Full-time doctor [future]

Chapter 129 Secret love is too hard

When Marlowe was mentioned, Chen Miaomiao's always cheerful expression turned gloomy, and he said with a smile, "We? What can we do, we are still good friends."

Wu Chenghe frowned. Although he felt that friends should not meddle in their private affairs, it has been two full years since the conversation before his marriage. Chen Miaomiao has been entangled in this relationship, and has neither the courage to confess nor the courage to let go. , wandering between friends and lovers, and now even his career is affected... This is what he doesn't want to see: "If it's just a good friend, you won't come to Star Core for him, I guess your parents must Are you against your decision?"

Chen Miaomiao smiled awkwardly, and said: "It's okay, it's just an internship, and he may not stay." In fact, he lied, and both Chen Zhen and Popova objected to him coming to the Alpha Front, after all, he was just an ordinary person , the self-protection ability is limited, and here the navy and

The front line of the first army's confrontation, as the son of the star general of the third army, his identity is a bit delicate for the federal army.

"Then what are you going to do?" Since Wu Chenghe had already opened his mouth, he didn't intend to let him fool him, and asked straightforwardly, "Have you thought about it? Are you going to confess your love to Marlowe and stay with him in the independent column, or completely leave him behind?" He only wants to be a good friend and go back to the capital when the internship period is over?"

"If you can't be a lover, can't you stay by his side?" Chen Miaomiao said a little irritably, "Is there no in-between state? Can't I be his good friend?"

"You don't need to ask me this question, you know it yourself." Wu Chenghe said, "If you can really achieve your so-called 'intermediate state', you don't have to be so entangled, or you are in this 'intermediate state' now, you Do you feel happy? Satisfied?"

Chen Miaomiao was speechless, wiped her hair in distress, and said, "I didn't think about it that much, I just wanted to be closer to him. Do you know senior, from the day he left Aston to the Alpha Front, it has been a whole year, The only thing I think about every day is how to get closer to him, see him every week like before, play ball with him, drink with him, climb mountains with him... I know he is a supernatural being, I'm the commander's son, but I'm just an ordinary person. I don't have that much ambition to make him love me, I'm satisfied as long as I'm his best friend."

Wu Chenghe never knew that Chen Miaomiao's feelings for Ma Luo were so deep, so pure, so pure that he didn't even have possessive desires, only simple liking and longing.

Maybe he has been a guide for too long, maybe he has already gotten used to the strong and unquestionable bond between the supernatural being and the guide, Wu Chenghe has become somewhat unable to understand such feelings.He sat silently on the sofa, reminiscing about Chen Miaomiao's words, and it took a long time before he gradually realized the subtle liking, the long-lasting attachment as an ordinary human being, the ignorant, subtle love hovering between friendship and love.

First love, that's probably the case. No one, including relatives and friends, can make an immediate choice instead of Chen Miaomiao. The only person who can help sort out this relationship is himself.

"Have you ever tried to tell him what you think?" Wu Chenghe asked Chen Miaomiao, "It has been two years since I got married, have you never tried to test his mind?"

"I don't know." Speaking of this, Chen Miaomiao was even more distressed, resting her head on the armrest of the sofa, like a sparrow that had been wilted by a storm, her whole body exuded a damp and depressed aura, "I sometimes feel that he He also likes me a little bit, but every time I pluck up the courage to go further, I feel that he doesn't mean that at all, he just treats me as a good friend. He treats me better than other friends, Ken treats me Tell me about those unscrupulous little thoughts in his heart, the little quarrels among classmates, the little jealousy, and sometimes tell me about his caracal cat, saying that that guy is a foodie, always forcing him to eat food beyond the range of his body..."

As Chen Miaomiao spoke, a simple smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, but soon her face collapsed: "For a while, when the final exam was about to come, he was very clingy to me, and he came to the medical school to look for me every other day or two. Wen Shu. At that time, I was very happy, and felt that he was becoming more and more different to me, and then I didn’t know why, so I wanted to give it a try...” At this point, he stopped and paused for a long time , Said: "The night before the pharmacology exam, we went to the library to review together. It was already very late when we came out. He sent me back to the dormitory. We said goodbye under the big tree in the atrium. I summoned up all my courage to say goodbye. He said, Marlowe, I have a pharmacology exam tomorrow, and if I get the first place in the class, you can give me your first kiss as a gift."

Wu Chenghe frowned, and subconsciously asked, "What did he say?"

"...He didn't say anything at the time. He looked at me for a long time, then suddenly smiled, rubbed my hair and said, 'I can't give you something that doesn't exist. How can a perfect man like me give away something like a first kiss? Stay in the future'." Chen Miaomiao smiled a little miserably, and sighed, "Oh, I had the heart to dig a crack in the ground and sneak in. I kicked him twice, jokingly scolded him for not having true feelings for me, even the first kiss I was reluctant to send him away, and then drove him away."

Wu Chenghe was silent, feeling sorry for him.The expression on Chen Miaomiao's face darkened, and she said in a low voice: "The next day's exam, I could have answered 92, but when I submitted the test paper, I accidentally corrected several questions, and finally got [-]... Do you know, senior, I dare not be the first, I am afraid that I will be too embarrassing in front of him in the future."

Wu Chenghe gently patted his head, but could not say words of comfort.Chen Miaomiao nestled in the corner of the sofa with a pillow in her arms, and said with a lot of thoughts: "I really envy you and God King, if only I were a guide, I don't have to worry about it, try it out, just send him some pheromones, and I'll be able to Let him fall in love with me... Human emotions are too complicated to guess, it's really sad."

"Don't say stupid things." Wu Chenghe patted him on the head, "If you were a guide, how could you be as comfortable as you are now?"

"Aren't you very comfortable?" Chen Miaomiao glared at him.Wu Chenghe sighed: "Comfortable? Well, it is more comfortable than when I was in Tunguska, but what about the things I sacrificed? Have you seen everything?"

Chen Miaomiao was at a loss for words, indeed, if it wasn't for his status as a guide, Wu Chenghe would not have married at such a young age, had children, and followed Jin Xuan to such a remote place.He had such good grades in the medical school back then, and he was the dean's favorite student. Given time, he might surpass Mu's achievements and be included in the alumni list of Aston University...

"Forget it, what's the sacrifice for God King?" Chen Miaomiao got tired again, and kicked his thigh with her foot, "You don't want to let me go."

"Go away!" Wu Chenghe pushed his feet away, and said seriously: "Then what are you going to do? This time you came here with your family on your back, and you plan to try harder?"

"I don't know." Chen Miaomiao got into his snail shell again when he said this, "Anyway, it's an internship everywhere, so I just stay here, um, maybe someday I can't think about it and go again It's confession, if he ends up being friends with me, at least I have the consolation prize of you, senior."

"Go away, who is going to be your consolation prize!" Wu Chenghe knew that what he said was a bit self-deprecating. Thinking of the past, he must feel uncomfortable, so he deliberately scolded him in a vicious voice, "Maybe you will move in two days." Farewell to love, the 'Yuecha' fleet has nothing else, there are a lot of handsome guys, all of them are more handsome than Marlowe."

"Really? Then I have a lot of good luck." Chen Miaomiao rubbed her hands in a fascinated look, "Senior, remember to go through the back door and put me in the men's department, so that I can check the body of handsome guys every day Hehehehe..."

"Show face!" Wu Chenghe patted him, "It's too late, go to bed, the guest room is ready for you, and you have to report to the hospital tomorrow morning, don't be late!"

"Guest room? Why is it a guest room? Didn't you call me here today to..."

"Enough is enough!"

From the next day, Chen Miaomiao officially entered Tiancha Hospital and became an intern doctor, but what disappointed him was that Wu Chenghe didn't find a relationship to put him in the andrology department, but put him in the busiest and most exercised person. emergency department.

The Tiancha Fleet is mainly responsible for patrolling the Alpha front of the Zhifu Chain Nebula, but their job is not just patrolling. After all, they are adjacent to the Yuanhang Army, another army of the Federation, not an enemy who is always ready to fight with them.Therefore, they are also responsible for some development projects near Zhifu Chain Lucky, such as energy, mineral exploration, scientific survey, infrastructure construction and so on.

Engineers have been working on space ports and asteroids for a long time. Because of the harsh natural conditions, accidents happen from time to time. Some minor injuries can be treated by the aviation doctors accompanying the team, but if there are more than moderate injuries, they must be sent to Military hospital.Therefore, the work of Tiancha Hospital is still very busy, especially the emergency department and surgery department, which operate 24 hours a day, and have to deal with a batch of emergency patients every once in a while.

Chen Miaomiao stayed in the emergency department and experienced the tense working atmosphere here in half a month. Fortunately, he had an internship every year for the first four years, and he was familiar with the working rhythm of the hospital. adapted to life here.

As the full-time military doctor of the captain of the fleet, Wu Chenghe is not in the hospital. Normally, he does not need to be in the hospital or arrange shifts at all, but because he is a medical student, Jin Xuan also agrees that he will come out to work, so he has a job in the hospital's surgery department. part time.Usually, when Jin Xuan went on a cruise, he had to accompany him. If Jin Xuan was not on duty, he would join the surgical day team and work with the doctors.

Although Chen Miaomiao is Wu Chenghe's younger brother, in fact, he went to school with him for about three months. As for some of his glorious deeds, such as being all-round in all subjects, he was known as the "little prince of practical exercises" and so on. That's all.Working with him this time, I have learned his true skills.

Wu Chenghe took the exam of the guidance school back then, relying on impromptu make-up. In the past two years in Star Core, he calmed down and passed the medical theory class carefully.Jin Xuan has always been very sorry for the sacrifices he made for his career, so as long as he is at home, he takes the initiative to take the child and let him have more time to go to the hospital to observe and study, so Wu Chenghe has made great progress in medicine in the past two years, especially It is the cardiothoracic surgery that he was very good at in his previous life, and it has reached a new level.

Chen Miaomiao was in the emergency department, dealing mostly with surgical injuries. She often participated in consultations with surgeons, helped Wu Chenghe a few times, and was amazed at his medical intuition and courage, and even said, "Senior, are you a human or a ghost?" exclamation.Wu Chenghe laughed at his yelling, stroked his dog's head with a detached expression, and said lightly: "Don't be obsessed with brother, brother is just a legend."

Although Wu Chenghe is very low-key, very satisfied, and has no complaints about his talents, Chen Miaomiao still feels sorry for his talent after a long time. With his ability, if he didn't want to be a full-time military doctor for Jinxuan, he could be a full-time medical doctor. A generation of masters, unfortunately, just because he is a guide, he is destined to only become a vassal of the supernatural being, a shadow behind Jin Xuan, and live under Jin Xuan's light forever.

Chen Miaomiao began to understand more and more deeply what Wu Chenghe's so-called "sacrifice" meant. Looking back at herself, it seemed that those entanglements and pains were nothing in front of freedom.

After living in the star core for two full months, Chen Miaomiao ushered in the supply of the "Yuecha" fleet for the first time. When he saw the "Navigator: Marlowe Simpson, Lieutenant" on the supply list, his calm heart Immediately jumped up plop plop - his greatest motivation to come to the star core, the biggest reason, will appear in front of him soon!

The "Yuecha" fleet landed at the star core in the early hours of the standard time. Chen Miaomiao happened to be on the night shift the first day. After work in the early morning, he drove the air float to the port, and stood anxiously and expectantly at the exit.

The soldiers of "Yuecha" came out in twos and threes. Chen Miaomiao stretched her neck and watched for a long time, and finally saw Marlowe's figure.I haven't seen him for a year, but Marlowe looks stronger, wearing a lieutenant's uniform, with broad and thick shoulders, his skin seems to be darker, his hair is cut into a very short hair, and his spirit is sharp.

"Horse..." Chen Miaomiao was very happy, and just about to raise her hand to say hello, she suddenly saw a slim figure rushing up from behind, holding Marlowe's arm.It was a beautiful young woman, maybe a few years older than Marlowe, mature and full of style, she smiled and whispered to Marlowe, and walked towards the exit with his arm affectionately.

Chen Miaomiao froze there. He was very familiar with Marlowe's habits. He knew that Marlowe was a little fuzzy in this area. Except for the competition, he couldn't stand physical contact with others. It's the first time for me to be so intimate with a girl.

Are you in love?Impossible, why don't you tell me if you are in love, aren't we "good friends"?Chen Miaomiao's heart was churning violently, until Marlowe walked to the exit, saw him, and didn't think of saying hello.

"Miao Miao!" Seeing him, Marlowe's eyes lit up, and the smile on the corner of his mouth instantly widened, becoming clear and real. He shook off the girl's hand and ran over, hugging him whole through the gear lever. He got up and made a big circle in the air: "Why are you here? Aren't you on the night shift? Did you skip work?"

"No, no, it's already off work." Chen Miaomiao was infected by his joy, and suppressed the discomfort in her heart, "Isn't this in a hurry to pick you up, and you came here without even going back to the dormitory." Marlowe sent him Putting down the ground, I looked him up and down, and found that he was still wearing the intern uniform, and his eyes were smiling: "Great, I thought I would see you at noon."

"Marlowe, is this your friend?" The girl who came out with Marlowe came over with a smile.Marlowe was in a good mood, and said, "Yes, it's my best friend, Chen Miaomiao." Then he said to Chen Miaomiao, "This is our captain."

Only then did Chen Miaomiao notice that the girl was carrying the rank of major on her shoulders, two ranks higher than Marlowe, and she couldn't help but feel a little happy—Marlowe was somewhat machismo, unwilling to admit defeat, and probably wouldn't like a stronger woman than him.Thinking about it this way is not so uncomfortable, and shook hands with the female captain: "Hello, Captain."

"Hello, Marlowe mentioned you." The captain shook hands with him, "You are the son of General Popova, right? I am a loyal fan of General Popova, can you help me get her autograph Do you?" He said and shook Marlowe's arm lightly, "Hurry up Marlowe, and help me intercede with your friend."

Marlowe let go of her hand without any trace, and put it on Chen Miaomiao's shoulder: "You don't need to plead with him, I agreed for him."

The captain glanced at Chen Miaomiao, then at Marlowe, with deep eyes: "Then please. Well, I have to go to the logistics center, let's go first, Marlowe, remember to be punctual, don't patronize and catch up with friends , forget business."

"Yes, sir." Marlowe solemnly saluted.The captain waved his hands helplessly: "Don't be so nervous, it's vacation time, goodbye Marlowe."

"Goodbye." Marlowe watched the captain leave, then turned his head and touched Chen Miaomiao's shoulder: "How is it? Are you still used to it here? Did Xia Li help you?"

Chen Miaomiao nodded silently, and walked with him to the parking lot, tangled all the way, he didn't know if he was too sensitive, he always felt that the captain's treatment of Marlowe was not just as simple as a superior to a subordinate, it seemed that there was something different It means... Walking to the side of the air floatation car, I couldn't help it, stopped and asked, "Is your captain chasing you?"

"Uh!" Marlowe was choked by his question, and it took him a long time to avoid his sight, and said, "It's nothing, she is very cheerful and friendly to her subordinates, you are overthinking."

Chen Miaomiao looked at his dodging gaze, and the discomfort that had just been suppressed in her heart resurfaced again. She got into the car and lit the ignition, and said in a low voice, "There is a little sincerity in fooling people, can't I see it? We are still good friends. .”

Marlowe frowned, moved his lips, but didn't make a sound, got into the car silently, closed the door, and said, "Yes, I'm telling the truth just because we are good friends."

The word "good friend" is like a thorn in their hearts. It was originally the warmest word, but now it has become a stick in the throat, how uncomfortable it is, how uncomfortable it is.

"Yuecha" only stayed in the star core for one day, and it was time to set sail after the resupply was over. Marlowe had a limited vacation, so he had lunch with Chen Miaomiao, went to see the twins in the afternoon, and then left.

Maybe it's because they haven't seen each other for a year, and they're somewhat unfamiliar with each other. Maybe it's because they each have something different in their hearts, and they are no longer as innocent as before. Whether it's Marlowe or Chen Miaomiao, they feel a little unnatural when they get along with each other this day.In the past, when they were together, they always had endless things to talk about, such as football games, school, teachers... especially Chen Miaomiao, who was simply a gossip player, and had endless gossip about Marlowe.

But after this meeting, there were frequent silences between them. Unknowingly, the two would fall into their own contemplations. After a long time, they found that they were a little embarrassed. When they spoke, they often bumped into each other. When they said a word at the same time, neither could hear After clearing who was talking, there was only an embarrassed smile left in the end.

How did that happen?In the ship's navigation room, Marlowe stood in front of the holographic navigation station, flicking and pulling the navigation icons thoughtfully. This was the first time he had joined the army and broke down during working hours.He has been looking forward to this supply since two months ago. Ever since he received a message from Chen Miaomiao, saying that he went to Tiancha Hospital for an internship behind his parents' backs, he started to dance like a cheerful villain in his heart. It was a full sixty standard days, until we met, had dinner, broke up, boarded the boat, and kept dancing.

Is Miao Miao unhappy?Marlowe wondered anxiously, did he misunderstand me and the captain, my response at that time was too bad, I should have made it clear to him...but what can I do if I make it clear, can I confess to him, he will agree me?

If he is lucky and he agrees, what can I do after that?Marry him and give up the chance to get a guide?But can I guarantee that I will not regret it in the next 50 years, and will keep the feeling I have for him now?

The young navigator was caught in a painful tangle which had haunted him for nearly three years and which, apparently, would continue.

But even so, he was still happy, because he met the person he wanted to see the most, for this day, he had been waiting for a year!

In Tiancha Hospital, Chen Miaomiao was immersed in the same feeling of pain and happiness as Marlowe. Similarly, he also felt that this meeting was terrible, with all kinds of cold scenes, all kinds of embarrassment, and their previous natural and smooth. Getting along is completely different, but meeting is better than missing. Seeing the person you want to see, even if it’s just an embarrassing meal, is very happy!

The gossip boy squatted in the waiting room of the emergency room and sighed, until Wu Chenghe excitedly pushed open the door, rushed up and grabbed his neck, and then suddenly came to his senses: "Ahem, please lighten senior, you are going to kill me What did you just say?"

"Where did your mind go?" Wu Chenghe relaxed a little, and said loudly into his ear, "Did you hear that, the dean is coming to Tiancha! There are four pairs of supernatural beings and guides in the fleet who volunteer to participate Clinical experiment, he is going to come here to do the experiment!"

"Ah? Really?" Chen Miaomiao suddenly became happy, "The queen is coming? Where is the little queen?"

"What little queen?"

"Strong!"

"Of course we came together." Wu Chenghe pinched his face and said happily, "He just sent me a letter, saying that he will bring Zhuang Zhuang to see me, the twins, and Jin Xuan next month." After speaking, something felt wrong, Added another sentence: "And you!"

Chen Miaomiao sneered dangerously: "Assuming you are sensible, add me if you know."

Wu Chenghe laughed: "That must be."

The author has something to say: Luh, the love of ordinary human beings is very delicate, the human heart is very delicate, especially first love, it is quite delicate...

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