Don't do whatever you want with good looks

Xin Yueyao went to the supermarket at night to buy more vegetables and fruits. It's too cold here, so every time I go to the supermarket, I will buy more things to stock up.

Planning to eat hot pot at night, Xin Yueyao walked downstairs to the unit gate with two bags of things.There are no street lights in the old residential area at night, and the road is still slippery. With the flashlight of the mobile phone on, Xin Yueyao took every step carefully.

Seeing a dark shadow in front of him, Xin Yueyao didn't pay much attention, and opened the unit door directly.The dim voice-activated light came on after the sound of closing the door. The house he rented was on the third floor. Just as he was taking out the key to open the door, a cold chest hugged him from behind.

Xin Yueyao only felt a shiver, and just when she was about to turn her head to see who it was, a pleasant man's voice came from above her head.

"caught you."

Xin Yueyao trembled with fright, and the key fell from her hand.The man's voice was clearly audible in the ear, and the heart suddenly rose to the beating of the throat and eyes.

Is it Qi Zhao?

Qi Zhao picked up the key and opened the door, and carried Xin Yueyao into the warm home.The lights in the room were not turned on, and Qi Zhao had already placed the shopping bag in Xin Yueyao's hand at the door. At this time, Qi Zhao was like a ferocious wolf, as impatient when he saw food.

"Qi Zhao..." Xin Yueyao pushed Qi Zhao's shoulder, but with gentle force, for fear that Qi Zhao's wound would be torn open.

Qi Zhao wantonly vented his accumulated dissatisfaction on Xin Yueyao's body, gnawed on Xin Yueyao's delicate and fair neck, and finally kissed the lips he had missed for a long time, and said in a muffled voice, "Why did you run?"

Xin Yueyao passively endured Qi Zhao's anger, his heart trembling with pain, he saw Qi Zhao's deep eyes full of anger, and did not speak.

"Do you know how hard it is for me to open my eyes and not see you? Why are you leaving..."

Qi Zhao's voice was full of tears, he vented all the anguish and grievance in his heart in front of Xin Yueyao, even though he hugged Xin Yueyao tightly at this moment, he still didn't feel safe, he was really scared.Xin Yueyao's stubbornness frightened him, and when he thought he and Xin Yueyao would reconcile, it gave him another heavy blow.

He no longer knew how to express his love for Xin Yueyao, or how to make Xin Yueyao believe him.It wasn't just one time that he was so powerless. He didn't want to do something that he would regret. He had promised Xin Yueyao to learn to respect, but Xin Yueyao repeatedly challenged his bottom line.

Maybe Xin Yueyao will never be able to experience the sense of loss when he opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was not Xin Yueyao in his life. He frantically looked for Xin Yueyao, but was told by Ran Kang that Xin Yueyao had left.He didn't want to experience his mood at that time again, especially when he dragged his injured body and couldn't find someone in person, it was the first time he felt so incompetent.

Xin Yueyao felt Qi Zhao's great sorrow, and was afraid that such emotions would cause Qi Zhao's wounds to recover badly, so he finally said, "I don't want to see you get hurt again."

"But I am willing to get hurt for you!" Qi Zhao looked excited, he held Xin Yueyao's shoulders hard, and stared at Xin Yueyao's cheeks without blinking, "You obviously don't want me, why do you still want to leave? You took care of me these few days in the hospital, right? You see I'm about to wake up before you leave. "

Xin Yueyao turned her head away and didn't reply.But silence has already answered for him, such an expression cannot deceive anyone.

Qi Zhao's heart sank, he lowered his head and kissed Xin Yueyao's cheek, his cold lips trembled with pious kisses one after another.He knew that the breath of Xin Yueyao he felt when he was in a coma was not fake. Xin Yueyao couldn't let him go and was always taking care of him.

"Yaoyao..." Qi Zhao took off Xin Yueyao's down jacket, and the more he kissed, the more he missed her.

Xin Yueyao didn't push Qi Zhao away, but passively endured all this.

As the situation intensified, Qi Zhao carried Xin Yueyao to the bedroom. When he opened his clothes, the white bandage wrapped around his waist hadn't been removed. Xin Yueyao suddenly became more awake, "Don't move."

Regardless of Xin Yueyao's words, Qi Zhao did his best, and soon Xin Yueyao's shirt was taken off.Xin Yueyao resisted Qi Zhao's next move, and said coldly, "Qi Zhao, your wound hasn't healed yet."

Qi Zhao heard that Xin Yueyao's voice had changed, so he could only hold back obediently, but still said aggrievedly: "But I'm almost better."

Xin Yueyao put on her clothes and went to the kitchen to pour Qi Zhao a cup of hot water.Just now Qi Zhao's hands were icy and cold, and he trembled when they touched him.

After drinking the hot water, Qi Zhao held Xin Yueyao in his arms, but his hands were still dishonest, he said: "Yaoyao, I want to celebrate the New Year with you, come back with me."

Xin Yueyao was moved, he really wanted to go back with Qi Zhao, but he was afraid that something would happen to him in the future, Qi Zhao was only injured this time, what would happen if Qi Zhao... really disappeared next time.

He would rather each other, he just wants Qi Zhao to live a good life.

"No one will put you in danger again, and I will help you eradicate all your unstable factors. No one will separate us, you have to believe in me, Yaoyao, I can do it." Qi Zhao's eyes are full of sincerity, He held Xin Yueyao's hand and spoke sincerely.

Xin Yueyao's eyes dodged, but he still didn't reply.What Qi Zhao said was sincere, and he was very flustered at this moment, not knowing what to choose.

"I will love you, pamper you, and never lie to you again. I can give you the family you want, Yaoyao, please give me another chance? Please trust me again, this time it's true."

The lights in the room were not turned on, but Qi Zhao's eyes were extraordinarily bright.Xin Yueyao couldn't help but look straight, he knew Qi Zhao wasn't lying, so what else did he have to worry about?After the divorce, they tortured each other for more than a year, and Qi Zhao proved his love with practical actions.

Even clumsy, even tough.But that is Qi Zhao's way of expressing love.

Xin Yueyao's eyes turned red all of a sudden, he knew he was timid.On the one hand, she wants to step out to accept Qi Zhao again, but on the other hand, she is afraid that Qi Zhao will bring a huge blow to herself again.If he loses again, he probably won't be able to cheer up again. If he loses the bet this time, he doesn't even have the courage to retreat. He doesn't want to make himself so passive.

The past is still vivid in my mind, can a person like Qi Zhao really stand the temptation?Even if Qi Zhao can do it now, what about when he gets old?He is three years older than Qi Zhao, if he grows old and dies first, will Qi Zhao regret today's decision.

All this is unknown.Whether you say he is cowardly or incompetent, he is flustered and doesn't know what to do.

"Yao Yao..."

Facing the long silence, Qi Zhao's heart ached unbearably, suffering every minute and every second.He knew that Xin Yueyao was thinking about it, and he was afraid that the answer Xin Yueyao said would not be what he wanted, and he was afraid that he would not be able to grow old with Xin Yueyao in the future.

"Qi Zhao, I can't afford to lose..." Xin Yueyao said with difficulty.

It's not that he doesn't want to reconcile, it's not that he doesn't love Qi Zhao.It was because he couldn't afford to lose. There was no reason, but his timidity led to such a result.

The most daring time in his life was to marry Qi Zhao, and since then, he has never taken any risky actions.He only wanted a stable and peaceful life, but Qi Zhao was too dazzling, he really didn't think about it.

"Yaoyao, you still don't believe me." Qi Zhao sighed deeply, "You don't know how I got here when you were not around, and you don't know how important you are to me. I made a mistake, But you can't sentence me to death without giving me a chance to correct my mistakes. I have never been in a relationship, and I don't know how to love, so much so that I don't even know myself when I fall in love with you. You leave me That year was the darkest of my life, nothing was right. I'm not going to let that happen again..."

"You are really important to me, and I am willing to give up everything for you, whether it is career or life. Even if it comes back that day, I will still block you. It doesn't matter if you die, as long as you are still alive. No one will let I have this kind of awareness, you know what kind of person I am, I can use others and deceive others. But only you, only you... I can't bear it."

Xin Yueyao closed his eyes heavily, he wanted to think about it.But now that Qi Zhao is in front of him, he can't calm down, this is a big deal, once he promises not to be covered in bruises, he can't turn back.

"Let me calm down." After Xin Yueyao finished speaking, she walked into another bedroom and closed the door.

"Yao Yao!"

Qi Zhao wanted to follow, but was blocked by the closed door.He squatted on the ground dejectedly, waiting for Xin Yueyao's trial when he came out of the room.

Time passed by every minute and every second, Qi Zhao only felt that the seconds seemed like years.The room was quiet, he didn't know what Xin Yueyao was thinking now, and what kind of answer he should have.

All he can do now is pray that Xin Yueyao will agree to his request when he comes out.

Even though Xin Yueyao was in the room, he still calmed down, Qi Zhao's words just now were still ringing in his ears.It seems that everyone is looking forward to the future, only he is sticking to the past timidly.He is cautious and timid...

But he also didn't want to see the disappointment on Qi Zhao's face, he wanted Qi Zhao to live a happy life.

The moment the door was opened, Qi Zhao raised his head and looked up at Xin Yueyao, his eyes full of hope.His heart was beating, waiting for Xin Yueyao's reply.

"Qi Zhao, I want to ask you a question."

"You ask. I will answer you any questions." Qi Zhao said eagerly.

Xin Yueyao muttered for a while, "If I wasn't by your side, would you be happy?"

Qi Zhao was categorical, "No, how can there be happiness without you?"

Xin Yueyao lowered his head, he understood clearly.Qi Zhao will definitely say this answer, and so will he.He has not been happy for more than a year. Even if his life with Qi Zhao was fake, he is also happy and has hope every day.The days of waiting for Qi Zhao to come home gave him hope in life, and the days when Qi Zhao came back made his life colorful.

He likes Qi Zhao. He has liked Qi Zhao for more than ten years, and he will always like him forever.

If this is the case, then why does he still hold back his emotions and suppress his liking.

Give Qi Zhao a chance, and give himself a chance.

"I'll go back to celebrate the New Year with you."

Qi Zhao's eyes suddenly lit up, he stood up with eyes full of disbelief, and hugged Xin Yueyao tightly, his joy was on the surface, "Yaoyao, please explain clearly, I don't understand."

"I promise you, don't make me regret the decision I made."

On Qi Zhao's shoulder, Xin Yueyao smiled sincerely.He also embraced Qi Zhao with his hands, and closed his eyes, feeling a sense of satisfaction spontaneously.

Qi Zhao, don't let me lose again.

"I won't let you regret it, you will be happy, we will be happy." Qi Zhao hugged Xin Yueyao tightly, as if he wanted to integrate him into his flesh and blood at this moment. This is his lover. At this moment, finally belonged to him.This year's hard work is nothing, he is really grateful to Xin Yueyao for giving him this opportunity...

Qi Zhao knew Xin Yueyao's character, and it was a great determination to make Xin Yueyao make such a decision.He will not let Xin Yueyao down, he will take good care of it this time.

"Yaoyao, thank you, I love you."

"I love you too."

They kissed together, and in this cold weather, there is nothing warmer than a lover's arms.