I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Gu Dong didn't make any noise, squatting on the side of the road and weeping quietly, as if he wanted to pour out all the emotions accumulated in three years at once.

Seeing his appearance, Xia Zhiyuan cursed in a low voice, knelt down and wiped his face clean with a tissue, and then changed another one to pinch his nose and blow his nose, "Gu Xiaodong, you'll be fine after crying."

The drunk person is totally different from his usual appearance, his wet eyes are full of fragility, his head is tilted and his face is full of loneliness, he is very embarrassed.

Xia Zhiyuan tightened the collar of Gu Dong's coat, stroked his hair, "It's not that Gu Yan doesn't want you, he has difficulties, you know."

This person is a sensible person, with a clear mind, and knows the reasons for it better than anyone else, as well as those who are forced and forced, but understanding is one thing, and calmly accepting it is another.

People are contradictory.

"Three years..." Gu Dong was delirious, and kept repeating those words in his mouth.

"Gu Xiaodong, I heard from Lu Anxiu that Gu Yan is very good in the army. He has been fighting with Lu Shi to get news of you, and he is also working hard to find opportunities to make meritorious service. Trust him and make it through. You will have a long way to go. Long." Xia Zhiyuan had blue veins on his forehead, his facial muscles were pulled, and he felt that he was really great, and he never thought that one day he would speak good words for Gu Yan.

Because of Jiang Yuan's matter, he and Lu Anxiu had several contacts. The Lu family is a model military family in China, and it also has the highest military rank. In Lu Shi's generation, it has reached the peak, and its position is unshakable. If it is not for Lu Anxiu's asthma , It is impossible to live freely.

Gu Yanhui was the one who took Lu Shi's place.

Staring at Gu Dong's blushing face, Gong Yu stroked his tied-up hair, rubbed his fingernails in his scalp, and exhaled heavily alcohol-smelling hot air, "It's windy, let's go, don't let He caught a cold."

Xia Zhiyuan carried Gu Dong back to his place, changed him into pajamas, wrung out a hot towel and wiped his face and hands, closed the door and went to another room.

At night, Gu Dong woke up from a drowsy sleep. After lying on his back with all four limbs, he felt the light on the bedside table turned on. He squinted his eyes and looked around. He locked the sculpture in the corner, and vaguely recognized it as Xia Zhiyuan's room.

Gu Dong arched his body and curled himself up. He felt a splitting headache. He stretched out his fist and hammered his temple. The picture in his mind was blurred.

All he could make up was that he drank a lot of wine with Chu Jiran, his stomach felt uncomfortable, he wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit, Gu Dong rubbed his eyes, a little swollen, that feeling was like crying, his face turned pale Hei, lifted the quilt and got out of bed to go to the bathroom.

The person in the mirror had slightly swollen eyes, disheveled hair, and was haggard and weak. Gu Dong turned on the faucet, bent over and splashed cold water on his face.

Lu Shi threatened Gu Yan with him. He could imagine what kind of struggle Gu Yan had experienced. A person who had determined to be a doctor since childhood abandoned his ideal, was constrained and forced, and lost his freedom.

If you don't care so much, why accept suppression.

He understood, always understood.

Gu Dong turned around and walked out. After venting his drunkenness this time, he felt much more relaxed.

In the morning, Xia Zhiyuan didn't wake Gu Dong up. He left a note and went to the company. It's not a good thing to keep some things in your heart, and you need to let go of them properly.

He hoped that the brother he watched growing up could live a good life, have the best, and be happier than anyone else.

Gu Dong slept until noon. He touched his glasses and put them on. After washing, he went to the kitchen refrigerator to get food and warmed it in the microwave oven. Before leaving, he threw away all the garbage. The house was clean and tidy. no need.

While waiting for the bus, Gu Dong called Zhang Yiyang and asked, "Yiyang, is Ji Ran okay?"

There was a rough gasp at the other end, and then a slightly hurried voice, "He's fine, he should be at work."

Gu Dong raised his eyebrows, the voice over there just now was clearly Chu Jiran, the sound close to whimpering was familiar no matter what, like...

After asking a few casual questions, he hung up the phone and didn't bother.

Pushing the glasses on the bridge of his nose, Gu Dong was thoughtful, the two had a good relationship in college, there were four people living in other people's dormitory, and there were only two people in their dormitory, they were together during and after class.

Recalling the photoshoot on the day of graduation, Chu Jiran stood between him and Zhang Yiyang, with his hands hanging on Zhang Yiyang's arms, always sticking to each other, Gu Dong rubbed between his brows, why didn't he notice anything?

It began to rain lightly, and Gu Dong got off at the company one stop earlier and went into the supermarket to buy some snacks and an umbrella. When he was going to get some biscuits, he saw a figure and recognized the same one he met at the airport, so he involuntarily quickened his pace and saw clearly the person's appearance.

With warm facial features, the corners of the lips are slightly raised, very gentle, it is a strange face, I don't know it.

The next moment Gu Dong frowned suddenly, if the nose, mouth and chin were completely covered and only the eyes were exposed, it looked very much like Ning Qingrang.

But this person's bright temperament is completely different from Ning Qingrang's gloom.

"Please let me..."

A polite voice sounded in his ear, and Gu Dong recovered from his messy thoughts, he turned to make room for the other party apologetically, and stared at the man's back with an indescribable weirdness in his heart.

He couldn't sort it out until he entered Xia Zhiyuan's office, so he told the matter.

After listening, Xia Zhiyuan stood up from the chair, walked around the desk and walked in front of Gu Dong, "Do you suspect it's the same person?" It's not difficult to create two different faces, as it often happens in the entertainment industry, he sees those actresses all carved out of a mold.

Gu Dong drank his coffee and only said two words, "Feeling."

"Your sense has always been accurate." Xia Zhiyuan picked up another cup of coffee, "Zhao Yi transferred his shares to you four years ago, allowing you to own the largest shares of Fujiyu. This is his way of making up for it, and he probably wants to start No matter what, it has been a few years, and the relationship between you and them has been broken."

Gu Dong hummed, if that was the case, if he could choose to change his face, he would choose to start over.

"Are you feeling better?" Xia Zhiyuan's face darkened, "Who promised not to get drunk?"

Gu Dong was distressed, "I forgot."

"Don't touch alcohol in the future, unless one of us is present." Xia Zhiyuan straightened the cuffs of his suit, "Your alcohol capacity is too poor."

Gu Dong bowed his head to accept the criticism, he suddenly asked, "A Yuan, is uncle feeling better?"

"Take him to visit abroad at the end of the month." Xia Zhiyuan's brows were full of worry. The old man is getting old and loves to eat fatty meat. He eats it every time. No, something happened.

Before Xia Zhiyuan mentioned it, Gu Dong had already said, "I will take care of Auntie."

Xia Zhiyuan laughed. He will probably marry a wife and have children in the future, but it is difficult for anyone to understand himself better than Gu Dong.

When he is old and unable to walk, even if his son is unfilial, he still has brothers, and it will not be miserable.

Gu Dong looked at Xia Zhiyuan laughing by himself strangely, and got hairy.

Going back at night, walking in the aisle, Gu Dong stopped subconsciously, his back suddenly felt cold, and there was a faint follower behind him, he held his breath, put his hand into his trouser pocket calmly, touched the phone and swipe the screen gently.

"Good vigilance."

The sudden deep voice behind him echoed in the silent corridor, Gu Dong stopped his fingers in his hand, he turned around, and the sensor light above his head went off and on again with a step.

I don't know when the man standing there is not very different from the appearance three years ago, his temples and hair are cut into sharp arcs, meticulous, stern and indifferent, but if you look closely, even the powerful aura exuding can't cover up the kindness. Dryness from within.

The living room was too quiet, Gu Dong didn't ask, he was waiting for the other party to say.

Lu Shi clasped his hands together, straightened his back, and said expressionlessly, "He resisted that day, and I knocked him out."

There was a crack in the calm and rationality maintained on the face, and Gu Dong's chest rose and fell faster, "You will only make him hate the Lu family if you do this." This man's stubborn persistence made him terrible.

Inexplicably, Gu Dong had a bad premonition in his heart. The person who met him three years ago and then went abroad came back and came to see him. It is impossible for no reason.

The feeling was like throwing a lighted match on the paper, and the burning hole spread around in an instant.

"Whether it's exercises or theory, he is excellent." Lu Shi's eyes were sharp, with a faint hint of approval, "He is a born soldier."

Before Gu Dong raised his eyes, he heard a sentence that made him fall into the ice cellar.

"There was an accident in this mission, and unfortunately he fell into the sea." Entering the theme, Lu Shi's voice still did not fluctuate, but the two light-colored lips were pursed into a cold straight line, showing his emotion, "The situation after being salvaged Very bad."

It's almost impossible for these two words to come out of Lu Shi's mouth.

This is not what Lu Shi hoped for, on the contrary, it is the last thing he wants to see. At the moment he received the news, he doubted his decision for the first time, but it disappeared in an instant. The remaining time God gave him It was running out, and he had no time to falter, nor could he fail.

Lu Shi's eyes were fixed on the face in front of him, all the blood disappeared instantly, and he couldn't find a trace of calm person, as if something flickered.

If there is anything else that is Gu Yan's persistence, it can awaken his desire to survive.Hope, desperately want, only this person.

Gu Dong stood up abruptly, the table in front of him was shaken by that force.He moved, and the panic that crazily grew in his heart was transmitted to his hands, and his fingertips trembled violently. He grabbed Lu Shi's collar vigorously, and asked with trembling lips, "Why did you let him perform a dangerous mission?"

"He is a soldier, he must obey." The hand on his neck was still tightening, and the breath sprayed on his face was chaotic. To participate in the selection test, he needs the opportunity to make merit more than anyone else."

Why?Because Gu Yan had to climb so high, he wanted to come back, to be alone, and he wanted to go crazy.

Gu Dong seemed to be drained of all his strength, something dripped uncontrollably from the corner of his eye, and he heard his voice choked with sobs, "Take me to see him."