My brother is acting every day

At night, the two of them lay on the bed, Xie Duorui turned off the bedside lamp, and was struggling with how to explain, when he heard Xie Ru'an yawn, put his hand on his stomach in a proper manner, and said vaguely: "Good night, brother."

"..." Why did you sleep so early today?And sleeping so well, it doesn't look like an octopus clinging to himself?Xie Duorui's words suddenly stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak. He felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. He looked at Xie Ru'an's blurred face sideways by the moonlight, and said softly, "Sleepy?"

"Well," Xie Ru'an also turned sideways to face Xie Duorui, held Xie Duorui's hand and hugged it on his chest, and couldn't open his eyes, "I'm so tired and sleepy today, brother, I want to sleep gone."

Xie Duorui's heart softened, he pinched Xie Ru'an's small and tender earlobe, and asked, "Xiao An, are you angry with your brother today?"

"Ah?" Since Xie Ru'an returned to the age of four, although the soul in his body is living in his twenties, due to physical limitations, he will be as weak as a child, easily tired and sleepy, especially today. When I went to see Mr. Xie, I was even more energetic, which directly caused him to be exhausted at night.But even though he couldn't open his eyes at all, after hearing Xie Duorui's words, he managed to regain some sanity, he squirmed under the quilt and rubbed into Xie Duorui's arms, and said stickily, "Why should I?" Are you going to be angry with your brother?"

"Because my brother... went to take a shower immediately after hugging you," Xie Duorui adjusted his posture so that he could lie in his arms more comfortably, "This matter is my brother's problem, and it's none of your business, Xiao An Not dirty, Xiaoan is very clean."

It turned out to be this... Xie Ru'an didn't expect Xie Duorui to be so concerned about this matter, but he really didn't have the energy to say anything more, but said in a childish voice: "I like my brother the most, I will never I will be angry with my brother."

This sentence is really childish, Xie Duorui felt warm when he heard it, but he couldn't laugh or cry, but he knew that Xie Ru'an really didn't take it to heart, and the "sweet words" from his younger brother were always pleasing to the ear, Xie Duorui was in a good mood After recovering, he also felt sleepy, and rubbed Xie Ru'an's cheek with his fingertips, "Hey, go to sleep, brother will work hard to get rid of this problem in the future."

Xie Ru'an fell into sleep instantly when he heard his words, but he was still thinking at the last second before falling asleep that he had long been used to all kinds of bad problems of Xie Duorui, such as serious cleanliness, bad temper, irritability, arrogance, not too much. Listening to opinions, impatient, he can even fall in love with that kind of Xie Duorui, now such a gentle Xie Duorui, who is willing to change his habit for many years because of his words, he feels that he has made a fortune .

Not long after Xie Duorui finished speaking, Xie Ruan let out a small snoring, and he had already fallen asleep. It seems that he was really too nervous when he went to see Grandpa today. Xie Duorui hugged him distressedly, as if Infected by Xie Ruan's drowsiness, accompanied by Xie Ruan's little snoring, Xie Duorui quickly fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, someone kicked Xie Duorui on his thigh suddenly. In his sleep, he felt in a daze that the person who was lying in his arms was constantly struggling and gasping with crying sounds. Xie Duorui frowned in his sleep, and wanted to hug the person back into his arms, but the person in his arms felt his restraint, and even bit him, Xie Duorui woke up suddenly.

Xie Duorui opened his eyes in a daze, his mind was still not clear, he fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, Xie Ruan was lying in his arms, his face was covered with tears, even his chest clothes were soaked, his face They were all wrinkled, as if they were having a nightmare, and they were babbling, but they couldn't hear clearly. Their limbs kept moving, as if they wanted someone to leave, and they looked very painful.

What's going on here?Why did Xie Duorui suddenly wake up like this, he hugged Xie Ruan into his arms, patted his face lightly, and shouted: "Xiao An, Xiao An? Wake up?"

Xie Ru'an seemed to have heard his voice, and the crying became louder, tears kept flowing from the corners of his closed eyes, Xie Duorui became anxious, pulled the paper towel on the bedside to wipe away his tears, and cried even louder Some, "Xiao'an, Xie Ru'an, wake up quickly, be obedient, wake up quickly."

Xie Ru'an's reaction was a little less, he shrank into a ball, trembling, with a blank expression on his face, he grabbed a few times in mid-air, choked up and said: "Thank... thank you..."

Xie Duorui grabbed Xie Ruan's hand and put it in his arms. He finally heard what he was talking about this time. Xie Ruan's obvious fear and defensive action made his heart twitch heavily. This is something that happened in a dream. ?How painful must it be for a four-year-old to have such a nightmare?

"Xiao An, my brother is here, don't be afraid, no one can hurt you anymore."

Xie Duorui was so distressed, he hugged him tightly, patted his back lightly and coaxed him: "Brother will always be with you, always by your side, no one can bully my little An anymore."

"My brother is here, don't be afraid, be good, I will protect you in the future, and I will always protect you."

Xie Duorui has never felt so sorry for someone before, as if a drop of hot wax was dripped on the tip of his heart, the pain was unbearable, but he was powerless, Xie Duorui even wanted to catch all the people who had hurt Xie Ruan Get a good beating.

Xie Duorui had no experience in coaxing people. Seeing Xie Ruan like this, he could only say those few words over and over again. Fortunately, Xie Ruan's breathing finally calmed down. Under the dim bed lamp, Xie Duorui His face was very ugly, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.Xie Ru'an's breathing became much quieter, and he stopped crying. Xie Duorui breathed a sigh of relief, and carefully tried to put Xie Ru'an on the pillow.

As a result, just as he was about to move Xie Ruan out of his arms, he felt Xie Ruan hugging him. Xie Duorui was taken aback, touched Xie Ruan's head, and asked softly, "Xiao An, are you awake?"

Xie Ru'an didn't speak, but hugged Xie Duorui tightly, as if he had exhausted all the strength in his body, causing Xie Duorui's ribs to hurt.

Xie Ru'an's actions made Xie Duorui feel even more distressed. He knew that he was frightened by the nightmare, so he let him hug him and patted him on the back. , if anyone dares to bully you, brother will beat you away, don't be afraid."

Xie Ru'an recalled the scene in the dream, and he was still in shock. It was a nightmare in his previous life. It had been a long time, and after another death and rebirth, he felt that he had almost forgotten it. One word of that person's name gave him a nightmare.

"Don't be afraid, be good." Xie Duorui hooked the quilt from the foot of the bed to cover Xie Ru'an, lest he catch a cold and get sick.

Xie Ru'an rubbed against his chest and called hoarsely, "Brother."

Xie Duorui's heart trembled when he called him, and he couldn't help feeling distressed, and replied: "Well, I'm here."

"elder brother……"

"Hey, sleep well, I will always watch over you, as soon as you open your eyes, you can see me."

Xie Ru'an nodded obediently, and buried her face in his chest.

Holding the warm person in his arms, Xie Duorui sighed in his heart, he lay down and stared at the ceiling in a daze.Before, he didn't want to know Xie Ruan's past, it was indeed his selfishness, he knew that he would feel distressed, but it was the powerlessness just now that made him realize, only knowing what happened to Xie Ruan's past, in the future, when this child has nightmares again, Only then can I comfort him.

Those things have already happened, and they have caused Xie Ruan harm that can never be erased. If he chooses not to see or listen to those things, the past will disappear. No matter how bad it is, it is the past of his brother Xie Ruan. I know, Xie Ru'an also remembers it clearly, Xie Ru'an acted very happy, as if the past events did not affect him, Xie Duorui didn't care about it, but in fact, this child remembered those things firmly in his heart.

The more Xie Duorui thought about it, the more distressed he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he became sober. He thought that Xie Ru'an had fallen asleep, and was about to put him down to get a glass of water when he heard Xie Ru'an say, "Brother, I can't sleep."

"Huh? Why can't you sleep?" Xie Duorui said, "Still afraid? Didn't you say that? With my brother here, no one will be able to bully you in the future."

Xie Ru'an moved, climbed down from Xie Duorui, looked at Xie Duorui with wide eyes, and said softly, "Brother, I'm not afraid."

"Then what's the matter?" Xie Duorui smiled and said, "Otherwise, brother will sing for you?"

Xie Ru'an's eyes lit up, and he asked curiously, "Can you still sing?"

"Of course, I can sing a lot of songs, do you want to listen?" Xie Duorui saw that Xie Ru'an nodded, his tense face finally relaxed, and couldn't help but kissed his pink and tender cheek , and hugged him into his arms again, "But if I sing to you, you have to promise me to sleep well, okay?"

Xie Ru'an finally smiled, eyes rolled up, "Well, I'll listen to my brother."

Xie Duorui thought for a while, rubbed Xie Ru'an's cheeks, and hummed softly: "Today I watched the snow drift by in the cold night, drifting far away with a cooled heart, chasing after in the wind and rain, unable to distinguish traces in the fog, The sky and the sea are wide, you and I, will it change..."

Xie Duorui's voice was a little hoarse when he sang, which was unexpectedly pleasant to hear. With a smile on his face, Xie Ru'an gradually fell asleep with Xie Duorui's gentle humming.

In the past, I couldn't avoid, stop, or help you, but now I can do my best to prevent those things from happening again and prevent you from being hurt again. For you, I will never be afraid.