I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

When Gu Yan returned to the hospital, Sheng Chenguang and the others had already left, and the ward was quiet. The person on the bed was asleep, with one hand outside, and the corner of the quilt between his legs, in a very casual sleeping position.

"Brother, I don't have time to participate in your past, and I don't want to miss it in the future." Knowing this person's past from Xia Zhiyuan's mouth, it is wonderful and rich, and it is also full of laughter and tears. He envies that Xia Zhiyuan can have those pictures to recall. envy.

If it weren't for Zhao Yi's greed and uncertainty, he would never have met this person in his life.

Gu Yan put his hand in his trouser pocket, and took it out after a while. He held a ring in his hand. He simply put the ring on Gu Dong's ring finger, pursed his lips, and said solemnly. Promise, "Take a place first, and I will take it down later and replace it with a better one for you."

The sleeping man yawned, looking like he just woke up. He put his hands in front of his eyes, looked at the ring, "You should ask me if I want to."

Gu Yan didn't answer, but stretched out his hand to hold the wound on Gu Dong's face, Gu Dong begged for mercy in pain, "It hurts, take it easy."

"I thought you were Iron Man." Gu Yan said sarcastically, angrily.

Gu Dong touched the ring, and there was joy hidden in his calm voice, "Why did you give me this all of a sudden?"

"I bought it when I saw a discount for the event." Gu Yan put on a casual tone.

Gu Dong, "..."

Seeing him touching the ring in a daze, the corners of Gu Yan's lips curled up, and he pounced on him, "I've been running a lot, and my legs are so sore, you go inside."

The door lock turned at this moment, Gu Dong retracted the hand with the ring under the quilt, and Gu Yan sat up while lying down.

Gu Cheng came in with a water bottle, "Yanyan, why did it take you so long to buy porridge?" He glanced at the table, "Where's the porridge?"

Touching Gu Yan's hand secretly, Gu Dong coughed, "I've already drank."

"The prices here are really high. A small bowl of noodles costs more than a dozen." Gu Cheng sighed, and he took out a roll of money and handed it over, "Dad just went out to get the money, you take it."

Gu Dong frowned, "I still have money in my card."

besides?Gu Cheng's face immediately turned ugly. The tuition fee was earned by the other party's summer vacation as a tutor. He mentioned the living expenses several times, and the other party said that there was more, so he really believed it.

When he came, he found out that the prices here are scary. The money should have been spent long ago. How could there be more? Gu Cheng’s hand holding the money was shaking, and he didn’t dare to think about the remaining ones, “Dongdong , are you outside..."

Gu Yan turned his head and stared at Gu Dong.

His scalp was numb from being stared at, and Gu Dong's temples hurt, "Xia Zhiyuan and I are friends."

Gu Cheng was still worried, "But he..." is too kind to you.

"He's getting married soon." Gu Dong closed his eyes, "I used to have a part-time job as a weekend tutor, teaching junior high school students, the task is not heavy."

When Gu Cheng heard this, the expression on his face eased a lot, and he nagged Gu Dong not to be too tired, the family has fixed savings, which is enough, and told him not to forget to give Xia Zhiyuan a gift, after all, he is a benefactor, hospitalization and so on Everything is entrusted to the other party's care.

Both Gu Dong and Gu Yan felt heavy in their hearts, Gu Cheng was conservative and stubborn, how to confess to him, this test was too sad.

The next afternoon, Gu Cheng and Gu Yan went back. Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran, as roommates, sent them to the car very warmly and thoughtfully.

On the day Gu Dong was discharged from the hospital, everyone came to pick him up. It was so cold that there were not even a bird, and passers-by shrank their necks and gasped and filled their mouths with resentment, but he was in a good mood. He had never been more relaxed. The real beginning.

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There was no light in the room, it was pitch black, Ning Qingrang sat on the chair, he had been sitting like this for a long time, his back was arched into an uncomfortable arc, his hands were slightly curled up on his legs, and his fingertips were lightly scratching his thighs.

Footsteps came from outside the door, accompanied by a shout, "Come out for me."

Ning Qingrang raised his lower eyelids, and then lowered them again. He wiped his face with his hands, stroked back the hair on his forehead, and then pulled away the chair and stood up.

He opened the door, with no expression on his pale face, "Dad."

The man at the door was in his fifties, tall and strong, wearing a suit and tie. He seemed to have just returned from outside. Said, directly raised the fan in the past.

The force caused Ning Qing to sway, and fell to the door, half of his cheeks gradually became red and swollen, bloodshot from the corner of his mouth.

Staring at his swollen cheeks, Ning Wenqi's forehead was bulging with veins, and he didn't make another move. His thin lips pursed, "What did you promise me before you returned to China? It's only been less than two years, and you're all for the same man Make yourself like this ghost."

Ning Qingrang lowered his head, his slender eyelashes trembled, and his hair hanging down blocked the expression on his face. He reached out to wipe the corner of his mouth, without saying a word.

"Starting tomorrow, go to work for me in the company." Ning Wen's black eyes were as sharp as a hawk, and he said every word, "If you dare to return to China in the future, I will break your legs."

Ning Qingrang suddenly parted his lips and let out a chuckle, covering his face and laughing.

Seeing him laughing wildly, Ning Wen frowned, "What are you laughing at?"

Ning Qingrang turned around and entered the room. When he carried his back, his face was covered with tears. He would never tell this man about that child.

A person calms down and loses his majesty. Ning Wen has a deep sense of defeat on his face. He has experienced ups and downs in his life. He has experienced both the hardships at the bottom and the luxury at the top. He has had many lovers, but only two sons. One doesn't know life and death, and the other has lived to this day.

The next day Ning Qingrang went to work in the company. Here he is not a university professor, but an office worker. No one knows his past. He doesn't have to be cautious, jealous and confused. Walking on the street, he is greeted with only admiring eyes .

Ning Wen heaved a sigh of relief. He arranged a long road for his son, avoiding unnecessary detours and things that easily confuse the mind. He hoped that his son could go on smoothly, just like when he was a child.

The days go by quickly, there is no Spring Festival in this country, people still go back and forth to the subway station, busy running between work and home.

Compared with the cold in China, it is very warm and sunny here. A group of people came out from the gate of the building, walking together in small groups, all of them covered with laziness after exhaustion.

The man walking behind was dressed in a neat suit, with an elegant expression, but the corners of his eyes and brows still couldn't conceal his loneliness and gloom.

Several people pushed each other forward, "Mr. Ning, are you really not going with us?"

Ning Qing smiled with bent lips, "No, everyone have fun."

Several people looked at each other and left with regret on their faces.

The company's parking lot is on the basement floor. It's empty and cold. You can clearly hear your own footsteps. After walking a few steps, Ning Qingrang stopped suddenly, then casually picked up the car. He took out the car key from his trouser pocket and pressed it. , the clear voice seemed to be amplified several times and hit the eardrum.

With a body leaning against his back, Ning Qing's breathing became short of breath. He turned around slowly, and met a pair of terrifying blood-colored eyes.

"Why did you make yourself so embarrassed?"

Under the very low hat is a face with sharp edges and corners. Zhao Yi looks very bad, with sunken eye sockets, dry and chapped lips, and the lines of his face stretched into a sharp arc, ready to go berserk at any time. own prey.

It was Ning Wen who did it, and Ning Qingrang quickly understood, otherwise, with Zhao Yi's style of handling things, he would have been eager to come to him, so why wait until now.

Ning Qingrang bit Zhao Yi's ear, and there was a bloody smell between his lips and teeth. He stuck out his tongue and licked greedily, "I miss you so much..."

Not paying attention to the pain coming from his ears, Zhao Yi lowered his head, his Adam's apple slid up and down, his voice was extremely low, because the anger was close to roaring, "It's not enough for you to hurt him once, you want to do it a second time, a third time, Qing Rang , why is your heart so vicious?"

Ning Qing was taken aback for a moment, with a strange arc on the side of his mouth, "What did you say?"

"I have always loved him, and it has never changed." Zhao Yi gritted his teeth and paused every word, "They are the same person."

As if he had been greatly frightened, Ning Qingrang backed up and slammed into the car door. He had a ferocious face, and then, regardless of his image, he laughed crazily. The whole body trembled when he laughed. The laughter was indescribably weird.

How could it be possible, he was obviously dead, but he stood across the road, watching the man being carried out in a bloody mess.

That time in the hospital, the other party heard all what he said, why was he still so calm?

That's right, no one took it seriously, Ning Qing's eyes were flushed, it turned out that he was the stupidest one from the beginning to the end.

Zhao Yi looked at him indifferently. He was too confident. In the end, he realized that he didn't know the person in front of him. In his memory, this person was gentle, elegant, and simple. Now, what he exposed was vicious, cruel, and dark.

Ning Qing laughed enough, the expression on his face was in a trance, unspeakably miserable, the sadness in his eyes was replaced by ruthlessness, which flashed by.

"Give me a hug, and I'll go back with you." Ning Qing lowered her voice and begged, "OK?"

It was already dark when the car drove out of the parking lot. Zhao Yi turned the steering wheel and was talking to someone on the phone with one hand, his tone was cold and a little anxious.

Ning Qingrang took the battery of the phone, caught Zhao Yi's vigilant gaze, and smiled, "If I don't go back before seven o'clock, Ning Wen will call me, so it will be quiet."

"Don't be nervous, I will do what I promised you."

The atmosphere in the car did not become more relaxed because of Ning Qingrang's words. The two people who have been entangled for more than ten years have come all the way to this day, but they are more embarrassing than strangers.

"Do you remember where we first met?"

Zhao Yi pursed his lips and remained silent.

"There are many people on the street. You squatted on the side of the road and looked at the cotton candy in my hand. I didn't know what to think, so I gave it to you."

There was only one person's voice in the car, recalling those only beautiful pictures.

Maybe it was a little tired of talking, Ning Qing made his eyelids heavy, "Why didn't you ask me about the past? I have been waiting for you to ask."

As the car turned a corner, Zhao Yi looked at the road ahead without turning his eyes, as if something attracted him.

"My mother passed away that year, and Ning Wen took me back. I didn't have a chance to tell you." Ning Qingrang smiled, "I ran away many times after I went back, and I was caught. I was imprisoned for a long time. For a long time."

Zhao Yi stopped breathing, and he didn't know where he started to feel uncomfortable.

"Ning Wen knew about our affairs. He said that he didn't want to see me ruin himself. In fact, it was not for his reputation. Later, he promised me that as long as I fulfilled his request, he would let me come back. During that time, My life is restricted."

He worked hard to come back, but things have changed.

"The night I gave myself to you, you said a word." Ning Qingrang turned his head and reached out to touch Zhao Yi's face, "You said you would never betray me."

Zhao Yi's heart twitched violently, his eyes darkened, and his hand holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened.

"But you didn't do it." Ning Qingrang suddenly leaned over to kiss Zhao Yi's lips, and he sighed softly, "Why did you betray me?"

Why?Zhao Yi's breathing was heavy, and one's heart could not be controlled. Back then, he accidentally met Gu Dong because of that face similar to Ning Qingrang's. Who would have expected what happened later.

"What are you talking about?" Zhao Yi grabbed his hand and growled coldly.

"Some things are very addictive, and it's too painful to quit." Ning Qingrang kissed Zhao Yi's temples, and smiled softly, "We can't go back to this world, can you accompany me to another world to start again? "

"Qing Rang, get out of the way! It's dangerous!"

Zhao Yi's pupils shrank, and the sound of sudden braking and roars filled the air.

The wheels made a harsh sound on the road, and there was a loud "bang", the car broke through the guardrail, rolled over in mid-air, and hit the ground heavily.

All the surrounding sounds disappeared, and everything became dead silent, as if the sound of blood dripping could be heard.

The crossing of the river has been cloudy for two consecutive days, the wind is raging, the big trees are being blown and swayed from side to side, and there are rubbing sounds of boxes being pulled across the ground everywhere in the school. It is a holiday.

Gu Dong is packing his luggage in the dormitory. The car leaves after [-]:[-] in the afternoon. The winter vacation is very long. He plans to go back and find a tutor to earn some living expenses, and monitor Gu Yan's study progress by the way.

Putting on the down jacket, Chu Jiran picked up the scarf and put it around his neck, wrapped it around twice at random, and wrapped it tightly, he carried his bag and suitcase to greet Gu Dong, "Dongdong, I'm leaving."

Gu Dong put down the book, took out a few packs of snacks from the bag on the table, and gave him, "Bon voyage."

"I don't change my mobile phone number, so I'll call you during the Chinese New Year." Chu Jiran waved his hand, pulled the suitcase and walked out, complaining about how difficult the hard seat for more than ten hours was, and envied the local Zhang Yiyang.

Gu Dong took the garbage to the door, and was about to turn around to go back, when he froze when he glanced over from the corner of his eye, he was a little surprised to see the person running towards the stairs.

Since Gu Dong was discharged from the hospital, he hadn't seen Xia Zhiyuan. The other party called and said he was on a business trip, and he knew he was actually trying to avoid embarrassment.

Xia Zhiyuan stopped to breathe heavily, he hugged Gu Dong, told the exact news he got, and took a deep breath of the smell from Gu Dong's neck, with a half-smile tone, carefree but not complete.

"God still has eyes."

Gu Dong lay on his shoulders, his eyes behind the lenses were narrowed, he looked at the cloudy sky through the window at the end of the corridor, and didn't say a word for a long time.