singer and bar owner

Xu Dengdeng looked at the two words on the note, then looked up at Old Xu.

"He brought this book with him when he was hospitalized, and he didn't let me read it. It seems that it's for you." Mama Xu stroked his hair, "You two still have other things I don't know about. Secret?"

"No. 44 Qingyuan East Road."

Xu Dengdeng looked down at the address written in the notebook, and always felt that this place was a bit familiar, but he hadn't been to that area for a long time, and he couldn't remember what it was.He frowned, closed the notebook and put it next to his pillow again, sighed, and shook his skinny hand.

The sky is gradually getting brighter, and it is the new year, the Spring Festival on New Year's Eve. The party starts to be rebroadcasted on TV, and there are joyful voices everywhere. The news that Xu Dengdeng came to Tongcheng Hospital was leaked by some little nurse According to the wind, people stopped at the door of Lao Xu's ward from time to time.

"Hey, I recognize you. You are the gas lamp in that show, right? Our family has been chasing that show lately..."

"Hey, yes, yes, it seems that it is really him..."

Xu Dengdeng went to the toilet, and when he came out, the door was blocked by people in the toilet. Seeing that he hadn't come back for a long time, Yan Xian was afraid that something might happen to him when he was in a bad mood, so he went out to look for him after checking the time. A very young man and woman blocked him to the toilet door.

"Hey, I also met a celebrity, let's take a photo together..."

"And me, and me..."

"Sorry, I'm not feeling well, can you let me go..."

"What are you doing, just take a photo together, it's only a matter of one minute, come on, come on..."

"And me, and me! You shoot me and let me shoot..."

Yan Xian frowned, clenched his fists and walked over quickly.

"What are you doing!"

Xu Dengdeng was squeezed in the middle and was helpless, and Yan Xian hugged him all of a sudden. The familiar smell irritatingly made his eyes moist for a moment, as if the morning fog had sneaked into his eyes while he was unguarded.

"What are you asking, didn't you see that he was uncomfortable!"

"Go away!"

He pushed away the tall and burly men in front, walked out with Xu Dengdeng in his arms.

"Hey, who is that, his manager?"

"Wow, is the manager more handsome than him..."

Yan Xian paused, turned his head and stared at him, and those people immediately shut down and put away their phones.

"Tch, the star is amazing, I think I'm so popular..."

Yan Xian's footsteps paused, and then retracted. He glanced at Xu Dengdeng, "Wait for me."

He turned around and walked over step by step.

"Can you tell me again?"

He grabbed the man by the collar with one hand and almost lifted him up.

The man stood on tiptoe, his legs were a little weak, the man next to him seemed to be his friend, seeing this, he quickly grabbed Yan Xian's arm, "What are you doing..."

Yan Xian pushed him out with one arm, and looked at him with almost sinister eyes, "Get lost!"

The man flinched and took two steps back, Yan Xian turned his head.

"What do you think is so great about yourself? Why do you ask others to take a photo with you? Why do others have to meet all your requirements? Why did he come here when he said he was not feeling well? Didn't he have ears?"

Yan Xian pushed the man under him against the wall with one hand, and the two girls next to him screamed in panic and took two steps back.

Yan Xian clenched his hands tightly, and the anger in his eyes was about to burst out, "What are you, you can even sneer at my lights."

He kept it in his heart so that he could cherish it as a treasure.

He's working hard to become a rock star.

Why are you being so harshly criticized by a stranger for no reason.

His friend looked at him, and then at the friend who was grabbed by the collar by Yan Xian, stumbling and trying to say something.

One hand held Yan Xian.

"do not…"

Xu Dengdeng looked at Yan Xian pleadingly, and only said one word.

Yan Xian turned his head to look at him, tightened his fingers, and then slowly released them.

"roll!"

Xu Dengdeng took his hand and pulled him to the corner of the stairs.

"Are you crazy?"

Yan Xian pursed his lips, "They bullied you."

Xu Dengdeng then fell silent, and he was silent for a while, "This is what it's like to be a celebrity, it's different from what I imagined."

Yan Xian held his face in his hands, and kissed him lightly on the brow.

"Don't listen to what they say, you are the most amazing."

Unexpectedly, the matter was quickly posted on the Internet, and it was pushed up in a short while.

#Gaslamp hospital beating

This topic is becoming more and more popular, and there are a few blurry videos attached, starting from Yan Xian grabbing the man's collar and recording, there is no beginning or end, but the shadows of Xu Dengdeng and Yan Xian can be vaguely seen .

"Wow, who is this? I've never heard of it, but his temper is very hot."

"Isn't this the gas lamp, who sings so well, I didn't expect to be such a person..."

No one even cared why this incident happened in the hospital, and why Yan Xian suddenly became angry.They only knew that Xu Dengdeng and his friends were bullying an ordinary person in the hospital together.Yan Xian had just communicated with the doctor about what measures to take to effectively prolong Lao Xu's life, when he was so angry that he almost dropped his phone.

The overwhelming negative news about beating people on the Internet made the little nurse who came to change the medicine look at him with a little fear.

Old Xu's condition was very unstable, and Xu Dengdeng almost collapsed. Xu's mother fainted once in the morning due to long-term fatigue, which shocked Xu Dengdeng.

Xu Dengdeng quickly persuaded her to go back and have a good rest. After Xu's mother was sent away with tears in her eyes, Xu Dengdeng continued to take care of Lao Xu. He didn't even know that he was scolded on the Internet. Many people not only told him to get out In the entertainment industry, some directly advised him to just die, since it was also a social cancer anyway.

Seeing that the recording time of the program was coming up again, the program team called Xu Dengdeng several times but couldn't get through, almost thinking that he was going to give up the competition.

It was Yan Xian who saw him falling asleep and secretly answered the call for him.

"Hello, if this scandal is true, we may have to persuade you to withdraw from the competition. Our program does not want such negative news to exist."

Yan Xian frowned tightly, "It's fake, it's fake, the truth will be revealed in a few days."

Up to now, even if Xu Dengdeng personally said that he would give up, Yan Xian would not let him retire.

After working so hard for such a long time, I just wanted to prove myself. How could I just give up the things I wanted so hard to get because of some trumped-up charges.

Xu Dengdeng really had no time to take care of these things, as soon as he closed his eyes, he remembered the past, which made him feel a little suffocated.His complexion was getting worse and worse, and his spirit was visibly depressed and decadent.

Until the seventh day when he came to Tongcheng, the eighth day of the first lunar month.Early this morning, Old Xu stopped breathing.

The eighth day of the first lunar month is said to be Millet's birthday. If the weather is fine on this day, then the rice harvest will be good this year. If the weather is cloudy, then this year will be a year of famine.

According to folklore, most of them scare children. If Lao Xu did not stop breathing on the eighth day of the eighth day, then this day is just an ordinary eighth day.

But now, people would say that this day is the anniversary of Lao Xu's death.

Xu Dengdeng still didn't wait until Old Xu sat up and copied the guy and called him: "You bastard!"

Old Xu just opened his mouth "Ahhh..." and uttered a few short syllables, which took all the strength of his whole body. Later, he couldn't even utter such syllables.

very ugly.

When people are about to die, they are ugly and shocking.There is no decent way of death in this world. As long as a person swallows his breath and the body temperature dissipates, this body is just an ugly body.

And Xu Dengdeng was sitting in front of the hospital bed, behind him was Xu Ma who had received the news and was sitting paralyzed without any strength, and behind him was Yan Xian who was standing. Everyone thought it was like a short and absurd scene Dream.

And when there is waking from dreams, life does not.

The doctor silently said something behind: "My condolences."

Then he sighed and closed the door, giving the families one final time to adjust.

It takes a lot of time to adapt to a person's death, because some habits that can only be formed by living with him have been soaked into life over time.

For example, Xu's mother, she is used to a bed at home, she sleeps on the left side, and Lao Xu sleeps on the right side.

Another example is Xu Dengdeng. He is used to grabbing TV with his dad every time he goes home since he was a child. He watches basketball and old Xu watches football.

Now no one is robbing him, but he seems to feel empty in his heart.

One more day will be the recording time of the show, as long as he passes this hurdle, his first record, the multi-million award, will no longer be a dream.

Xu Dengdeng was nestled in the room, his eyes were red, and he had no intention of going.

"Fuck records, fuck jackpots, fuck rock!"

"I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore!"

There are many things posted in his small room, including Andy Warhol's Big Banana, a poster of Guns N' Roses lead guitarist Slash, some scattered small objects, and a small decorative basketball.

He tore them all off and threw them in the trash.

Yan Xian watched as he tore them off, threw them away, picked them out of the trash can, flattened them bit by bit, and put them back together again.

"Do you think your dad would be happy to see you like this?"

Xu Dengdeng covered his eyes with his arms, and tears flowed down his cheeks onto the pillow.

"Anyway, he can't control me anymore."