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It would take many years for Lin Yu to know that a kiss does not necessarily mean liking, but sometimes it means farewell.

At that time, he also understood that love is not just warmth, it is watching him, it is full of joy when seeing him, it is feeling that the sun is bright and the world is extremely beautiful as long as he thinks of him.Love can also be caring, regret, a thread pulled in the heart, and when the name is mentioned, it is pulled with heart-piercing pain.Love may also be an untouchable wound, an unattainable goal, a long night with no end in sight no matter how hard you try.

But that was a long time later.

The current Lin Yu is still a small science student who doesn't know the ways of the world. He thinks that as long as he works hard, there will be rewards. As long as the person named Cheng Xi in front of him is still here, he will feel happy and happy.

So his first reaction was to retreat hastily and hit the railing directly.

Cheng Xi opened his eyes and looked at him with a smile.

"I...you are wrong to do this." Lin Yu said firmly.

Cheng Xi raised his eyebrows.

"Oh? What's wrong?"

"Kissing is an intimate act that can only be done between lovers, and it can only be done if you like each other." Lin Yu looked at him condemningly.

"You don't like me?" Cheng Xi stared at Lin Yu.

Lin Yu turned his eyes away.

"No, no."

Cheng Xi raised the corner of her mouth in satisfaction, ready to continue asking, but Lin Yu turned her head.

"It's you who don't like me." He looked into Cheng Xi's eyes, even through thick lenses, his gaze was still clear and clean: "You said, you don't fall in love with the person you like, you and I'm in a relationship, so you don't like me."

Cheng Xi looked at him in shock.

"My mother told me that love is a very important thing, and you should not treat it casually. People who treat feelings casually are not free and easy, but stupid. Bai Xiaoxu told me that it is because you have too many choices, so you are not interested in falling in love. It's not so cautious. So I can understand," Lin Yu told him solemnly: "But I can't kiss you, this is my principle."

Cheng Xi's expression suddenly became very unpredictable.

"So these days, you get along with me with such a mood?" There was no emotion in his voice: "Do you think I just fell in love with you casually?"

"Strictly speaking, we are not in a true romantic relationship," Lin Yu was thinking a bit distressed: "From a sociological point of view, there are three parts to the confirmation of a romantic relationship..."

The following words were covered by Cheng Xi.

Cheng Xi covered Lin Yu's mouth with one hand, and put the other hand on her forehead helplessly.

"Sometimes, I really want to beat you up." Young Master Cheng sighed helplessly for the first time in his life: "I really want to know what is in your head."

"Hmm..." Lin Yu uttered two vague syllables.

"What?" Cheng Xi raised his eyebrows.Probably because he was afraid of covering Lin Yu badly, he let go of his hand.

"Brain..." Lin Yu, who finally got the right to speak, hastily explained to Cheng Xi: "My head is filled with brain tissue, that is, the brain, the cerebellum..."

Cheng Xi covered his mouth again.

Nan Zhongyuan shuttled through the party with a happy face, adding new drinks and refreshments for everyone from time to time, when passing by Lin Yu, he saw Lin Yu sitting on the sofa with a silent face.

"What's wrong?" Nanda's shopkeeper, as the owner, cared about the guests: "Xiaoyu is not happy?"

Lin Yu shook his head, making an "X" gesture to himself.

Nan Zhongyuan suddenly became interested, and leaned over: "What do you mean? Who won't let you talk?"

Lin Yu nodded silently.

Nan Zhongyuan looked around and found that no one was looking at him.

"It's okay, no one pays attention to you, please tell me what's going on in a low voice..."

Lin Yu sighed inwardly.

"Cheng Xi told me not to talk, and I will clean up after I get home." He whispered into Nan Zhongyuan's ear and told him: "In fact, he drank at least 200cc of red wine just now, I think he must be alcoholic... ..."

Nan Zhongyuan took a sympathetic look at Cheng Xi not far away.

He instinctively wanted to remind Lin Yu that chemical reagents were counted by cc, and red wine was counted by cup.And Cheng Xi's sanity cannot be affected by 200cc red wine.The most important thing is that in normal human terms, Lin Yu's conjecture should be called drunkenness, not alcoholism.

Still he didn't say anything.

He just patted Lin Yu's shoulder with a smile: "Well, he may really be poisoned by alcohol, and you don't care what he says later, people who are alcoholic are irrational, wait until he is sober Enough."

Whether he is sober or not, he doesn't know, if Lin Yu really followed his instructions and passively resisted Cheng Xi, Cheng Xi might not be as simple as picking him up.

Fortunately, although Lin Yu has no intentions, he has the function of "unconscious counterattack".

"Yes, alcohol can make people lose their minds." Lin Yu said to him seriously: "Actually, I suggest you wait until you wake up tomorrow before thinking about you and Qin Lu."

Nan Zhongyuan's smile froze: "What?"

"Before you ran out to meet Qin Lu, I saw that you drank alcohol. Alcohol can make people excited, and you can do many things that you would not normally dare to do." Lin Yu reasoned with him seriously: "But even so, yes I think you should still be responsible to Qin Lu."

Although Cheng Xi threatened to clean up Lin Yu, by the time the party was over, Lin Yu, who had good work and rest habits, was already sleepy. It's not lonely and empty, I'm going to close the shop to see your little lover" under the premise.

Yunding Snacks was not far from the school, and Cheng Xi didn't drive, and took Lin Yu back. He helped Lin Yu carry his backpack like a toy.

After two steps, Lin Yu disappeared.

Cheng Xi looked back, on the moonlit road, Lin Yu was moving towards her step by step, but it was too slow and sleepy, her eyes could not be opened, and her head was still moving.

Cheng Xi was angry and funny, put the backpack on her shoulders, walked over, rubbed Lin Yu's hair, and knelt down in front of him.

"Come up quickly."

Lin Yu slowly climbed onto his back.

The boy who often plays basketball has a broad and strong back and wears just an ordinary white T-shirt. Even in the cold midnight, his body still smells like sunshine.Lin Yu lay on his back in a daze, feeling like he was lying on a wide field, the sun was shining warmly, there was nothing more reassuring than lying on the ground.

Although Lin Yu was not short, he was very thin, and he was a white chicken who never exercised. Even his bones were light. Cheng Xi walked with him on his back without any effort.

Lin Yu's chin rested on Cheng Xi's shoulder, his breath was very shallow and light, and the warm breath fell on the side of Cheng Xi's neck, Cheng Xi felt a little itchy, turned his head to look, the moonlight was shining, and he was resting on his pillow The young man who fell asleep on his shoulders had a handsome silhouette, and was as gentle as a child when he fell asleep.

Cheng Xi raised the corner of his mouth, and softly scolded "idiot." I don't know if he was scolding the idiot behind his back, or scolding himself for being angry at what this idiot said.

Different from the bad guy that Bai Xiaoxu thinks, although he has been in love many times, it is still the first time he touches on the word sympathy.

Even he himself doesn't know when he fell in love with this guy who is always offline. Maybe it was seeing him standing alone under the street sign when the offline party was over. When it suddenly softened, maybe earlier, as early as that night, he ran to Slender West Lake because of a roll of Suzhou embroidery, the moonlight was like water, Xiao Huanhua stood in the water and looked down at the fish in the water, and saw him coming, He straightened up quickly, and said in a nearby channel: Hello.

The human heart is actually a mysterious thing, it is hard to explain, but he is actually a very decisive person. It is indeed his rule not to fall in love with the person he likes, but he has never met anyone he likes.So he just doesn't fall in love with people who like him.

He doesn't like being in debt, and doesn't like girls' tears, so he never gives people hope, except for Lin Yu.

He likes Lin Yu's eyes, which he trusts with all his heart, no matter what he says.He likes Lin Yu, who is sincere and direct, but sometimes has unexpected warmth. He likes what Lin Yu believes in, and his expression when he is trying to calculate the data. Lin Yu is one of the very few people in this world. Although he is clumsy, But in his own way, he is working hard to treat the world kindly.

So Cheng Xi didn't alienate him, not only didn't alienate him, but approached him actively, again and again, overtly and secretly, intentionally or unintentionally, many times he didn't really plan anything, but instinctively wanted to keep this person by his side.Cheng Xi didn't want to do anything to Lin Yu, she just wanted to pour him a drink, pat his head, and watch him sit in his room playing games seriously, that was enough.

He doesn't think about what's behind it.

It's just that everything in this world has to be faced one day.

It was rare for him to escape in his life, but this time, he used some vague excuses to trap this person named Lin Yu by his side, stealing two months of time together.

He never felt that he was a lucky person, and he could not get what he wanted in the end. He knew this, and he would not deceive himself by telling himself that Lin Yu would be an accident.

He knows that if he wants something, he has to grab it himself. The world has never been generous to him, and this time will be no exception.

The way back to the dormitory was very short. He carried Lin Yu on his back and climbed up the stairs of the dormitory. When he opened the door, Lin Yu snorted twice in a daze, as if he was about to wake up, but in the end he just yelled indistinctly: "Cheng Xi..."

"I'm here."

But he knows better than anyone that he won't be there forever.

Settling Lin Yu down, took off his shoes, covered him with a quilt, and took off his glasses for him.

He wasn't too surprised. He once had a glimpse during his afternoon nap. The room was full of sunshine, and the boy who had just woken up had the clearest and cleanest eyes he had ever seen.

He knows a lot of things, just like the GRE vocabulary that Lin Yu has been hiding and memorizing, like Lin Yu has never described carefully but can still imagine the Lin family parents from a few words, just like Lin Yu never talked about his professional level, He also knew that with Lin Yu's calculation ability, he was definitely one of the top students in S University.

When I turn on the computer, the mailbox reminds me that there is a new email.

It was from Yan Sifan, who had asked him to check something.

The mail is not big, just a few lines of words. In fact, as Lin Yu said, those who once illuminated an era are only a few lines of words in history.That's already pretty amazing.

Cheng Xi finished reading it quickly, dragged it into the trash can and deleted it,

Not too much of a surprise.

Lin Yu's father is Lin Zizheng, an academician. In 98, the Ministry of Chemical Industry was reorganized. He was under the name of one of the chemical companies. He is still a visiting professor at Q University, but he is too academic and not well-known.His mother's name, Cheng Xi, has been heard before. Shen Baihong, who looks unexpectedly young among the old men in the collection industry, is a very famous collector. He is not an academic, but a self-taught folk master. Experts pale in comparison.Her collection is quite vast, and there is a private museum under her name, which is built in S City.Cheng Xi once watched a program she made on TV with Nan Zhongyuan. She passed on a sentence in the real world and thousands of volumes of books in a false way. Know everything, don't need fancy technical terms and poems, and the old woman can understand it.Even Nan Zhongyuan said with emotion that only like her, who has reached such a level of knowledge in the industry she is engaged in, can she be worthy of the word "expert".

Lin Yu, who grew up in such a family, will probably become an outstanding person in his professional field in the future.

In fact, he is already a very good person now.