Luo Shengmeng has no feelings today

Akutagawa-sensei and Sawada Tsunayoshi imagined a little differently.

Because the other party almost never really pays attention to people other than Reborn, even as a younger brother, he only got a little sincere attitude belonging to [his own people], while the rest of the family: Lan Bo, Yiping, Feng Tai , Bi Yangqi, they will not get Akutagawa's attention at all.

Although Akutagawa is very gentle and polite to women and children, it is basically limited to ordinary people. All four of them were born in the other world, so Akutagawa's attitude towards them is naturally much lower.

It's not like falling out.

At most, they are neither close nor alienated, maintaining the necessary distance of a cohabitant, even if the other party is just a child.

Of course, Nana Sawada is different. This ordinary but very dazzling lady has reached the point of legend. She is a great existence who can accommodate Daizora's husband and Daizora's son.

Even Akutagawa and Reborn could not help but pay real respect to this lady.

Closer to home.

In the eyes of Sawada Tsunayoshi, Akutagawa Ryunosuke has always been a relatively indifferent person.

Sawada Tsunayoshi is a piece of trash, that's right.

Before meeting Reborn, he was still a good-for-nothing who was often bullied.

However, it may be the ability of the ancestors, but Tsunayoshi Sawada's intuition is very accurate.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa... How should I describe him?

His world is too small.

Moreover, it is to the extent that others are absolutely not allowed to easily enter.

Sawada Tsunayoshi is absolutely sure that if he was not a student of Reborn, the other party would never even look at him.

At school too, although Akutagawa treats the students patiently, he is not actually close to them at all. He is only responsible for the students out of a sense of responsibility. Even though they have been together for a while, Akutagawa looks at the students in the audience with the same alienated and calm eyes as always.

It is really difficult to enter the world of Akutagawa Ryunosuke. The children in the family and Ms. Biyangqi live under the same roof as Akutagawa, but it seems that there is a clear line between Chu and Han that separates them completely. separated.

The same goes for Gokudera and Yamamoto. Although they are often mentored together with Tsunayoshi Sawada, if Akutagawa still has a little true love for his junior to Tsunayoshi, then the treatment of the other two is entirely out of Reborn's entrustment.

Even after a long time, nothing has changed.

——This is a person who writes indifference into his bones.

Anyone who has seen him treat Reborn will understand that.

People can't help but wonder who else can walk into his world.

That's why Sawada Tsunayoshi was surprised.

Akutagawa-sensei would say such emotional words.

It was as if Akutagawa-sensei had faced a similar situation before.

"Indifference? Maybe that's the case. After all, the education I have received since I was a child is to be vigilant to everyone. Mr. R said that no matter how close your companions are, they are there for the greater good or for more important reasons." The possibility of choosing one side to betray, and being vigilant all the time is the basis for people like us to live to this day."

"This principle also applies to you, Mr. Sawada, when you become the tenth generation leader of Pengo Lie, you will only face more situations like this one, and as the leader of the future mafia family, you will definitely not be able to completely Giving sincerity... Trust and vigilance are not contradictory, you have to learn to hold back, forget it, someone will teach you this kind of thing in the future."

"Huh!? Have I spoken my mind!" Tsunayoshi Sawada covered his mouth, his face turned red.

Not caring about Tsunayoshi Sawada's face full of embarrassment, the black-haired young man thought calmly for a while, and said frankly without hiding anything.

"As for the other question you asked, have you ever faced a similar situation... Ah, although it is not the same as your current situation, if you insist, it may be a little bit similar."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke replied.

"Because I'm not strong enough, the existence I want to cherish is injured or has an accident, but I can't help you. I've had enough of this kind of thing."

Regardless of whether it was because he was too weak, watching Mr. R being cursed, as a partner, he was unable to help him, and he was sent out of this world.

Or because of his own carelessness, he fell into Q's trick and almost killed his younger brother and sister with his own hands.

This is not his problem, and no one will blame him, but Akutagawa Ryunosuke will still blame himself.

Then he thought: It would be nice if I was a little stronger.

If he had been strong enough to dodge that Checkers Face on the Day of the Curse and give Mister a chance to escape, maybe not now.

If he is strong enough, he will not be so easily controlled, so that his younger siblings are almost in danger.

This is an endless loop, the worst dead end.

There is nothing foolproof in this world, accidents will always come one after another, Akutagawa who holds this kind of thinking will only be crushed by himself.

Sawada Tsunakichi was stunned, "What Akutagawa-sensei wants to protect...is Reborn?"

"I am Mr. R's partner. It is undeniable that I really want to protect him. This is a natural thought for respected people, just like your subordinate, the boy named Prison Temple, wants to protect you. But obviously, Mister is not the kind of character who will feel at ease to be protected by others, so to be precise, we should be the partners who trust the back." Akutagawa Ryunosuke hesitated for a while, and said slowly.

Although his partner failed to come in handy at the critical moment.

Instead, because he was sent away by that checkers-faced jerk, it took him so long to return to this world, and Mr. worried for so long.

My partner is really disqualified.

Sawada Tsunayoshi keenly noticed that after the other party finished saying this, the atmosphere suddenly became a little dull.

The young man is obviously not good at dealing with this kind of situation. He watched Akutagawa lower his eyelids slightly, and his dense and long eyelashes cast a shadow, making those eyes darker and duller. The low air pressure, my mind is almost in a mess.

In his opinion, Akutagawa Ryunosuke is strong enough.

"Reborn is so strong... we don't need to worry about it." Tsunayoshi Sawada subconsciously blurted out his comfort at a loss.

However, Akutagawa took a deep look at him.

"No one is invincible." Akutagawa replied, "Even the gentleman."

This sentence was said by Akutagawa in a particularly heavy tone, "Even Mr. R, there will be things that he can't deal with."

The atmosphere became more dignified.

Sawada Tsunayoshi wanted to slap himself, ah, you really brought up this topic too badly.

"Mr. Akuta, Akutagawa...Although he said to be vigilant to everyone, in fact, he would not be like that to Reborn." Tsunayoshi Sawada took a long time to think of another thing. He tried his best to smile, Optimistically, "This shows that there are still people who can be treated with all sincerity?"

"No." Akutagawa glanced at him with a calm expression, "[No matter how close a companion is, there is a possibility of choosing to betray for the greater good or for a more important party], there is nothing wrong with this sentence, nothing The person who encounters this kind of thing is just lucky, because the chips placed in front of his companion are not enough to impress the other party and make the other party choose to betray him."

"If it's Mr. R, he won't betray because of his interests, but if one day he encounters something more important and has to choose to abandon it—this kind of situation is possible even if it is small... Not so arrogant as to think that his own existence occupies the highest point in Mr. R's heart."

Just like himself, he did not hesitate to choose the former between his family and friends, between his family and Yokohama.

Family is undoubtedly important to Akutagawa, and it is an existence that he is willing to give everything to protect.

Mr. R is equally important.

But what if he had to make a choice between Mr. R and his family?

Ask him to choose between his family members, such as Yin and Sayaka, Rin and Shinya...?

...Ryunosuke Akutagawa couldn't think at all.

It seems to be very important, but it will always be divided into one and two when comparing.

Therefore, this sentence is not wrong.

Once he made a choice, it would undoubtedly be a betrayal for the other party.

Although the probability of such a thing happening is pitifully small, it still exists.

Betrayal itself is the original sin of mankind.

What Akutagawa can do is to avoid this situation as much as possible, he does not allow this kind of choice to appear, he wants to protect everyone in his small world.

But paradoxically, precisely because he can understand.

So he can accept the use and betrayal of him by those he values.

So the youth said:

"I don't care about this kind of thing, because if it is Mr. R, even if I ask you to die, I will accept this kind of thing without complaint."

"No matter what Mr. R wants to ask me to do, I will never refuse. If it is Mr., it doesn't matter if I take my life and use it casually. If it can help me in this way, it is naturally the best. "

It's just life.

What really scares Akutagawa is the things that "even if you risk your life, you can't do it".

- mad believers.

There is no better word to describe Akutagawa Ryunosuke than this word.

This directly shocked Sawada Tsunayoshi.

"Mr. Akutagawa! Don't say such a terrible thing!" Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes widened.

He couldn't understand the other party's brain circuit, and looked at the other party in horror: "Reborn would not want you to do this, no, he would not give you such an order! He dotes on you the most, and he has double standards. , don’t think about such terrible things, it’s absolutely impossible! So, please take good care of yourself, Akutagawa-sensei! You are also our companion!”

"Please don't talk about this kind of thing, Akutagawa-sensei, you will definitely get an equal response."

Sawada Tsunayoshi summoned up his courage: "Everyone must continue to live together. This is the ending we have to work hard for! What Mr. Akutagawa said, I... absolutely will not allow it to happen! If there is, it will be up to me Come stop it!"

A boy who admires a happy ending like a fairy tale, with words that only those who come out of the light can say.

It was obviously a waste material, but at this moment, it burst out with a radiance and momentum that was enough to make Ryunosuke Akutagawa look at him differently.

"Everyone of us must be safe and sound... By the way, Akutagawa-sensei missed this year's summer festival, so next year, next year, let's all participate together!" Sawada Tsunayoshi stretched out his hand and grabbed the young man's wrist, who was stunned , His dark eyes widened.

"Akutagawa-sensei, Reborn, Gokudera, Yamamoto, Kyoko... let's all go to the Fireworks Festival!"

Obviously, it was Sawada Tsunayoshi who was looking for a sense of security at first, but now it's the other way around.

——Every year, I go to watch the fireworks with all my cherished members.

Such a simple to a little naive agreement is a powerful reason for Sawada Tsunayoshi to keep changing.

Innocent and gentle.

But it is also because of this that Sawada Tsunayoshi will stand up in the face of countless setbacks.

Even if his bones were broken, his self-esteem was crushed, and his whole body was covered with scars.

He will finally stand up, and for that day's innocent and gentle wish, muster up the courage to face everything with that bright flame.

In the future, the strongest leader of Vongola's history and the legendary godfather who created a new era for Vongola - Tsunayoshi Sawada's initial wish was just that.