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Lin Yu was stunned.

He is actually a very clumsy person. He is usually the quietest one in the crowd. He never takes the initiative to find words. Most of the time, he only has an instinctive reaction to the world. Only Cheng Xi makes him willing to the crowd.

But he never thought that Cheng Xi would not want him one day.

He stared blankly at Cheng Xi, and Cheng Xi turned his eyes away.

"You, go to sleep." Lin Yu suddenly started looking for something to do in a daze, "I'll make your bed, I put the pillow away..."

Cheng Xi grabbed his arm.

A young man with a handsome face, dazzling like a light, getting closer day by day, and finally can see a smile on his face, stay very close to him, eat, sleep with him, go to the supermarket to buy things, chat a little Things related to each other...

But now, what he said was: "Lin Yu, don't be busy, let's break up."

Lin Yu pulled his hand back.

He looked at Cheng Xi, there was no condemnation or anger in his eyes, he just looked at it simply, but Cheng Xi suddenly felt so sad that tears were about to fall.He has lived for 19 years, except when he was a child, only at this moment has he felt this way.

He resisted the urge to reach out and touch Lin Yu's head.

He said, "I'm sorry."

Lin Yu's eyes dimmed instantly.

Even if he doesn't understand the meaning of all the words in the world, he won't fail to understand this sentence.

The only little girl who was excluded by her classmates when she was young and was willing to play with her, walked home with her for the last time, and said this sentence.On the day my grandma passed away, Mother Lin came to school to pick up her unknowing self, and she said the same thing.In the past 20 years, every time I heard this sentence, I was severely slapped.

But Cheng Xi's knife was the most painful.

It was supposed to be where the heart should be, as if being cut layer by layer by a sharp knife, Lin Yu grabbed his left chest with his hands, but he couldn't stand up, and fell to his knees on the ground, the whole world seemed to darken in an instant. He opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a single syllable. Like a dying fish, thousands of arrows pierced his heart.

Cheng Xi stretched out her arms to embrace him, and knelt down on the ground with him.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He never apologized, closed his eyes, put his arms around Lin Yu, and said in a deep voice, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry..."

Lin Yu curled up helplessly in his arms.

"You lied." He was trembling all over, but curled up unwilling to look at Cheng Xi: "We obviously kissed..."

In his world, falling in love is probably the most difficult thing, but no matter how difficult it is, Bai Xiaoxu warns him a thousand times, he still believes in Cheng Xi, he thinks Cheng Xi is a good person, he once watched Cheng Xi so wholeheartedly and trustingly. Cheng Xi, and Cheng Xi lied to him.

Cheng Xi closed his eyes and clenched his fists.

"Let's not break up, shall we?" Lin Yu curled up in his arms, his voice was as low as a dying animal: "I like you very much, I have liked you for a long time, I will make ice cream for you to eat, I love you It hurts, Cheng Xi... I think I'm going to have a heart attack, let's not break up, okay..."

Cheng Xi didn't speak, but hugged him even tighter. If that person was here, he would find that the expression on Cheng Xi's face was exactly the same as that boy kneeling in the snow 19 years ago.

Bai Xiaoxu was wearing a jersey, holding a pile of books and a baseball bat in his arms, with an envelope in his mouth, and tried to open the door with a key, but knocked his knee, and the door opened.

He looked at the keys thrown on the ground by the door in surprise, picked up the bat, and entered the bedroom vigilantly.

No one was there, the windows were open, the curtains were flying, and the table was still the mess it had been when he left.

He heard the sound from the bathroom, held the bat, and pushed open the door of the bathroom.

There was no one else in the door.

Snack bags, potato chips, tissue boxes, and fruits were scattered all over the floor. Lin Yu was sitting in the chaos of the place, leaning against the wall, his glasses fell out of nowhere, his face was covered with tears, and his eyes were swollen Be like a peach.

"I've... already eaten a lot..." He cried and asked Bai Xiaoxu, "Why am I still feeling so uncomfortable..."

When Mother Lin received a call from Bai Xiaoxu, she was repairing an ancient painting.

"Aunt Lin, come to school quickly!" Bai Xiaoxu was anxious and angry, his voice trembling: "Lin Yu has been crying, and he doesn't listen to what I say, just keeps crying, he seems to be broken in love! If he keeps crying, he will go blind, I'll ask the doctor first, anyway, come quickly..."

Mother Lin took off her gloves, took her wallet and rushed to school without even changing her slippers. Luckily, Father Lin was in class and not at home.

The Lin family is close to the school, just one subway ride away. It was still early in the morning when Lin's mother arrived at the school. She had been to the school and knew where Lin Yu's dormitory was.

She knows that Lin Yu has someone he likes, and she also knows that her son, who is a mess in life, is serious when he likes someone. She knows her son's character, and she will never pester or bully others, no matter in what aspect , would not do anything to be sorry for others, she has educated him for 20 years, and knows what kind of person he is.Knowing that he will not like too bad people.

She couldn't imagine who would hurt someone like Lin Yu.

When Lin's mother arrived at Lin Yu's dormitory, Lin Yu was lying on the bed, probably Bai Xiaoxu helped him take off his shoes, and threw them all over the floor.

Mother Lin suddenly felt sad.

Her son, she knew very well that even if she was bullied by her classmates, she would do the torn homework again. It was not an easy task to make him like this.

"Xiao Yu," she walked to Lin Yu's bed, squatted down, and stroked his head: "What's wrong? Xiao Yu?"

Lin Yu curled up into a ball under the quilt.

"Is it because of feelings?" She touched the wet pillow, and her tears were about to fall: "Is someone bullying you? Xiaoyu? Is it someone you like? What happened..."

She squatted on the ground, Lin Yu curled up in the quilt, this morning seemed to be soaked in coptis water, desperate and sad, she is Shen Baihong, she can give a general lesson in 5000 years, but she can't teach her son , How to avoid things that would make him sad.Joy, anger, sorrow, joy, lovesickness, all kinds of tastes, he has to taste a little bit by himself, no one can teach him, no one can help him.

She knew when he was a child that with his personality, he would suffer a lot and suffer a lot. He might live in peace when he met good people, but he couldn't even fight back when he met bad people.He was born with such a personality, she couldn't and couldn't teach him.She brought him into this world, but she couldn't accompany him for the rest of her life.She and his father sent him to school to study physics, hoping that he would pass the exam all the way, surrounded by academic people, and live a better life.She hoped that he could meet a kinder girl who could take care of him and not lie to him to hurt him, that was enough.

But no.

There are hundreds of kinds of people in this world, the one Lin Yu met was the one that would hurt him.

Shen Baihong stayed in Lin Yu's dormitory until the afternoon, and called someone to deliver food, but Lin Yu didn't eat either. He kept curling up in the quilt, as if he wanted to isolate himself from the world. She could only hold his hand hard.

He has been crying.

Papa Lin taught him that a man should not be seen crying, so he has been hiding under the quilt.But Father Lin didn't teach him what to do when a man feels uncomfortable.

"It's okay," she tried her best to comfort him. She read so many poems, ancient proses, novels and legends, gifted scholars and beautiful women, and parting sorrows, but none of them was enough to comfort him. She could only tell him over and over again: "It will all pass, no It will always be so uncomfortable...it will definitely pass..."

It will pass, time is the best panacea, everything will be forgotten, you will meet better people, you still have your studies, your physics, you will continue to move forward, discover new things, than love Better stuff, and you'll gradually forget about that person.

It wasn't until it was almost dark that Lin Yu gradually recovered.

His voice is hoarse.

He said, "I'm sorry..."

Shen Baihong's tears fell down.

"I'm not sorry, don't be sorry," she stroked Lin Yu's head: "It's because my mother didn't teach me well, this society is too complicated, I don't know how to tell you..."

I have never been able to tell you that not all kindness is reciprocated, not all questions have only one answer, the person you love will not return your love, may hurt you, may betray you.It's not a good world at all, but I don't know how to tell you.

"I thought love was a very good thing..." Lin Yu's voice was hoarse: "But I didn't know that love would hurt people so much."

There is a game coffee shop called "Hundred Ghosts at Night" in S City. In the eyes of ignorant passers-by, the people who come out of this shop during ChinaJoy are the real "Hundred Ghosts" night walk".

Bai Xiaoxu carried a bat and went straight to the second floor, bypassed the screen embroidered with ancient ladies, went straight to the door of the owner's rest room which was closed, and kicked the door open.

A carefree young man was sitting inside the door. He was born with a pair of peach blossom eyes, with hooked eyes, extremely beautiful double eyelids, and the tails of his eyes were slightly raised. When he smiled, the corners of his mouth were hooked. He glanced at Bai Xiaoxu and continued to tease his cat.

Bai Xiaoxu threw his schoolbag on his desk and made a "bang" sound, which made the cat jump away in fright.

The young man flipped through his schoolbag, and a pile of banknotes fell out of the schoolbag, as well as a passbook and a watch.

"This is all my valuables!"

"So?" The young man leaned back on the chair leisurely, looking at Bai Xiaoxu who was flushed with anger.

"I'll give you all the money! Go beat someone up for me!"