evil sea tide

Everyone's attention was focused on the direction of the operating room, except Song Jue.

From the first moment he heard this voice, he was frozen in place as if struck by lightning.

This voice is so familiar to him. In the seven years since he was 25 years old, he could hear this voice almost every day. Even after being separated for eight years, it seems to be engraved in his soul and cannot be forgotten.

Time was frozen, and the picture in front of him began to blur. Song Jue turned his head slowly, and saw the person rushing towards us——

Because he was concerned about Chao Sheng's situation, he parked the car at the door and ran in hastily. His eyes were always on the direction of the operating room, and he didn't notice Song Jue at the side at all.

Outside the operating room, Hai Donglin and Wu Ma stood at the gate, nervously waiting for the news inside. Hai Taian was still sitting on the stool, looking inside through his son's back.

Yang Anqing moved closer to Hai Donglin, waiting expectantly for the people inside to come out.

Feeling the same mood as them was Wei Zhang who was standing far away. Outside the operating room were all relatives of Jiang Chaosheng. It was difficult for him to step forward, but he was also worried about the people inside.

Although everyone had their own thoughts, everyone felt that every second felt like a year. Under everyone's expectant eyes, a gap finally appeared in the blue door.At this time, Hai Donglin held his breath, his nervous heart was about to jump out of his chest.

The cry of the baby came, like a thunderclap piercing the night sky, shaking everyone's hearts.Even Hai Tai'an was agitated by the voice, stood up and walked to the door.

Dr. Liu, wearing glasses, came out first. In his hands was a baby wrapped in white cotton cloth, a very small ball, smaller than ordinary newborns.Dr. Liu took off his mask, showed a warm smile and asked, "Which one is the spouse of the pregnant man?"

Hai Donglin seemed to be in a dream, he didn't respond for a long time, but Wu Ma pushed him and said, "Nuan, this is it."

Dr. Liu held the baby and stretched it out in front of Hai Donglin, "He is a healthy boy, weighing 3 catties and 5 taels. He is not too small among Jing people. Congratulations."

The baby wrapped in cotton cloth only showed a small head and a pair of fleshy hands. It doesn't look as big as a kitten. His fetal hair is very thick, his skin is red and red, and he is moving his little hands restlessly The little feet, such a small ball, had a surprisingly loud voice, crying so hard that their chest heaved non-stop.

Hai Donglin was always in a state of confusion, and what he was most concerned about was Chao Sheng's situation, so he asked the doctor, "How is the child's father?"

"The operation was successful, father and son are safe, take the child to see him." He moved the child to Hai Donglin's side.

Hai Donglin lowered his head, looked at the small group that kept crying, and dared not pick it up.

This is his child?Him and Chaosheng's child?

Although he has been mentally prepared for a long time, when this little life came into the world, he still couldn't immediately enter the role of father.

Yang Anqing smiled happily. When she gave birth eight years ago, it was in Dr. Jiang's narrow basement. The only ones who accompanied him were Jiang Baicao and a bunch of cold ones.But today, Chao Sheng is surrounded by so many people who care about him, Yang Anqing doesn't feel jealous at all, only happy.

He patted Hai Donglin on the back: "What's the matter, silly dad, take it."

Hai Donglin woke up like a dream, and then carefully took the child from the doctor.When the baby was carried into his father's arms, he cried louder, waving his fists, and kicking his feet unconsciously.

Hai Donglin looked at the doctor in a daze: "He is..."

"Newborn babies are like this, and so are you." It was not Dr. Liu who answered him, but Hai Taian who was behind him.

Hai Donglin turned his head and saw his father's eyes shining with a light that made him feel strange. He was not as strong as usual, but his face was softer than he had ever seen before.Only then did he discover that his father, who had always been cold and strong in his memory, was actually an old man over sixty years old.

At the moment when he became a father, he felt the fetters of blood relationship for the first time.It also made the decades-old father-son relationship between him and Hai Taian begin to melt.

Hai Tai'an didn't say anything, he looked at the infant child, although the way he was born gave him a lot of shock, but the moment he saw him, he seemed to have returned to 35 years ago.

On such a sunny day, Xiuzhi began labor pains one day earlier than the expected date of delivery. He hurriedly sent his wife to the hospital, and stood at the door of the operating room with such excitement and nervousness.

At that time, he was no better than Hai Donglin. He kept pacing up and down the door, his body was like clockwork, and he couldn't stop for a moment.

Then... what happened afterwards?

It seemed that he was the same as Dong Lin now, afraid to pick up the fragile newborn in a panic, for fear of hurting him, and also worried about whether he could be a good father.

But the moment he hugged the child, all his emotions disappeared, his heart was filled with that soft object, and his eyes didn't want to leave him for a moment.A kind of joy of being a father filled his whole soul, making his heart agitated, and he was unable to speak for a long time.

At that moment, he secretly made up his mind to make his son the best person in the world, give him all the best things, and make his life smooth and pain-free.

He did it, his son is extremely good, and everyone praises him for his good teaching skills.He no longer needs the help of his elders, he is already able to stand on his own, and is better than himself in many ways.

Only the relationship between their father and son gradually drifted away until they fell into ice.

He always thought that he had a failed marriage, but raised an excellent son, but found that he was a complete failure, whether as a husband or a father.When he turned around and wanted to make up for the relationship between father and son, his son's life had become two straight parallel lines with his.

Hai Tai'an didn't know why so many memories of the past appeared in his mind the moment he saw the newborn, maybe it was because the scene in front of him was too similar to 35 years ago, maybe it was the baby's cry that finally awakened his numbness. Heart.

"Go, go and see yours..." Hai Tai'an couldn't find a suitable word to describe the relationship between Jiang Chaosheng and his son, so he had to borrow the words of doctors and nurses, "Spouse."

Although he really wanted to hug his eldest grandson, but now is the time for their family to reunite, and he shouldn't stay longer.

Hai Donglin nodded slightly, his usual defense and alienation from his father was gone in his eyes.

Just when Hai Donglin was about to go in with the child in his arms, he heard his father say behind him: "Help me tell that child...I'm sorry."

Hai Tai'an has never bowed his head to anyone or given in softly. Even in front of his wife Lin Xiuzhi, he is also the uncompromising head of the family, and he has always been the only one who blames others.

But today, he is willing to sincerely apologize to Jiang Chaosheng, not only for the sake of his grandson, but also because he feels that his son has become less cruel and ruthless because of him, and he is no longer like his mother. She was beautiful and dignified, but in fact she was so cold that she didn't have a trace of popularity.

Watching the door of the operating room close again, Hai Tai'an turned around and left the hospital.

Yang Anqing actually wanted to go in and have a look, but the older nurse blocked him: "The pregnant woman needs to rest, so don't go in except for the spouse. Let's see it another day."

He had no choice but to give up, but he still poked his head around the door, trying hard to look in through the crack of the door.But after watching for a while, he found that Hai Donglin's tall figure covered his sight, making him unable to see the outline of Chao Sheng.

Forget it, let's leave time for this family, as long as the father and son are safe, we will come to see his nephew when Chao Sheng gets better. It is said that he became an uncle at the age of 35, and his seniority is not ordinary.

Yang Anqing was in a good mood, but he always felt that there was a burning gaze staring at him from behind, as if trying to see a hole in him.

"Yang...Ze..."

A quiet call came to Yang Anqing's ears, causing him to freeze instantly and freeze in place.

Just as Song Jue knew him well, how could he forget this voice?They have been together for seven years and separated for eight years. Since they met this person, he has been living under the spell of "Song Jue" for 15 years and cannot extricate himself.

He... what would he be here...

Hai Donglin gave him a three-month deadline, but he kept procrastinating. Now it is the last few days.So these days, he has actually been doing psychological construction for himself, telling himself that it is nothing, you know it when you know it, we have been separated for so many years, and with Song Jue's promiscuity, he probably has changed many people around him. can remember him?

He comforted himself like this, but he still refused to take this step.Not only was he afraid that the other party would snatch Yang Yang away, but he was even more afraid that when he saw Song Jue, those unbearable memories would be brought back.

But now, this person is here, right in front of him, just being in the same space, Yang Anqing feels like he's sweating profusely, and his heart is beating like a drum.

He always thought that the eight years had already made him completely forget about this person, but it turned out that as long as he heard his voice, his heartache would be uncontrollable.Those humiliating pasts, the feeling of being trampled underfoot so clearly occupied his brain.

"Aze..."

Song Jue called him again. He couldn't believe that the person in front of him was real. He was afraid that his recklessness would destroy this beautiful dream. He spoke cautiously, afraid of disturbing the person in front of him, but wanted him to turn around even more. , take a look at yourself.

After taking a deep breath for the last time, Yang Anqing closed his eyes, encouraged himself in his heart, then turned around, looked directly at the man in front of him and said, "My name is Yang Anqing."

"Yang Anqing... Anqing..." Song Jue greedily looked at the person in front of him, and murmured his name.When he heard his voice, the ecstasy in his heart was instantly cooled, replaced by a deep fear—what would Yang Ze think of him, would he be indifferent, disgusted, or even hated?

Compared with the Yang Ze in his impression, the person in front of him looks more solid, eight years didn't leave too many marks on his face, it just made him mature and stable.

The person named Yang Anqing in front of him had the same appearance as Yang Ze, but Song Jue felt strange.

Yang Ze regards himself as the whole of his life, he looks at him with obsessive and infatuated eyes, but the person in front of him is full of defense, as if he is afraid that he will take something away.

He did too many things, which not only drained Yang Ze's love for him, but also wiped out the weak trust between them.Even the most common greetings cannot be done nowadays.

The distance between the two is only a few meters, but it seems that there are thousands of mountains across, I can't get through, and you can't get close.

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Mama Wu had already gone to the nurse's office to chat with them, and Wei Zhang walked back to the dean's office feeling very disappointed when he saw Hai Donglin hugging the baby.Only Song Jue and Yang Anqing were left in the long corridor.

"No wonder I couldn't find you... So, you changed your name..."

Yang Anqing asked coldly: "What do you want from me?"

"Looking for you..." Song Jue didn't know what to say, he didn't know this question himself, knowing that the other party already had a wife and child, why did he go to him so persistently?Although there has been no news of him for so many years, he never thought of giving up.Finding Yang Ze has become his only belief in life. He once wanted to give up after repeated setbacks, but when he thought of this, Yang Ze would completely walk out of his life, and he would feel as if he was about to die. It used to be average.

"You, are you okay?"

Yang Anqing: "Very good."

Song Jue: "Then how are your wife and children?"

Wife and children?

Yang Anqing was stunned by this nonsensical question. There is indeed a child, but where did the wife come from?Where did Song Jue come up with this idea?Besides, he didn't think Song Jue would know about Yang Yang.

However, he did not choose to explain, but replied vaguely: "It's all good."

Hearing his answer, Song Jue froze, almost unable to stand up.Nothing could be crueler than this, and the smallest, meanest hope he held in his heart was shattered.

Yang Ze no longer belonged to him, he belonged to a woman and their child, he was someone else's husband and father, and had nothing to do with him, Song Jue.

When he saw their family of three six years ago, he chose to let go and let Yang Ze completely walk out of his life.I thought that time could dilute the longing for him, but in less than half a year, he was already going crazy because of the longing.So he began to look for Yang Ze again, but this time, that person seemed to have evaporated from the world, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find any clues.

So he gradually had a delusion in his heart, what if he was already divorced?Thinking of this possibility, he felt that the road in front of him became brighter. If this is the case, then he still has a chance. As long as Yang Ze can forgive him, he is willing to make him kneel or self-mutilate.

But the reality is so cruel that he is not given the slightest chance of redemption.

Yang Anqing didn't want to stay anymore, just seeing Song Jue made him upset, "I'll leave first if it's okay."

Song Jue blocked his way, "Do you...have time now? I think..."

"No." Yang Anqing cut him off firmly.

"Then...give me a contact information, if you are free..."

"No need."

Even though the other party made his attitude so clear, Song Jue was still unwilling to give up. It was hard for him to see this person again. Even if there was no hope, he still wanted to meet this person. Boring little things silly fun.He used to dislike Yang Ze the most, and was angry countless times because of this, leaving him alone for a whole day.But after eight years of separation, these have become his most precious memories, and they have supported him to persevere on countless nights when he missed Yang Ze.

Song Jue played his stalker nature, instead of being angry, he smiled, "Then...can you tell me where you live, if possible, I want to visit you...and your family."

"Song Jue!" Yang Anqing raised her voice and said, "You really haven't changed at all."

After finishing speaking, he quickly walked past him, and walked straight to the door, leaving Song Jue in a daze——

No, I've changed a lot...

Yang Ze, can you look back, I am no longer who I used to be, and I already understand that no one will love me so much in this world except you.I finally found out that I can't live without you...

Yang Ze, please, look back...

But his thoughts could not be conveyed to Yang Anqing's mind, and soon, he heard the sound of the car starting.

Song Jue closed her eyes, sat down slumped, her palms were full of sweat.Yang Ze's reaction was within his expectation, he deserved it, no, he was already very kind, he should beat him severely, scold him, and vent all the grievances he had suffered.

However, the other party may already disdain to do this, the only thing he wants to do is to completely break away from himself.

Song Jue thought sadly and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Unlike the rattling swords outside the door, in the operating room, Hai Donglin put the child beside the pillow, leaned against the head of the bed, and looked at Chao Sheng whose face was pale due to childbirth.

He groped for the other's face with his broad palm, and pressed his own cheek against it.

Chao Sheng was very weak, he could only half-closed his eyes and looked at the father and son beside him.He thought that he would grow old with Hai Donglin just like this, but he didn't expect that God treated them kindly and gave them a surprise, letting a child with two flesh and blood come into the world.

"It's a boy..." He opened his mouth weakly, with regret in his tone.

Hai Donglin looked at his newborn son with a little sympathy, and turned Chao Sheng's head to let him look at him, "Just rebirth."

"It's not you who gave birth to the child..." Chao Sheng turned his eyes back to the child again, no matter how hard he looked at it, he couldn't get enough of it.A few hours ago, Hai Donglin was the only one who could make him feel this way, but now he has quickly moved on, the new love is better than the old love, and he regards this little meatball that can't even open his eyes as his heart tip.

If he didn't give birth, he felt regretful; if he gave birth, he was afraid of suffering.Hai Donglin deeply felt that comforting a man who had just given birth was a laborious task.

He decided to comfort Chao Sheng who had just finished unloading: "Mrs. Hai, you have worked hard."

This "Mrs. Hai" made Chao Sheng laugh. They used to argue about "Mrs. Hai" or "Mrs. Jiang". In this situation, he seems to be unable to escape the hat of "Mrs. Hai". up.

Normally, he would definitely have to speak a few words, but now he has no strength, his eyes are blinking, and he is about to fall asleep.

Hai Donglin watched him trying to open his eyes but couldn't open them, only showing a gap, so he helped him pull up the quilt, and whispered in his ear: "Go to sleep, I'm here This is with you."

After hearing what he said, Chao Sheng closed his eyes almost at the same time, closed his eyes, and looked at his son reluctantly, for fear that he would not be able to see the same thing when he woke up.

Hai Donglin laughed, it seemed that the day when he fell out of favor was not far away.

Seeing the big and the young sleeping soundly, Hai Donglin got off the bed lightly, and was going to discuss with the dean about adding an extra bed for himself in their ward so that he could accompany Chaosheng and the child.When I opened the door, I realized that only Song Jue was left in the corridor that was originally crowded with Dengdeng, bowing his head in deep thought.

Only then did he think about Yang Ze.

He sat down beside Song Jue and asked, "Did you see him?"

Song Jue's head was lowered all the time, and he let out a "hmm".

Looking at his appearance, one could guess what happened just now. Hai Donglin was thinking about whether to tell him about Yang Yang.However, after thinking about it again and again, he decided to press the button. Let Song Jue find out this matter by himself.

Song Jue suddenly remembered something, raised his head and asked, "By the way, what happened just now? Is that child yours? Who is the person inside? Why did Yang Anqing call Jiang Chaosheng's name, and what is their relationship?"

He had been immersed in the ecstasy of seeing Yang Ze again just now, and he couldn't care about other things at all. Now he calmed down and thought about it, only to realize that something strange happened just now, which filled his mind with question marks.

Hai Donglin thought for a while, and decided to answer the most innocuous question: "He is Chao Sheng's uncle."

"No wonder..." Song Jue said to himself, as early as the first time he saw Jiang Chaosheng, he felt that he and Yang Ze had something in common.

"No, who gave birth to that son for you? Don't you have a good time with Jiang Chaosheng these days?"

It turned out that he didn't figure out what happened after staying here for so long, Hai Donglin just said ambiguously: "Of course it was born by my wife."

"Ma'am? You treat that woman as your wife, so what about Jiang Chaosheng? No, if there is a woman inside, why did Aze ask how Chaosheng is doing just now, but if the person inside is Jiang Chaosheng, where did the child come from?" ?”

Song Jue was almost dizzy by these questions. He didn't care about it just now. Now that he thinks about it, everything about today's incident is weird. He really wants to open the door to see who is inside.

"Brother Dong, don't be foolish, just tell me."

Hai Donglin smiled inscrutablely, and Song Jue was most afraid of him, because whenever he showed such a smile, he would be in big trouble.

But this time he was wrong, Hai Donglin pointed him a famous way: "Ask Yang Ze, you will know some very important things. Moreover, I think you seem to have some misunderstandings about Yang Ze."

"Misunderstanding?" Song Jue asked suspiciously.

Hai Donglin: "As far as I know, Yang Ze, who is now Yang Anqing, has been single all these years and never married."

"real???"

Song Jue has experienced too many accidents this day, and this is probably the only piece of good news today.

Hai Donglin patted him on the shoulder to encourage him, "Go to Yang Ze, with him, you will find the answers to all your questions."