singer and bar owner

"Xiao Zhou's birthday party, you really don't want to go?" Xue Qi put away her smile and asked quite cautiously.

Yan Xian frowned and called out, "Second Uncle."

Xueqi sighed, "Okay, if you don't go, then don't go, I'm different from your father, I won't force you, but this time Xiaozhou's birthday party will come to your third uncle, your aunt will come, if you don't come back, your father will face you It's really hard to make it through, the second uncle knows that you miss your mother, and he feels uncomfortable. But your father has really been in poor health for the past two years, if you make him angry again..."

Yan Xian sneered, "When did I make him angry? His sons and daughters live happily ever after. I'm going to join in the fun."

Xue Qi choked, so she had to let out a long sigh, "Okay, let's stop talking and drink tea."

This kid has been stubborn since he was a child, even his sister-in-law can't do anything about him, so what can he do.

Yan Xian pursed his lips and took a sip of tea. He hadn't been home for a long time. He remembered that the last time he went home was last Spring Festival. At that time, the old man lied to him that he had cancer, so he hurried to see After looking at it for a while, it turned out that this was just a trick used by the old man to lie to him. There is no cancer. It is obvious that the father is kind and the son is filial, the husband and wife are loving, and the life is so happy.He stayed there for a day, watching the brothers and sisters Yan Zhou and Yan Qiutong talking and laughing at the dinner table, which made the old man laugh out loud. His stepmother Xu Zhining, who has always been praised for being gentle, smiled and watched her two children talking and laughing, Occasionally, he interjected when he was happy, and the old man looked at her with the kind of eyes full of love that he had looked at his mother back then.

The family seemed very harmonious.

Sitting next to the old man, he is like a silent empty bottle, collecting these laughter and laughter, suffocating and boiling them, and burying them in his heart, just like the difficult 15 years in the past.

It's been 15 years, isn't it enough to suffer for 15 years?

After driving for half an hour, it was already late when Yan Xian returned. He thought Xu Dengdeng had fallen asleep, but unexpectedly the light was still on.Yan Xian saw the bright and dazzling lights of his house from a distance, and the corners of his lips curled up, feeling his heart warm.

You see, the gods are actually kind to him, after all, among the thousands of lights, one of them is finally lit for him.

Pushing open the door, even though he was very careful, Xu Dengdeng on the sofa still heard the movement and stood up, rubbed his eyes and smiled and said: "You are back..."

Yan Xian walked over and kissed his face, "Why are you sleeping here?"

Xu Dengdeng sneezed and rubbed his nose, "Why are you back so late? I didn't answer your call."

"It's on mute, I didn't hear it." Yan Xian took out his phone and looked at it, and sure enough, he saw several missed calls.

"Go back to the house and sleep, you'll catch a cold after staying here for a while."

Xu Dengdeng nodded, and then a small head popped out of his arms, Xu Dengdeng pressed it down, but didn't press it down, thinking: I really don't understand!It's useless to teach.

Obediently seemed to be woken up, humming and chirping opened his eyes and took a look, seeing that it was Yan Xian who was talking, he closed his eyes again and fell asleep.

Yan Xian pinched its neck and picked it up, "You sleep with your arms around it?"

Obediently was picked up abruptly, kicking his legs and struggling, Xu Dengdeng took it from him and put it on the sofa, "I fixed the kennel, it doesn't like to sleep there."

Yan Xian frowned: "If you don't like it, you have to like it. How can I keep relying on you? I'm so used to it."

Xu Dengdeng had no choice but to put Guaiguai back in the kennel, and sent Yan Xian back to his room, "Okay, okay, I got it, I'll teach him a lesson some other day, go to sleep, go to sleep."

He pushed Yan Xian away from behind, shook his head and complained to him: "Oh, you are really..."

"By the way, a scout came to see me today..."

Yan Xian paused, "What did you say?"

Xu Dengdeng then put down his hands and said, "A talent scout is looking for me at the bar today."

"Ask me if I want to sign a contract."

"Do you think I should sign or not? It seems to be someone from Excelle, not a liar. Excelle, you know, it's a fairly famous company. Who are the artists under it..."

"Hey, what's the matter with you, why don't you talk?"

Yan Xian clenched his fingers tightly and pursed his lips without saying a word.

"Yan Xian, let's break up, Fangyuan and I are together..."

"We are not suitable, Fangyuan can give me what I want..."

"Yan Xian...Yan Xian, I'm leaving..."

Yan Xian closed his eyes, scattered those shadows, and expelled them from his mind.

Xu Dengdeng tugged at his sleeve from behind, "Are you tired, um... well, I won't bother you anymore, you can take a shower and go to sleep."

Yan Xian turned around, looked at him without blinking his dark eyes, gloomy and scary.

"Are you leaving me too?"

Xu Dengdeng was stunned, "What did you say?"

Yan Xian pinched his shoulders, forcing him to look directly at him, his chest heaving violently, "Do you really want to be angry that much?"

Xu Dengdeng didn't understand what was going on with his sudden anger, and was forced to back away, "What do you mean I really want to be angry? I came to Xiping just to find a way out. Didn't you know it from the beginning..."

"Is your way out just to leave me?"

"I do not have…"

"Then why do you have to sign a contract to debut? I can also give you a way out. You can sing in bars, play guitar, and I will pay you as much as you want. You can also sing your favorite songs and make money to support yourself. Myself, isn't this bad?"

Xu Dengdeng was startled by his yelling, and was stunned for several seconds before he came back to his senses. He patiently explained: "That's not the case, I didn't want to leave you, so what if we signed a contract, we can still be together, When I make a lot of money out of songs, I can bring our band out of Tongcheng, and I can reassure my parents, and I can..."

I can support you.

Yan Xian didn't wait for him to finish, he laughed abruptly twice, very mockingly: "Heh..."

"Then what about us, are we just playing, right?" His voice had a rare coolness, more piercing than today's night wind.

Xu Dengdeng had a sore nose, "No."

"I like you."

"I……"

"How much do you like it? Is it enough to give up your self-proclaimed rock and roll?" Yan Xian asked.

How can this be the same?Rock is rock, Yan Xian is Yan Xian, why do you have to get the opposite.

Xu Dengdeng opened his mouth, and a lot of words rolled down his throat, every word was so hot that he couldn't say a word.

Yan Xian took two steps back, "I understand."

He stuffed his hand into his pocket, took a deep look at Xu Dengdeng, and forced the corners of his lips to show a smile, "I originally wanted to wait until the middle of winter to take you to Xishan to see the snow, but it seems that I can't go." .”

Seeing him turning around without hesitation, Xu Dengdeng's fingers trembled for a moment, and tears welled up in an instant.

"Hey…"

"Yan Xian..."

Yan Xian must have heard it, but he didn't look back.

What do you understand, you understand that I like rock and roll, why don't you understand that I like you.

"Clean up tomorrow, I think it's time for us to be apart for a while."

The bedroom door closed in front of Xu Dengdeng, and Xu Dengdeng heard him say this.

What, obviously just asking you, why did you drive me away.

Xu Dengdeng held it back for a long time, and finally squatted in the narrow aisle and cried uncontrollably. The sadness flowed along the slightly raised window screens, soaked into the sticky night, obliterating the cold moon.

He is broken in love.

In the dark and damp small rented apartment, Xu Dengdeng realized this belatedly.

He didn't go to Xianhe for more than a week, and Jasmine sent him many text messages, but he didn't reply either.

Zheng Wei called him and asked him out to meet, but he always said: "I'll think about it."

Zheng Wei said: "What else are you thinking about? You must have heard of Excelle Entertainment. We won't lie to you. If not, you can come to our company for a visit."

Xu Dengdeng hesitated for a while and asked, "Does your company allow you to fall in love?"

Zheng Wei was silent for a while and asked: "Do you have a partner?"

Xu Dengdeng just wanted to say: "Yes." Then he thought that the man had just kicked him out of the house, and he was discouraged again.

"It's over." He said disappointedly.

Zheng Wei obviously also breathed a sigh of relief, "At this stage, the company certainly hopes that you are single, after all, you haven't made your debut yet, but since you are single now, what are you thinking about, do you have a better choice than Excelle?"

"No…"

"why?"

Xu Dengdeng hesitated and asked, "Have you ever been in love?"

Zheng Wei on the other end of the phone was taken aback for a moment, "Of course."

"Ever broken in love?"

Zheng Wei was silent for a while, she didn't understand why she wanted to work part-time as a relationship consultant when she was clearly just looking for someone.

Xu Dengdeng urged: "Is there?"

"…Have."

"Then I want to ask you, what should you do if you still like the other party after a broken relationship?"

Zheng Wei looked up at Fang Yuan who was tapping the pen on the table in front of her, Fang Yuan nodded to her, with a smile on the corner of her lips.

Zheng Wei bit her lip, and said: "If you break up... don't contact me anymore, maybe the other party doesn't want to see you, and don't want to hear about you?"

Xu Dengdeng propped his hands on the sink, looked at his listless and pale self in the mirror,

"really?"