Leisurely reborn

Zhou Yanzhi stayed at Chen's house for one night. On the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve, he received a call asking him to return to City B.

"..." Chen Youran was quite speechless, "Why did you ask you to go back at this time?"

Zhou Yanzhi coughed lightly: "It would be better if you go back with me."

Chen Youran chuckled, "This...isn't very good."

"It's nothing bad." Zhou Yanzhi said, "If the parents agree, it doesn't mean that they have met the parents."

Chen Youran was choked, "Let's wait a little longer. If the old man asks me what's going on with my house, how do you say I should answer? My house is not settled, and I'm embarrassed to go back with you."

……

In the end, Chen Youran still didn't go back with Zhou Yanzhi.

Zhou Yanzhi didn't force it, because the only one in the family who knew about him was the old man.The reason why the old man wants him to go back this year is probably to let him explain clearly to the other brothers and sisters.

At this time, it was indeed inappropriate for Chen Youran to go.The eldest brother and the fourth brother should be fine, but the second sister's temper, if Chen Youran goes, she will definitely suffer. Why don't he solve all these problems first, and then take Chen Youran back.

Zhou Yanzhi agreed so easily, but Chen Youran felt ashamed again.

Compared with the Zhou family, the acceptance of his parents will definitely be worse.He couldn't even imagine how his parents would react when they knew about him and Zhou Yanzhi.

Sighing, Chen Youran watched Zhou Yanzhi's car leave, and slowly turned to go home.

However, when he turned around, he saw Ran Qinghe standing not far behind, staring at him.

Chen Youran immediately remembered what Third Sister said.

Indeed, Ran Qinghe's matter must be resolved as soon as possible, and it can't always be so unclear.He didn't mean to drag Ran Qinghe, but Ran Qinghe obviously avoided him and didn't give him a chance to explain. If this continues, it's still not clear.

Chen Youran walked towards Ran Qinghe.

"Do you have time? Let's go for a walk together." Chen Youran whispered.

Ran Qinghe bit her lip, nodded after a while, "Okay."

Together they walked north along the road.To the north is the farmland of the village. It is winter now, and the whole land is covered with green wheat and rapeseed.Snow White almost buried the wheat.The sun was shining, the snow was melting, there was no wind, and the air was cold.

Chen Youran put her hands in her pockets, put on the hat of the down jacket, and covered her nose and mouth with a scarf.

On the other hand, Ran Qinghe was wearing a thin down jacket with a ponytail, her face and neck were completely exposed, and she didn't feel cold.

At this time, there is no work in the field at all, so naturally there are no idlers.Every household is preparing for the New Year's Eve reunion banquet at night, who has time to run to the field.

The poplar trees on the side of the road are bare, and the bird's nests on them are very conspicuous.

"Chen Youran, what's wrong with me? Why don't you like me?" Ran Qinghe tilted her head to look at Chen Youran, and said in a low voice, "It's been so many years that I didn't know how to cook before, but now I know how to cook It’s time to eat. Also, I know how to raise pigs. In the pig farm over in Taoyuan, even the technicians said that I am already a fully qualified breeder. What else do I have to do?”

Chen Youran was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "Then Ran Qinghe, why do you like me? There are many men who are better than me in all aspects, why do you like me?"

Ran Qinghe's face turned red, "Chen Youran, what do you mean!"

"I didn't mean to insult you. I just want you to ask yourself, why do you like me instead of others? In fact, I think you have a girlish obsession with me, the more you can't get it The better. Over time, you have psychological hints to yourself."

Ran Qinghe pursed her lips: "I don't know."

"Feelings require fate and a feeling. You like me inexplicably, and I like others inexplicably. There is no definite number. This is not a math problem, and the gains and losses can be calculated with rigorous logic and data. Can learn from each other's strengths..."

"Who do you like?" Ran Qinghe asked suddenly.

Chen Youran didn't speak.

The two walked to the canal, where there was a stone bridge.

The winter was very dry, and instead of water in the ditches, weeds grew, many of which had dried up.

Chen Youran was so cold that she couldn't stand it, so she grabbed a large bundle of hay, took it to the main road, and lit a fire.

Don't dare to be in the canal, there are weeds everywhere in it, once it burns, the whole canal will be burned.It's okay to burn all the weeds, but there are still pine trees planted on the bank of the canal, and if it burns, it will cause a catastrophe.It's okay to burn on the main road, there is no fuel around, and there is snow everywhere.

Seeing that Chen Youran didn't answer for a long time, Ran Qinghe suddenly burst into tears.

"Chen Youran, you don't even know how much I like you. Sometimes I can't help but want to spurn myself, why am I so cheap, why do I have to like someone who doesn't like me!" Ran Qinghe burst into tears.

Chen Youran's face was very calm.

"Do you think I'm pitiful and ridiculous?"

Chen Youran shook her head: "It's not ridiculous to like someone."

Ran Qinghe bit her lip and wiped her tears, "You just think I'm crazy."

"I also had the same mood as you." Chen Youran sighed and said slowly.

Ran Qinghe was taken aback.

Chen Youran smiled softly: "Look, you said you like me, at least I can treat you as an ordinary classmate and friend. But once, the people I liked would see me with contempt."

Ran Qinghe's eyes widened, "How is it possible?"

Chen Youran smiled wryly: "Nothing is impossible. He is more tolerant and polite to others. But he has always looked down on me. Everything I do is the villain's in his eyes, yes Dirty act. He never looked me in the eye."

"This……"

"You still dare to tell me that you like me, but I dare not tell him that I like him at all, not at all."

Ran Qinghe was a little at a loss, "How could this happen?"

"I don't care about other people's eyes. No matter what they say or do, it won't hurt me. But he is the only one, no. Even a small move by him will make my heart stir. Many times, I even thought He wished that I would die immediately. People like me are the dross in his eyes, the cancer of society, and we will not get rid of it."

Chen Youran's voice was calm, and there was even a smile on his face.

But Ran Qinghe's eyes were full of anger, and she kept shaking her head: "No, no, it's impossible. You don't have to say such things if you want to comfort me. Who has the right to treat you like that? Why does she treat you like that!"

Chen Youran smiled: "I swear to you with the happiness of my life, what I just said is true."

Ran Qinghe bit her lip, desperately trying not to let her tears fall, but her tears were uncontrollable at all.

She likes Chen Youran, even though Chen Youran never promised her, he never said anything harsh to her, his attitude was very gentle, and he never hurt her in terms of language and attitude.Perhaps it was this gentle way that made her misunderstand that she still had a chance.

No matter what, Chen Youran didn't make her truly sad and desperate.

Just imagine, if Chen Youran looked at her with contempt, contempt or even contempt...

Just imagine, a heart that hurts like it wants to burst.

The pain of being despised by the person you like the most is definitely ten times and a hundred times as much as the despise of ordinary friends!

Ran Qinghe couldn't help but look at Chen Youran again, she believed what Chen Youran said, but she couldn't believe it, what kind of girl would treat Chen Youran like that, he was so nice, how could that girl have the heart?

"Don't be like this, go home and show your mother, she will say that I bullied you again." Chen Youran laughed.

Ran Qinghe bit her lip and shook her head: "Chen Youran, even if she treats you like that, you still like her, don't you? I... May I know who she is? Don't worry, I won't disturb her, I I just want to see what kind of person you like, who can make you so..."

"Can you make me disregard my dignity so much?" Chen Youran chuckled.

He paused, then looked at Ran Qinghe again.

After being silent for a while, Chen Youran said in a low voice: "Qing He, I can tell you, but can you keep it a secret for me?"

"Secret?"

"Ah."

"Okay, I'll keep it a secret for you, I swear."

"Zhou Yanzhi."

"Ah?" Ran Qinghe was a little confused, "What's wrong with Uncle Zhou? Didn't he go back to City B?"

Chen Youran smiled bitterly: "What question did you ask me?"

"Who is the person you like...huh?" Ran Qinghe was completely dumbfounded.

Chen Youran nodded, "That's what I said."

"Zhou...Uncle Zhou? The person you like is, Uncle Zhou?" Ran Qinghe felt that her mind was blank, and her brain had completely stopped functioning.

Chen Youran added another handful of hay, and the fire burned even hotter.

Ran Qinghe was already dazed, "Do you like Uncle Zhou? Zhou Yanzhi, Uncle Zhou? A man?"

Chen Youran smiled: "Do you feel disgusted?"

Ran Qinghe froze for a moment, then immediately shook her head.

"It's okay, it's okay to feel disgusting. At least this way you don't have to like me anymore." Chen Youran smiled lightly, "I just like it myself."

"you--"

"You like someone, you can say it out loud, but I can't. You can tell everyone unscrupulously, who you like, I can't. Even, I dare not let people know. Whether it's sweet or painful, it's just No one can tell if it can be in my heart. Maybe it will always be like this in the future." Chen Youran smiled slightly.

Ran Qinghe suddenly felt distressed.She didn't feel disgusted, nor was she angry, she just felt that such a Chen Youran was very distressing...