singer and bar owner

Xu Dengdeng's face suddenly became very ugly. He handed the rope to Yan Xian, let go of his feet and chased him all the way.

The man was also tightly wrapped with a mask and hat. When Xu Dengdeng chased him to the side of the road, he saw that man stumbled into a black car, and then disappeared in front of him.

Xu Dengdeng brushed his hair, kicked the stone beside his feet, and couldn't help cursing twice.

When he went back, Yan Xian was still waiting at the door, Xu Dengdeng pushed him into the room, "Let's go, it's fine."

Yan Xian glanced behind him, "It really doesn't matter?"

"It's okay." Xu Dengdeng glanced back and pursed his lips. Although he said so, he also had an ominous premonition in his heart.

A phone call from Wei Lin early the next morning woke up Xu Dengdeng.

"Hello..." He groped to find the phone and answered the call.

"Ouch, I'm going... You haven't woken up yet, go online and check, something has happened!"

Wei Lin had always been strategizing, but now his voice was a little anxious.

Xu Dengdeng was almost deaf from her yelling, and his head froze for a minute before he slowly clicked on the link Wei Lin sent him.

"The well-known male singer Xu is suspected of cohabiting with the same sex!"

Xu Dengdeng woke up suddenly, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head. He flipped down and saw several clear photos from all directions and angles. Deng Deng recognized the two familiar faces in the photo at a glance, they were him and Yan Xian.

Netizens are boiling.

"Wow, isn't this the gas lamp that is very popular recently? Who is that next to it?"

"I'm going... This is really a big melon, is he gay?"

"Isn't this the man who came to treat dogs with him at the pet hospital?"

"Wow, it must be true love to go to see a dog together."

"..."

Xu Dengdeng flipped through the comments, his heart sank completely, and his complexion was particularly grim.

Although he also thought about making it public, he never thought that he would be forced to make public his relationship with Yan Xian in the form of being secretly photographed. The moment he saw this photo, his mood fell to the bottom.

He had just finished reading the news, and before he had time to call Wei Lin back, he received a call from Mama Xu.

Seeing the name on the caller ID, Xu Dengdeng shook his hand holding the phone.

No way, did you know it so soon?

He took a deep breath and pressed answer.

"Hey, mom..."

Mother Xu on the other end of the phone said in a flustered tone, "Hey, I'm talking about Dengdeng. Mom saw the news this morning. The person in the photo looks like you."

Xu Dengdeng paused and said, "That's indeed me."

"Ah?" Xu's mother became anxious, "Then what's the matter with you, who is the person who lived with you in the news, is it Yan Xian?"

Xu Dengdeng gave a soft "hmm".

"It's fine if it's him, Mom thought..." Madam Xu seemed to be relieved, and then raised her voice to complain to him, "I said what's wrong with you, you can't find a place to live by yourself, you have to do something in someone else's house, Look at you, are you causing trouble to people? I saw some people on the Internet saying that you two are a couple. My God, it’s so nonsense. How can my son become gay? Let me tell you, I saw it today Now, think about it, what would Xiaoyan's friends and family think if they saw it, those who didn't know would really think he was gay."

Xu Dengdeng didn't speak, Xu's mother said a lot to herself and no one paid attention to her, she couldn't help asking: "What are you doing, dumb? Mom is talking to you, did you hear?"

Xu Dengdeng rubbed the center of his eyebrows, feeling a little headache.

"Hello... Deng Deng? Deng Deng..."

"Are you still here..."

Xu Dengdeng let go of his hands, looked at the tightly closed curtains, pursed his lips, and said, "Mom, what if the news is true?"

Mama Xu's voice on the other end of the phone stopped abruptly.

After a while, she opened her mouth, her voice much lower than before.

"What did you say? Mom didn't hear clearly just now."

Xu Dengdeng took a deep breath, and tightened his fingers holding the phone, "I said, Yan Xian and I, what if we are really together."

Mama Xu didn't speak for a long time, when there was a loud "pop" on the other end of the phone, and then the phone was hung up.

Xu Dengdeng panicked all of a sudden, and he called her several times again, but no one answered.

"Yan Xian! Yan Xian!"

Yan Xian rushed from downstairs when he heard the sound, "What's wrong?"

Xu Dengdeng didn't have time to explain to him. After a brief phone call with Wei Lin, he turned around and grabbed his hand and said, "Let's go, let's go to Tongcheng."

Yan Xian frowned and asked, "What's the matter, what happened?"

Xu Dengdeng's face was pale, and his expression was a little sluggish. He squeezed Yan Xian's hand, raised his head and stared at him and said, "I told my mother about us."

"She looks like..."

Xu Dengdeng opened his mouth, and something was shaking in his eyes.

Yan Xian's heart sank, he hugged Xu Dengdeng, "Don't worry, nothing will happen, nothing will happen."

Xu Dengdeng's heart was hanging, and he even regretted why he had a showdown on impulse. He had waited so long, and it wouldn't matter if he waited a little longer.

She was already very sad that Lao Xu had left, and she didn't know if she could bear such a stimulus.

The weather was getting warmer, but Xu Dengdeng couldn't help shivering.

If something really happened to his mother, he would never forgive himself.

Yan Xian squeezed his palm, and he held it back, staring at him with red eyes and saying, "I'm a little scared."

Yan squeezed his hand hard, trying to comfort him as much as possible, "It's okay, Auntie will be fine, you can call your neighbor first and ask, didn't you say that your mother has a good relationship with Auntie Li, who is right next door? Let her go and see how Auntie is doing."

Xu Dengdeng obediently called his neighbor, and the person on the other end of the phone answered and went to his house and knocked on the door.

After a while the neighbor called him.

"Hello? Auntie, how's it going?" Xu Dengdeng quickly pressed the answer button.

No one on the other side paid any attention to him, Xu Dengdeng vaguely heard a very familiar voice, gentle and gentle.

"Hey, okay Yiyi fucking mother, I'll send you the phone back later, okay...it's okay...the phone broke just now, he can't reach me, take care..."

It was his mother's voice.

Hearing the familiar voice from the other end of the phone, Xu Dengdeng breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that there is nothing wrong, he thought...

There was a faint sound of the door being closed on the phone, as if his mother had entered the house.

"Mom." He whispered.

"Where are you, get the hell out of here!" The voice on the other end of the phone, who was still gentle and gentle just now, suddenly raised his voice, causing Xu Dengdeng to stiffen all over.

Xu Dengdeng shivered, and shouted eagerly: "Mom! Don't do this."

"Who is your mother, huh? Now I'm your mother again? You bastard scared me so much that I dropped my phone on the floor. I'm so angry. Where are you?"

Xu Dengdeng glanced at Yan Xian, and his voice lowered, "Are we almost in Tongcheng?"

"you?"

Xu Dengdeng swallowed, and said tremblingly, "Yan Xian and I."

Mama Xu was silent for a while, and said, "Forget it, let's talk about it when you get here."

After speaking, I hung up.

Xu Dengdeng clutched the phone and sighed.

"Are you okay?" Yan Xian asked.

Xu Dengdeng glanced at him, covered his face, a little depressed, "It's okay, I dropped my phone, it scared me to death."

Yan Xian also heaved a sigh of relief.

Xu Dengdeng then smiled wryly, and said, "But my mother is fine, and I may have something to do."

Yan Xian looked back at him, not understanding why he said that.

Until they entered the house in a hurry, and saw Mama Xu standing at the door holding a feather duster and hugging her chest.

Yan Xian froze in place, perhaps because of Xu's illness. In his eyes, Mama Xu had always been a woman who could manage the house and cook delicious food, but she was a bit fragile and needed protection from others.But right now, this fragile woman who he thought needed protection from others picked up a feather duster and looked extremely aggressive.

She shook the feather duster, her eyes fixed on Xu Dengdeng.

Xu Dengdeng took two steps back, "Mom...Mom, if you have something to say, don't do it. I'm over 20, and hitting me won't solve any problems!"

"Get out of here!" Mother Xu's hands were shaking in anger, she was about to call, Xu Dengdeng circled around and escaped.

Mama Xu pointed at Xu Dengdeng across a table, "Get over here, do you hear me?"

As she said that, she was about to go around and beat him, but Yan Xian had quick eyes and quick hands, and pulled Xu Dengdeng behind him, "Auntie, please calm down first."

Mama Xu yelled sharply: "Get out of the way, or I'll beat you up too!"

Yan Xian froze for a moment, but still didn't move.

"You..." Madam Xu paused, raising her hand to hit him.

Yan Xian didn't hide, just stared at her.

"You think I don't dare, do you..." She bit her lip, pinched the feather duster vigorously with her knuckles, and was about to greet Yan Xian.

Yan Xian bowed in front of her and said, "I'm sorry."

Mama Xu paused, and lowered her raised hand dejectedly.

Her eyes were red, and she sat down on the sofa.

"All of you..."

"Xu Dengdeng, you think I can't control you if your father isn't here, don't you?"

"Mom..." Xu Dengdeng couldn't bear it, and walked over to give her a hug, but she pushed her aside, "Go away, I don't want to see you."

Xu Dengdeng was pushed to the ground, stood up and patted his body, and sat on the sofa hesitantly.

Mother Xu's crying became louder and louder, Xu Dengdeng handed her a piece of paper from a distance, "Don't cry."

Mother Xu ignored him, wiped away her tears, put the feather duster aside, turned her head and entered the room.

Yan Xian turned his head and glanced at Xu Dengdeng. Xu Dengdeng unconsciously clasped his fingers and forced a smile: "Look, I'll just say something is up."

There was silence in the room, and Mama Xu's sobbing could be faintly heard.

Xu Dengdeng waited in agony outside the house, and felt uncomfortable.

He clasped his fingers and murmured, "Did she cry again?"

Yan Xian didn't speak.

Xu Dengdeng looked up at him, his eyes were red, "My father told me to take good care of her when he arrived, why did I make her cry again?"

Yan Xian looked up at the closed door and sighed. He sat down and kissed his hair, grabbed his hand, and patted his back to comfort him.

Xu Dengdeng held it in for a long time, but couldn't hold it any longer.He looked up at the ceiling and took a few deep breaths, trying to hold back his tears.

The results were remarkable, but there were still a few disobedient ones that slipped down.

He wiped those disobedient tears, stood up, walked to his mother's bedroom door, and knocked on the door.

"Mom, are you hungry? I'll cook for you."

The people inside the door didn't seem to want to talk to him, Xu Dengdeng waited for a long time but didn't wait for the familiar voice to respond to him.

He felt a little lost, turned around and wanted to leave.

The door clicked open.

Xu Dengdeng paused, turned around in surprise, and saw Xu's mother looking at him with red eyes.

Mama Xu snorted coldly, turned her head away and said, "With your culinary skills, if you cook for me, I won't be able to eat until it gets dark."

Xu Dengdeng was at a loss, "Mom..."

Xu Ma looked at him, then at Yan Xian, paused for a long time, and finally hid in the kitchen with her head sullen.

Not long after, Xu's mother cooked a large table of dishes. Xu Dengdeng tried to speak several times, but was blocked by Xu's mother's eyes.

"Eat." Xu Ma knocked on the bowl to signal him, followed by another silence.

Xu Dengdeng opened his mouth and called out, "Mom..."

Xu Ma put down her chopsticks, "You either shut up, or don't come into my house from now on."

Xu Dengdeng was discouraged, and he didn't have much appetite to eat, and he seemed to be listless.

After dinner, the two went out for a walk, Yan Xian squeezed his hand and secretly put it in his pocket, "It's not easy for Auntie, she definitely won't be able to accept it for a while."

Xu Dengdeng nodded, "I know."

Mama Xu pushed open the window and watched the two of them holding hands and walking underneath like young couples from a long distance, with an indescribable feeling in her heart.

"How can my son like boys..." she said to herself in a daze.

It was not easy for her to give birth to Xu Dengdeng that year.When Xu Dengdeng came out of her stomach, she opened her eyes and took a look. It was so big and red, like a little pea without nutrition.She had no strength at all after giving birth, but when she glanced at him, tears flowed down her cheeks.

She thought to herself at that time: When can such a small pea be raised.

But she didn't expect to raise a little pea very quickly. She watched him grow up little by little, watched him play basketball and skateboard with his friends, little by little he grew taller than her, and he became himself little secret.

Boys, it's normal to be a little secret when you grow up.

Mothers sometimes have to pretend to be blind to the secrets their children are hiding.

But when did this kind of secret start?

She thought about what went wrong for a long time, but in the end she didn't get a result.

After walking home, Xu Dengdeng opened the door and saw Xu Ma sitting on the sofa and cleaning a photo frame. It was a family portrait, and it had been placed in his home for more than ten years, some years ago.

Xu's mother didn't look up when she saw that he came back, she carefully placed the photo frame next to the TV, and then prepared to go into the room to rest.

When she walked to Yan Xian's side, her footsteps paused.Yan Xian thought she was going to grab him and beat him up.Unexpectedly, Xu Ma just grabbed his sleeve, sized him up carefully, and finally let go with some disappointment.

"I would recognize you if you were a 1.9-meter girl," she said.

Yan Xian gave a wry smile.

"I'm sorry, Auntie."

Unfortunately he is not.

Xu's mother looked back at Xu Dengdeng, who stared at her with bright black eyes, with some earnestness in his eyes, as if expecting her to say something.Those were her familiar eyes, pitifully, this kid's usual method, he knew that he was more soft-hearted than his father.

She snorted, without saying a word, turned her head and took two steps forward.

Xu Dengdeng's eyes dimmed instantly, he rubbed his hands in disappointment, turned his back and took a deep breath.

Mama Xu pressed her finger on the doorknob, turned it lightly twice, and the door opened.

She hesitated, as if frozen there.

Once this door is entered, it seems to be farther and farther away from that little pea.

Her hands trembled twice, her eyes were closed, and her expression was a little painful.

a long time.

"You really like him?"

Xu Dengdeng, who was on his back, paused when he heard the voice, and when he turned around, he saw Xu Ma walking towards him step by step.

"You really like him?" she repeated.

Xu Dengdeng was a little nervous, he grabbed Yan Xian's clothes with his fingers and couldn't stop rubbing them, his eyes were firm.

"I like it." He said softly.

After a long time, he opened his mouth, wanted to say something but couldn't say it, he stumbled and added: "He is good to me."

Yan Xian was stunned for a moment, then looked back at Xu Dengdeng, he slipped his hand behind and clasped his fingers, trying to pass the warmth of his palm to him.

Xu Ma glanced at Yan Xian again, and asked him, "What about you?"

Yan Xian smiled, his tone was a little helpless, but his expression seemed to be intoxicated.

"How could you not like it?"

Another moment of silence.

"Alas..." Madam Xu let out a long sigh, which melted into the air, with a hint of sadness hidden in it.

"You guys..."

--Finish--

Ah...that's the end of it.

It's really a bit sad, but I think it can end here.

Although it is the end, they are actually just the beginning.

I didn't want to write a particularly big story at the beginning, a kid who wants to be a rock star, a man who has been through a lot but still treats the one he loves tenderly.

There may still be a lot of deficiencies, but I was happy when I wrote it, and that's it!I wish you all a happy New Year... no... Laba... Happy Laba?