There is always a crossing that suits you

My name is Achilles, everyone calls me the first warrior of Greece.I am the symbol of victory. Countless fighters are proud to fight me. Countless people are willing to offer their loyalty to me, but I don't care about these people.

By gods, my only love and companion in this world is you, Patroclus.

I will always remember the first time I met you.My father had told me before that day that a friend of his was coming to join him because his friend's son had killed Corissonimos.I'm curious, although Cory Sonimos is young, his father has long wanted to come from an extraordinary person, but what kind of person can kill him?He should be strong, right?Or look vicious?My father said that the kid was two years older than me and wanted me to be friends with him.From then on, I looked forward to it until I saw you for the first time.You have bright brown eyes, gentle and kind like Gaia.You are so beautiful, even more beautiful than your mother.

I was a little angry at the time, how could the person who killed Cory Sonimos be such a slender person?

I can't tell whether it's disappointment or something else, but I laughed at you for being a girl.

Then?

Of course we fought hard.Speaking of which, you are a little skinny, but you are really good at fighting.For the sake of your skill, I decided to be friends with you.

Later, my father sent us to study with the teacher.I want to be a great fighter and mainly learn martial arts.And you seem to learn everything. The teacher said that your qualifications are the best he has ever seen in his life, and you will definitely be able to inherit the title of wise man in the future.For the sake of your intelligence, I reluctantly accept you. (ˇ^ˇ)

We studied, we hunted, we ate, we said goodnight and we slept together, and we grew up together.I don't know when I fell in love with you, maybe it was the bright smile on your face when you successfully solved the puzzle that day, maybe it was the thoughtful look in your eyes when you made four-color conjectures, maybe it was when you caught the prey. Smiling triumphantly and narrowing my eyes, maybe it's the sneaky look at you dancing your sword under the moonlight like a god, maybe it's the trembling from the wound when you drank my blood for the first time...

I fell in love with you so much, I integrated you into my life unconsciously.

Pat, my father and teacher said that we are destined to be each other's half body, so it is only natural that I fall in love with you and you belong to me!

Knowing that you will join the army when you come of age, I ask my mother for the necklace that will keep you safe.

You have received my love, and there is no greater happiness.

and after?

Later you joined the army and established a great reputation.In order not to be left behind by you, I will work harder than ever.As much as I hate Agamemnon, that guy is arrogant and ignorant, but I have to say that thanks to him for starting the war, I can fight with you.I like to challenge the strong, I like to be praised by others for my greatness, and I like the pleasure of harvesting life, but what I like most is being with you.Even if you don't do anything, just watching you quietly will be very happy.

You must not know that I secretly kiss you every night and watch you all night after making out.I can't bear to fall asleep like this, even if I look at you for a while.You always say that I deliberately bullied you so hard, but you don't know how cute you are when you sneeze and sob in a low voice, you can only blame someone for making you too attractive.You like to eat sweets. There are few sweets here in the Aegean Sea. Every time I go a long way to the market in the big city-state to exchange sugar with Persian merchants.You like to eat fruit and hate fish, so I go out to hunt every day and exchange with those merchants.

Look, Pat, I love you more than anyone else, shouldn't you always be mine too?

I love you so much, how can you cruelly leave me like this?

I never thought Troy would make me lose you.

When I saw the body with a cut throat sent back by the Trojans, my world lost its color for a moment.They all said it was you, I don't believe it.You were clearly sleeping in my arms last night, why did you stop breathing this morning?How could that person in dark gray be you?You never wore that kind of clothes, and you didn't have that weird weapon, so you just went out and never came back, right?But why haven't you come back yet?That guy really looks like you, so stay here for now.I want to be optimistic about him, and no one is allowed to approach him.Pat, if you don't come back, I will really take this guy for you!

Eudolas said to have a funeral for you, and I don't want it!You are not dead yet, why have a funeral?It's not okay to hold it for the guy who looks like you, what if you are so similar, what if the gods get confused?

But...it's been so long...where are you?

They all say the guy who looks like you was killed by Hector.His throat was cut, it must be very painful!A person like you who is so pain-sensitive, usually screams for pain when you use a little force when making love, and will cry into tears after a long time. He must be very pain-sensitive if he looks so similar to you.You are most afraid of the cold, even if there is no snow in winter, you have to wrap yourself into a ball, his throat was cut open, and the blood must be very cold...

Is he as afraid of the cold as you are?Since it was Hector who killed him, I will avenge him for the sake of his resemblance to you!

I drove a carriage to the gate of Troy alone, and Hector was also a warrior, so he went out of the city alone to fight.I asked him, "Do you know who I am?"

He said, "You are Achilles. Patroclus asked me to deliver his body to you."

"Where's Pat?" I was anxious.

He seemed to be taken aback for a moment before replying: "I have someone send his body back, and that sword, which is the one in your hand."

I was not happy, so I stabbed him through the heart with that sword, tied his legs to a wagon, and dragged his body around Troy and back to camp.

They all say that you are the one who died, and everyone who lies deserves to die?So, let them all die!

Pat... I'm going to believe you if you don't come back.

Mother said that a dead person who does not have a funeral within twelve days cannot rest in peace. Seeing that guy is so like you, I decided to hold a funeral for him.I washed his body, bandaged the sword wound on his throat, covered his eyes with copper coins, sacrificed twelve Trojan slaves and various livestock, and finally lit the fire with my own hands.Oh, and the princess of Troy, the beautiful one you bragged about.Although it's a bit annoying, she is indeed a beautiful slave girl. You won't be angry if I sacrificed her to that guy, right?It is enough for you to have me.

Speaking of which, that guy's body is really similar to yours, and the tooth marks on his back are exactly the same as mine...

If I can't find you, I'll destroy Troy.Those who hurt you deserve to die, will you come back after they are all dead?

I followed the other warriors and watched those stupid Trojans lead the wolf into the house, we started to move at night, hidden in the huge wooden horse, those fools welcomed us into the city as a gift from the sun god, but they didn't know that the place of death was their destination .I came all the way to the palace, and Hector said that the contest between him and that man was in the square in front of the palace, and I wanted to see it.Those Trojan soldiers are no match for me at all, no one can stop me, there is no comparison between a man and a lion.

I was soon in the palace antechamber - it was a large square - the ideal place for a duel.There are still some dark marks on the floor tiles of the square. Is that blood?I don't know what expression to make, that idiot Agamemnon is still yelling, he's so annoying, don't you see that I'm thinking?I finished off his guard with my sword swing and shut him up forever.

I can finally stay here quietly, touching the ashes of the person on my chest but suddenly feel like I don't want to do anything.Even if I saw the little Trojan prince aiming at me with his bow and arrow, he didn't want to move, even if the arrow pierced his heart, he didn't want to hide, even if the blood spurted out, he didn't want to heal.

"Achilles!"

Huh?This is the voice of Odysseus, here he comes.

But I do have something to ask him.

"Odysseus, help me...mix my ashes with his." I took Odysseus's hand with great effort, "bury us together." I want to be with him forever, no matter the body Or soul.

"……it is good."

I seem to feel Odysseus' tears, what's there to cry about?

My half is lost and I'm going to take him home now.

He is so stupid, he is afraid of pain, cold and picky eaters, what if I am not around?

How can we break our promise to be together forever?

I have never seen a stupider or stupider person than him in my life, so I will love him more and hold him firmly so that he can never leave me again.

Um!Who told me to love him?