I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Gu Yan was stunned for a long time. Before, he felt that the writing style and the handling of some details were very similar, but they did not connect the two people together. Now that he heard the other party's words, he felt that they were very reasonable.

There are no two identical leaves in the world, and it is impossible to imitate the original appearance after all.

Gu Dong was somewhat disappointed. He thought he could see a shocked or unbelievable expression on Gu Yan's face, such as holding his hand excitedly to express his admiration, or feeling that the author he had liked for many years was actually his brother. After being deceived, she would be angry and ashamed, but the result was still so calm.

"I said that I am not your brother, and that I am the author of that book, so you don't doubt it at all?" After all, they are all bizarre things. If it were him, it would be hard to believe. He should try to find more evidence to convince myself.

Gu Yan's lips curved slightly, "Because I'm stupid."

"..." Gu Dong asked the question that he wanted to ask a long time ago, "What is it about that book that attracts you?"

Gu Yan changed from lying flat to sideways, facing the pale wall, his voice was low and inaudible, "Probably because of loneliness."

From an angle that Gu Dong couldn't see, Gu Yan raised the corners of his lips. When someone who always needs to be described by words appears in front of you so unexpectedly, it is real and full of inconceivable, the feeling is indescribable.

Gu Yan used to wonder what kind of person the author of that book would be. He should be gloomy, living in his own world, and only respecting himself, but it was actually completely different. He closed his eyes, "There are several places in that book that The interpretation of the world in black and white is excellent."

Gu Dong was already a little sleepy, rubbing his face against the pillow, "It's all fooling around..."

The breathing sound from behind gradually became even, Gu Yan turned over, moved a little over, hugged the sleeping man in his arms, and let his head rest on his shoulder.

There was no breath on the neck, so Gu Yan leaned closer to sniff the pleasant smell, and just kissed it, he probably wouldn't know.

Gu Yan lowered his head and kissed Gu Dong's forehead. After a few seconds, he couldn't help but kissed his left cheek. Thinking about the rare opportunity, he kissed his right cheek again.

After another ten seconds, Gu Yan quickly touched his lips and moved away, finally fell asleep contentedly.

The next day, Gu Dong and others went to practice, and Zhang Yiyang readily contributed his notebook. After they left, Gu Yan first cleaned up Gu Dong's three rows of tables, and took out a few pairs of his shoes to put away. Balcony, walking back and forth in the dormitory very bored, waiting for the dormitory to be cleaned before taking a break.

The desktop of the computer is very tidy, and there are some necessary software, and there is a weird folder "Please call me Lei Feng" at the bottom.

Gu Yan raised his eyebrows, moved the mouse up, there are several videos in the folder, the view is a large icon, so you can see pictures one by one without clicking, tongue kiss on the stairs, bare back in the corner, propped up in the bathtub There are all kinds of walls with raised hips, and the protagonists are all men with obvious characteristics.

Gu Yan's hand holding the mouse slowly tightened, his eyes narrowed a slit, there was something flickering inside, he stared at those pictures for a long time, got up and closed the curtains tightly, put on the earphones, opened the first one and started to read stand up.

In the picture, two men are standing under the shower head, their strong bodies stick together, their limbs overlap, their tongues are moving in each other's mouths, they are entangled, the elongated silver thread can be clearly seen, the lustful The sound of the water was loud.

Different from women's softness and bonelessness, this is a collision full of strength and passion, with an extremely strong visual sense.

Gu Yan's eyes became extremely deep at some point, his breathing quickened following the dragged out progress bar, the sound of metal sounded, he gathered his five fingers, closed his eyes and panted heavily, imagining in his mind that the person's white and slender hands were caressing gradually On something hard...

His ears were full of unrestrained panting mixed with pain, primitive monotonous voices, and the sound of vigorous slapping. Gu Yan's eyelids moved slightly, his thin lips were straightened, and his brows were wrinkled, covering a layer of lingering pain. Desire, the expression on his face was somewhat casual and devoted.

After a while, he broke himself out of that intoxicated state, opened his eyes and exhaled slowly, and calmly wiped off the liquid on his hands with a tissue.

When it was almost time for dinner, Gu Yan went to the cafeteria to take up a seat. It was something that he would never have thought about before, because he wanted to give the best to the other person because he did this alone.

It didn't take long to hear the chaotic footsteps outside the cafeteria. Gu Yan raised his head to inspect and found the person he was looking for in a batch of camouflage uniforms.

Gu Dong took off his military cap and turned it over to dry. The brim of the hat was wet and full of sweat. Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran also took off their military caps and put them on chairs, and went to line up for food.

Gu Yan pushed the small can of winter melon pork ribs soup on the table in front of Gu Dong, "Is it over tomorrow?"

"Yeah." Gu Dong took off his glasses, brushed back the wet hair on his forehead, his face was a little pale, and even his lips didn't have much color. Damn, he almost threw up after running down the 500 meters before the breakup.

"I checked and found that the Great Thousand World Amusement Park will open at eight o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow."

Gu Yan pursed his lips, "I'm not a child."

"How about we go to the movies?" Gu Dong sipped his soup and said thoughtfully, "There is a new movie released recently, it seems to be called "Midnight and Three Watches". It is said that the trailer is very scary."

Ghost movie?Gu Yan's eyes flashed, and his tone seemed indifferent, "Just look at that."

It's a pity that the two insiders Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran are not here, otherwise I will definitely advise Gu Yan, don't watch ghost movies with Gu Dong, doze off when the broadcast starts, the climax of the plot has already sounded like a deep sleep, and you will fall asleep at the end wake.

Zhang Yiyang, squeezed out of the crowd, complained that there were so many people. Remembering what happened in the morning, he rolled his eyes and secretly looked at Gu Yan.

Gu Yan hooked his lips, showing a meaningful smile, Zhang Yiyang almost choked on a mouthful of rice, why did he feel like his scalp was numb, since he shared a little secret that couldn't be said, sincerity should be enough, right?

"Gu Dong, your brother is really kind to you."

Chu Jiran immersed himself in the food, not forgetting to throw out his catchphrase, "Yes, yes!"

"Gu Dong, I really envy you."

"Yeah yeah!"

Gu Dong looked around with a strange face, Gu Yan remained silent, and spent the whole meal in the cross talk between Zhang Yiyang and Chu Jiran.

In the corridor, Zhang Yiyang faced Gu Yan face to face. He first declared that he was straight, and then said that he knew it when he first met yesterday. He showed off his insight, also known as a man's intuition.

Gu Yan was startled, is it already so obvious?The next moment he sighed in his heart, but the man didn't notice it at all. It seemed that he had to find a chance to say it himself. No matter what the result was, it wouldn't change him at all.

Because he didn't intend to let go at all.

"Why did you help me?" Gu Yan didn't think that the other party wanted to make friends with him because it wasn't relative.

"Because Gu Dong likes you." Zhang Yiyang rolled his eyes. If it was unrequited love, he would not care about it. It is really stupid to look at Gu Dong.

Gu Yan was taken aback, like?He stood still, his thoughts were racing, trying to find a basis for Zhang Yiyang's words, so that he could fully believe it.

Zhang Yiyang put away the cheerful smile on his face, and reminded each word, "You are brothers, so think about it." The forums are divided and combined.

That area that was not touched at ordinary times, carefully guarded, was torn open and exposed to the sun, causing pain in his chest, Gu Yan raised one corner of his mouth into a sneer, his haughty posture still couldn't hide the impetuousness in his eyes ,"so what?"

Zhang Yiyang choked, when morality, public opinion, taboos, the ridicule and disgust of the world, the condemnation and disappointment of his relatives, all of these were pressed together, and there were a few who could hold on.

He lowered his head and gnawed on his fingers, and suddenly felt emotional for no reason, it's not easy to make a foundation, and he cherishes it while doing it.

Gu Dong didn't know that Gu Yan had established a good relationship with Zhang Yiyang and exchanged contact information.

The school has the most activities at night. Internet cafes, clubs, supermarkets, and restaurants have the most crowds. There is a time-honored Jiuweixian on the street opposite the school. When a few people get together, it’s better to enjoy hot pot. They are all boys. The topic There are anytime, you can let go of your hands and feet to eat.

All of Gu Dong's dormitory was mobilized, together with Gu Yan and Sheng Chenguang, the five of them sat around the table and put down their chopsticks, opening one bottle after another of cold beer.

Among them, only Gu Yan's glass was filled with orange juice. Sheng Chenguang pried open a bottle and filled the glass. Gulu Gulu drank most of it. Gu Dong licked his lips. .

After eating Flammulina velutipes, Chu Jiran hummed dissatisfiedly, "Gu Dong, you're so mean, what's the point of licking it twice with your tongue?"

Sheng Chenguang and Zhang Yiyang also looked over with contempt. They drank several bottles in a row, and this person probably only licked it two or three times. Gu Dong pinched his nose and hesitated for a moment before picking up the glass.

As if remembering something, Gu Yan originally stretched out his hand to stop it, but instead took orange juice, his eyes darkened.

After a while, Gu Dong's fair face was covered with blush, his eye sockets were flushed, and the exposed part of his neck was also slightly red. Sheng Chenguang and the others were stunned, didn't they even have a glass?Looking at the posture, those who didn't know thought they had already drank more than a dozen bottles.

Gu Dong peeled a piece of chocolate and put it in his mouth, holding his warm forehead to adjust his posture.

"You are the most undrinkable thing I've ever seen." Sheng Chenguang frowned fiercely. He took away Gu Dong's beer and replaced it with hot tea, and added some vegetables for him.

"Gu Dong, you can't do this, how can a man drink so badly?" Zhang Yiyang curled his lips, not being able to drink is one of Xiao Shou's common characteristics, otherwise how could there be those who follow Xiao Gong after drinking [beep—— —].

"Yeah, yeah!" Chu Jiran's face was also a little red, but he was only drunk, and he was far from drunk.

Gu Dong didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he simply leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes and rested.

"Fuck! The girl over there is so upright!"

"Che, she's quite pretty, but she looks at people with her nostrils, so she's not afraid of falling over while walking."

"Gu Yan, what about you? What do you think?"

"All women look the same to me."

It's inexplicably annoying, Chu Jiran silently wrote down this sentence, and since then his motto has become this.

Gu Dong opened his eyes, followed their gaze, and saw Xia Zhiyuan and Jiang Yuan sitting at the table diagonally across from them.