Heartbeat [online game]

The morning sun shone into the room through the thin gauze curtains, Wen Jingran's eyelids moved, and then he opened them.He took the mobile phone by the bedside and checked the time. It was just past eight o'clock in the morning. For people on vacation, waking up at this time is indeed a bit early.

Tang Xulin lay on his side beside him, with his legs slightly curled up, his back against Wen Jingran's chest, sleeping very peacefully.Looking at his sleeping head, Wen Jingran lowered his head with a smile, and gently blew on his forehead.Perhaps Wen Jingran's kiss disturbed the dream, Tang Xulin grunted, turned to face Wen Jingran, grabbed Wen Jingran's pajamas with both hands, and continued to sleep.

Wen Jingran's smile became more and more gentle, and he stretched out his hand to wrap Tang Xulin's chest around his chest, stroking his back repeatedly.

The two lay snuggled together for half an hour, and Wen Jingran whispered in Tang Xulin's ear, "Mengmeng, get up. If you don't get up, you won't be able to hear breakfast."

Tang Xulin was very upset to be woken up, rubbed his face on Wen Jingran's body a few times, and whispered, "Don't eat..."

"Didn't you say last night that it must be the fish skin wonton here?" Wen Jingran whispered in his ear.Bought some snacks back last night after two nights of fishing.When buying snacks, Tang Xulin asked the little bosses what is the best food here.The little bosses unanimously recommend the fish skin wontons from Granny Song’s, but this store only serves breakfast and closes after ten o’clock, so you have to be early to eat.

"Hmm... want to eat, but I'm sleepy..." Tang Xulin was a little excited probably because of the change of place, and he slept a little late yesterday, so naturally he couldn't get up early today.

After thinking about it, Wen Jingran said, "How about I buy it for you?"

Tang Xulin nodded immediately, then obediently rubbed against Wen Jingran, "Thank you..."

Wen Jingran kissed him again, and then helped him cover the thin quilt, "Go to sleep, I'll be back in a while."

"Hmm..." Tang Xulin grabbed the corner of the quilt and quickly fell asleep again.

After washing, Wen Jingran put on his clothes and went out to buy breakfast.It was still early, and there were no people on the road. Most of the owners and employees of small shops were unloading goods and preparing to open.

"Aran?" Just as Wen Jingran walked out of the wine stand, he heard someone calling him from behind.You don't need to guess, you know who it is, after all, you just met yesterday.

Turning around, I saw Lu Feng running over with a smile, wearing sports shorts and a vest, obviously out for exercise.

"Come out for breakfast?" Lu Feng stopped in front of Wen Jingran and asked with a smile.

"Buy it back." Wen Jingran said.

"Let's go together, I just finished my run and am going to buy breakfast." Lu Feng said enthusiastically.

Regardless of whether he wanted it or not, Lu Feng would definitely try his best to go along with him, so Wen Jingran didn't say much, turned around and continued walking.

Lu Feng followed him and asked, "Where's Pianran?"

"Still in bed."

Lu Feng smiled and said, "You're always sleepy when you're young."

Wen Jingran looked at him and asked, "Are you still up for a run on vacation?"

"I said it was to meet you, do you believe me?" Lu Feng tilted his head and looked at him.

Wen Jingran didn't answer, in fact, no matter what the answer was, it would seem superfluous.

"Aran..." Lu Feng stopped, looked into Wen Jingran's eyes seriously, and asked, "Do you still hate me?"

Wen Jingran also stopped, and replied: "The past can only become the past forever. In fact, I didn't hate you from the beginning to the end, but I just didn't think it was worth it. After all, it's just a game. There is no point in hating someone for a game. Necessary. The things you do naturally have your own thoughts, that is your past, so don't mention it. "

Lu Feng was not happy with Wen Jingran's words, on the contrary, he hoped that Wen Jingran really hated him, at least that would prove that Wen Jingran still had feelings for him.

"If... I didn't do that, would you choose me?" There was a trace of unclear emotion in Lu Feng's eyes.

Wen Jingran shook his head without hesitation, and said, "Even if there was no such thing, I would just regard you as a brother. You are smart, strong, and very determined. It is good to put these in the right place, but it is not good to put them in the calculation. Good things will also be ruined. I still like to stay a little bit, it doesn’t matter if you are smart or not, the important thing is to have a clean heart.”

Lu Feng showed a self-deprecating wry smile, and said, "I made a wrong step, every step was wrong."

"If you treat me as an enemy, then everything you do is right." It depends on where you think about it.

"I don't want to treat you as an enemy. Maybe you think I'm hypocritical, but I really like you. I know I have no chance, but I still want you to know." Lu Feng smiled ugly, and his eyes were slightly red , "I did something wrong, so I should bear the consequences. At that time, I was too naive to do such a thing, I am sorry. Although I know that everything is my own fault, but I still can't tell you and Pianran What kind of blessings come, maybe I can wait until the day I let go."

Looking at Lu Feng who sincerely admitted his mistake, Wen Jingran sighed in his heart, and said, "Some things are actually just obsessions." Because they didn't get it, the sense of need was infinitely magnified.And if you really get it, it may change from joy to disappointment in the tempering of time, and it may be even more sad at that time.

"Well, I will try my best to let go." Lu Feng said in a low voice.

Wen Jingran nodded, didn't say any more, turned around and continued walking towards the wonton shop, but Lu Feng didn't follow up, but just stood there, looking at Wen Jingran's background silently, as if saying goodbye to his feelings.

When Wen Jingran returned to the room with two bowls of wontons and a few side dishes, he saw Tang Xulin sitting on the bed hugging the quilt, his hair was messed up, his eyes were empty, and he was in a daze for some reason.

"What's wrong?" Wen Jingran put the things on the table, sat on the bedside and helped him straighten his messy hair, and asked with a smile.

Tang Xulin looked up at Wen Jingran, and said with some disbelief in his eyes: "My mother just called and said... let me take you home for dinner sometime..."

Seeing his blank look, Wen Jingran smiled and said, "This is a good thing."

"No... She was so fierce before, why did she suddenly ask me to take you home?" Tang Xulin frowned in confusion and said, "Could it be a Hongmen banquet?"

Wen Jingran chuckled and said, "Maybe your mother has figured it out."

"Impossible, she's so stubborn, she doesn't even want to have a serious talk with you, how could she suddenly understand?" Tang Xulin still didn't believe her mother's sudden change.

"People will always change." Wen Jingran said with a smile: "It should be your father who told her."

"My father?" Tang Xulin didn't understand anymore.

Wen Jingran told Tang Xulin about meeting Tang Quanxing...

After listening to his words, Tang Xulin looked at him blankly, really not knowing what to say.This man did so many things for him when he didn't know it. Apart from being moved, he really didn't know what emotion he could use to face it.

"I didn't tell you about this at the beginning because I didn't know if your father could persuade your mother and tell you too much, for fear that you would be disappointed in the end." Wen Jingran hugged him in front of him, and wrapped his arms around his soft little waist.

"Thank you..." Tang Xulin buried his face in Wen Jingran's chest, and said in a low voice, "Whether my mother accepts it or not, thank you for everything you have done for me."

"Fool, I should do all of this." Wen Jingran stroked his hair and said with a smile: "After breakfast, write down a list of all the things your parents like, and we will go shopping together when we go back. When you come to the door for the first time, you must not empty-handed, and you must make a good impression on your uncle and aunt."

Tang Xulin nodded with a smile, no matter what the final result is, it is good to take the first step.

With the computer that his mother allowed them to go home, Tang Xulin didn't even want to spend his vacation. He kept thinking about going home to buy something, how to talk to his mother calmly and let them understand him.

Seeing him absent-mindedly crossing and crossing on the gift list.Wen Jingran knew that he was both happy and nervous about going home, and procrastinating at such a time would make Tang Xulin unable to sleep well, so he took Tang Xulin out of the room early on Sunday morning, and asked Tang Xulin to call Tang's mother, saying that they I will go back in the afternoon.

After the two returned to the city, they first went to buy things to bring back to Tang's house, then drove home, took a shower and changed clothes, and after everything was settled, Wen Jingran drove Tang Xulin back home.

The two stood in front of the anti-theft gate downstairs with their things in their hands, and Tang Xulin rang the doorbell.After a while, the door was opened.After the two went upstairs, they saw Tang Quanxing was already waiting at the door.

"Father." Tang Xulin called obediently.

"I'm back." Tang Quanxing responded with a smile and let the two of them enter the room.

Tang's mother was standing at the porch at this moment, and when she saw Tang Xulin enter, her eyes immediately turned red. Seeing her mother like this, Tang Xulin felt unhappy, and called out "Mom".

Tang's mother pulled Tang Xulin over, touched his face distressedly, and said, "You've lost weight again."

Tang Xulin smiled and said, "Then mom will help me mend."

"Okay, okay." Mother Tang responded and said, "Mom made fish soup, you can drink more later."

"En." Tang Xulin nodded with a smile.

Tang Quanxing stood at the door, smiled and said, "Don't stand here, go in and talk."

"Yes, yes. Come in quickly." Tang's mother looked at Wen Jingran, and she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed when she thought of the last time she pulled Wen Jingran's clothes near her son's school and said that he had spoiled her son.

"Auntie, I don't know what you and uncle like, so I discussed with Mengmeng and bought some things. A little kindness is not a respect, so please don't be disgusted." Wen Jingran handed over the things in his hand.

"You're too polite." Mother Tang took the bag in his hand and said, "Come in and sit down."

"Okay." Wen Jingran responded with a smile.

After changing the slippers, Wen Jingran followed Tang Quanxing to the living room, while Tang's mother brought Tang Xulin into the room, and asked him how he was doing, whether he felt any discomfort after the operation, whether he was working hard, etc...

Tang Xulin answered obediently and earnestly. Tang's mother felt relieved when she saw that although he had lost weight, he still looked good.

"Are you sure you want to be with him?" Mother Tang asked, and Tang Xulin nodded, "I'm sorry, Mom. I really like Brother Jing Ran."

Tang's mother sighed for a long time, and she was not too emotional, "Mom still doesn't understand the fact that you like men, but your father told me his conversation with Wen Jingran, I think Wen Jingran's What you said is very reasonable. I also calmed down and thought about it for a few days, and it is true that my mother has done too much. Mom apologizes to you. "

"No, mom, I'm too self-willed, and I didn't even explain it to you." Tang Xulin's eyes were red, and she was still just a child in front of her mother.

"Silly son, you just want to explain, but mother may not be able to listen to you at that time." Mother Tang sighed, "At that time, mother thought that you were being spoiled by others, and she was really afraid that you would be raped because of this incident." Exclusion, discrimination, bad life. After your father and I finished talking, I went to the Internet to find some relevant information. Actually, I should have looked into it earlier, but I was too shocked at the time, and I didn’t want to admit that you like men This matter, so I have been repelling seeing those things.”

"Well, I know you are worried about me." All the previous grievances seemed to be nothing at this moment, and Tang Xulin felt very happy with his mother's understanding.

Mother Tang shook Tang Xulin's hand with a smile, and said, "Actually, your father is the biggest contributor to this matter. If he doesn't talk to Wen Jingran, he can't be sure that Wen Jingran will make you happy. And your father and I are your closest relatives." He is the person who understands my thoughts best, knows what I am worried about, and can also explain my doubts from my perspective. So you should thank your father."

"Well, I know." Tang Xulin nodded, hugged his mother, and said softly: "Although it was my father who persuaded you, I still want to thank you for your understanding, thank you mother."

Mother Tang stroked Tang Xulin's hair and said, "If you are happy, Mom will be happy."

"Mmm!" Tang Xulin lay in his mother's arms like a child, absorbing her mother's love and warmth.At this moment, his happiness is warm, real, and down-to-earth.