I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

"Passenger friends, the train is about to arrive at Nanyu City. Nanyu City is located in the northern part of Fengzhou, adjacent to the east and west, and the two counties of Daguan..."

The sweet voice of the female announcer was explaining the city introduction in an orderly manner. The people in the No. 9 car started to move, and all of them went to the luggage rack with sleepy eyes to get the big and small bags. The children who were woken up cried loudly. The adults coaxed and yelled, making a lot of noise.

Seat by the window, the teenager in a white T-shirt and jeans opened his eyes and yawned, rubbing his messy black hair, there was a red mark on his fair face, he stretched himself, put on the black-rimmed glasses, and held his hand Looking out of the car window with my head up, I can see the fields, telephone poles, and red brick houses falling backwards.

The eyes behind the lens are lazily narrowed, more than a week has passed since the strange incident, now recalling the moment when he woke up from death, the strange room, the strange body, the heartbeat and breathing are all there, and all the emotions converge In the end there is only gratitude.

The owner of this body has lived a hard life for 17 years. He has no extracurricular activities. Except for eating and sleeping, he devotes all his energy to reading. He is a complete nerd.

But no matter how hard he worked, he couldn't make it into the top 20, and his genius brother skipped a grade and went to the first year of high school. He argued, "Do you know? That's the brother of the genius Gu Yan." "Tsk, why are there so many differences between the two brothers?" Low self-esteem and rumors are like a big net, tightly trapping the boy.

Gu Dong pressed the painful temple, the original owner's parents Gu Cheng and Zhang Wenqing divorced, they both formed a new family with a son and daughter, but he didn't want to leave with Gu Cheng, and stayed with his grandmother in the remote Fengqiao Town since he was a child. Living in the country, my grandma passed away some time ago, and the only relative who needed him and relied on him was gone. That kind of great grief engulfed my poor and fragile heart.

Gu Cheng was worried that he was alone in the country, so he started to contact the school to apply for a transfer, without even asking the other party's thoughts. Perhaps in Gu Cheng's eyes, the eldest son is not a material for studying. He can grow up safely and live a simple life.

"The train has arrived at Nanyu Station. Passengers who want to get off at Nanyu Station, please take your luggage and items, and get off from both ends of the carriage in order. Passengers who get off to buy food, please stay away from the platform. The train will arrive at Stop at South Station for 5 minutes."

The train started to slow down, and the arrival announcement sounded in the carriage. Gu Dong stood up from his seat and took his schoolbag from the luggage rack. Keep walking with the crowd.

There will be a kind of people in the world who are calm and wise in dealing with things, but they are more dull, stupid, and single-minded than ordinary people in certain things. Gu Dong is such a person.

He is a person with a plan. He has been busy with his studies and struggled for his goals. He never thought that there would be a crisis in his relationship, because in his opinion, since he said that he would spend his whole life, he should live his life well.

Until a man who was five or six points similar to him appeared, at that moment, when he saw his lover and that man looking at each other, embracing each other, and then kissing, the surrounding atmosphere was full of joy, the excitement of regaining what was lost, standing at the door Afterwards, Gu Dong was numb, he felt the wetness on his face and realized that he was crying, being fooled by himself.

Walking out of the station, standing under the scorching sun, the sticky hot turbid air rushed towards his face, he thought of the man's gentle voice talking about how much he loved, the promises he gave and the future he described. Until now, Gu Dong still felt chills all over his body. , There was a nausea in my stomach.

Gu Dong asked the passers-by and walked along the road. After more than half an hour, he stood under the Sun City, sweating profusely. The gasoline on the road, the aroma of various snacks, and the sweat of the pedestrians passing by were intertwined. , the taste of being alive.

"Master, here are two rice cakes."

The old man quickly made two pieces dipped in soybean oil and baked them on the wire mesh, and asked with a smile, "Would you like sweet bean sauce or hot sauce?"

Gu Dong tugged at the collar, "Everything, brush a little."

The rice cake was baked quickly, and it was ready in a while. The old man brushed the sauce and handed it over, with friendly eyes, "Isn't the young man a local?"

Gu Dong murmured vaguely, chomped on the rice cake, and asked inarticulately, "Master, what kind of place is Nanyu?"

"We have mountains and rivers here, oh yes, you don't know, it was on TV last year..." The more the old man spoke, the more excited he became, his face was flushed, and the words between the lines were full of the pride of the local people. It felt like He was praising his own child, Gu Dong didn't interrupt, just listened patiently, wiping the sweat from his forehead from time to time.

The old man seemed to know that he had talked too much, so he rubbed his hands in embarrassment. Seeing that the young man in front of him didn't show any expression of impatience, he couldn't help but sighed.

Throwing two bamboo sticks into the trash can next to it, Gu Dong paid the money, chatted casually with the old man, then turned around and left. He went through all the food stalls on both sides, and the stall owners began to pay attention to him. They are clean, with the childishness on their faces, they are young but they speak politely, without arrogance or impetuosity, they seem to be well-educated children, but what surprised them most is that they are so edible.

It was already past twelve o'clock at noon, and the sun was scorching hot. Gu Dong bought a large cup of iced green tea, inserted the plastic tube into it, and took a sip. The cold liquid went down his throat, as if the heat on his body After dissipating quite a bit, he sighed comfortably, glanced around aimlessly in the crowded crowd, and stopped in one place after a while.

It was an eleven or twelve-year-old boy, looking around with a photo. He was wearing a striped vest, cropped denim shorts, gray canvas shoes, and a white baseball cap on his head. Covering most of the face, only slightly pursed light-colored lips and a slightly rounded chin can be seen.

Gu Dong casually glanced at it, and couldn't help squinting his eyes. In the photo, he was a slender boy with long bangs, thick glasses, and a pale face. He was so thin that he gave off an extremely unhealthy feeling. The above is a black and white photo, and there is some weird and eerie feeling for no reason.

After smoothing out the neat hair that had been trimmed in the barber shop, Gu Dong pushed the black-rimmed glasses that had been replaced on the bridge of his nose, and leaned slightly over, "Little friend, are you looking for someone?"

The boy said indifferently, "Looking for trash."

Veins popped up on Gu Dong's forehead. He quickly drank the iced green tea in his hand and handed over the empty cup, "Aren't you looking for garbage? Here you are."

The boy suddenly raised the brim of his hat and stared at the person in front of him. His long and narrow eyes were lifted up, revealing a hint of deep thought. He looked at the photo again, and he grinned, revealing two small canine teeth, smiling very cutely.

"Oh, so you are that trash."