evil sea tide

Full of expectation, Yang Yang followed his father into Uncle Song's house.In his young heart, he once regarded this place as a mysterious castle, which always attracted him to explore, but when he really entered here, he found that it was very monotonous and boring.Except for some furniture necessary for life, there is almost nothing here. Instead, there are some sundries with a sense of age, which looks a bit messy.

Yang Anqing walked to Song Jue's bedside with the medicine and water cup in his hand, and asked Yang Yang to stand two meters away from the bed.Song Jue was still in a coma, he helped him up, pried open his mouth and forcefully poured the medicine in, the water before swallowing flowed down the corner of his mouth, Yang Anqing quickly wiped it off with a tissue.

Yang Yang looked at this side worriedly, wanted to get closer but was afraid of being scolded by his father, so he stretched his neck and looked this way, "Dad, how is Uncle Song?"

Song Jue has a strong body. Yang Anqing has been with him for so many years, and he has almost never seen him sick. However, once such a person gets sick, he will last for a long time. Seeing Song Jue like this, it may take a while to recover.

"Uncle Song will be fine. Dad will find a doctor to see him later." Yang Anqing planned to take her son away after finishing her work, but when she turned around, she saw her son's complicated eyes.

The kind of eyes that contained curiosity, worry, and nostalgia made Yang Anqing involuntarily look at Song Jue on the bed.He could cut off his relationship with Song Jue cleanly, but the natural blood relationship between Yang Yang and him couldn't be broken no matter what.Even if such a sensible Yang Yang knew about his decision, he would still carefully move the stool over and stand on it when Song Jue delivered the meal, wanting to look at him through the cat's eyes.

The only good thing Song Jue has done in this life is to give him such a cute and sensible child as Yang Yang, just because of this, he is willing to take care of him until he recovers.But no matter who is so seriously ill, he will not die, it has nothing to do with other things.

But how could he be so ill?When I took his temperature, I found that the thermometer had exceeded [-] degrees. If no one found out, he might really burn to death at home.

Such a big man, but still so willful, not only towards others, but also towards himself.I hope that Yang Yang will not be like him when he grows up.

Under Yang Yang's reluctant eyes, Yang Anqing took him out.He put water, pills and food beside Song Jue's bed, and planned to visit him at night and let him eat something.

He called the family doctor to check him up, and found that Song Jue had an acute cold caused by inflammation, and his own negligence caused the disease to worsen. The doctor put him on an IV and left. Yang Anqing had no choice but to Stand aside and watch him.

Except for waking up halfway and drinking some porridge he made, Song Jue had been in a semi-comatose state, and Ren Yang Anqing didn't respond to how he called him.He could always hear Song Jue's vague sleep talk, and when he leaned over to listen, he found that there were only a few words over and over again——

"Ah, Aze... yes, I'm sorry... don't go... don't, leave me..."

Yang Anqing didn't know how to react at this time, and could only let out a heavy sigh in the end.As long as he still has the slightest affection for Song Jue in his heart, with his soft heart, he will be defeated by Song Jue's fierce offensive.But he knew clearly that when the last trace of hatred for him disappeared, there was really nothing left. To him, this person was like an acquaintance whom he hadn't seen for many years. To the point of hitting, so I had no choice but to keep away from each other.

He still couldn't understand Song Jue's actions.He was the one who was so cold and unfeeling to him, and he was the one who cheated again and again. Even on the day they broke up, he didn't even have the slightest intention to keep him.But after a few years, this person has changed suddenly, from a scumbag to a lover, who will believe it?

Yang Anqing felt bored, so he took a look at the house.In fact, the decoration and layout here are the same as when Brother Zhang and his family were there, except that a lot of furniture is missing.To be honest, this place really doesn't feel like a home, let alone a place where someone like Song Jue stays.He, Young Master Song, was born with rich clothes and fine food, and wanted the best in everything, so how could he wrong himself so much?

When Yang Anqing was looking around, he suddenly saw something familiar to him. It was a photo frame with the only photo of him and Song Jue in it.He picked up the photo frame and looked at it more and more, and then he remembered, isn't this the one he put on the bedside before, it's still there after so many years.

He put down the photo frame, looked at the room again, and found that there were many other things like this, all of which were used by him back then and placed in that home in Jiangzhou.

He actually found the cup he used to brush his teeth and the slippers he used to wear in the cabinet.Does Song Jue have fetishes besides stalking and voyeurism?

Otherwise, what would he do with these things?See things and think about others?

Song Jue, who was so insolent that he was so arrogant, would do such a thing. He would not believe it if he was beaten to death before, but looking at Song Jue who was lying on the bed and was unconscious, Yang Anqing shook his head and said to himself: Woolen cloth……"

If I knew today, why did I...

Yang Anqing didn't choose to stay overnight, he didn't want to be in the same room with Song Jue, so he planned to leave after pulling out the needle for him and feeding him the medicine.His temperature dropped a little, but he was still burning hot. Yang Anqing tucked the quilt up for him, put antipyretics and cold medicine on the head of the bed as usual, and went back to his home lightly.

At this moment, he remembered about Ye Xingqu.

The attitude of the Ye family's mother and daughter made him intolerable. He thought that with Ye Xingqu's modest personality, his family must also be polite and kind.But I didn't expect...

He has already lost confidence in this relationship that has just begun, but fortunately he is tempted, and there is still time to withdraw now.

On this day, he kept receiving text messages from Ye Xingqu, who sincerely apologized to him, but Yang Anqing replied that he didn't take it to heart, but he didn't answer his call - let's wait until tomorrow to talk about the breakup.

There were a lot of bad things going on this day, Yang Anqing couldn't sleep well at night, and was woken up by the phone ringing early in the morning.It was a rare weekend, he didn't have to send his children to school, and he was finally able to sleep late but was woken up by a caller who didn't know the current affairs. Yang Anqing rubbed his eyes, took the phone very unhappy, and found that it was a stranger Number.

He thought it was the new customer, so he picked up the phone and said in a tone of 12 enthusiasm: "Hi, hello~"

A cold female voice came from the phone: "You are Yang Anqing, right? I am Ye Rong. We just met yesterday."

Yang Anqing's mood fell to the bottom of the valley as if he had been poured a basin of ice water on his head.

Why did Ye Rong call him?Yang Anqing felt puzzled and asked, "So it's Ms. Ye, what's the matter? And why do you have my phone number?"

"My brother gave it to me. Mr. Yang, I want to ask if you are free today, and I want to ask you out to talk."

Yang Anqing was stunned, didn't she dislike herself, what is there to talk about?But he still agreed, and he decided to tell his family first about the decision to break up. Ye Xingqu invested more in this relationship, and if his family would enlighten him, he would recover sooner.

The two met in a coffee shop in the downtown business district. This is the most prosperous area in the city, surrounded by various high-end office buildings. Countless companies use this place as their center, including NAE.So the price here is more than double the average price of the imperial capital. He once brought Yang Yang here to eat dessert. A piece of cake and a cup of milk tea cost him more than 100 yuan. The taste is actually the same.

Drinking coffee here pays attention to an artistic conception, and what you drink is a mood, but in Yang Anqing's view, it is purely a waste of money.I don't know why Ye Rong asked him to come here.

Ye Rong styled her hair meticulously and rolled it into an elegant French cake. She was wearing a well-tailored lady's suit. The dark gray set off her ability and shrewdness to the fullest, but it also gave people an unapproachable feeling.

This is a typical strong woman, Yang Anqing thought, and Ye Xingqu's mother, although the smile on her face was a little more, but the brilliance in her eyes almost made people see through.He suddenly understood the reason why Ye Xingqu became gay.

Because they didn't like each other, they didn't even have to exchange pleasantries. Ye Rong ordered tea and dessert, and the two chatted like that.

"Mr. Yang, I invited you out to talk to you about my brother."

Yang Anqing nodded, besides Ye Xingqu, do they have anything else to talk about?

Ye Rong continued: "You know the situation of our family. My father passed away when we were very young, and it was my mother who brought us up. I am five years older than Xingqu, and my elder sister is like my mother. Sometimes, I will treat him as my own child. In addition, he is simple-minded, so my mother and I want to protect him even more."

Yang Anqing was so shocked that he couldn't accept the simple-minded description of a 34-year-old man, but he still smiled politely and motioned her to continue.

"He has been outstanding since he was a child, which is our pride. The only thing that hurts us is his sexuality. You know, when I learned that he was gay and couldn't like women, my mother and I almost had It's about to collapse...but what can we do, there's only one boy in our family, he wants to go on this path, and my mother and I can only let him go, but..."

This is about to start playing the family card. Yang Anqing felt that there was no need for Ye Rong to beat around the bush. This was not the style of a strong woman like her, so she interrupted her and said, "Miss Ye, just say what you have to say, you Ye Xingqu told me everything he said."

"Mr. Yang, don't you think it's impolite to interrupt others?" Ye Rong frowned, thinking that Yang Anqing was very uneducated.

Yang Anqing felt that this noble and elegant woman was no more polite than him, and her eyes would poke a hole in him every minute."I just don't want to waste each other's time," he said.

Ye Rong glanced at him contemptuously: "Mr. Yang is indeed a very purposeful person. Since you have said so, then I will say it straight. My mother and I don't like you, and we disagree with you and Xingqu. together."

Yang Anqing nodded without any surprise.

"But Xingqu insists on being with you. We have no choice but to leave him to you. But as his mother and sister, we have an obligation to protect him and the interests of our Ye family."

Although Yang Anqing found it ridiculous to protect Ye Xingqu, the latter sentence made him even more confused. What does the Ye family's interests have to do with him?

Ye Rong took a sip of coffee, changed into a formulaic expression and tone, and said, "I hope you understand that Huaguo does not support same-sex marriage, so even if you are together, you are two independent people. My brother's condition is up to you It is probably top-notch in this circle, so I understand your mentality of insisting on holding on to him."

Yang Anqing frowned, but didn't interrupt her, he wanted to see what the woman would say next.

"However, our Ye family's money did not come from strong winds. The family business that my mother and I have worked so hard to earn will be handed over to Xingqu and his children in the future, and we must not let outsiders and his son occupy it." It's cheaper."

It seems that the "outsider and his son" refers to him and Yang Yang. Hearing this, Yang Anqing was not angry anymore, but found it funny. Ye Rong's brain power greatly exceeded his imagination.

Ye Rong: "Xingqu promised that we would find a surrogate mother for the Ye family, and that would be our Ye family's child. As for your child, we can provide a certain amount of funds to help him complete his studies, but you don't want the rest. Think too much. We will pay you a living allowance every month. I hope you can take good care of Xingqu. Anyway, you don’t have a regular job, but he is very busy at work, so you have to take care of his basic necessities, housing, transportation and three meals a day. , to take care of all the trivial matters in his daily life..."

Yang Anqing really couldn't listen anymore, and could not help interrupting her again: "Miss Ye, do you know why I agreed to come out to meet you today?"

Ye Rong didn't know what his intention was, "Why?"

Yang Anqing drank the coffee in front of him in one gulp, and Ye Rong felt that he was vulgar with his behavior like a cow chewing peonies, but Yang Anqing didn't care what she thought, he just wanted to continue chatting with this delusional woman He's going crazy.

"I just want to tell you, please comfort Ye Xingqu."

Ye Rong raised her eyebrows in surprise, and Yang Anqing continued, "Because I think we are not suitable, I decided to break up."

He managed to see the shocked expression on Ye Rong's face, her mouth opened into an O shape, and the image of a strong woman was gone.Before she came back to her senses, Yang Anqing took out a few hundred dollars from her wallet and put them on the table, then stood up from the sofa, turned around gracefully, and walked towards the door.

"Yang Anqing!"

A woman's angry voice came from behind, Yang Anqing waved her hand indifferently, and left without looking back.

Before he got home, he couldn't help calling Ye Xingqu and told him about his decision to break up.Ye Xingqu couldn't accept it at all, and begged him not to do this on the phone.

"Why, Anqing, why did you break up? Did my sister say something? She called me today and said she wanted to apologize to you. What did I do wrong? My mother and sister did too For my own good, why can't you forgive me?"

"It's not that I can't understand, it's just that I don't like others maliciously speculating about me and my son. Ye Xingqu, you are a very nice man, but I have to apologize to you. I have never really liked you. It's easy, so I plan to live with you like this. I'm sorry, I can't like you like you like me."

Ye Xingqu was in great pain, "I don't care if you don't like me, I also want to marry you and spend the rest of my life hand in hand. I will always treat you well and make you fall in love with me, so don't break up, okay?"

"Ye Xingqu, marriage is not a matter of two people, it is a matter of two families. I don't have the confidence to handle the relationship with your family well. That's it. I don't want to say anything else. You are a good man. I wish you happiness. "

Yang Anqing hung up the phone very simply, neatly ending this relationship that ended without a problem before it even started.He feels guilty towards Ye Xingqu, but forgive him for not being able to get along with his family in such a narrow way. Although Ye Xingqu lives with him, no matter what he does, he will be interfered by his mother and sister, and because of his gratitude to them, he will definitely Constantly making concessions, so conflicts and disputes are unavoidable. After the initial love dissipates, how can they fulfill the original agreement to join hands for a lifetime?Since it is doomed not to be together, let go decisively and minimize the damage.

He sincerely hopes that Ye Xingqu can find someone who can be liked by him and his family at the same time, and also hopes that he can break free from the overprotection of his mother and sister and pursue his own happiness.

Ye Xingqu was still calling him, Yang Anqing simply turned off the phone and didn't think about him anymore.When he returned home, he found that Yang Yang, who was supposed to be doing homework at home at this time, had disappeared. Yang Anqing was flustered and anxious for a while before realizing that, at the same time, the key to Song Jue's house that he had placed on the coffee table was also missing.

Could it be that Yang Yang went to Song Jue by himself?

With such guesses, Yang Anqing came to Song Jue's house, and found that the door was only ajar, not actually closed.He walked in and went straight to Song Jue's bedroom.

Standing at the door of the bedroom, he saw such a scene. His son moved a small stool and sat beside Song Jue's bed. He was already asleep with his head lying on it, with a happy smile on his face.Song Jue was struggling to support his weak body and wanted to get out of bed.

Song Jue didn't want to wake Yang Yang up, but also wanted to carry him to another room. He was in a hurry and didn't know what to do. He was sweating profusely from anxiety, and his already weak body seemed even more fragile.When he saw Yang Anqing came, he quickly pointed to Yang Yang and whispered to him: "Take Yang Yang away quickly, I'm afraid I'll infect him."

For some reason, Yang Anqing suddenly felt sour in his heart. This feeling made his eyes slightly sour, and he almost burst into tears.He sniffed and walked over to pick up his son.However, the nine-year-old child is no longer light. When squatting down to hug him, Yang Anqing felt a little difficult. Song Jue struggled to support Yang Yang's calves and hang them on the sides of Yang Anqing's body, which stabilized his back. .

After being teased by his fathers, Yang Yang woke up, and he was surprised to find that he was lying on his father's back.

"Dad, Dad..." Remembering what his father told him not to come to see Uncle Song alone, he was too scared to go to see his father.What he was afraid of was not being scolded by him, but that he would be sad.

Yang Anqing didn't say anything, and walked out with his back on his back. He knew that his son's small face was staring at Song Jue all the time, and he never turned his head back.

Before walking out of the bedroom, Yang Yang said to Song Jue: "Uncle Song, rest well, I will come to see you with my father at night."

Song Jue was also reluctant to part with him, but she still ruthlessly refused: "Yangyang, good boy, uncle is still sick and will infect you. I'll go see you when uncle recovers, okay?"

Yang Yang was obviously not happy, and pouted slightly, but Yang Anqing said: "Now go home and do your homework obediently, and Dad will take you to see Uncle Song at night."

"Anqing..." Even though he knew that the child should not come over at this time, Song Jue was overjoyed by Yang Anqing's words, which meant that he would be able to see the father and son again after a while.

"Father is the best!" Yang Yang was also happy, and kissed Yang Anqing's face with a "click".

Yang Anqing smiled helplessly, and said to Song Jue before leaving: "You take the medicine and go back to sleep, and I will bring you food tonight."

Song Jue showed a moving smile, and the tired face on his face finally turned red, "Thank you, thank you for your hard work."

Under the care of Yang Anqing, Song Jue quickly recovered. This serious illness has benefited him a lot. Not only can he see Yang Anqing and his son every day, but Yang Yang and him are getting closer day by day, and even Yang Anqing never refuses him. Thousands of miles away.His people brought him better news, as he expected, Yang Anqing and Ye Xingqu broke up.

His illness was originally caused by the rush to attack his heart, but now it has brought him unexpected results. He feels that the opportunity has come. If he can grasp it well, he may really be able to chase Yang Anqing back.

Facts have proved that his thinking was too simple. Yang Anqing did not reject him any more, especially to the children, but his attitude towards him was always so lukewarm. To be honest, even ordinary friends are not considered, Really think of him as a neighbor.

He couldn't figure it out, so he had to turn to Hai Donglin for help again. The other party pondered for a while after listening, but didn't answer, and asked, "Do you know Pavlov's law of conditioning?"

Song Jue nodded, not knowing why he said this suddenly.

Hai Donglin went on to say: "I think Yang Anqing is like a conditioned reflex towards you now. He once loved you, but loving you means getting hurt. Over time, his body will form a conditioned reflex, which is a kind of conditioned reflex. It is an unconscious self-protection function to restrain him from being tempted by you, so that he will not be hurt again."

His words made Song Jue silent for a long time, and then said to Hai Donglin: "Brother Dong, thank you, I understand."

Hai Donglin saw the indomitable look on his face, and felt that he might have a countermeasure, so he asked, "What are you going to do?"

Song Jue smiled self-deprecatingly, "If my repeated betrayals caused him to have this kind of conditioned reflex, then what I have to do is to eliminate it. Let Yang Anqing slowly understand that falling in love with me will not hurt you, it will only hurt you." Get happiness. It took six years for his body to remember the pain I caused him, and I spent another six years, or even two, three, ten six years, to heal his pain and tell His current me is no longer the Song Jue who was inferior to a beast back then!"

Hai Donglin looked at his friend with some worries, and couldn't help but say what was in his heart: "The pain goes deep into the bone marrow, what if Yang Anqing can't forget it for the rest of his life? Or before he influenced him, someone more than Ye Xingqu appeared beside him. Who is more suitable for him?"

No matter what kind of possibility it is, it will drive Song Jue into the abyss of darkness, but he still said firmly: "If it is the first kind, then I will guard him forever, if it is the second kind..." He paused , The next few words made him feel like a knife, "Then I... bless him..."

The author has something to say: In my original setting, this is the finale of Yang Anqing and Song Jue's episode. Maybe Song Jue has chased him back, or maybe, as Hai Donglin said, he can't turn back for the rest of his life, or he can't turn back halfway. There is a better person, and three endings are possible. In fact, this open ending is most suitable for two people who are entangled.

But in the following Chaosheng Fanwai, their ending is HE, so you don’t need to read tomorrow’s chapter for the children’s shoes you don’t want to see, because I plan to bring out the things about the little uncle and Song Jue that were originally placed in Chaosheng Fanwai Write it off to make the story more complete.

There are many people like Song Jue in reality, and habitual cheating can't be changed at all. If you encounter such a scumbag, the best way is to stop quickly.But this is a novel after all, and I want to give them a happy ending. It is not good for Yang Anqing to let Song Zha live alone.

Children's shoes who don't like this ending, I just hope you can understand my arrangement. If I want to change the attack, I won't give Song Zha so much ink at the beginning. Maybe he won't be able to wash it in his life, but in the days to come he will I will definitely be devoted to Yang Anqing and use the rest of my life to atone for his sins.

Tomorrow is not over! ! ! !