Heartbeat [online game]

Wen Jingran felt a little helpless after receiving Tang Xulin's text message.Before Tang Xulin called, he could evade it and say he was busy, but now Tang Xulin asked him to call him, even if Tang Xulin called at an unlucky time, it would never be so unlucky to let him call, and it was impossible for him 24 Being busy at the hour, this text message really blocked Wen Jingran's excuses.

"What's wrong?" Shen Shaoheng stood behind him and patted his shoulder.

Wen Jingran turned his head, put the phone back in his pocket, and said, "It's nothing."

"How are you preparing for going abroad?" Wen Jingran asked, leaning halfway on his desk.

In fact, he originally planned that if Wen Jingran passed this transfer, he would apply for it next time, so that he could still work with Wen Jingran.But now that he has established a relationship with his eldest brother, going abroad has been cleared from his schedule.Long-distance relationships are not very reliable after all.Sometimes, no matter how much you love, you can't beat the distance.This can't just be attributed to who may change their minds, but to separate the two places, less time to meet each other, and the relationship will gradually fade.Just like a person who is broken in love, if you don't see the person in your heart for a long time, you will gradually forget it. Even if you miss it, the pain is far less than it was at the beginning.

Although there are videos now, there is always a difference between meeting with reality. The more we meet on video, the lonelier reality will feel.Therefore, there are too many reasons why long-distance relationships are unreliable. If it is not necessary, Shen Shaoheng will not take this risk.What's more, he couldn't bear to be too far away from his elder brother.

"It's almost there. I don't need to worry about air tickets, board and lodging. I'll just go to the airport with the suitcase." Wen Jingran said lightly, as if he didn't have any expectations or excitement.

"Well, I want to have a vacation, so I'll go and play with you." Shen Shaoheng seemed very looking forward to it, "I'll live with you when the time comes, and save money."

"Brother will let you go alone?" Wen Jingran raised his eyebrows. He guessed that the residence arranged for him by the company should not be big. If Shen Shaoheng came alone, they could still squeeze together, but with the addition of elder brother, he would have to sleep on the floor up.Besides, how could elder brother let Shen Shaoheng go abroad alone?

"He's so busy, he doesn't have time to take care of me." Shen Shaoheng chuckled, as if he could make his own decisions.

"The idea is very good." Wen Jingran was too clear that even if his elder brother didn't sign the documents, he still had to spare time to take care of Shen Shaoheng.

"The reality will be beautiful too." Seeing Yang Li beckoning him to go over, Shen Shaoheng waved to Shen Shaoheng and went back to his side.

After get off work, Wen Jingran was too lazy to go home to cook. After Tang Xulin came home, Wen Jingran ate out eight out of ten days, as if he wanted to continue this new habit.

He randomly picked a restaurant that looked fairly clean, and because it was meal time, Wen Jingran chose to wait for a seat outside.

"Suddenly?" As soon as he sat down, Wen Jingran heard someone calling him, and when he looked up, Baicao Zhezheng was standing a step away from him with a smile.

Wen Jingran was a little surprised when he encountered Baicao Zhe.Although they are all in N City, they have never encountered each other by chance, which is much less than the chance of encountering a young apprentice by chance.

"Long time no see." Luo Ji walked over with a smile. Luo Ji had a pretty smile, which also attracted the attention of many passing girls.

"Yeah, long time no see." We haven't seen Ji since the last time we met, "Just you?"

"Yeah, Jianlang has something to do, I'm going to buy some clothes." Luo Ji raised the bag on the handle to signal.Although both he and Wen Jingran know each other's real names, because they met in the game, they are more used to calling them by the ID in the game, and the same is true for Jian Lang.

"Are you going to have dinner?" Luo Ji asked.

Wen Jingran nodded, "There are too many people, wait for a seat."

Luo Ji looked in through the glass and said with a smile, "Do you mind bringing me one?"

"Okay, just two people." Wen Jingran readily agreed.

After a while, a table for two was vacated in the store. After clearing up, the clerk invited the two into the store.

"What to eat? I'm treating you." Wen Jingran said.

"Then I'm not welcome." Luo Ji opened the menu with a smile.There is no need to be too fussy about treating guests to dinner, as there are comings and goings, he will invite them back next time.

After a while, Luo Ji ordered the dishes.Wen Jingran poured him a glass of water, and the two chatted while waiting for the food to be served.

"I said..." Luo Ji looked at him and said, "What's going on with you recently?"

"Huh?" Wen Jingran raised his eyes to look at him.

"Are you hiding from Pianran?" Luo Ji asked.He has also noticed in the past few days, and feels that Wen Jingran treats Pianran as well as before.But Pianran didn't say anything, he thought he had misunderstood.But in the past few days, he found that Wen Jingran didn't even fight in the 2V2 arena. No matter how busy they were before, they would all go to the arena. Anyway, it didn't take much time.

Wen Jingran sighed slightly, and asked self-deprecatingly, "Obviously?"

Luo Ji shook his head, "I'm the only one in the gang who discovered it. I don't know where Aojiao is, and I didn't ask too much. But she's been leading Pianran recently."

"Is that so..." Although Aojiao wet nurse said carelessly, she was quite reassuring when it was time to be careful.

"What's the matter?" Luo Ji put away his smile and asked seriously.

Wen Jingran didn't speak, he had to think how to speak to explain clearly, after all, the little apprentice didn't say that he liked him.

Seeing that he seemed to be hesitating, Luo Ji said, "Do you know that Pianran likes you?"

"You know?" Wen Jingran looked at him in surprise, even Luo Ji knew about it...

"It's a long story. In fact, I guessed it at first, and then I asked Pianran, and he admitted it. But he didn't open his mouth, and I didn't want to talk too much. I didn't expect that it was really because of this..." Luo Ji was actually quite nervous. I am optimistic about Pianran and Wen Jingran, but judging by Wen Jingran's attitude, it seems a bit difficult.

"Actually, I also heard from his classmates. He didn't tell me." Wen Jingran said.

"Student?" Luo Ji frowned slightly.

"It's the one who came to play games with Pianran."

"Yingle?" Luo Ji frowned even deeper.

"You still remember the name." Wen Jingran said with a smile.

"It's not that I want to remember. It's that I often see him playing with Jianyi Changfeng. I heard that Jianyi has a bit of a relationship with you before. I'm still thinking that Yingle always hangs out with him. Is it Pianran's idea or Pianran doesn't know at all." Luo Ji didn't dislike Yingle, but he didn't like Yingle too much.

"Pianran didn't know about it yet. Yingle originally wanted to worship me as his teacher. After I refused, he went to worship Sword Intent Changfeng." Regarding this matter, Wen Jingran didn't want to say too much, "So I always feel that this shadow There is a problem with Le, and now it seems that there is a problem. He also told me that Pianran liked me, and at the same time told me that it would be best not to be with Pianran. If the school knew, Pianran would not need to study. "

"Fuck." Luo Ji scolded, "Homosexuals can't study? Is he out of his mind?"

"It's always bad to let classmates know. Most people have limited awareness of this matter. You can't demand the same ethos from high school and university." Wen Jingran smiled.

Luo Ji sighed and nodded, Wen Jingran was right.In college, as long as you don't break the law, don't violate the school rules and grades, and pass the exam, no one cares whether you are Les or Gay.But high school is different. If such a thing is reported, it will be small for the head teacher to talk to you, and it is possible for the head teacher or the principal.

"Actually, as a gay, there are many things to face. The most difficult hurdle is not school, nor work, but coming out of the closet. I don't need to tell you, you understand." Wen Jingran hasn't told his mother yet, It's just that I'm afraid that the family's reaction will be too big and something will happen.

For this point, Luo Ji is naturally clear and has a deep understanding.

"And...to be honest, my feelings for Pianran haven't reached that point." Wen Jingran said with a slight smile.

"How to say?"

"Pianran is very good, and I like him very much. But I have always regarded him as an apprentice, friend and younger brother. I know a lot about him, but I never took the initiative to let him know me. In fact, if the time is longer, if Pianran still If he doesn't like me, then we may have a deeper conversation, and he will understand me more." Wen Jingran's smile concealed a little helplessness, "If my feeling for him changes from liking to love, then I will also I hope he understands me better, knows my thoughts, and knows my past. But unfortunately, Pianran and I have not reached this point yet. His feelings came too urgently."

"How can this kind of thing be controlled?" Luo Ji understood what Wen Jingran meant, but some things really cannot be controlled.

Wen Jingran nodded, "I know, maybe it should be said that my love for him came too late..."

"Sometimes love just needs to go crazy once, fall in love with someone crazily, don't care about anything, only care about that person." Luo Ji said with a smile: "You are too rational, in fact, you will lose a lot of passion."

Wen Jingran smiled and said, "You're right, there's nothing wrong with going crazy like that once. But I want to live the life I believe in, be serious and down-to-earth. Instead of being greedy for a momentary feeling and letting others down, You wasted your time too."

"Well, I can't speak to you." Luo Ji slightly raised his hand, "You should find a chance to explain clearly to Pianran, he should be able to understand you."

"Let's do this first. He is still young, and some things are just 3 minutes hot. If he doesn't like me in a few days, I can continue to play games with him as if nothing happened. This is the least hurtful result. If he still doesn't give up, I will find an opportunity to explain it clearly to him before I go abroad and let him concentrate on studying." Wen Jingran has his own plan, and he also understands that procrastination is never the answer.

"Going abroad?" Luo Ji was a little surprised, he had never heard Wen Jingran mention it, and Wen Jingran had no intention of going abroad before.

"The company transferred." Wen Jingran said.

Luo Ji nodded and said, "You can figure it out, I won't say much. But if you bully my brother, I'll never end with you."

Wen Jingran responded with a light smile, "Okay, don't worry."

After the dishes were served, the two casually chatted about work, games, and the current economy, without mentioning Tang Xulin.After dinner, the two went home separately. Before leaving, Luo Ji asked Wen Jingran for his email address so that he could contact him after going abroad.

After returning home, Wen Jingran turned on the light in the living room. The empty home was obviously extremely quiet, even deserted.Because he was going abroad, Wen Jingran had already sealed and stacked the home furnishings in the guest room. There were still a few boxes piled up in the corner of the living room. Wen Jingran was going to pack the kitchen utensils and some bookcases that couldn't fit in the bookcase.Anyway, no one would come to live after he left, so he simply put it away, so as not to put it there to collect ashes.

Standing in the living room, Wen Jingran didn't move.It has been more than half a month, every time Wen Jingran comes home, he always feels that Tang Xulin is still at home, as if he will run out of the room to greet him in the next second.But every time he was faced with a room that hadn't turned on the lights, and a rather lonely silence.

Everyone thought that he was pampering Tang Xulin, but in fact, Tang Xulin was pampering him...