Online Games: Light and Dust

When Cheng Xi walked to the door, his hands were still shaking.

He was actually not that excited. He might have been excited ten years ago, and he would not be able to sleep at night the day before they met, imagining what they would say to him.But now it's just a biological instinct, after all, that person is his father.

The bedroom door was ajar, Lin Yu probably didn't care whether Cheng Xi's tone was severe or not, anyway he wished that he would come back soon.

Cheng Xi held back his anger. Normally, he would kick open the door, throw the keys, turn over the refrigerator and open the beer in one go, but considering that Lin Yu is here today, kicking the door would definitely scare him, so forget it.

Lin Yu was reading GRE vocabulary. Since Cheng Xi had "confessed" to him before the "Super Scholar" plan was implemented, he decided to treat this plan as a surprise. As for whether it was a surprise or a shock, it was out of his EQ thinking. guilty.Hearing Cheng Xi enter the door, he quickly switched the interface.Continue to watch the PK video of the Hades team in the first area of ​​the forum.

Cheng Xi's face was not very good-looking, but he was not someone who would vent his anger. He greeted Lin Yu, and took the key to Yi Yunyou's dormitory to smoke.He was sitting on the balcony smoking and looking down, the car had gone.

In the afternoon, Lin Yu went to class, and Cheng Xi abused people in the PK field.

Less than 10 minutes after Lin Yu went out, there was another knock on the door.

Cheng Xi opened the door impatiently, deciding that if it was Nan Zhongyuan who came to harass him, he would beat him up, but when he opened the door, he saw Lin Yu standing outside.

"I thought about it," the little science student explained to him, "If you are in a bad mood, I should be by your side to comfort you."

Cheng Xi held the door with one hand, and laughed for the first time since getting out of that car.

Lin Yu felt that this meant that he had done the right thing, and followed Cheng Xi into the door, thankful in a low voice: "Fortunately, I ran out before Professor Li entered the classroom."

Cheng Xi cut out the game interface, sat on the chair and looked at Lin Yu leisurely.

Lin Yu sat upright on the bed, looking around to avoid embarrassment.

Ten seconds passed.

"Why don't you start yet?" Cheng Xi said with a straight face, "How about comforting me?"

Lin Yu was originally enlightened temporarily and had no preparation at all. When he asked him, he panicked: "Let me think about it..."

Cheng Xi could see through what he was thinking at a glance: "Don't recite famous sayings."

Lin Yu was suddenly at a loss for words. He wanted to touch the PAD to check it out, but he didn't dare. He put his hands under his thighs, struggled for a while, and said tentatively, "Why don't you eat something?"

Cheng Xi raised his eyebrows.

"Bai Xiaoxu said that after eating enough, he will feel that the world is beautiful." Lin Yu explained.

"That's because he is a pig." Cheng Xi attacked Bai Xiaoxu personally again, but fortunately, Bai Xiaoxu also told Lin Yu that Cheng Xi was a bad person, so it happened to be even.

"Yes," although Lin Yu didn't understand the logical relationship between the sign of a pig and the feeling that the world is beautiful when he is full, he still unconditionally supported Cheng Xi's point of view, and made a serious calculation: "You are a dragon."

Cheng Xi still didn't smile, she still had a straight face.

"If you can't eat, let's go to a comedy movie..." Lin Yu tried hard to figure out Cheng Xi's expression: "Or play games?"

"Those are all relying on external forces." Young Master Cheng was domineering, and by the way he poked Lin Yu's chest: "Now you are in love with me, you should rely on your own strength to comfort me, don't think about relying on others s things……"

The tips of Lin Yu's ears became red silently because of the phrase "falling in love", and he continued to think hard: "Shall I tell you a joke?"

"I don't understand." Cheng Xi leaned back in the chair.

"Then I'll show you a show?" Lin Yu racked his brains: "Dance?"

"Oh?" Cheng Xi looked at him with great interest: "You can still dance?"

"No." Lin Yu replied honestly.

Cheng Xi continued to lean on the back of the chair, looking not very interested.

Lin Yu was a little anxious, stood up and approached Cheng Xi to observe, probably trying to find a way out of medicine, Cheng Xi didn't speak, and let him observe herself.

Finally, Lin Yu gritted his teeth: "Then I'll go to the chemistry lab and steal some laughing gas for you!"

[Laughing gas: a colorless, sweet-smelling gas, an oxidizing agent with a chemical formula of NO, which has a slight anesthetic effect and can make people laugh]

Because the "laughing gas plan" was rejected by Cheng Xi on the spot because it was too unimaginable, Lin Yu really couldn't think of any other way.

Cheng Xi still leaned on the chair with a displeased face, Lin Yu hesitated for a moment, then dragged a chair, sat beside him, and then leaned on him.

"Huh?" Cheng Xi looked at him questioningly.

"Studies show that being close together creates a sense of security and helps restore confidence in a frustrated peer."

Cheng Xi saw Lin Yu's evasive words sharply.

"What research? What is the subject?"

Lin Yu bowed his head guiltyly: "Chimpanzee."

Hearing that Cheng Xi hadn't spoken for a long time, Lin Yu was hesitating whether to explain that chimpanzees are also primates, and they are very similar to humans, so Cheng Xi spoke first.

"Actually, I can teach you a very simple method." Chief Cheng narrowed his eyes long and narrow. His eyebrows and eyes are the best, but they are too clear. When he squints his eyes, he is the girl's favorite dark-bellied male protagonist.

"What method?" Lin Yu looked at him trustingly.

"It's enough for you to look at me and say 'Cheng Xi, I like you very much'." Cheng Xi lied to Lin Yu: "Encouragement is the easiest way to restore confidence."

Lin Yu sensed something was wrong: "Really?"

Cheng Xi didn't give him a chance to waver: "Didn't you say you want to comfort me?"

"But……"

"No, but," Cheng Xi gave a candy with a stick, "If you comfort me, maybe I'll tell you why I'm in a bad mood."

If sound effects were added, Cheng Xi's words should be "biu", directly hitting Lin Yu's thoughts.

Therefore, even with Lin Yu's slowness, he realized that this method was unreliable.But due to Cheng Xi's policy of stick and carrot, he still agreed.Cheng Xi naturally wouldn't give him a chance to figure it out, and urged him to hurry up.

"Cheng Xi," Lin Yu's voice trembled, he pursed his lips, "I'm very happy..."

Cheng Xi looked at him sternly.

"I like you very much."

Young Master Cheng laughed contentedly, and patted Lin Yu's head.

"good."

Probably, the happiest thing in this world is not the way Xiaoyu tried to "comfort" herself, and teased Xiaoyu to play.

"Lin Yu."

"Ok?"

"Is there anything that you think you want to do for the rest of your life?"

"Study physics."

"Then if someone tells you that you can do anything in your life, but you can't do physics?"

"Then I'll be very unhappy."

"How unhappy are you?"

"When I think about it, I will be unhappy, and when I don't think about it, I will be unhappy subconsciously."

"Ah."

"Then when will you tell me why you are unhappy today?"

"Wait until the day you can understand."

Actually, I already said it.

What many people don't know is that Cheng Xi is actually a very open-minded person.

He had no parents when he was a child, and he grew up heartlessly, and he made full use of his advantage of not having any parents to call out to his teachers. He played well in elementary school and even middle school, beating up other children to scream.In addition, he did not vent his anger on Shen's mother who "takes good care" of him instead of his parents, and has a very close relationship with Shen Ze.

For him at that time, his parents were just a gap. He was a man, and he had to go alone in life after all. If his things were exciting enough, he would not have many opportunities to think about them.

Birds of a feather flock together and people are divided into groups. After middle school, a bunch of strange people gathered around him. Not to mention Yi Yunyou, Nan Zhongyuan is a wonderful person who enjoys life, Lu Chen is a serious and upright gentleman, and as for Yan Sifan, from the time they knew him At that time, he was as lazy as he is now.

Yi Yunyou can do business, Nan Zhongyuan can cook, Lu Chen can do any project he is determined to do well, Yan Sifan is not interested in anything, but he can see through it better than anyone else. As for Cheng Xi, he likes play big.

Just like what he and Lin Yu said, in [-] he successfully joined the stock short sale of MATA Industry, carried ups and downs in the tide of the stock market, and snatched the first prize in his life from the teeth of those market giants. A pot of gold, the market value of the stock he was holding was eight figures at that time. At that time, not only the group of bad friends cast their hearts on him, but even Hong Kong dispatched headhunting companies to scout out this mysterious buyer.

It was one of the happiest days for him in the past 19 years. The Hong Kong stock market closed at [-] pm, and a group of people held a celebration banquet on the top floor of Nan Zhongyuan’s villa. It was summer, the sky was full of stars, and the night wind blew the trees on Taiping Mountain. The shadow rolled, and he held champagne overlooking the night view of the entire city.A few fifteen or sixteen-year-old boys, ignorant of the heights of heaven and earth, yelled loudly at the brightly lit Hong Kong. Even Yan Sifan cursed loudly in English, while Cheng Xi yelled, "I want to conquer this city! There is this world of idiots!"

Young and frivolous, youthful, he thought that he could keep going forward, and the world couldn't stop him.He'll conquer this city, and many more, and one day he'll stand at the top and tell the man who wouldn't even sit across from him and talk to him for a few minutes: What I have left behind for more than ten years is nothing but a ruin in my eyes!And I will never abandon my children and my loved ones for these things in the future!The world can't stop me!

After a night of madness, when I woke up the next day, apart from the hangover headache and a few friends who were groaning on the sofa, there was still Lao Lin standing in front of me, saying that Mrs. Qin had sent him to pick me up.

Unlike that person, "Madam Qin" met with Cheng Xi two or three times a year, sometimes preparing clothes for Cheng Xi, and sometimes asking about Cheng Xi's recent situation.Speaking of which, Cheng Xi had a very stubborn personality when she was a child. When Cheng Xi first met her, she was only three or four years old, and she was accompanied by Shen Ze's mother.Shen's mother taught him that when he saw her, he must call Mrs. Qin.But when Cheng Xi, who was over three years old, saw her, she rushed over and grabbed her skirt and called "Mom".I don't know why, for so many years, Cheng Xi has always remembered the cold touch of the silk cheongsam when pinched, and her expression that did not respond to her at that time.

Later, Cheng Xi also gradually learned to call her Mrs. Qin.

The meeting place this time is a high-end club, which seems to be more secretive and low-key than before. The appearance of the Chinese-style building, there are vats of lotus flowers in the yard, carved windows and doors. After passing through the dark corridor and a room In a room, the door was finally pushed open, and sitting in it was a middle-aged man carved out of the same mold as himself.

It is impossible to say that I am not nervous. I have been looking for his information since I was a child, the brief appearance in the news, the scraps and claws in the newspaper, and those adjectives that occasionally came out of Shen Ze's mother. Other people's fathers will also think about what their own father looks like, but he has been absent until Cheng Xi grows up to be what he is today.

His first sentence was "I know what you did in Hong Kong."

The 16-year-old Cheng Xi was so nervous that she couldn't speak. It was only last night that she made up her mind to prove it to him, to tell him that she could be just as outstanding without him.But after actually seeing this person, these thoughts turned into magma boiling in his heart, which was already burning to the point that his heart began to ache, but he still couldn't say a word.

but.

Although Cheng Xi was excited, he didn't believe that his little trouble would cause him to come here from Beijing. Eight digits are a lot to say, but in his eyes, it was just a mantissa.

Sure enough, his next sentence was: "I hope that you will never do similar things again in your life."

Yes, this life.

"If you do such a stupid thing again, before your brothers attack you, I will strike first. At least I will save your life and let you go back to see your mother."

"This time, it was your mother who begged me to come here. If you try to kill yourself in the future, I won't come again."

These are the only four sentences that Cheng Xi's father said to him when he saw him for the first time.

After he finished speaking, he asked the guards to send Cheng Xi out, and closed the carved door. During the whole process, Cheng Xi didn't even have time to look at him again.

He only said four sentences without reason or explanation, because he believed that Cheng Xi could understand.

In fact, Cheng Xi did understand.

His children, Mrs. Qin's children, are the real heirs of their respective families. Neither the elders of the family nor their children will allow an illegitimate child to appear out of thin air. The reputation of the heads of the last two families must be eliminated as soon as possible.

In fact, the elders of the two families who went through the rebellion back then acquiesced to the existence of Cheng Xi. They knew it, but they never mentioned that Cheng Xi was a name engraved in everyone's hearts. The lonely ghost mentioned.

If Cheng Xi wanted to stand out, he would seek death.

The Cheng family was in politics, and that person married into a huge family in the political world. The Lin family was in business, and the Qin family was also an unshakable behemoth in the business world.

Even if the elders of these two families are surpassed, if Cheng Xi takes the lead, when their children grow up and take over the power, what will they do with Cheng Xi?Should he call him brother magnanimously and affectionately, or should he completely erase this "stain" for his parents?

So that person said "this life".

Whether it is politics, business, industry, literature or art, 360 lines, domestic and foreign, from youth, to youth, to maturity, to old age, until the day of death, you must be a mediocre person.To live mediocrely is just to live.

It's not that Cheng Xi hasn't tried it. At the age of 16, he was full of sharpness. On the afternoon when he met that person, he recruited troops and registered the company with someone else's identity. After less than three days of operation, the company was seized, the partners were detained, and the legal counsel was broken. Xi didn't have time to allocate the repatriation fee to them, and everyone dispersed like a wild animal.

Four years later, Nan Zhongyuan opened his own restaurant, Yi Yunyou began to learn how to take over the family business, Shen Ze accumulated contacts in school and planned to enter politics in the future, and Yan Sifan also went abroad to study philosophy.

Only he is still here.

And he will be here all his life.

In the future life, you can see the head at a glance, flat, or mediocre, he can have a few relationships, or dozens of relationships, he can spend a lot of money, he can drive expensive sports cars, and enter the most exclusive clubs. To him, the life of an ordinary dandy who is drunk, dreaming, dreaming, dying, and not thinking about leaving is the greatest irony.

He is a wolf, he is destined to run on a moonlit night, and he is destined to tear the throat of his prey. Every cell in his body is clamoring to run and fight, whether it is bloody or difficult, he has sharp claws, he has Sharp fangs, as long as he is released, as long as he is allowed to kill, he will be happy.

Yet he was locked in a cage.

He is only 19 years old, he still has decades of life, and he should have a life with endless possibilities.He is no worse than any of his brothers and sisters, and the blood flowing in his bones is better than any of them.He is the leader in any group, even if he plays an online game, he becomes the leader.

But he can only play online games.

And this was probably the reason why he was unwilling to have a good talk with that person.