singer and bar owner

Xue Qi's words made Xu Dengdeng toss and turn.

Holding the phone, he lingered on Yan Xian's name for a long time, and finally typed "Hello" and sent it.

As a result, when Yan Xian replied to him, he didn't know what to say, so he simply dropped the phone and lay down on the pillow in silence.

After a long time, he reached out and knocked on the wall, asking, "Hey, can you hear the sound?"

The person in the next room had already left, so naturally no one paid attention to him, he felt a little silly and a little angry, when Yan Xian knocked on the wall last time, he obviously didn't look so stupid.Why is he always more frustrated than others in doing things, knocking on the wall, and falling in love.

With less than two days left before the re-examination recording time, Xu Dengdeng fell into a period of anxiety, and Yan Xian still did not come back.

Although he said that he had no time to think about him, it was undeniable that a large part of his anxiety was due to him.

In the early morning of Xishan, there will be crows calling, and there will be crows calling at night, one after another, crying sadly. Uncle Tai likes to pack up everything at night and sit in front of the court under a blanket and play the erhu.

Xu Dengdeng shrank from the cold, pushed open the door and found a cushion to sit down on.

Uncle Tai stopped his hand and asked him: "Mr. Xu, it's cold at night, you should go inside."

Xu Dengdeng pulled the zipper up to his chin, put on the hat on his clothes and said in a low voice, "I'm going out to look at the stars."

Uncle Tai looked up, in the dark sky, only half of the moon was hidden under the clouds.

"There are no stars today."

"Oh, then I'll look at the moon."

Uncle Tai stood up and entered the room, and came out after a while carrying a blanket.

Xu Dengdeng took it over and said, "Thank you."

Uncle Tai smiled, "Mr. Xu can't sleep?"

"Yeah." Xu Dengdeng wrapped himself in a blanket and wrapped himself into a ball, and said, "Staying in the mountains, the nights seem to be extraordinarily long."

Uncle Tai said: "Winter nights are relatively long, but there is no place to play in the mountains. Mr. Xu is probably bored."

Xu Dengdeng lowered his head and did not speak.

Seeing that he looked lonely, Uncle Tai handed him the kiss in his hand.

"Pull?"

Xu Dengdeng hesitated for a moment, took it and played a random song, only to feel colder.

Uncle Tai asked aloud, "Mr. Xu, what's on your mind?"

Xu Dengdeng froze for a moment, watching the half moon above his head being swallowed up little by little, and the surrounding fields were completely dark.He wrapped himself in a blanket, thinking of Yan Xian, he opened his mouth, "No, I'm just a little confused."

Uncle Tai nodded, and said with a long sigh, "When you think about it, you are a Buddha, and when you think about it, you are a sentient being."

These words sounded familiar, Xu Dengdeng looked at Uncle Tai and asked, "Uncle Tai, do you know a man named Hu Lan?"

Uncle Tai shook his head, "I don't know."

Xu Dengdeng smiled and said, "What a coincidence, he also said that."

He sat in front of the court for a while, chatted with Uncle Tai for a while, and felt a little tired before going into the room to rest.

The retest will start immediately. He fed the dog in the morning, said goodbye to Uncle Xue Qitai, and then went to the recording site alone.

The stage of these few games has become bigger and bigger every time, and a well-known band in the circle was even invited to accompany. Xu Dengdeng touched the electric guitar in his hand before going on stage.

This electric guitar was given to him by Yan Xian, and he kissed the body of the guitar to cheer himself up.

"Wish me luck."

What kind of posture should I take to face Fan, and how will Yu Fan look at him.

During the rehearsal, the instructors hadn't arrived yet. After Xu Dengdeng communicated with the band teacher, everything seemed to be coordinated very well.

But there is always something missing.

He hesitated in the audience, and finally realized that what he lacked was the courage to step up that ladder.

He used to know that no matter whether he succeeds or fails, there will be someone waiting for him outside after the stage, but today is gone, he has to walk on that stage alone, do his best, and there is no way out.

And after that, where should he go?

He sang "out of thin air" this time.

The person who sang in front of him was also an original singer, a cute little girl, but she sang like a royal sister, her voice was cold and proud, and her expression was different when she sang.

He took a deep breath and stepped onto the stage.

The studio is not too big and can accommodate about 500 people.

Xu Dengdeng set up the Limichael, turned his head for a gesture, and dialed out a familiar tune with his fingers.

"I conjured a bird out of thin air/running in the endless wilderness/I heard the crows howling/heard the sheep bleating..."

He didn't deliberately pay attention to Yu Fan's expression, he closed his eyes and was extremely intoxicated, and his lips were a little close, as if he was kissing Li Mai.

At that moment, what he thought was: Fuck it.

This moment of wantonness is the happiest of his days.

Any troubles, any confusion, go to hell.

After singing a song, he panted lightly, opened his eyes and looked at the judges' seat.

The pen in Xue Geng's hand fell to the ground with a soft sound.

The audience was full of cheers. Since the audition was broadcast, many fans of the show came to watch the scene, and some of them were his fans. He looked over and saw a few dazzling light signs secretly raised.

Yu Fan watched coldly, and the cheers from the audience did not change his expression.

"Singing is good, but not much progress," he said.

There was an uproar in the audience, Xu Dengdeng looked at him, eyes met, Xu Dengdeng pursed his lips, "This is a song I wrote when I was in college, please correct me if there is anything wrong."

Xue Geng couldn't help it anymore, "There's nothing wrong with it, I feel fine."

Yu Fan glanced over, and saw Xue Geng picking up a pen and looking at Yu Fan, "I think contestant No. 33 is very aura, this song is also his own song with his emotions poured into it, from my point of view Look, the show is perfect."

Program editing likes to see this kind of contradiction the most, and only when there is controversy can it be topical.

The camera pointed at Yu Fan, and Yu Fan frowned, "Teacher Xue has his opinion, and I have my own, right? Gas lamp, if you want to pass the re-examination with me, you can't just rely on enthusiasm, you have to rely on it." It’s right to come up with something new and make people’s eyes shine.”

Yu Fan's serious tone made Xu Dengdeng wonder if he really thought his singing was bad, or if he was deliberately picking on himself for Yan Xian.

Zhang Yuan also looked like he was thinking, and they discussed the result.

Two tutors said they passed and one said they failed.

"The result for player 33 is - to be determined."

After the host announced the final result, Xu Dengdeng sat on the waiting table for more than an hour, during which time he received a contemptuous glance from Bunyan.

The camera turned around, scanning him from time to time, Xu Dengdeng straightened his back and kept his eyes fixed on Yu Fan.

This feeling of being completely suppressed was really unpleasant, he gritted his teeth.

When the recording ended and it was early morning, Xu Dengdeng rubbed his already stiff legs and stood up with support. Someone suggested that everyone take a photo together. Xu Dengdeng happened to be behind Fan.After taking the photo, Yu Fanyi turned his head and saw him, he only glanced at him lightly, then moved away hastily.

Xu Dengdeng was out of breath, and wanted to stop him a few steps forward, but was stopped by the assistant who came over.

"Let him come over."

Xu Dengdeng clenched his fists and entered the dressing room with him.

"Mr. Yu, did you deliberately provoke me tonight?"

Yu Fan asked the makeup artist to avoid it for a while, and poured makeup remover on the makeup remover cotton, and wiped it gently on his face.

"Whether it's intentional or not, why don't you let others say that you haven't done well enough?"

"You..." Xu Dengdeng was at a loss for words for a moment.

Yu Fan squinted at him, and asked casually, "Are you Yan Xian's so-called boyfriend?"

Xu Dengdeng was just getting angry, and his tone was quite aggressive: "It's none of your business, you don't tell everyone you like girls in every interview, why do you care so much about us?"

A mocking smile appeared on the corner of Yu Fan's mouth, and he looked back at him, "Do you think you are different from me? When you get to this position, will you tell everyone that you are gay?"

Xu Dengdeng opened his mouth, "What are you embarrassed to say, we are in an aboveboard relationship, and we haven't done anything illegal or disciplined."

Yu Fan rubbed the center of his brows, "How did Yan Xian find you..."

He opened his eyes and looked at Xu Dengdeng, but saw that there was no trace of fear in his eyes, and he was staring at himself frankly.

it is true.

He is really not afraid.

Those eyes were too obtrusive, and Yu Fan only felt something stirring in his stomach, which made him turn pale.

"Innocent, stupid," he said.

His heart seemed to be seized by something, and he refused to admit that it was jealousy.

Being humiliated by such words from his love rival, Xu Dengdeng was already furious.

He snorted coldly, "You are stupid, since you broke up long ago, you still call to pester my boyfriend what to do."

"That's my object, my object!"

He repeated it twice, like a kitten protecting its food, and let out a "purr" in his throat, thinking that this would scare others.

It's okay if he didn't mention it, as soon as he mentioned the phone call, Yu Fan thought of the last time he finally mustered up the courage to call Yan Xian, but the gas lamp in front of him answered first.The tone was in a daze, as soon as he heard it, he fell asleep and was woken up.

They slept together in the same bed, doing the most intimate things, this gas lamp could see Yan Xian's face when they got up together.

What he once dismissed, has now become something he can never get.

Yu Fan's face turned gloomy, "Are you here to show off how loving you are?"

"Oh...show off, you..." Xu Dengdeng was extremely angry, and when he realized it, his words stopped abruptly.

He was a little dazed, "What are you talking about, showing off?"

Yu Fan opened the door and asked his assistant to come in to help him pack his things, and said to him coldly, "Is there anything else, I'm very busy."