[Titanic] I can't help myself

(The emotional line outside this episode has nothing to do with the main text, Henry only likes Carl, the main text is Carl X Henry 1V1, cousin cannon fodder is unshakable)

William looked at Henry with an indifferent expression. If it wasn't for the thin layer of blush remaining on his cheeks, this expression would be a standard aristocratic mask. This kind of mask is as strong as a castle's hard stone wall and is suitable for all social occasions. .

Henry's attitude seemed to be very clear, pretending that nothing happened, and then distanced himself.

A year of hard work is like a mermaid who drank the magic potion that can turn her legs. No matter how much pain she has experienced, no matter how beautiful she used to be, it only takes a ray of morning light to turn into foam on the sea and disappear. do.

Just go back to the beginning and become alienated again?William couldn't stand it. Compared to continuing to be a qualified elder brother in hypocrisy, it would be better to be told by his mother that he really loves him in his heart, and then be forced to isolate and never see each other again. At least he doesn't need to imprison the latter Own.

Henry was almost at the door, and William took a big step forward, grabbing his wrist tightly.If Henry is let out like this, then the relationship between the two will return to the most distant moment at the beginning, and they will never be able to move forward again.

He decided to give it a go.

"I love you!" he growled under his breath, "I love you!"

"Don't do this, William, let me go!" Henry turned sideways, trying to break William off with his other hand, but he took the opportunity to firmly grasp the wrists of both hands in his palms, and with another effort, he was caught Pulled to the front, pushed to the corner.

"I love you, when I saw you in Acton last summer, I couldn't help falling in love with you!"

William let go of the wrist of one hand, and then wrapped his arms around Henry's waist.Henry immediately put the free hand on William's chest.William didn't insist on that kind of tight hug, and the distance, which doesn't count as distance, didn't further intensify Henry's resistance.

"God, William, let me go!" Henry controlled the volume, which made his resistance look much weaker. He tried hard to push away the man in front of him, but after some pushing, he exhausted himself , and William still stood in front of him like a wall.

"Do you know how much pain I have?" William lowered his upper body, moved his face close to Henry who had stopped resisting, panting heavily, and said in an almost whispering voice, "Whenever you appear in my sight, I I can't help but want to be close to you; whenever you're around, I have to do my best not to do something disrespectful to you. Do you know how many times I've dreamed? Dreaming of holding you like this, Not in the way of a brother, but in the way of a lover."

He tightened his arms, allowing Henry to feel the sudden increase in strength around his waist.

"Jesus..." Henry muttered, struggling again.

"When I can't see you, I think you're going crazy. Do you know what I endured every day when I was in Chatsworth? If there is magic in this world, I wish I could turn you into Cheng Thumbelina, in my arms, will not leave you a step."

"But seeing you makes everything more painful! Do you know why? because Idon'twannabeyourdearcousinWiliam, Iwannabeyourlover!

"OHGOD! Shut up! Shut up!" Henry screamed softly, and quickly reached out to cover his mouth forcefully, "Don't say such words again!"

William looked straight into his green eyes, didn't turn his head away from his hand, but stuck out his tongue and began to lick and lick his palm gently.

Henry shivered for a moment, then withdrew his hand abruptly, and stared at him with wide eyes, shock and accusation on his face.This expression was so cute that William's heart almost melted, and he leaned forward again, trying to kiss Henry's slightly parted lips.

Henry quickly pushed his face away, and gave him a slap, but the strength was controlled to be only a little heavier than a stroking.

Although he was slapped, William felt that this slap made him as happy as a kiss.This slap explained a lot of problems, at least it proved that there was still room for change in everything, and Henry was not all disgusted and disgusted with him, or this feeling, otherwise he would not be so merciful.The little hope in William's heart that was originally smaller than a spark suddenly ignited into a sea of ​​flames, burning up in his heart.

"Do you think it's disgusting?" He said in a low voice, pretending to be sad, "Does it make you feel evil that men like men? Do you think I'm a pervert who should go to hell after death?"

Henry's lips quivered, and with a final sigh, he said, "Don't say that, I've never felt, thought liking a man was disgusting or criminal. Oh, don't, don't..."

Seeing the tears on William's face, Henry panicked and raised his hand a little helplessly, as if hesitating whether to wipe away the tears for him.

"You're so kind, Henry. But that's also the cruelest thing about you." William said in a nasal voice, "You see, you don't even want to touch me, but you say such comforting words, as if you still have me in your heart Same. You might as well insult me ​​in the most vicious language, at least it's true."

"I, I didn't..." Henry murmured, and finally slowly put his hands on William's face, wiping away tears with his fingers.

The soft fingers have a little strength that is almost imperceptible, as if being carefully touched by a newborn cat with the tender pads of its paws.This is even more beautiful than imagined, so beautiful that William's tears, which were just acting, became more and more out of control and flowed uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry..." Henry said softly, and put his other hand on William's face, "If I hurt you, forgive me, that was not my intention."

William grabbed one of the hands, put it to his lips, and kissed it hard.Henry didn’t draw out his hand this time.

"God, I love you so much..." William kept kissing his hand, choked up and said, "I can't live without you...give me a chance...please..."

Henry frowned slightly, not because of disgust or impatience, but because of sadness and helplessness.

"William, I, I can't..."

"Please!" William pressed his face into his palm, "Don't be so cruel... Since you don't hate it, give me a chance, okay..."

"Give me a chance to love you..."

The boy stood with his eyes downcast, the bright sunlight pierced through the flying dust in the air, and fell on his face, reflecting the warm light.Their exhaled breaths mingled and intertwined, carrying each other's moist vapors, and then entering the other's body.

William slowly approached, and then approached, lowering his head bit by bit, and biting those two plump lips again.

This time, it was not pushed away.

(The emotional line outside this episode has nothing to do with the main text, Henry only likes Carl, the main text is Carl X Henry 1V1, cousin cannon fodder is unshakable)