Rebirth Turn

Lu Yan was slightly taken aback when he heard the news.

Qin Feng slapped him on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Why, are you silly? Can't react?"

Lu Yan shook his head and smiled, "It's a bit unexpected."

Qin Feng continued, "Yeah, I was also quite surprised. I had said it well, but suddenly changed my mind and said that I would have to audition again, thinking that it was over, and there was another magical turning point. I think there must be some tricks in it, But in any case, we won this movie, and it is worth celebrating."

Lu Yan nodded absent-mindedly, "En, not bad." After thinking about it, he said, "Brother Feng, I have something to do, can you push me through today's announcement?"

Only then did Qin Feng notice that his expression was not right, "What's wrong? You don't look very happy, what's the matter?"

Lu Yan forced a smile, "It's just a little private matter, just deal with it."

"Well, you go. There is no notice that you must go today. I will push it for you." Although Qin Feng was puzzled, he still respected Lu Yan's privacy and quickly agreed.

"Then I'm going to trouble Brother Feng." After Lu Yan finished speaking, he got up and left.

Walking downstairs in the company, he took a deep breath, took out his mobile phone and dialed a number, and a familiar ringtone came from the phone. This was Lu Yan's casual suggestion when he asked, but he didn't expect the other party to change it. The mobile phone number did not change the ringtone.

When the ringing stopped, the phone was finally picked up. The voice from the other end was familiar but a little hoarse than usual, and the tone was very deep, "Hello, who is it?"

I don't know if the other party didn't show it or didn't save their number at all.

Lu Yan's gaze was cast quietly in the distance, there were two teenagers with each other's shoulders, one of them was holding a basketball in his arms, and walked by each other in high spirits, only then did he realize that it was already summer vacation, His tone was very calm, "It's me, Lu Yan."

There was a sharp smile on the other end of the phone, "It's you, what else do you want from me?"

Lu Yan still said lightly, "Where are you? I have something to ask you."

"Exactly, I also have something to say to you," the other end of the phone said after a while, "I'm at home, come here." After that, he gave an address.

Lu Yan hung up the phone, put down the phone slowly, and when he looked intently, the figures of the two teenagers had disappeared.

Lu Yan took a taxi to the address Xu Yongzhou mentioned. He was wearing sunglasses and sat on the back seat of the car. The driver didn't like to chat with customers like ordinary taxi drivers. Lu Yan thought he didn't recognize him.It wasn't until the fare was paid that the driver suddenly took out a notebook and a pen, and said a little shyly that his daughter is a fan of Lu Yan, and could he sign it for him.Lu Yan smiled slightly, took the notebook and pen, asked the driver's daughter's name, then swiped a pen to write a few words of congratulations, signed his name, and the driver happily took it.

No matter how heavy your heart is, you must maintain a good demeanor when facing fans. As an artist, this is a kind of self-cultivation and professionalism.

The doubt that has been haunting me since my rebirth may be solved today.Lu Yan couldn't tell whether he expected more or felt more helpless.

When he rang the doorbell, Lu Yan felt that his heart was very peaceful, so peaceful that he didn't look like asking a teacher for a crime, but just came to visit an old friend.In fact, he just came to ask a few questions.

The door opened quickly, Xu Yongzhou was still wearing the shirt from yesterday's audition, it was already a little wrinkled, his eyes were bloodshot, he looked like he hadn't slept all night, his hair was messed up, and he was expressionless, he always pays attention to his image At this moment, he looked messy and embarrassed.Xu Yongzhou, who was always bright and confident in the impression, seemed to disappear overnight.

After Xu Yongzhou opened the door, he glanced at Lu Yan and turned to go in without even saying hello.

Lu Yan followed in silently, and closed the door behind him.

Xu Yongzhou sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette. The coffee table next to the sofa was full of cigarette butts, and the room also had a choking smell of smoke.When they were in school together, they occasionally smoked, but very rarely and without addiction.

Lu Yan had never seen Xu Yongzhou like this.

Xu Yongzhou blew out a smoke ring, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke, "Tell me, what do you want to ask?"

At this time, there is no need for those hypocritical politeness and pretended warmth. Lu Yan's tone was calmer than he himself expected, "I only have one question, why?"

Xu Yongzhou didn't answer right away, he silently finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and then put it out in the ashtray of the coffee table, where there were already piles of cigarette corpses.

Xu Yongzhou raised his head, with sarcasm in his eyes, and his voice became sharper, "Why? You ask me why? I have been the pride of heaven since I was a child. Everyone praises me for being good-looking, smart, and I have a very good My family. I always thought I was the best, but you appeared, Lu Yan. You obviously have nothing, I know you are an illegitimate child, and your mother is still a lunatic, but you always overwhelm me, The tutor likes you, the classmates love you, and even received a little more love letters than me.

"I'm not convinced, and I'm not reconciled. I just want to win you once, just once. But you are not only a little bit better than me in ability, but also a little bit better in luck than me. I have nothing to say about losing to you in the audition for "Blade" Yes, after that, I just played a trick and became the second male lead, and became a hit. I thought I was lucky, but you, with two consecutive high-grossing films, and the famous director Li Ran and actor Gu Yang I have a lot of love for you. I successfully signed Xingkong, and you, not only entered Xingkong, but also a gold medal manager like Qin Feng. I am also very interested in Director Gao’s play, but he chose you without even thinking about it. .Aren't I even qualified to compare with you?

"I'm not reconciled. Don't you have Li Ran's backing? I can find Su Jue, who just happens to be very interested in men. During the time I was with him, he was very kind to me, and we were also very compatible. I I almost really fell in love with him, and I almost thought he was really in love with me. I called Director Gao in his name and asked for a new audition for casting. Director Gao agreed. After he knew it, he didn’t say anything. What, I thought he would definitely help me."

Xu Yongzhou's voice gradually lowered, and Lu Yan could tell that he was really sad.

After a long time, Xu Yongzhou raised his head again, the blood in his eyes seemed to be even redder, and he gnashed his teeth and roared, "Lu Yan, what charm do you have? I am the one who is with him, but he is not on my side On the other hand, he wanted to break up with me because I treated you so well. He dumped me for you!"

At this time, Lu Yan can still think calmly, he is not for me, but for Su Mo.He had guessed the reason why Xu Yongzhou and Su Jue were together before, but now he got the confirmation from the other party, but he felt unspeakably uncomfortable. He didn't expect Xu Yongzhou's obsession to be so deep.

Lu Yan sighed, "I don't want to compare myself to you."

Xu Yongzhou smiled sharply, "Of course you haven't thought about it, because there is no need to compare, you are always better than me in every way. Lu Yan, you have always been like this, your eyes are always looking up. If you were me, you would always look up. Someone is pressing on your head, can you still be so calm?"

Lu Yan suddenly thought of those years before his rebirth, he watched Xu Yongzhou go higher and higher step by step, while he was always in the same place, the distance between them was getting farther and farther, and he could no longer catch up with him.He thought of those nights when he faced the cold room alone, and was entangled by those unspeakable emotions, unable to breathe or turn over.However, one thing he can be sure of is that even if he is at the bottom of the valley, he will not do those dirty things.No one or anything is worthy of him to stain his own hands and subvert those insistences.

So Lu Yan said slowly, "Yes, you are right. Maybe I will be jealous, unconvinced, and unwilling to live in another place. But, no matter what, I will not betray my friends! "

When Xu Yongzhou heard the previous paragraph, there was still a mocking smile in his eyes, and his head was slightly raised, as if to say, look, you and I are just the same person.However, when he heard the last sentence, his face turned pale instantly, yes, they are not the same people after all!

Lu Yan took one last look at him and said calmly, "Anyway, thank you for solving the doubts in my heart. From now on, we are no longer friends."

Now that the face has been torn apart, it will probably be the best result to be like a stranger from now on.

When Lu Yan put his right hand on the doorknob and was about to pull it open, Xu Yongzhou suddenly called out, "Lu Yan, can you always be so calm and indifferent? I really want to see how you panicked."

Lu Yan let go of the doorknob, turned around slowly, looked at Xu Yongzhou's crazy look, and said word by word, "Even if I have that kind of time, I won't let you see it."

After speaking, he opened the door and left without hesitation.

Lu Yan did not take the elevator, but walked into the stairs inside the security door. He measured the height of the 21st floor step by step.He carefully recalled every time he met Xu Yongzhou before his rebirth, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, because he clearly remembered that no matter how bad the situation he was in, he had never lost his composure in front of Xu Yongzhou.This was the only dignity he had left at that time, and he was protecting it after all.

However, Lu Yan's mood did not relax because of this. Since his rebirth, he had already found the answer he was looking for, and there was no twists and turns. The reason was that it was so simple and straightforward, but it made people unable to let go.

Lu Yan didn't know, which would be better, a complete break with Xu Yongzhou, or maintaining a superficial harmony all the time.He just knew that he also didn't want to see such a result.

Lu Yan knew that he was not such a heartless person. The four years of being together day and night, the sweat shed together, the laughing and crying together were not all fake.

Until he walked up the 21st floor of the stairs, Lu Yan's heart was still heavy, and even his breathing seemed to be suppressed.The sun was very bright in summer, Lu Yan walked out of the apartment building, but he didn't feel warmed up.

Until he saw the black Lexus parked quietly at the door, and the person standing in front of the car looking at him quietly.The car has been completely turned off, and it looks like it has been waiting for a while.

Su Mo was still wearing a well-tailored and well-fitting suit, but at this moment the temperature in his eyes eased the rigor and coldness of that body, he slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and said softly, "Suddenly want to go for a drive with someone, no Do you know if Mr. Lu can appreciate this face?"

Lu Yan felt that his eyes were about to get wet. He suppressed the momentary excitement, raised his eyebrows, and said slowly, "My honor."