I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Ning Qingrang was withdrawn when he was a child, he hated his father Ning Wen, and also hated the sound of his mother crying.

Later, the mother died, not long after, Ning Wen brought back a child, Ning Qingrang stood at the stairs, watching the child's willful crying, he was disgusted and jealous.

From then on, no matter where he went, the kid would follow him, kick him and push him away, and he would still follow him like an idiot.

When Ning Qingrang heard that Ning Wen named the child Ning Ran, he suddenly had a distorted mentality, and finally someone with him endured the darkness brought by the surname Ning.

However, things didn't develop like that, he was the only one who had to face Ning Wen's scolding and cold eyes, and all that child got were Ning Wen's smiles and pampering.

It was his world that never existed.

Ning Wen hated his mother for not being able to tolerate the woman outside, together with him.

Ning Qingrang often secretly stood in the corner and watched the child sitting on the ground laughing and singing to the passing ants and insects on the tree, thinking, what an idiot.

Then one day, that idiot was abducted by human traffickers.

Ning Wen's world collapsed, and he took on all the pain, anger, and uneasiness of the other party. He hid in the room alone and laughed happily, but his face was full of tears.

After many years, Ning Qingrang never thought that he would see that child again.

Sometimes many decisions are made in one thought.

If you make a mistake, it will be beyond redemption.

When planning step by step, all the efforts can only get short-term warmth, Ning Qingrang still insists on struggling in Zhao Yi's life.

He didn't believe in fate, but he lost completely.

Ning Qingrang once again lost himself in a single thought. This time it was him and Zhao Yi who were ruined. Since there is no going back, let's start over.

At the moment of the car accident, he was relieved, but when he heard the words "Qing Rang, danger" in his ear, tears blurred his vision, he rushed to protect Zhao Yi, but was pressed down by the other party.

He had a heart transplant operation, and the ugly and hideous scars on his face were intertwined. He changed his face and could start a new life, while Zhao Yi became a vegetative state.

Aimless, waiting without seeing the light, despair, suffering.

Ning Qingrang was awakened by the nightmare for a long time, and when he woke up, his thoughts were clear. The reality was more painful than the dream, and he needed to take sleeping pills to numb himself.

God did not take his life away, but gave him a crueler punishment.

When Ning Qingrang returned to China again, things changed.

He met that person at the airport, a little unexpectedly, and later met that person in the supermarket, and the other person glanced at him with an inquiring look.

I don't know if the beating heart under the clothes is not his. The original owner was a gentle and elegant artist, who had a lot of influence on him, and he became more patient and tolerant in dealing with people and things.

So goodbye Gu Dong, he no longer has the resentment, pain and guilt of the past, and he is very calm.

Standing at the entrance of the supermarket with the bag in hand and looking at the figure walking away, Ning Qingrang made a phone call, "Dad, there is something I haven't told you."

Across the ocean, Ning Wen was dealing with business, "What?"

"He's still alive." Ning Qingrang took a deep breath, as if raindrops hit his face and eyes, which were wet and cold, "Ning Ran...is still alive."

Pedestrians passing by in twos and threes holding umbrellas, they looked curiously, not understanding why the handsome man at the door was crying.

Ning Wen has not returned to China for many years, and when he re-enters a city that does not coincide with his memory, he is excited like never before.

Because of that child.

Ning Wen appeared in the Xia Group based on the information he obtained from the investigation. He found a seat by the window in the opposite coffee shop and sat down, ordered a cup of coffee, and watched the movement of the opposite building through the glass window.

At 05:30 in the afternoon, employees began to leave the building together. Ning Wen finished paying his bill and went out. He crossed the road and stood in the parking area on the left side of the building, looking through the crowd.

Very little scorching.

After a while, Ning Wen's eyes locked on the man walking behind, and he turned his head to talk to the people around him, with a calm expression.

He has been looking for half his life for his son, who is only a few steps away from him. He already has a home, and that home has nothing to do with him.

Gu Dong said hello and farewell to Xia Zhiyuan. He held a box of Pu'er tea in one hand and stuffed it into his pants pocket with the other, thinking about what style of watch to buy for Gu Yan when he went to the mall.

It was rush hour at this time, and there were long queues at several ticket machines in the subway.

Bored, Gu Dong took out a piece of candy and stuffed it in his mouth. He casually glanced at the person in front of him. They were all dressed in a steady manner. They were all top foreign brands, and he was a rich man.

Thoughts were flying around, but was disturbed by a deep voice.

"Excuse me, how do I buy a ticket?"

When the owner of the voice turned his head, Gu Dong saw the face clearly. There were many emotions on the face, and in the end he just slightly raised his eyebrows.

"Where?"

Ning Wen calmly looked away from the face of the person in front of him, pointed at the screen with his fingertips trembling.

It was the same station, Gu Dong took out two ten-yuan tickets with four corners flattened in his wallet, and he handed one of the tickets to Ning Wen.

Ning Wen smiled gratefully at Gu Dong, and returned the ticket money to Gu Dong, probably because he usually has a straight face and rarely smiles, so this seems to be just a stretch of muscle.

There were a lot of people in the subway, Gu Dong and Ning Qing let in one after the other and stood together.

Someone touched Gu Dong's arm, but was stopped by a big hand.

The wind from the air conditioner blows away all kinds of smells, the surrounding is messy, complaining and fighting.

After a few stops, there were fewer people in the car, so Gu Dong walked to the vacant spot in the corner, leaning his back on the handrail, looking at the door in front of him, and saw Ning Wen approaching from there.

Gu Dong frowned, lowered the corners of his eyes, covering everything.

Ning Wen, who moved to the side, didn't care about the eyes of the people around him. His tall and sturdy body was slightly bent, his hands were clasped, and all ten fingers were tense, showing that his heart was not calm at the moment.

"I have a son who disappeared when he was very young..."

The low voice next to his ear made Gu Dong stop breathing, his eyelids suddenly lifted, and then quickly closed again, his heart felt extremely stuffy.

People on both sides turned their heads to look, thinking that Gu Dong was an acquaintance with him, so they didn't care much.

In addition to those of the opposite sex who cast their gazes at Ning Wen, who was exuding the aura of a successful person, there were also people who recognized the brand of his clothes and secretly slammed their mouths. These days, people with amazing net worth also crowded the subway with them.

"I've found him now, but I don't know if he still recognizes me as a father." Ning Wen's handsome face was stained with loneliness, he said to himself, he looked like a poor father eager to be recognized, "Because I didn't give anything in his growth, so I am not entitled to own him."

This scene is really outrageous. If you say so much to a stranger who has never met before, you are either crazy or a fool.

However, the reasons are known to each other.

Decades later, when father and son meet again, those only memories are yellowed and blurred.

I don't know how long it took, but after stopping at each stop, there were fewer and fewer people around, and the wind from the air conditioner made people feel cold. Gu Dong didn't open his eyes, and said lightly, "I know he's safe. , had a good time, isn't that all right?"

After a long time, Ning Wen showed a relieved expression, "Yes."