I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Gu Dong had a very long dream, the previous life plus this life, all those pasts were replayed again and again.

His breathing was blocked by something, it was very uncomfortable, Gu Dong frowned, his eyelids moved, he woke up from the darkness, and saw the man lying on him clearly, his eyes were slightly opened, he bit his mouth and was still moving. Tongue, "Roll."

His mouth was filled with the smell of tobacco and blood, and a breath that didn't belong to him. Gu Dong's stomach was churning, and he began to vomit lying on the bedside.

Zhao Yi, who was pushed away, kept a gloomy face and said nothing. The tingling pain on the tip of his tongue made his brain more sober, and the more sober he felt, the more painful it was in his heart.

From confirmation to rejoicing, the joy stuck in his chest was crushed and torn apart before he could release it.

Once some things have gone bad, trying to taste them will only make you sick.

After vomiting, his stomach was empty, Gu Dong grabbed the edge of the bed with a pale face, many things flickered in his eyes, both he and Xia Zhiyuan underestimated this man.

There was a strange smell in the floating air, and under the unspeakable atmosphere, the two people in the room who used to be side by side looked very embarrassed.

There was a loud bang outside the window, the heavy rain crackled on the glass window, Gu Dong had a splitting headache, and from the corner of his eye fell on the bedside table, it was a group photo.

Zhao Yi quickly pushed down the photo frame, propped his hands on the bed, and said in a coaxing tone, "I'll buy a new house as soon as possible, and you will live there obediently in the future, and we will still be the same as before."

Gu Dong pinched his nose fiercely, he didn't know where his glasses were, and he didn't have his mobile phone with him. He wasn't at home, so Xia Zhiyuan must have come out to look for him.

Staring at the person in front of him, Zhao Yi asked sharply, "Why didn't you come to me?" If it wasn't for that time, he might have been kept in the dark for the rest of his life.

"Why did I come to you?" Gu Dong raised his eyes and asked back.

"Gu Dong!" Seeing his calm appearance, Zhao Yi felt extremely glaring. He restrained his emotions and sighed, "Xiao Dong, you used to be very good."

Gu Dong was startled, he pulled the corners of his mouth into a chuckle, and then leaned against the bed and laughed out loud, his whole body trembled when he laughed.

A horrifying look appeared in his eyes, and Zhao Yi's facial muscles tensed. He vigorously held down the laughing madman, tore off the belt of his trousers with one hand, pushed his knees against his legs, and rolled his sweater to his chest. Fiery kiss.

The skin exposed to the air turned cold, Gu Dong shuddered, kicked Zhao Yi with his feet, his thin back arched due to anger, and his hands pinched his neck, his rationality collapsed in the pain that came from him, The words in the mouth changed from calm to crazy.

The gnawing movement stopped, and Zhao Yi raised his head with panic in his eyes, "What did you say?"

"I was standing behind the door that day..." Gu Dong took the opportunity to detach himself from Zhao Yi's body, his breathing gradually became steady, he smiled lightly, full of sarcasm, "Looking at the stranger who looks a bit like me and my lover Together, guess what I was thinking at that time?"

Zhao Yi's fingertips trembled slightly. He sat on the edge of the bed as if drained of all strength, with his broad shoulders slung down, touched a cigarette and lit it with trembling hands, his raised brows were full of shock.

When his Gu Dong died, he must have hated him...

That day was the second day of June, and it was sunny. He came back from a business trip and bought a lot of Gu Dong's favorite food. The moment he saw Ning Qingrang, he remembered that his heart was beating badly.

When the person in your memory suddenly stands in front of you one day, it is an excitement that can paralyze the brain.

However, the excitement of losing and regaining does not always exist like a brand. When the tide subsides, everything returns to calm, and the old love can no longer be lost.

However, he found that he didn't want Gu Dong to leave at all. The night he was with Ning Qingrang, he panicked for a few moments. Gu Dong and Ning Qingrang were two different people.

He forgot how he saw two completely different people as the same in the first place, which was outrageously wrong.

Just two days after he was anxious that Gu Dong would never know about Ning Qingrang and planned to hide it first, he received news of Gu Dong's accident.

Remorse, guilt, grief, Zhao Yi was decadent for a period of time, and even nervously put Gu Dong's death on Ning Qingrang once, if he didn't come back, Gu Dong wouldn't die.

He was frightened by the thoughts in his heart, that was unfair to Ning Qing, he rented out the apartment, dealt with all the things that he bought for that house with Gu Dong, and began to adapt to life without Gu Dong, it was a mess.

"Can't we live a good life?" Zhao Yi bowed his head and smoked heavily, coughing loudly, "I will try my best to give you what you want, you said you want to go to Huhai to see Phalaenopsis, I can give you I'm leaving work, I'll go with you."

Through a thin layer of smoke, Zhao Yi looked at Gu Dong, with obvious emotional fluctuations in his eyes, and he said softly, "If you don't want to be in China, we will go abroad."

No matter which sentence it was, he didn't have the slightest intention of letting go. He exposed his resolute attitude and didn't give Gu Dong a way out.

"You can see my face clearly." Gu Dong grabbed Zhao Yi's hair and pulled him closer, "There is nothing similar to Ning Qingrang, and the substitutes are not up to standard. There is really nothing worthy of your second look."

"You are you, he is him." After crushing the cigarette butt, Zhao Yi smiled emotionally, "Although this face is unfamiliar, I had an illusion when I met it for the first time, and now I know that the feeling at that time was not wrong."

Gu Dong looked indifferently at the man talking to himself in front of him, "Zhao Yi, you have never seen yourself clearly."

As if being told, Zhao Yi pursed his lower lip tightly, lit another cigarette, his lips stuck to the cigarette butt, his voice was a little vague, "I admit that it was because you looked like him at the beginning, almost five years ago, I watched you from high school to college, from teenager to youth, those memories..."

Apart from the growing smoke in the room, there was only one man expressing his emotions. The handsome face under the halo didn't have many traces that a man in his 30s should have.

His throat was so dry, Zhao Yi pursed his lips, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you."

Gu Dong didn't have any expression on his face, Zhao Yi was irritated by his indifferent appearance, his face twisted momentarily, and he was forcibly controlled by himself.

After cleaning up the ground, Zhao Yi stretched out his hand to pull the quilt, "I'll make porridge for you."

With a bang, Zhao Yi locked the door.

Gu Dong stroked his hair wearily, put his fingers deep in and scratched his scalp tightly, calm down, he quickly got out of bed and ran to the window, opened the window, and patrolled condescendingly in the rushing rainwater, it was too high, about ten several layers.

Gu Dong lay back on the bed again, looked at the ceiling, and made the worst plan.

After an unknown amount of time, the door opened, and Zhao Yi came in with a bowl of porridge, "Drink the porridge."

Gu Dong didn't move.

With his eyes narrowed, Zhao Yi said in a casual tone, "Your younger brother will take the college entrance examination after the Chinese New Year. I heard he is a genius."

Gu Dongyou raised his head and stared at him with hatred.

Watching him stir the bowl with a spoon, Zhao Yi stood beside the bed with one hand in his pocket, slightly raised his bearded chin, with a victorious posture, calm and leisurely, "Are you waiting for Xia Zhiyuan?"

The fine black hair was pressed against his cheek, and the corners of Gu Dong's eyes were on the lean meat porridge in front of him. He didn't respond, as if he didn't hear.

Zhao Yi said unhurriedly, "It's 27:[-] at night, just an hour ago, Mr. Xia was hospitalized. He should be on the highway to Liucheng now."

Gu Dong still didn't respond, his eyes flickered.

"Xiaodong, accidents cannot be avoided. If you can come back, I am very..."

Gu Dong's voice was cold, "Accidents can be divided into intentional and unintentional."

This sentence came suddenly, Zhao Yi frowned, his face gradually became dignified, and he began to meditate secretly.

Gu Dong didn't say another word. Given the relationship between Ning Qingrang and Zhao Yi, his one-sided words will not have any influence. The only way is to use Zhao Yi's sensitive and suspicious character and let him investigate it himself.

Putting a set of pajamas on the bed, Zhao Yi went to the window and closed it tightly, and said in a considerate tone, "I'll sleep next door, don't run around at night, you will regret what happens."

Gu Dong slipped under the covers, the matter was much more difficult than he expected, he thought that even if Zhao Yi found out it was him, he would not do anything else, there was that young man who knew how to act like a baby and take advantage of him, and Ning Qingrang was not a show.

There were footsteps outside the door at night, Gu Dong half closed his eyes, the door opened, and the person who came in stood by the bed, after a long time, the person turned and left.

The rain didn't stop all night, and Gu Dong didn't close his eyes all night. He sat on the sofa with a white paper-like face, and at his feet was the little black cat that Zhao Yi got back from somewhere.

"Do you feel bored too?"

Gu Dong kicked it lightly, the kitten flinched pitifully, but hit the sofa with its buttocks, Gulu lay down, the funny look made Gu Dong raise his eyebrows, he took his feet out of the slippers, and stomped on the kitten's belly , rubbed.

"It's boring." Gu Dong withdrew his foot and supported his forehead, his brows and eyes were full of impatience and worry.

"I've asked for leave from the school for you." Zhao Yi put the documents on the table and started to deal with official business. It seemed that he didn't plan to go to the company for the time being. "Find a time to go to the gate and meet your current father Gu become."

After finding out all the details, and the threats and warnings on the surface, Gu Dong stood up from the sofa, his chest rising and falling quickly, "Zhao Yi, the Gu Dong you knew died in that car accident, I have nothing to do with you. "

The kitten was frightened by his actions and hid under the sofa tremblingly.

"Then let's start building a relationship from now on." Zhao Yi replied easily, as if he knew that Gu Dong would say that, he opened the file without looking up, "Your teacher Gong Yu seems to care about you."

Just as Gu Dong was about to say something, the doorbell rang suddenly. Zhao Yi got up and went to open the door. When he saw someone coming, he paused the fingers holding the doorknob.

Raising his hand ready to knock on the door, Ning Qingrang stood at the door, holding a dripping black umbrella in his hand, "Why didn't you answer the phone last night? It was raining so hard, I..."

The words disappeared, and the gentle smile on Ning Qingrang's face became stiff when he saw Gu Dong standing there in his pajamas in the living room.