Full-time doctor [future]

Wu Chenghe's vacation is only three days, and Jin Zhe applied for him in the name of discussing official affairs, but the three days are really too short. For them who have been separated for nearly half a year, Jane seems to pass by in the blink of an eye. .

On the evening of the third day, Wu Chenghe had no choice but to beg Jin Zhe, asking him to find a way to stay in the presidential mansion, at least until Jin Xuan's consciousness cloud fully recovered.

Jin Xuan's situation is not optimistic, the consumption of the body is secondary, after all, supernatural beings have strong self-healing power, as long as they replenish energy, they can quickly recover their physical fitness.But the trauma of the consciousness cloud is extremely difficult to heal, especially for a person with marked abilities like him, except for his own guide, other medicines will be useless.

Wu Chenghe could hardly leave Jin Xuan's sight, and he had to stay with him even when eating and sleeping.Jin Xuan is like a suspicious child, as long as Wu Chenghe leaves the room, even if he just takes something and talks to Jin Zhe, he will immediately send his Barbary lion out to look for it.

They were sleeping on the same bed, Jin Xuan was still worried, he had to sleep with his arms around him, at least holding his hand, otherwise he would keep having nightmares, and the cloud of consciousness was like a storm, lightning and thunder, all night long.

Similarly, Wu Chenghe was also unwilling to leave Jin Xuan. After this separation, he was terrified deep in his heart, and often stood in the sun shivering.He was afraid of being alone and losing Jin Xuan's protection. Even if he slept next to Jin Xuan, he would have nightmares. He dreamed that the Barbary lion lay dying in the corner, like a pile of lifeless garbage.

Reason told him that he should follow Jin Zhe's arrangement and return to the study group to work, but emotionally he couldn't bear to leave Jin Xuan again.

Jin Zhe thought about it and agreed to Wu Chenghe's request.He knew that it was irrational to do so, and it might make people suspect Jin Xuan, but he couldn't harden his heart to separate them. The two children were in too much pain and their bodies were too weak. Individuals crash together.

So that night, Jin Zhe personally contacted Hans, the head of the study group at the Tungu Base, and extended Wu Chenghe's two-week vacation on the grounds that the childbirth operation caused complications.What he said is not all an excuse. Wu Chenghe’s health is indeed very poor, because he took an interstellar flight five days after the operation, which caused excessive pressure on his internal organs, resulting in inflammation, and often inexplicable low-grade fever. The exclusive doctor at the mansion also thinks that it is best for him to stay in bed. More than two weeks.

Therefore, Wu Chenghe got fourteen days of vacation, which was indeed too short compared to the lifetime he expected, but in the current situation where the bill has not been amended, it is already extremely lucky.

Under Wu Chenghe's care, Jin Xuan got better day by day. After stopping the balancing agent, his sanity became much clearer, and he was gradually able to accept Wu Chenghe leaving his sight for a short period of time. At first it was 10 minutes, and after a week it was extended to an hour.Once Wu Chenghe went to the study to process the materials sent to him by the study group—even though he was on vacation, he still had to follow up on his study progress every day—and left for three hours, he just walked over to take a look.

But the premise of all this is that Wu Chenghe can't be too far away from him, and must be within the range where his consciousness cloud can feel the other party. Once Jin Xuan can't feel Wu Chenghe's existence, he will immediately become irritable and irritable. There is no way to take him.

"You have to try to make him bear to leave you, at least for a day." After ten days, Jin Zhe had to remind Wu Chenghe, "You have to go back to the study group to work in a few days. If you pamper him like this again, once you Leave and he'll go crazy again."

Wu Chenghe was in extreme pain. He knew that Jin Zhe saw his problem—it is true that Jin Xuan couldn't do without him and needed his comfort, but he also needed Jin Xuan's need for him. This is the instinct of a guide, eager to heal others , almost greedy.He is indulging Jin Xuan's desire to possess him, and he is also indulging his dependence on Jin Xuan.

"Or we can apply for exile..." Wu Chenghe began to waver, trying to discuss with Jin Zhe, "The 'cut off' clause has been abolished, we can be together legally, even if the environment is a little worse, I think we can bear it. "

Jin Zhe remained silent, looking at his eyes gradually showing a hint of disappointment, and suddenly said after a long time: "In the era of massacres, many pairs of supernatural beings and guides were forced to separate, and the guides died painfully in Tunguska Base. At that time, guides were not called guides, but mutants, and they were considered evil and ominous existences, cancerous tumors of human beings."

Wu Chenghe was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned this.Jin Zhe continued: "There is a famous mutant, Mrs. Roger. She is an aviation doctor. She has been married to the captain's husband for more than ten years and has been hiding her identity. Later, her husband was injured. In order to appease She had to expose her abilities and was sent to Tunguska. Everyone thought she would not live for a few years, like all mutants who left supernatural beings, but she survived miraculously and lived until nearly 60 years old .”

"Yes, I know her." Wu Chenghe also knows this Mrs. Roger. She once wrote a profound stroke in the history of the Dunkel Federation, because she was the first to propose that mutants are not supernatural beings. enemies, but their only salvation.

"Mrs. Roger can be said to be the founder of the theory of 'guide'. All current research on guides is based on the 'complementary' theory she proposed more than 100 years ago." Jin Zhe paused and said, "I can't ask for all Everyone looks up to Mrs. Roger, and I can't use some noble ideals to kidnap your morality. Everyone has his own ambitions, Wu Chenghe, if you feel that abiding by the current law and being exiled with Jin Xuan can satisfy you, can you Let you be happy, then I respect your decision."

If Wu Chenghe realized something, all kinds of thoughts were fighting fiercely in his brain, trying to justify something, but he couldn't organize the exact words.Jin Zhe said again: "I just want to tell you that I have always thought you are a different person, not only because you are a guide of the Icaru Magic Color Nymph, or because you are Jin Xuan's boyfriend. I am in your I saw the same thing in my body, let's call it 'responsibility' or 'sacrifice spirit', I think I read it right, you are the kind of person who is willing to make sacrifices to save others. This spirit and guide It has nothing to do with your healing power, it is a belief deep in human nature."

Maybe... Wu Chenghe thought silently, he was born with a bit of Madonna disease, he was brainwashed by various ideological education in the army in his previous life, and in this life he has the halo of a Madonna, he is indeed more enlightened than ordinary people.

In fact, after Jin Zhe said so much, Wu Chenghe had already fully understood what he meant, or in other words, he had understood what Jin Zhe meant as early as Jin Zhe's first visit to Tungusi Base.Jin Zhe hopes to completely reform the "Guide Protection Act" to improve the situation of guides, or further, wants to use the power of guides to rectify the federal army and develop a completely different combat theory to compete with the powerful long-distance army.

From Jin Zhe's standpoint, Wu Chenghe fully understood his behavior and even admired him very much.If it weren't for the fetters of Mark, he would be willing to help Jin Zhe achieve all this.

But it was too painful to fight against his own instinct. Wu Chenghe had already fought against it once, which almost killed both Jin Xuan and him, so he didn't want to continue to try.

"I..." Wu Chenghe hesitated to say something for himself, but Jin Zhe interrupted him: "I always hope that you can do something for all the guides, Wu Chenghe. Maybe you feel that exile is already very important to you Well, I am very happy, but have you ever thought that you still have sons, and there may be more descendants in the future, what if they are also guides like you? What do you plan to do with them? Give them to the guide school, or take them with you Are they hiding? If everyone is content with the status quo, the "Guide Protection Act" will never be reformed, and all the hardships you escape will eventually fall on the next generation."

This sentence made Wu Chenghe's heart tremble. Neither of his two children had been detected as guiding in the embryonic stage. It seems safe at present, but he himself is an invisible guide, and he didn't wake up until he was a teenager. The child will be like him when he grows up.

According to the federal law, if the child is found to be a guide, he can send the child to a guide school, so that he and Jin Xuan can be pardoned, but Jin Zhe is right, what about the future?What will his children do in the future?Do you stay in the guide school, like those students who stayed in Tunguska since they were young, become a clipped bird, a cat with eggs cut, reduced to a second-class citizen, and then marry a supernatural being?

Maybe the situation will be better, the president is already reforming, and people from the Ministry of Education are studying a new education model, and when his children grow up, maybe everything will be better... But if everyone thinks like him, these reforms Can it still be achieved?

"Think about it again, and don't draw any conclusions. After all, this decision will affect you for most of your life." Jin Zhe saw his entanglement, patted his shoulder, and said earnestly, "I have raised Jin Xuan for 26 years. His proud, confident and unyielding character has trained him to be the best soldier in the Federation. Now is the time for you to take over. You are his guide and companion. I hope you can give him maturity, reason and A sense of responsibility makes him an outstanding man. The rest of his life belongs to you, and his future, as well as the future of the children, is in your hands."

After finishing speaking, Jin Zhe left the study, leaving the quiet space to Wu Chenghe alone.

"Their future is in your hands." These words struck Wu Chenghe's mind like a thunderbolt. For the first time, he realized that what he was carrying was not only his own destiny, but also the destiny of Jin Xuan's children. The fate of the whole family.

Yes, family, he is already a man with a family, he is no longer the brat who can do whatever he wants, he has to protect his supernatural beings and his children.

Jin Xuan is a genius. At the age of 25, he received double doctorates and was awarded the rank of major. NTU is about to make an exception and promote him to lieutenant colonel.He is only 26 years old, and he still has a long second half of his life. His life should not be buried in a desolate planet, turning into a nameless grain of sand.

His children should not be like him, avoiding the arrest of the wizard school like mice, or attaching to a powerful supernatural being for life. They should have an independent future and independent ideals.

That day, Wu Chenghe sat in the study until dusk, when Jin Xuan's Barbary lion came out to look for him, and squatted beside him for several hours before he returned to Jin Xuan's room with it.

"What did Jin Zhe tell you? Why have you been away for so long?" Jin Xuan had just taken a shower, with a bath towel wrapped around his waist, and there was a trace of anxiety between his brows, but he soon calmed down after seeing him.

"Talk about work." Wu Chenghe asked him to sit on a chair, and took a towel to wipe his hair.Due to malnutrition, Jin Xuan's hair was a little dry, so he simply found a pair of scissors to cut off all the ends.Jin Xuan sat obediently and let him cut it, calling his butterflies over from time to time through synaesthesia, and put them on his fingers to play with.

"It's ticklish, don't bully it all the time, it doesn't dare to tease you, but it will fight me coldly." Wu Chenghe trimmed his waist-length hair to shoulder length, dried it and tied it with a ribbon.After more than ten days of recuperation, Jin Xuan's muscles have recovered a lot. The deltoid muscles show a clear outline, and the latissimus dorsi muscles are strong and powerful.What Jin Zhe said was right, he was a natural fighter, and even after going through hardships, he could quickly recover to his best condition.

He cannot kill his future.

"I will go back to the study group to work in four days." Wu Chenghe turned to him, held his shoulders with both hands, and said to him in a gentle tone as much as possible, "You have to stay at home to take a good rest and get ready to participate in the next month's award ceremony."

"You want to leave me?!" Jin Xuan's face immediately changed, his dark eyes showed a fierce and fierce light, "Jin Zhe asked you to leave me? Madam Baron is forcing you? You agreed to them?"

"Hush...it was my own idea." Wu Chenghe felt a little light flashing from his consciousness cloud, which was a precursor to a manic attack, so he immediately stretched out his thinking tentacles to calm his emotions, and at the same time looked into his eyes, giving him a slight sigh. Hinting, "Calm down Jin Xuan, I won't leave you, I will come back to see you every day or two, your consciousness cloud has not recovered, I must completely cure you before you return to NTU."

Jin Xuan's consciousness cloud was still weak, unable to resist his hint, his pupils contracted and opened again, his ferocious expression gradually calmed down, and he murmured: "No, no, you can't go, you can't go back to Tunguska, I will kill them ..."

"Listen to Jin Xuan." Wu Chenghe intensified his hint, "I'm just going to work, I won't go back to Tunguska, and I will never leave you in the future. You stay at home and recuperate, don't make me worry, okay?"

Jin Xuan looked into his eyes, his eyes were confused, his pupils shrank suddenly for a long time, and he was furious: "You are implying me!"

"No no." Wu Chenghe immediately withdrew the hint, Jin Xuan was too sensitive and knew him too well, he shouldn't be so careless, "Don't get excited Jin Xuan, I'm just afraid that you will lose your mind..."

"I'm very sensible! You're lying, Wu Chenghe, what did Jin Zhe say to you? You actually hinted at me!" Jin Xuan stood up angrily, pinched his chin and looked fiercely into his eyes, " Listen, never use hints on me, never leave me!"

He is using surrender... Wu Chenghe's heart beats faster, he is completely unable to resist his orders, he can only repeat his request obediently: "I, I will not use hints to you, I will never leave you."

Jin Xuan stared at him, his eyes slowly softened, he kissed the corner of his lips lightly, and hugged him into his arms: "I'm sorry, I'm too scared, I shouldn't order you."

Wu Chenghe hugged him back, feeling that his surrender was gradually disappearing, and his heartbeat returned to normal, so he took a long breath and said, "Jin Xuan, listen to me, I promised the president to help him promote the reform of the guide education system, not just to leave Tunguska. , also for myself, for all the guides. I don't want to leave you, but I must fulfill my promise to him, which is also my ideal. Our children are likely to be guides too, and I don't want them to suffer and suffer when they grow up. We suffer as much."

Jin Xuan couldn't hear the word "leave" at all, his breath became heavy again, his arms holding him slowly tightened, his consciousness cloud was surging, and he might become manic at any time.Wu Chenghe wanted to use his consciousness to comfort him immediately, but in the end he held back, just patted his back, stroked his hair, and waited for him to control his emotions.

After a long time, Jin Xuan held his breath and relaxed his arms a little.Wu Chenghe breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "I once thought about being exiled with you, but I don't think our life should be like this, and our children should not bear the fate of exiles, in case they are invisible guides like me In the future, we will have to experience the pain we are suffering now. Change is difficult, but someone has to do it. You are Jin Xuan, the president’s younger brother, and a soldier of the Federation. You should support the president and help the president, both public and private. He fulfilled political ideals."

After a short moment of silence, he said in a deep voice: "Jin Xuan, I have made up my mind. I am your guide. I cannot monopolize your future just because I am afraid of losing you. I hope that no matter how many hardships you have experienced, you will still be the original you , that proud, arrogant King."

Jin Xuan remained silent, his consciousness cloud was still churning like a hurricane, but he finally controlled himself, he didn't go crazy like usual, he just hugged Wu Chenghe tightly, as if he wanted to embed him in his chest.

Wu Chenghe buried his head on his shoulder and said in a low voice: "In the past six months, I know that you have endured a lot, and I am the same as you, but life is like this, and there will always be countless ups and downs. If we just run away and give up our ideals for a moment of stability And principles, how is that different from those captive guides?"

"Stop talking." Jin Xuan interrupted him in a hoarse voice, let him go from his arms, stroked his slightly haggard cheeks with his big hands, his eyes were as dark as night, and looked deeply into his eyes, "Remember to talk to me every night. I call, no matter how late I am busy, I will wait for you."

Jin Xuan's eyes were painful and gentle, he still used his humanity to overcome his bestial instinct after all.Wu Chenghe nodded solemnly, and said: "I will. I will leave the matter of annihilation to you. We cannot reveal our relationship for the time being."

"Don't worry." Jin Xuan lowered his eyes, wriggled his lips tangledly, and said in a low voice: "I was angry with you just now, not because you used your consciousness to control me, I just...I just can't forgive myself for not being able to protect you, then This feeling is very painful and painful, more painful than losing yourself."

"I understand." Wu Chenghe said softly, "I also hate my incompetence for not being able to protect your consciousness cloud." After a pause, he said, "Jin Xuan, maybe we should all change, and don't get too entangled in how to protect each other , but should learn to understand each other's decisions and trust each other's abilities. Individually speaking, we are relatively strong types among supernatural beings and wizards. If we encounter disagreements next time, can we put aside the dispute first and calmly communicate?"

"Yes." Jin Xuan smiled and said, "I won't use surrender to suppress you anymore. I'm sorry just now."

"I made the mistake first." Wu Chenghe said with a guilty conscience, "I shouldn't have hinted at you."

"Well, then we've made a deal and try to resolve disputes on a human level." Jin Xuan calmed down completely and stretched out his fists, "Unless it is absolutely necessary, we will never use superpowers."

Wu Chenghe touched his fist with him and said, "Okay."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and hugged each other again. Outside the window, the sky was getting darker and twilight was everywhere. In front of the window, Jin Xuan's Barbary lion lay docilely on the carpet, with Wu Chenghe's goddess butterfly on his head.Little Aojiao was quarreling with the lion because of Jin Xuan's vicious ravages. From time to time, she used her tentacles to pull the fluff on the tips of its ears, and fanned its ears with its wings.The Lion pampered him kindly, uttering warning bluffs only when his ears were too itchy to bear.

It's a pity that the little light bulb didn't buy it at all...

Four days later, Wu Chenghe's sick leave expired and he was going back to the study group.After half a month of careful recuperation, his wound healed well. Jin Zhe's exclusive doctor gave him a comprehensive examination and announced that his body had basically returned to normal, including the reproductive system.In other words, theoretically speaking, he could conceive again.

Wu Chenghe was a little bit psychologically disturbed about giving birth. The first time he was careless, he decided to do a good job of protection this time, so he took a hormone regulator that is harmless to the body under the doctor's advice. This regulator can guarantee He was not pregnant for two or three years.

Jin Xuan has some complaints about this. A person with supernatural powers naturally likes to have as many offspring as possible with his guide, but since Wu Chenghe is too young and his body is too weak, he can only reluctantly accept this cruel reality.

"Let's wait for the environment to improve." Jin Xuan said on the day he sent Wu Chenghe to the Ministry of Education to report, "We will continue to work hard when the revolution wins."

Wu Chenghe was still reluctant to leave him, but he was very pleased with his recovery of fighting spirit. The flying saucer took off, watching his thin but extremely handsome face gradually blur outside the porthole, and felt a new kind of strength.

After several discussions, they finally had a common ideal.

It feels so good.