wife and king

——"I want you to punish Emperor Yong, thank you all over the world!"

An Tianren!

Yan Cangling was shocked, and when he put the three short words on his lips and was about to say them, he swallowed them again, no, he couldn't say it, this name might be a kind of pain to Ji Linchuan, he must never mention it.

"Except for him." The fingers sank into the palm, and the pressure on the palm was mottled with blood. The anger melted from the blood, flowed along the blood vessels, and rushed straight to the top of the head. "Anyone else but him." Ji Linchuan lives in the capital, where the emperor lives In the palace, the two have nothing to do with each other, if someone hadn't been going through the needles, they would not have been involved.

Ji Linchuan closed his eyes, clenched the quilt with both hands, gritted his teeth in pain, and said word by word: "I don't know, when I woke up, I was already... already in the palace. When I was in a daze, I only heard Li Jie talking with others, and mentioned that he was going to send me away, but I didn't know who the person talking to Li Jie was, and I couldn't hear the voice clearly. I... …I'm sorry," he held his forehead with one hand, thinking of the past for a moment, "I... haven't prepared yet."

"It doesn't matter," Yan Cangling hugged Ji Linchuan to his chest, and gently let him follow his back, "Everything is over, I don't need you to think about it, leave the rest to me."

"Mu Qing," Ji Linchuan grabbed Yan Cangling's lapel, took a few breaths, and muttered slowly, "My father asked me to leave you."

"What!" Yan Cangling's face changed suddenly, he pulled Ji Linchuan away, hugged his arm and asked, "Where are you going when you leave me?!"

"Yeah, where can I go, the ends of the earth, where is my home." Ji Linchuan's eyes were empty for a moment, drifting around the room, the moonlight was pouring down, and the room was bright, but he couldn't melt into any sporadic light, "I can't go back to the capital, or I'll go crazy and die. But what about my father!" He suddenly grabbed Yan Cangling's arm, his voice suddenly raised, "He protects that person, how should I tell him the truth? , Tell the person he has been protecting, the evil things he has done! However, he is right, the world is falling apart, and only the person who protects him has a glimmer of hope. I have already made this family unable to become a family, I Don't put my father in trouble again because of your own selfishness."

He let go of the hand wrapped around Yan Cangling's arm, leaned back on the head of the bed with a bang, covered his eyelids with one hand, exhausted all his strength, and slowly squeezed out a few words: "You... know what? , Ji Fuxin was killed by me, my father was exiled because of me, everything was caused by me alone."

"What!" Yan Cangling's eyes widened, who would have thought that this was actually Ji Linchuan's deeply buried truth.

"I didn't tell you about Ji Fu's heart without telling you, and I didn't let you ask, because I couldn't let go of it, and couldn't let myself face up to the sins I carried." Ji Linchuan staggered his head further, looked far away, and turned Putting his hands in Yan Cangling's palms, he tried to use the body temperature to warm himself, but his hands were piercingly cold, how could the non-hot body temperature warm him up, "That is the pain I will never forget in my whole life, The past that cannot be forgotten, but I never thought that it would be brought up by you on that day."

"Jing Han, I..." Yan Cangling was at a loss for words, and squeezed his hand sadly, "Jing Han, I just want to avenge you, I want to find out who you are, and I don't want to know your name and surname. Misunderstand."

Ji Linchuan was stunned, and smiled: "I know, I was selfish, I only thought about myself, and never thought about your running around. Since I am determined to bid farewell to the past, I will tell the past in detail, maybe say Come out, and the guilt in my heart will feel better."

Yan Cangling's fingertips trembled uneasy, and worries poured out from between his fingers. He had a premonition that what Ji Linchuan said would break all his cognition.

"On that rainy day seven years ago, before I met you, I met a person from the Criminal Department on the street, and everything from now on started when that person accidentally saw me."

Yan Cangling's palms tightened suddenly, and his heart also picked up. He hugged Ji Linchuan into his arms, gasped heavily, straightened his tongue and said, "Then...then."

"Then?" Ji Linchuan sneered, "Oh, the emperor is lustful. In order to please the emperor, many court officials often look for outstanding men in the neighborhood. Whenever they see a sleepy man, they will try their best to get them into the palace to please the emperor. And that person from the Ministry of Punishment is also one of these flattering court officials."

"I was wearing a gauze hat that day, and I don't know how he saw my appearance. After we separated, he made a secret investigation and found someone to draw a portrait of me to find my whereabouts. My father found out about this by accident, and he He ordered me not to go out, and I had to wear a gauze hat even at home. Later, ah, ah," Ji Linchuan taunted one after another, pouring out every word of grief, "this portrait fell into the hands of the emperor, and the emperor took a fancy to it. Immediately sent someone to find my whereabouts, which made people in the capital panic. Father was afraid that someone would find me, so he spent a lot of money to bribe the neighbors to hide my whereabouts. Those who have seen me, or have not seen me Mine, anyone who can be bribed is bribed. But guess what, the emperor was in a hurry when he couldn't find anyone. He actually transferred the household registration from the Ministry of Households, and looked for men of the right age from the homes of rich businessmen and officials. Once he found me, I must be captured and sent to the palace."

"Hiss, household registration?!" Yan Cangling's heart lighted up, as if he understood something.

"Yes, household registration. Since you asked Ji Fuxin, you must have found out my household registration. Ji Linchuan is not on the household registration, right?"

Yan Cangling nodded.

Ji Linchuan's face was painful, and the words drawn from the corner of his mouth magnified the endless sadness: "When I talk about this, I have to mention my cousin Ji Fuxin. Fuxin lost his father since he was a child, and with his mother's name, I don't want to After five years with his mother, his mother became seriously ill and sent him to our home. Not long after, his mother passed away. Therefore, he grew up with me since he was a child. He is very obedient and sees Until then, I will always call out my cousin very well. You don’t know how much I like to hear his “cousin”. But, he left. When he was 15 years old, that is, seven years ago, he was there In the early spring of one year, the lake in the capital broke the ice, and the emperor prepared a boat race in the lake for a moment of pleasure. At that time, I took Fu Xin to watch the race. There were huge crowds of people at that time, but most of them stayed away respectfully. Waiting and watching by the lake, maybe the people standing behind couldn’t see the front, and some people started to make a fuss. Under the quarrel, the crowd was forced to rush towards the lake, and at that time, I was surrounded by people Pushing, I was about to fall into the lake, I subconsciously grabbed the person next to me, and the person next to me was Fu Xin. He was pulled by me, and then pushed by the person behind, just like that... It fell like this..." Ji Linchuan's body trembled endlessly, and the pain of the past memories flowed out of his terrified eyes, and there was so much pain in those eyes, that even the temperature of Yan Cangling's clenched hands could hardly melt away.

"You know how cold the lake in early spring is. After he was rescued, he fell seriously ill. I still can't forget his pale face. Every night I have nightmares, his painful expression will be imprinted in my dreams. , tore my heart."

"Jing Han." Yan Cangling hugged him even tighter, his lips were bitten with bloodstains, he had a premonition that what Ji Linchuan was going to say next would be a heart-wrenching tragedy.

"Fuxin's illness was frightening. For several months, his condition was always up and down. But when Fuxin got better, we were busy because the emperor was looking for me. My father also wanted to hide it. My identity, I was running around, my mother was also worried about my affairs and fell ill, and only the servants and I took care of him at home. At that time, I was not up to date, because Fuxin was killed by me, and my family was worrying about themselves. I was depressed and fell into a serious illness, which could not be cured for a long time. The doctors in the family tried their best, and they all said that this was a heart disease that could not be cured. With money to buy medicine, in order to save me, my father had no choice but to dismiss the slaves and cut the dosage of Fuxin medicine by half. In our family, three people fell ill in bed, almost unable to open the pot. My father was Although the court has a good reputation, but because he does not flatter and flatter and has no close relationship with other officials, in the end, only his good friend, the Minister of the Household Department, can help him. However, the Minister of the Household Department also has to support his family, so he can only give out a little money , can’t help much. It was this extremely difficult time when Fuxin and I’s condition worsened, crushing the whole family. He seemed to be about to leave because of reduced doses of medicine, high fever persisted, and the stones didn’t work. And I was haunted by nightmares, couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, and was also critically ill. My father ran around to save us both, and my mother supported us and took care of us. When we were too poor and had no money to go When buying good medicine, the Minister of the Household Department felt sorry for our family and brought a very small millennium ginseng, saying that it could hang our lives."

"A piece of ginseng, how can two people share the food." Ji Linchuan squeezed his lips, his shoulders trembled, and he missed the words of despair, "The result is conceivable. I can't stop walking."

Yan Cangling's pupils shrank suddenly, and his breathing retreated back into his chest.

"I don't blame my parents' choice. The situation at that time was indeed that I was stronger. I only blame myself. I was not frightened, weak and sick, and harmed others and myself." Ji Linchuan's face lost all color in an instant. He covered his eyes deeply, and from the trembling voice, he could clearly hear him crying, "I killed him, and I caused everything. On that day, I disregarded my parents' persuasion. , took the little boy to offer incense and pray for Fuxin, but such a stubborn approach caused my tragedy in the future. Father sprinkled money for me, and mother stood up for us. In the end, oh, to In the end, Fu Xin left. In order to protect me, my father asked the Minister of the Household Department to falsify my household registration, so as not to be discovered by the emperor, and I lived under Fu Xin's name. But during that time, day and night Night is like a kind of torment, do you know?" Ji Linchuan raised his head and looked into Yan Cangling's eyes with red eyes, "It's such a pain to live under the name of a person who was killed by him."

Yan Cangling pursed his lips, and squeezed his arms tighter and tighter: "Jing Han, this matter has nothing to do with you, and you were forced to do so at the time, so don't blame it on you."

"Why don't you blame me!" Ji Linchuan raised his voice, "If it wasn't for me, why would my father have no money to buy medicine, how could he die, how could he die!"

Yan Cangling's whole body trembled, and strands of pain flowed into Yan Cangling's heart along the hands they held.He couldn't organize a few words to comfort Ji Linchuan. If this matter happened to him, he would also keep it in his heart, and it would be painful and unforgettable for a lifetime.

"It's been seven years, and I can't let go of it for seven years. Whenever an outsider calls Ji Fuxin, I will recall the scene when I dragged him into the water. He was struggling in the water, but I don't know how to swim. It is useless for me to be able to shout on the shore and call for others to save me. I will only bring disaster to others. Yes, disaster. For seven years, we thought that everything would be over, and the emperor would let us go , but found that the emperor has never given up. An accident, when people in the court were checking the household registrations of our family and Fuxin's family, they followed the clues and found out that my father had concealed the household registration. My father knew this by accident at the time. Shocked, for fear that it would implicate the Minister of the Household Department, he threw a lot of money and bribed relevant officials from the top and bottom of the court to keep his mouth shut. It was on his head, but at that time the officials who accepted bribes in the court were afraid of implicating themselves, so they all reported to their father that they were corrupt and accepting bribes, so that they could get out. You know what happened later. Dad saved the Minister of the Household Department , I have borne all the sins alone, and my father was exiled, it is indeed not wronged..."

Yan Cangling's pupils stared like copper bells, he thought that Ji Chongde was framed by villains, but who would have thought that he actually committed the crime.

"On the day I was exiled, my mother separated from me. I thought I would be sent to the field, but I didn't want to, heh, I was stunned and sent to the palace. During those days, those days..." Ji Linchuan Shu'er clenched the quilt in front of him tightly with both hands, with blue veins showing ferociously on the back of his hands, his lips trembled so that he couldn't utter a complete sentence.

Yan Cangling hugged him suddenly, and said in panic, "Jing Han, stop talking, stop talking."

"No, I want to say," Ji Linchuan's eyes were so empty that he couldn't see the edge, and he was astonished as if he was looking at the fear of the past through many memories, "I don't know if it's luck or misfortune. He doesn't like to take the initiative, but likes it abnormally. Torturing other people's minds, forcing them to submit to him from the bottom of their hearts. During that time, for a whole month, in order to force me to submit, he used countless ways to torture my mind, trying to make me submit. During those days, I was going crazy I want to die many times, but I think of Fu Xin who died for me. I can't die. I have already shouldered too many sins. I shouldn't punish my parents with death. I resisted and tried to escape, but His tendons were severed by him. I couldn't escape, I could only wait for death, but I didn't expect that he was also tired, he couldn't get me, he had no interest, and he didn't come to look for me anymore, and not long after that, I Then I was sent to Fangcheng in a daze. As for me being sent to Fangcheng, I can’t remember anything about what happened. During that time, I felt like I was crazy, really crazy.”