From this day on, the relationship between Yang Ze and Song Jue seems to be getting closer. Although they are not in the same department, and there are two grades apart, this does not prevent them from becoming good friends. Of course, this is just them in the eyes of others.

But the closer he got to this person, Yang Ze could find many problems.For example, he has a good relationship with many people, but almost no one can be regarded as a real friend. He talks and laughs with everyone, but never talks about himself, and strictly follows the principle of "a gentleman's friendship is as light as water".If I really want to say that the only one who gets closer to him is... I...

Why did Song Jue choose herself?Just because he helped him cook a few meals and brought him hot water a few times?Or because he can tell jokes to amuse?

Soon, Ze Yang found the reason.

Song Jue is very charming, and the girls who like him are like Guo Jiang Zhiqing. To be exaggerated, there are waves of people who confess their love, which makes Song Jue very annoying, so he needs someone to be his mouthpiece, so that he doesn't have to waste Too much time on this.

The responsive Yang Ze became the best candidate.

Yang Ze didn't complain about this, but felt a little happy. Of course, he didn't want Song Jue to be snatched away by others, so when he helped him reject those girls, he was very straightforward and neat, with a hint of pleasure of "big house vs. mistress".

He thought it was good. Song Jue was single, and he could stay by his side as a friend. Even just looking at him would make him feel extremely happy.

A few months later, their relationship became closer. Song Jue would occasionally tell him some things about himself, such as that he was not from Jiangzhou, and that he filled out the university because he quarreled with his parents.This made Yang Ze feel that he still had some weight in Song Jue's heart, and it also made him gradually have a little delusion——

Maybe, he doesn't hate being with men...

But such guesses were soon shattered. At the end of the first semester of freshman year, Song Jue had a girlfriend, and the school belle Zhao Caile, who had been chasing him for half a year, finally broke through the siege and chased back the male god.

On the night when he heard the news, Yang Ze brought a dozen cans of beer to the river not far from the school, and got drunk until Zhou Peipei and Li Youduo carried him back.Yang Ze lay on Zhou Peipei's back, singing like ghosts and howling wolves while crying until his nose and tears wiped all over the sheriff's clothes.

"Damn, I owed you in my previous life!"

Zhou Yupei said angrily, but was slapped on the face by the drunkard, his face turned green with anger, but the instigator was still singing to him: "I owe you! I owe you!"

When he woke up the next day, he accepted it calmly.Song Jue is a straight man, he has already confirmed this, sooner or later there will be a woman by his side, they will be an enviable couple, and he can only stand by his side as a senior and a roommate .

Yang Ze doesn't like to dig into dead ends, he is particularly sensible about this matter, as if after drinking those ten bottles of wine, all the jealousy and sadness were flushed down the toilet with a piss, and he was still the same Yang who laughed and cursed. Ze, loves to joke and joke with others, he is not deceitful, suitable for both men and women.

Although he couldn't completely let go of this relationship, after all, it was his first love, but he had learned to quickly disappear when Zhao Caile appeared, not to disturb them, and not to let them see his weird eyes.

He still couldn't take his eyes off Song Jue, especially when Song Jue was changing clothes in the room, he would always sneak a peek at him from time to time pretending to be reading a book.

He was afraid that Song Jue would find his wretched eyes, but he said to himself in his heart: I can't get you to look at me twice?Pull down the hem of the trousers, damn, I saw the mermaid line!Earn it!What if I can't sleep at night! !

That night, he had a spring dream all night, which resulted in two giant panda eyes on his head when he went to school the next day.

During the second semester of Song Jue’s freshman year, three other people from [-] started their internships. Jiangzhou University is different from other colleges and universities, requiring students to complete their internship tasks in the second half of their junior year. The unit, except for coming back to sleep at night, will no longer appear in the dormitory. Li Youduo's father is a company supervisor, and he has issued an internship certificate for him. Nothing has changed in the past three years, the only difference is that he bought a computer and no longer has to go to an Internet cafe to play games.

This kind of situation made Yang Ze extremely satisfied. During the day, he was exhausted serving tea in the company, and when he returned to the dormitory at night, he would be comforted by a beautiful male strip show. He didn’t need to see him kissing me with women during the day It's just perfect.

He has no jealousy towards Yang Ze's girlfriend, but he still has a little sympathy. Zhao Caile captured the male god and made many people jealous, but this dreamy love of the school girl lasted less than four months. The second When the semester started, they had already broken up.

Yang Ze once asked Song Jue the reason, and he only replied flatly, "I'm tired."

"Scumbag!"

Zhou Peipei and Li Youduo commented at the same time, they despise him but at the same time they are full of unwillingness, lamenting that such a good cabbage is made by a pig. Although this pig is very handsome, it can't hide that he is a scumbag fact.

In less than half a month, Song Jue had a new girlfriend. This time, she was not a girl from the same school, but a newcomer who had just graduated and started working. She was not as beautiful as Zhao Caile, but she had a gentle and bookish air, which made her look special. Comfortable.

Li Youduo became mad with jealousy, because that was his favorite type. While frantically clicking the mouse to fight in the game, he condemned a roommate who had excess resources but refused to share: "Where are you running! Hack you! Hack you!" If you are so handsome, you think I won’t kill you! Give me back my goddess!”

Song Jue said, "I'll give it to you if you want it."

The three people in the dormitory were startled by his words, and Li Youduo turned to him and asked, "Just kidding."

Song Jue just laughed and didn't speak.

Everyone was unsure of his attitude. If he was telling the truth, then he would be too scumbag. This simply doesn't take women seriously. Isn't this kind of person only on TV?

After a while, Song Jue cast her eyes on Yang Ze, "Women have to be coaxed, trouble, if only they can help me with food and water, make bed and wash clothes like Yang Ze, and never annoy me .”

Yang Ze was terrified by his eyes, and always felt that this kid was seeing something before he said such a thing. He glared at him and said aggressively: "I am your servant for feelings, and I will show them as soon as I am called." Immediately go.”

Song Jue shook her head, "No, you are my warm baby, who can tell jokes with voice function. Seriously, Yang Ze, if you are a woman, I will marry you right away."

Yang Ze blushed at his words, feeling like a good woman was molested by the evil young man, he pushed back aggressively: "If brother is a woman, he must go after brother Zhou, look at him, except How is it not like a good husband with 24 filial piety? Look at you, changing a woman every three months, not to mention wasting social resources, and making Li Youduo, who can't afford it, get acne on his face because of his unbalanced heart, look at it Look, since you started dating, his face has almost turned into the surface of the moon. You are like a fighter among scumbags, whoever is unlucky with you!"

What he said really touched people's hearts, Zhou Yupei and Li Youduo stood up and applauded to express their gratitude, and they all condemned the scumbag again.

When the lights were turned off, the few of them chatted about interesting things about the internship unit for a while, and then the drowsiness came up, so they covered themselves with quilts and planned to fall asleep.At this moment, Song Jue suddenly said softly: "Yang Ze, I'm serious."

Yang Ze's heart skipped a beat, and he pretended not to hear it.My heart was pounding like a deer, and my face was so hot that I could fry an egg.

What do you mean I'll go!Don't say such misleading words!Brother will take it seriously!I can't help but crawl on your bed for a while, and directly kill you to see if you cry or not!

He didn't sleep well that night. Sometimes it was the scene where Song Jue hugged other women, and sometimes it was the scene where Song Jue said "I'll marry you" to him affectionately. Knowing which is reality and which is a dream, I fell asleep until dawn in a half-dream and half-awake state.

When he opened his eyes, he found that Zhou Yupei had already gone to work, and Li Youduo had made an appointment with someone to play games in an Internet cafe and had already left.I was the only one left in the room. He took turns off today and didn't have to go to work, so he could sleep comfortably for a whole day.No, there should be that boy Song Jue, because he heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom.

Made took a shower early in the morning, brat, where are you going to show off today!Can't you stop by for a day to be with me!

He slandered in his heart, and inadvertently caught a glimpse of the pajamas that Song Jue had changed out of, and it was crumpled up and placed on the stool.

For some reason, Yang Ze climbed out of the bed in a strange way, picked up the suit carefully as if he was holding a pile of gold, put it next to his nose and sniffed it vigorously.

It's the smell of Song Jue, with a faint soapy scent, very refreshing, and very... masculine...

Yang Ze didn't think his behavior was abnormal at all, because he had rehearsed it countless times in his mind.He can no longer satisfy just looking with his eyes, he wants more, more...

Just as he was holding the pajamas under his nose and sniffing Song Jue's smell, the bathroom door suddenly opened, and Song Jue, who was only wearing a pair of underwear, saw Yang Ze...and the pajamas in his hand... …

As if the cotton pajamas in his hands were hot potatoes, Yang Ze hurriedly threw them back on the stool, smiling mischievously: "I, I just want to see if it's time to wash it, I'll, go, Go do the laundry."

When he was nervous, he stuttered, and when he stuttered, he became more nervous.Yang Ze felt that the more he talked, the more round he would be, and his face turned purple, like a balloon that could burst with a single poke.

He, won't, won't find out!

Yang Ze was so nervous that he didn't dare to look at Song Jue at all, he lowered his head, "I, I'll go first, wash up..."

As he spoke, he was about to walk into the bathroom, but was grabbed by Song Jue——

"You like me that much?" he asked jokingly.

Sure enough, I know!I know, I know!

Yang Ze wanted to shake off his hand in embarrassment, ran to the bathroom to hide, but was grabbed by Song Jue, his strength was much stronger than his own, Yang Ze struggled a few times but failed to break away, and simply gave up on himself Said: "Yes! I just like you! Do you think I'm disgusting and annoying? But I can't help it. It's not that I don't know whether you are a straight man or a stallion, but I just fell in love with you Do it! I didn't hinder you, it's just... just..."

The more he spoke, the more anxious he became, until he finally burst into tears, not howling, but twitching, crying and telling his grievances——

"I, I don't want to, shit, I know, I know you're such a person, I, I still... like you, I'm so fucking cheap!"

"I don't hate it, let alone disgust you and look down on you." Song Jue interrupted him.

Yang Ze was even more at a loss. Should he thank him for his generosity or pat him on the shoulder and pretend to be good friends and say, "That's right, we will still be brothers in the future"?

It is too difficult for him to smile away his grievances...

"Let's try."

"Oh..." Yang Ze, who hadn't reacted, instinctively responded, but realized something was wrong in the next second, and raised his head to look at Song Jue in a daze: "You, what are you talking about."

Song Jue wiped the tears off his face with his hand, "I said, let's try."

Now Yang Ze stuttered even more, "You, you, you, you, you are serious...you are still teasing me..."

Song Jue showed a gentle smile, which dazzled Yang Ze——

"Well, I like you too, but I haven't tried it with a man, I don't know..."

He didn't have a chance to say the rest, because Yang Ze rushed forward suddenly, standing on tiptoe, and gagged him with his mouth.Yang Ze didn't look like he was kissing at all, but he looked like he was fighting. He hit Song Jue's teeth soaring. He raised his hand and wanted to push him away, but after thinking about it, he held back the violent kiss, which lasted only a few minutes. Seconds later, Yang Ze let go of Song Jue, showed a bright smile, and said out of breath, "I've wanted to do this for a long time, it's so cool!!!"

He wasn't sure if Song Jue's words were true or not, maybe it was just to amuse him, but he felt that this was a good opportunity, even if the other party wasn't serious, he would take advantage of it and come back to give his first love that died without a problem Something worth remembering.

This time it was Song Jue's turn to be stunned, Yang Ze suddenly became so unrestrained, it was far from his usual appearance.He had felt that Yang Ze was interested in him from a long time ago, the way he peeked at him was no different from those nympho women.He is not interested in men, he should have felt nauseated, but miraculously he didn't feel disgusted with Yang Ze.

Maybe it's because of his handsome appearance that makes him different from other men?Or is it because of his straightforward personality that people don't feel any pressure?

Yang Ze is a person whose emotions are written intuitively on his face. This person can't hide what's on his mind. If he hates it, he just ignores it. If he likes it, he can't wait to put his eyes on him. It's hard for Song Jue not to know.

Just like now, because of crying, his eyes are a little swollen, and the tears also make his eyes more black and white, shining brightly, revealing the joy of the success of the trick.He was smiling, but Song Jue found a trace of uneasiness in his smile. He was afraid, afraid that his next sentence would shatter his dream.

Just when Yang Ze was uneasy, he heard Song Jue say: "I like you too."