pinnacle throne

As long as he can remember, the figure of a person has been firmly engraved in his mind. This person is serious, indifferent, and stares at him with a kind of scrutiny all the time. All of childhood.

Perhaps it was because of this experience that he was more silent than his peers, and the family housekeeper had to spend a lot of effort to persuade that person to send him to a boarding school.In that closed elementary school, he met many "similar" and for the first time clearly realized a word - difference.

He didn't know when it started, but he developed the habit of observing, always observing everyone around him intentionally or unconsciously, and then fell into confusion.He once secretly asked the housekeeper: "Why am I different from others?"

He couldn't remember exactly what the butler answered, but thinking about this question filled his daily boring life.At that time, he thought that this was the most complicated question in the world, but in the end, time gave him the answer.

Maybe people are different, but one thing is equal.

Time flies and he begins to grow.

Gradually, the man's face became more wrinkled, his hair became gray, and his eyes became less sharp. He was like a freed fish, swimming forward courageously. He finally began to touch this world, a real world. .During those rebellious days, he understood a lot, but he also did a lot of stupid things. In the end, that person lost his temper and locked him in the study.

The study is a place he is very familiar with. It is an empty room with only a desk and a chair. There is a calligraphy work on the wall, which is said to be a masterpiece of a contemporary master.This used to be the place he hated the most, but after many years, he seemed to understand a little bit why that person wanted to tidy up the place as it is now, and there is a big and powerful character "Shen" on the wall.

His life is back on track. Although he feels that he has understood the true meaning of this world, he understands that no one can control the laws of the world's operation, and he becomes irritable. No matter how willful you are, there will always be someone who will tolerate you unconditionally.

Maybe this is life, right?

Anyway, just play with the rules of the game.

Others said that he was born in the Ling family, which was a blessing he had cultivated for several lifetimes.

One said that he didn't care, two said that he was bored, three, four, many...he was numb.That's right, because he is Ling Yexi, because he is from the Ling family, so he is very lucky.Is that all right?

But his perception of the world has changed because of one person.

Maybe there are some things that really can't be described in words. He saw the game video of that person on the Internet, and followed it as if he was possessed, collecting information about that person everywhere.

How can there be such a person in the world?It was just a game, but he seemed to be able to feel a kind of courage to move forward. That kind of emotion almost drove away every inch of haze in his heart and illuminated his life.

That was the first time, and he was extremely grateful that he was born in this world.

It turned out that the darker the place, the brighter the light that was born.

He started to follow this man's footsteps, watching every game of his, not just videos, he bought all peripheral products related to that man, but it was not enough... just watching him was not enough.

As the ecstatic mood passes, the inner emptiness grows exponentially.

In his heart, those things that should have withered, now sprouted again.He could hear the roar of every cell in his body, he heard his own inner voice.

I want to be an actor.

This is the softest and most sacred secret he hides in his heart.

But he still hesitated, the wall in front of him was too high, and he was used to avoiding it.

Then he met him.

He was like any young man who saw his idol for the first time, his mouth was dry, and he was so nervous that he didn't know where to put his hands, but the man smiled at him, and the smile without any impurities instantly ignited all his emotions. Feelings, the person told him "Don't be nervous", he couldn't help it, and poured out all his troubles, the other party didn't comfort him, and he didn't even say "Come on", that was the first time he saw the other party Show a serious expression.

"No one can make decisions for you. Other people's ideas are just references. If you need my advice, I will say 'go for it'."

He made a choice, and then suffered the punishment, but he didn't feel a trace of frustration, and it seemed that even his fear disappeared, and he could finally stand in front of his grandfather and say that sentence without hesitation.

"This is my dream and I'm going to make it happen."

He started the long journey, while still paying close attention to that person, as if it was destined, they met again, and he swore in his heart that he would never let go.Even though there are still many things to face, even if he loses the advantages brought by his surname Ling, even if there are countless trials...but he will not give up.

People, as long as you have a dream, you will become strong.

Perhaps this is the true meaning of life.

At night, in the early hours of the morning, the two sat in the newly repaired small garden outside the house.Ling Yexi turned her head and looked at Shen Xiao at the side. The other party was looking up at the moon in the sky intently. After staring at the moon for half a minute, the other party still had no response. Ling Yexi couldn't help but said: "You are cold ?"

Shen Xiao replied: "It's not cold."

"...Do you have to celebrate your birthday outdoors? If you want to see the night sky, I'll show you 3D." Ling Yexi said helplessly.

Shen Xiao lowered his head and smiled, and replied seriously: "That's fake."

"..." Ling Yexi was speechless, "I really didn't realize that you are so particular."

"That is."

Ling Yexi felt inexplicably depressed. He had originally prepared a warm and romantic environment for the two of them to celebrate their birthday, but Shen Xiao left the well-decorated room alone and insisted on pulling him out to watch the moon.But... Ling Yexi took a deep breath, he hadn't been so leisurely outside for a long time.

The two sat lazily on the chairs, looking up at the moon for a while, and chatting with each other for a while, Ling Yexi's upper and lower eyelids fought, even though he regained his strength several times in a row, He continued to accompany Shen Xiao, but after ten minutes, he still slowly leaned on the other's shoulder and fell into a deep sleep.

When he woke up again, he was already lying on the bed, and Shen Xiao beside him was breathing slowly, apparently in a state of sleep, Ling Yexi got up quietly, took his phone to check the time, it was almost six o'clock in the morning, he couldn't help smiling one time.Shen Xiao probably called him outside in order to let him rest early, otherwise, according to the birthday celebration process he prepared for the other party, it is certain that he will stay all night.

He simply lay back on the bed again, staring at the sleeping face of the other party with his eyes open.

In fact, when he made the agreement with the old man at the beginning, he didn't have much confidence in his heart. He is a descendant of the Ling family, so he is naturally familiar with the old man's thinking.So he simply followed the old man's idea and proposed "until the career is not completed, I will not meet with the other party."

In the eyes of the old man, their relationship is undoubtedly a representative of childishness. After a few years, even if it is not completely broken, it must have faded a lot.Relying on this, he procrastinated a lot of time, and he also used this time to prove his determination.After all, the old man didn't nod his head, but he wouldn't intentionally cause trouble either.To be able to come this far, to be honest, he feels very lucky.

Shen Xiao's choice was the biggest variable in his plan, but the other party really waited for him for three years... Maybe this person never said any love words, even when they got along, they didn't show too much dependence, However, he could feel the other person's feelings.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but leaned forward, grabbed the other person's waist and brought him into his arms.Shen Xiao's sleep was already shallow, and after being tossed like this, he woke up immediately. When he saw someone treating him as a human pillow again, he didn't bother to talk, so he yawned and prepared to continue sleeping.

Ling Yexi looked at the other party's appearance, and suddenly had a plan in mind, and couldn't help but said: "My wife... will you not want me in the future?"

Shen Xiao opened his eyes and glanced at him: "The work pressure is too great, are you stupid?"

Ling Yexi: "..."

"Don't think about it, go to sleep."

Ling Yexi endured it for a long time before holding back her complaints, and then continued to say in a pitiful tone: "I won't look good in the future, so you don't want me anymore?"

Shen Xiao: "...Did you get up in the wrong way?"

Ling Yexi thought about it, and decided to use another method: "Do you love me?"

Shen Xiao: "..."

"Do you love it?"

"..."

"Say it!"

"..."

"Do you love me or not?!"

"Love……"

"Good~"

So someone took the opportunity to take off the other person's pants, and wiped him clean.

Although his lover doesn't like to express his feelings, but this kind of other party is the only true love in his life.