Yora sat in the corner of the coffee shop with a pale face. The black coffee had no sugar added, and the bitter taste permeated the lips and tongue, but it couldn't match the grief in his heart.

Quan Zhilong has been paying attention to everything about Yora since that day, worry and uneasiness have been lingering in his heart, and he can't get rid of it no matter what.So, today he saw that Yora received a message that he seemed to be going out, so he made an excuse that he was also going to the company. Yora had no doubts, he watched Yora go out, searched the location with his mobile phone, and then quietly drove behind.

After Yora sat on the seat for a while, a handsome young man in a suit sat across from Yora.Not knowing what they said, Yora burst into tears.Seeing this, Quan Zhilong was full of worry about Yora's anger when he came out alone to meet a strange man at first, and he firmly suppressed the urge to rush over to hug her to comfort her.

But what did he see? !The man walked over and took Yora into his arms!What's more, Yora, who never liked skinship with others, didn't push her away!Quan Zhilong snorted softly, evoking a self-deprecating and bitter smile.

Afraid of seeing anything he didn't want to see again, Quan Zhilong drove away quickly.

Yora broke away from the man's embrace, touched the tears on her face, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Cousin Shen Mo, I stained your clothes."

"Hey, you are still the same as before. Except grandma, you are so polite and polite with everyone. Sometimes I wonder if we are cousins." Shen Mo sighed, and then said, "Come back to China with me, grandma should I'd love to see you, she's numbered."

Yora choked up again.After a long time, she said, "Okay, but give me one more day, one day will be fine."

"Okay, let's meet at Incheon Airport the day after tomorrow, and I'll help you arrange a ticket, as long as you come."

After bidding farewell to Shen Mo, Yora stood on the noisy street, looking at the people passing by, with joy, haste, or anger on her face, all kinds of things.However, there is just no appearance that suits her current mood.

The old man who gave her warmth when she first came to this world is about to leave her behind.It's so sad, my heart is so uncomfortable that I'm about to suffocate.Who will save her?Zhi-Long?No, you can't tell Zhilong!You can't infect him with sadness, it's fine for her to be sad alone.

Back home, Yora saw beer bottles all over the floor and Quan Zhilong sitting on the ground drinking non-stop.Frowning slightly, Yora squatted beside Quan Zhilong over the beer bottle, grabbed the bottle from Quan Zhilong's hand, and said, "Zhilong, what's wrong with you, why do you drink so much?"

What's wrong?He didn't know what the hell was wrong with him!Quan Zhilong glanced at Yora expressionlessly, and said, "Where have you been?"

"I didn't go anywhere, I just walked around." Heh!Is this perfunctory?Quan Zhilong stopped looking at her, picked up another bottle of wine and drank it.

Yora frowned even tighter.Zhilong, what's wrong?Being scolded by President Yang, or feeling annoyed because you have no inspiration to write a song? "Zhilong, what's the matter with you? Is the company's affairs bothering you?"

"Why do you only think about the company?! Why don't you say it's because of you? You are my girlfriend, not my assistant, you have the right to be selfish!" Quan Zhilong suddenly roared, that angry look is Yora Never seen it before. shit!Wouldn't she think about it for herself? !

"I don't care, I understand Zhilong, Zhilong is so busy because of his dreams, for the fans who love you, really." Yora's words completely detonated the pain in Quan Zhilong's heart.

"I don't want you to understand, I don't want your understanding now, you can ask me as a girlfriend, want me to accompany you, coax you, spoil you, why you never do this?"

"You're always like this. I'm the master of everything. I was very happy at first, so you won't be angry because I didn't take care of you when I was busy. But then? I gradually discovered that the way you looked at me, although Full of love, but, is that love for G-dargon as an idol, or for your boyfriend, Quan Zhilong? I can’t tell the difference, what you want, what you love, Is it the idol G-Dragon, or the boyfriend Quan Zhilong? Maybe, you have never loved me, treat Quan Zhilong as a man." As he said, Quan Zhilong held his head in pain, his nose was a little sore , the eye sockets are moist.Thinking of her throwing herself into someone else's arms today, Quan Zhilong couldn't stop his grief and indignation.

Yora bit her lower lip tightly, tears had already raged on her face.Isn't he the one she loves from the beginning to the end?Why did he say that?

"I'm so tired, Yora, I'm so tired." When Quan Zhilong said this, his voice choked up. "We should all think about it calmly..."

Yora trembled all over, nails digging into her palm.Zhilong, you want to break up with her, right?

After a long time, Yora trembled and said a word: "Okay."

Quan Zhilong's heart hurt even more.He hates the word "good" so much now!Damn it, why, why can she say yes so quietly and obediently!As long as she said that what she loved and wanted was Quan Zhilong, as long as she said, he would believe her without hesitation!But she didn't say a word!Why don't you say it, why don't you say it?The roar in his heart was like a crazy neurosis, Quan Zhilong finally couldn't help it, tears kept falling down.

"I don't want to see you again." Quan Zhilong stood up unsteadily, step by step, walked out of the house that was once filled with their joy, without looking back.

I never want to see you again.Never want to see you again.don't want to see you.

Quan Zhilong's words were like a sharp knife, scarring her already broken heart. Yora kept looking at the door, and Quan Zhilong was no longer there.The tears started to rage again.

The four big sticks were puzzled when they saw Quan Zhilong returning to the dormitory in a panic, but they didn't dare to ask.Did you quarrel with Yora?Impossible, Yora is so gentle...

Quan Zhilong, who locked himself in the room, curled up on the bed, tears kept falling down, soaking the bedding.Yora's warm smile is all in my mind.He had never hated that smile so much as at this moment, and wanted to tear it up!Don't be like this again!

--- My heart is black

pitch black like that

Cracked glass is shattered

Looking at the bloody palms, I couldn't help but ask myself why this happened.

……

People struggle to hide the truth with fake smiles

It seems like this can make you happy

keep saying that love hides lies

as if this could last forever

melancholy my world is black

The beginning and the end are changing black and white

People, in the end, it's just an occasional vain useless effort

seriously why am i like this why

——"Black"

The author has something to say: Can I say that my eyes are wet as I write? o(︶︿︶)o

I don’t know what to think of, tears are pattering QAQ

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