[Titanic] I can't help myself

(The emotional line outside this episode has nothing to do with the main text, Henry only likes Carl, the main text is Carl X Henry 1V1, cousin cannon fodder is unshakable)

On the day when the Bookett family came to Chatsworth, William went to the station to greet them in person.When he saw Henry walking out of the station, William couldn't hold back his smile.He has already prepared everything, and he is bound to get Henry completely.

Everything is as beautiful as he thought.The older I get, the more lonely my mother gets together and chats with her younger sister every day, and she has no time to take care of his affairs, and Jane is afraid to avoid them, and never takes the initiative to meet them except for three meals and necessary occasions. Si locked herself in her room every day and was sulking, while the two sisters were busy with their women's affairs, or in other words, wisely chose not to intervene in the younger brother's private affairs.

So every night after dark, he sneaked into Henry's room, hugged him in his arms and shared the bed with the boy half pushed and half pushed, and spent the day in the study, apparently discussing how to manage the manor and discuss politics. And economy, in fact, only the two of them know the romantic atmosphere in the study room.William felt that the relationship between the two was like a field of dandelions that were slowly blooming, only the last gust of wind was needed, and the mature seeds would fill the sky overwhelmingly.

But at this time, William didn't know that the name of the gust was Cal Hockley.

Cal Hockley, stumped by business in London, was a few days late, just in time for the first ball.William could tell at a glance that Karl was definitely of the same kind, at least half of them, because when the American passed through several people at the dinner table and looked at Henry from a distance, the surprise and appreciation in his eyes were obvious. Like a black ink print on white paper, it can't even be covered.If it wasn't this person or Henry's future partner, William really didn't want the boy to say a word to him.The feeling that one's lover is being watched by others is simply maddening.

And the more frustrating thing is yet to come.As the master, William had to dance with Jane from time to time to show the love between husband and wife. Although both of them scoffed at the show, they could not spread any rumors of discord between husband and wife.Near midnight, Henry disappeared from the hall. William was not in a hurry at first. He knew that Henry was looking for a place to rest. His boy was not very interested in the dance, and last night was too late. He was also worried that Henry might be a little bit supportive. Can't stop.

But what he didn't expect was that Henry came back with Carl. They seemed to be much closer and whispered together, but no matter from that angle, Carl stood too close to Henry. Their heads were almost touching together.While talking, that Yankee actually put his hand on Henry's shoulder!

What the hell happened in the past hour or so?William tried his best to suppress his anger, so as not to lose control and walk over to drag Carl away from Henry.

"Hiss! Honey, my hand!" Jane's expression was almost distorted, she gritted her teeth, and reminded William with a stiff smile.

"Oh, I'm sorry, sweetheart. Are you tired? How about we go and have a rest?" William said casually. After seeing Henry and Carl separated, he dragged Jane away from the dance floor, and walked to his mother with Henry to sit down .

He listened patiently to his mother teasing Henry and Carl, and finally couldn't help holding Henry's hand under the cover of his body, and his fingers moved gently and vaguely in the soft palm until the boy Unbearably pinched him.It made him feel a lot better.

After the dance, Carl actually came up again. He called Henry's Christian name affectionately, and planned to escort Henry back to the room like a lady.This made William feel like his brain was congested.

"Don't worry about it, Mr. Hockley." William smirked and pulled Henry to his side, "I'm afraid there is no way for you to display your venerable chivalry. My cousin and I have something to say, please allow me Let's leave first."

The eyes of the two men met, and they both saw familiar emotions in each other's eyes.William suddenly felt his blood boil, a violent impulse to bleed and bite, and a rush of desire surged in his body, which was the male's natural desire to compete and show off. For a moment, he will definitely rush over, bite the opponent's neck, and let the invader bleed to death, so as to show his strength and possession of his lover.However, this feeling disappeared in a flash, and soon, Carl curled up the corners of his lips slightly, said goodnight politely, and turned to leave.

He squinted his eyes and watched the figure of the intruder disappear into the handover, and when he turned around, he saw Henry's nervous expression.A bold idea popped up.

"Are you okay?" Henry asked in a low voice, "We don't want to stand here anymore, it's strange to be in the corridor. Don't you have something to tell me?"

"Oh, of course, come on." He squeezed Henry's hand, pulled him back to his room, and locked the door behind his back.

Henry walked to the sofa and sat down unconsciously, loosening his collar wearily: "What happened, you have to tell me now."

"Of course it's a big deal."

William walked forward slowly, knelt down in front of Henry on one knee, held his hands, and placed them on Henry's knees.

"You make me sad, sweetheart," he kissed the back of the boy's hand. "When I saw you walking down the hall with Hockley, jealousy just ate my heart."

"You really..." The boy looked a bit dumbfounded, he hesitated, and finally leaned down and kissed William's lips, "You know, I...God, well...I only have you in my heart !"

After saying this, the boy, who was not used to expressing himself too bluntly, blushed, but he still kissed William's eyes and muttered something softly.

Although he didn't hear it clearly, William can guarantee that the sentence must be "I love you".

He tried his best to suppress the urge to pounce on the boy and hold the boy in his arms for a good kiss. He still knelt on the ground with a sad expression on his face.

"Honey, I'm scared." He took Henry's hands and put them to his lips, "You are so young and beautiful, and you haven't seen the world's more attractive and colorful. In fact, I have always been worried , I am worried that one day you will tell me that your feelings for me are not love, but sympathy as a cousin for a cousin who is unrequitedly in love, and then leave me and be with a better man."

Henry looked at him with pity, and stroked his cheek with his fingers, "Don't think about it, you are the best. And... I know what I'm doing... Don't think about it."

"This is not groundless nonsense, my dear." William frowned slightly, "You have never completely belonged to me, and I have too many rivals in love."

"My God, Bill, how many imaginary enemies have you imagined?" Henry laughed, "Not all men like men, and if they do, they may not like me. Relax."

"That's because you don't know how beautiful you are, sweetheart. Today, that Hockley looked at you like a hungry wolf seeing a sheep in the winter grassland!"

"That's a funny description...so that's why?" Henry laughed. "You're so narrow-minded, Bill. There's nothing between me and Hockley, you know, my set of technology is going to be sold to him, So let's talk a few more words..."

Henry couldn't finish his sentence, because the man who was half kneeling in front of him suddenly lowered his head and leaned over, and pressed his lips to him through his clothes.The hot air sprayed on the sensitive part through the trousers, Henry gasped, and wanted to withdraw his hand to push William away, but he held on tightly.

"I'm afraid I'll never be able to be tolerant, never be able to relax." William buried his head deeply in Henry's lower abdomen, and said in a muffled voice, "Until the day you completely belong to me, it will never be possible. After all, you My world has not yet unfolded, and my world is only you."

Henry shivered for a moment, withdrew his hand, hugged his head, and whispered after a while, "I won't leave you."

William hugged his waist tightly, lowered his head and nuzzled it slowly with his nose.Henry gasped, "Don't, don't make trouble——um..." The man held it through his pants.

Henry dodged a little violently, and separated William with his hands: "Don't do this, Bill. Don't do this!"

William grabbed his waist, pressed him on the sofa, buried his head in his arms, gasped and roared in a low voice: "I can't bear it anymore! When I see you facing that Yankee When I laughed, I wanted to kill him! Henrymylove! Ijustbegforyourmercy!"

Finally, he raised his head abruptly and looked straight into Henry's eyes.

"I beg your pity. Beg you, give yourself to me."

Those sea-like eyes were bloodshot, and the suppressed emotion was so heavy that it almost drowned Henry. He couldn't say any words of rejection, or make any gestures of rejection. He could only stare blankly at William, and finally gently Caressing the handsome face with sharp edges and corners, his fingers crossed the straight bridge of the nose and stopped on his lips.

"I'm sorry, Bill, I'm sorry I've upset you so much," he said in a low voice, slowly, "but I'll say, I've never had less affection for you than you have for me. If it makes you feel at ease, Well, I do."

(The N word is omitted here, a certain Qi does not want to drink tea, please see customization for details)

The afternoon sun penetrated through the heavy curtains, squeezed a ray of light with difficulty, and carefully climbed up to the white back that inadvertently emerged from the deep red quilt, with those cyanotic kisses printed on it. The marks, under this weak light, are extraordinarily clear.

William leaned against the head of the bed, admiring the beautiful scenery in front of him, his palms slowly stroking the smooth and soft skin, impressing another kiss from time to time.

My love, I am finally fully waiting for you.He couldn't help showing a smile, and lay down again, carefully holding the sleeping boy in his arms.From this moment on, I'll never let you go

(The emotional line outside this episode has nothing to do with the main text, Henry only likes Carl, the main text is Carl X Henry 1V1, cousin cannon fodder is unshakable)

(End of episode)