Battle of the Entertainment Circle
Chapter 66 Extra Story 1: First Love
Shen Yaoxiang saw Wei Ning for the first time. He was wearing a high school uniform, carrying a schoolbag and holding a soccer ball in his hand. He was sweating profusely and pushed open the door of the lounge. Shen Yaoxiang saw him as soon as he turned his head. A room full of people stuck out their tongues, smiled and rolled their eyes to apologize: "I'm sorry, I'm a little late to play football with my classmates."
Then as soon as he entered the door, he laughed and quarreled with other people in the lounge. Shen Yaoxiang's eyes were inadvertently attracted by him, and he kept looking at him unconsciously, thinking that he was good-looking and that he His smile is as dazzling as the sun, and even his laughter is extraordinarily pleasant.
Shen Yaoxiang participated in a juvenile talent show and won the ranking and was favored by this company. He didn't have much idea about entering the entertainment industry but he still had some yearning. After helping him to understand, his mother felt that it was no problem and found a relationship to help him transfer to another school. He was borrowed from a school in Beijing, so when he came here, he was a little nervous at first, fearing that he would not get used to it and would be homesick, but after seeing Wei Ning, that worry about the future suddenly disappeared miraculously. It seems a very good thing for this beautiful boy in front of him to be his friend, he thought.
The teacher who brought him introduced him to them. Wei Ning jumped in front of him, stretched out his hand to gesture, and smiled again, bending his beautiful eyes: "You are so tall, you are really enviable."
It was the first time that Shen Yaoxiang knew what the word Rumu Chunfeng really meant, it was the feeling in his heart when Wei Ning stood in front of him and smiled at him, so he also smiled and stretched out his hand towards him: "Hello."
Wei Ning patted his hand generously, as if he recognized him as a friend.
After dark, the others went home one after another. Shen Yaoxiang packed up his things and prepared to go back to the rental house. When he walked out the door, he saw Wei Ning standing in the corridor on the phone and heard him complaining that he was about to starve to death. I didn't have enough money and finally hung up the phone helplessly. I seemed to be very depressed with my head down, and walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder. When he turned around to look at me in doubt, he smiled and said, "Wei Ning, shall we have dinner together? My treat."
Wei Ning's eyes lit up for a moment, and then he was a little suspicious: "Why did you invite me to dinner?"
"...Well, I just came to Beijing and I'm not familiar with the place where I live. I haven't been to other places except for the company and school. It happens to be tomorrow weekend. I'll go back later today. I just heard you call your mother. Didn't it mean that there is nothing at home? People, I just want you to accompany me to the lively places, and in return I will treat you to dinner, okay?"
Shen Yaoxiang found a good reason, Wei Ning is not someone who just takes advantage of others, but what he said seems reasonable, so he nodded and smiled and agreed: "Okay."
Wei Ning took him to play in the commercial center not far from the company, because it was Friday night, the crowds were very lively, Wei Ning dragged him to talk about the history of changes in Beijing over the years, Shen Yaoxiang listened very carefully, Occasionally chiming in, just listening to Wei Ning's words made him feel very happy.
At Wei Ning's suggestion, they found a small restaurant and ate hot pot together. When they were waiting for the pot to boil, they saw Wei Ning staring at the food in the pot with his chopsticks fixedly in his hands. Shen Yaoxiang couldn't help laughing out loud, Wei Ning He looked up at him in some confusion, met his eyes full of narrow smiles, realized his gaffe, and bit his lips embarrassedly: "I'm really hungry..."
"Are your parents busy at work? Do you often miss meals?"
"Anyway, there are very few times when you can come back on time, and you usually give me money to send me out to solve the problem. What about you? You come to Beijing alone? Is your family at ease?"
"I've been used to being alone since I was a child." The pot was already boiling, and Shen Yaoxiang picked up a spoon to scoop up meat for Wei Ning, and watched him stuff it into his mouth with a good mood: "My mother will come to see me when she is free. People feel very comfortable here.”
"Follow me from now on, I'll cover you." Wei Ning patted his chest very loyally, and Shen Yaoxiang also laughed out loud with his swearing appearance.
From that day on, they became friends naturally. Wei Ning has many good friends, in the company, in school, and the neighbors who grew up together at home. Shen Yaoxiang is not the closest one, but just like this, he has already Make him very satisfied.
He can't remember exactly when he fell in love with Wei Ning. He only knows that it was his first year in Beijing. On Christmas Eve, after they participated in a performance, it was snowing heavily outside when they came out. Knowing who started it first, someone threw a ball of snow and threw it at the others. Several half-grown children laughed and started a snowball fight with each other. Wei Ning yelled at him "Look at the trick", the snowball was thrown towards his shop, Shen Yaoxiang subconsciously turned sideways and wanted to avoid it, but before he had time, the snowball hit the bridge of the nose, and the cold and painful feeling stimulated him to yell out , Wei Ning was startled and hurried forward, apologizing to him incoherently, while holding his face with his hands and hurriedly helping him wipe the snow off his face, at that moment, meeting him anxiously and anxiously. With worried eyes, feeling the gentle touch of his fingers caressing his cheek, Shen Yaoxiang heard his heartbeat speeding up uncontrollably.
A voice told him in his ear that he liked Wei Ning, very much.
It was so simple to understand his own mind in such an instant, for Shen Yaoxiang, who was only 17 years old, at that time he still didn't understand what it meant.
On New Year's Day, the school had a three-day holiday, and the company did not arrange a performance for them. Everyone else went home. Shen Yaoxiang was alone in the empty rental house, doing homework and listening to songs. It was so deserted. Ning, in the end she couldn't hold back and sent him a text message.
Wei Ning quickly came back and asked him where he was. After knowing that he was alone at home, he sent him a sentence "I'll go to play with you, send me the address" and didn't reply him any more.
Shen Yaoxiang didn't hold out much hope when he sent the address. At first he thought he was just talking casually. After all, it was snowing heavily outside, and his house is not close to here, but he didn't expect that there would be a knock on the door in less than half an hour. , he opened the door in surprise, and Wei Ning, who came dressed in snow, stood outside the door and smiled at him, holding a large bag of packed meals in his arms.
"Stupid? Let me in quickly, the food is going to be cold."
It was the first time for Wei Ning to come to the place where he lived. After wandering around, he took it as his own place, rummaged through the boxes and cabinets, and poured out the packed food, while explaining to him: "I I ate near here with my parents, and guessing that you can’t go out in such a heavy snow, you must be eating instant noodles at home, so I’ll pack something for you.”
For a moment, Shen Yaoxiang felt that his nose was a little sour, but his heart was very warm.
Wei Ning stayed and ate with him, and did homework with him until it was nearly dark, and the snow outside was so heavy that it almost blocked the road, so he called home and told his parents that he was here live down.
It was the first time they slept on the same bed, Shen Yaoxiang carefully separated the distance, and hid his heartbeat that was about to jump out of his throat, but Wei Ning pulled up the quilt and shrank into the bed, laughingly reaching out to tickle him He, Shen Yaoxiang was very helpless, he made his whole body feel hot but he didn't dare to act rashly, Wei Ning, who didn't see his abnormality, made an inch of it, leaned closer and continued to stretch out his hand to scratch his creaking hole.
Shen Yaoxiang couldn't bear it anymore, turned over suddenly and pressed on him, clamped his hands, narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at him complicatedly, and said in a bad tone: "What are you going to do?"
Wei Ning didn't seem to expect him to have this reaction, looked at the dangerous light in his eyes that he couldn't understand, froze for a moment, and then murmured: "It's nothing, I was just joking with you, don't be so stingy, Chongming and I often play like this..."
Shen Yaoxiang knew that he had a better relationship with the other members of the team than with himself, and the relationship with them was just friends and brothers, but because of his unspeakable thoughts, being too close to Wei Ning made him unable to resist. Extravagantly thinking about things that shouldn't be, Wei Ning, who is looking at him purely under him, obviously doesn't understand these things, he is afraid of scaring Wei Ning, and also afraid that he will not even be able to be friends in the future, so he dare not reveal his heart at all real thought.
Wei Ning stared at him for a while, felt inexplicably apprehensive, turned his gaze away, and stretched out his hand to push him away, but Shen Yaoxiang suddenly bent down, buried his head in his shoulder, and hugged him tightly.
Wei Ning's body froze slightly, Shen Yaoxiang chuckled in his ear: "It's so cold..."
"Then you thought I was making a fuss just now." Wei Ning relaxed and hugged him back: "I'll sleep with you in my arms, so it won't be cold."
Still unable to refuse, Shen Yaoxiang responded softly and closed his eyes.
At that time, Wei Ning hadn't awakened yet, and he didn't know where Shen Yaoxiang's abnormal emotional changes came from. By the time he realized his true thoughts, the night had gradually faded from his memory. He didn't After understanding the emotion in Shen Yaoxiang's eyes, there was no chance to capture the feeling that he was hesitant to speak.
Later, Wei Ning clearly felt that Shen Yaoxiang was alienated from him. Maybe he was different from others from the very beginning. Although he was very gentle towards others, he was also very guarded. It seemed that it was not easy to really get close to him. Wei Ning didn't know what he did wrong. Shen Yaoxiang, who had a good relationship with him, suddenly became indifferent. In fact, he didn't do it obviously, it was just because Wei Ning always treated him better than others for no reason. There is an extra concern that cannot be explained clearly, but it is still just noticed.
After more than half a year of being so lukewarm, one day Wei Ning suddenly took a girl's hand to them, and shyly told them that this was his girlfriend, and asked them to help keep it a secret. Shen Yaoxiang was very surprised. Looking at their intertwined hands, it felt as if something had knocked his heart lightly, stuffy, it didn't hurt but it made him a little out of breath.
Ever since he avoided Wei Ning, he had guessed that there would be such a day sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so soon, before he had time to make mental preparations.
That girl is the senior sister of one of their companies. She has always had a good relationship with Shen Yaoxiang and got close to him, and she hinted that she has a crush on him several times. Shen Yaoxiang always refused, but she never expected that she would leave Wei Ning so suddenly. Together, the teammates who always tease them on weekdays are also dumbfounded, thinking that Wei Ning stole his girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang can only smile bitterly, he doesn't know if it's true, maybe Wei Ning really liked her from the beginning ?
Regardless of the reason, he actually has no position to blame or blame Wei Ning, so when facing other people's suspicious eyes, he can only pretend to smile generously and say that he doesn't mind and bless them. Others may think that He was forcing a smile, he was indeed, but the target was not the one they thought.
Wei Ning didn't dare to look at him, it seemed that he was guilty, Shen Yaoxiang couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart, so he could only forget it, from that day on, their relationship became more and more awkward, even other people found out, but They only thought that they had a grudge because of fighting for a girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang couldn't control other people's thoughts, and didn't want to explain too much, the only thing he cared about was Wei Ning's dodging of him.
Obviously he was the one who first started to avoid alienation, but now that even Wei Ning has started to back off, he is sad.
That time someone in the team had a birthday. It was the first time they were so presumptuous. They bought several cases of beer together in Shen Yaoxiang's rented house to celebrate the birthday of his teammates. Everyone was drunk and slept all over the floor in his living room. Shen Yaoxiang, who had a slightly better alcohol capacity than them, had no choice but to get a quilt and blanket to cover them, but Wei Ning was nowhere to be seen. Hearing the movement from the bathroom, he got up and went to look, only to find that Wei Ning had drunk too much. Ning was lying on the toilet and vomited until the sky was dark.
Seeing how uncomfortable he was, Shen Yaoxiang hurriedly poured water for him, supported him and slowly fed it into his mouth bit by bit, Wei Ning leaned on his shoulder and squinted his eyes with flushed face, he was almost drunk Consciousness, muttering nonsense, Shen Yaoxiang suddenly felt his eyes a little hot, they haven't been so close for a long time, sometimes he even dared not look at Wei Ning's eyes, for fear of revealing himself Carefully hidden feelings, only at such a time, when Wei Ning doesn't even know who is hugging him, can he embrace him without any scruples.
Picking up Wei Ning, there was no place to sleep in the living room, so Shen Yaoxiang simply carried him back to his room and put him on the bed, helped him take off his coat and covered him with a quilt, when Wei Ning wanted to get up and leave She suddenly reached out and hugged his neck, muttering softly, "Don't go."
Shen Yaoxiang's body froze slightly, and carefully looked at Wei Ning under him, he seemed to be asleep and dreaming with his eyes closed, and he didn't know what was dreaming about and started talking nonsense: "Why are you ignoring me? "Don't ignore me, okay..."
Thinking that he probably quarreled with his girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang patted his face with the bitterness in his heart, and comforted him in a low voice: "Go to sleep, it's okay."
Wei Ning refused to let him go, hugged him even tighter, and his voice became more and more aggrieved: "Don't be angry with me, tell me what I did wrong, and I'll fix it, why did you become so cold It's..."
Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly, not knowing what to say, what he wanted to hear, but he was talking to another person.
"I like you, I like you...I really like you..." Wei Ning seemed to be talking in his sleep, anxiously confessing his love to the person in his dream.
"I know, I know, I'm not angry, go to sleep." Shen Yaoxiang rubbed his hair, coaxing him like a child, knowing that he wasn't telling himself, even if it was pretending, he told himself that When he was talking to himself.
Wei Ning finally calmed down slowly, and dragged him to sleep.
Hearing his even breathing sound, Shen Yaoxiang finally felt relieved, being pulled by him, unable to get up, and there was no place to sleep outside, he hesitated for a moment, just pulled up the quilt and hugged him like this One fell asleep.
Wei Ning woke up with a hangover the next morning and had a splitting headache. He couldn't remember what happened last night. He only knew that he seemed drunk and talked a lot of nonsense while hugging people... …right!The person in his arms is Shen Yaoxiang!
He sat up suddenly, but found that there was no one on the bed beside him, got out of the bed and ran out of the room barefoot, Shen Yaoxiang was opening the door and coming in, with two big bags of breakfast in his hand, he smiled and said to him: "Are you awake? Go wash up Let’s go, I’ll go buy it and come back early, it’s still hot.”
The rest of the people in the living room were still awake, only the two of them were there, Wei Ning didn't answer the conversation, and fell silent all of a sudden, he lowered his head, bit his lip but didn't know what to say.
Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly in his heart, his eyes moved down to his bare feet, he took a pair of cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet, went out and put them in front of him, reminding him: "It's cold on the ground, put on your shoes."
Wei Ning didn't move, he lowered his head and was silent for a while, then asked him in a low voice: "Did I say anything when I was drunk last night?"
Shen Yaoxiang shook his head in fear of his embarrassment, and smiled gently: "No, you drank too much and passed out completely drunk, so I put you on the bed and went to sleep."
"Oh..." Those vague memories were probably just a dream he had...
It's just that he doesn't want to continue this stalemate with Shen Yaoxiang anymore. He doesn't know the reason why Shen Yaoxiang was indifferent to him at the beginning, and he doesn't know whether their relationship is so awkward now because he preemptively preyed on the person who might have become his girlfriend , he just wanted to restore the previous relationship with Shen Yaoxiang, even if he didn't get what he wanted, he couldn't stand his indifference.
What Shen Yaoxiang didn't know was that when he intentionally kept a distance from Wei Ning to avoid his own feelings, Wei Ning couldn't control his emotional changes towards him. In the beginning, it was his alienation and indifference that made Wei Ning feel aggrieved. He even quarreled with him a few times and he said no, but still had that lukewarm attitude. Wei Ning didn't know what he did wrong to make him unhappy, but he knew that he was very uncomfortable because of his attitude.
There are many friends who have come and gone around him since he was a child, but none of them have attracted him as much as Shen Yaoxiang. Maybe he didn't realize it before, and he would always pay attention to Shen Yaoxiang unconsciously. In the body, he longed to get close to him, but he used the greatest patience and sincerity in his life to make friends with him, but he didn't appreciate it.
The more he struggled, the more he cared. When Wei Ning realized that he was actually Shen Yaoxiang in his dreams, and even wanted to hold his hand, hug him and kiss him, he finally realized belatedly that he and himself Those friends from the past, what is the difference?
But Shen Yaoxiang's attitude made him feel that he had no chance at all, and that he fell in love with someone of the same gender at the beginning of his love affair. This made Wei Ning, who grew up under the strict traditional education of his parents, very at a loss, and didn't know what to do. How to deal with it, and at that time, everyone was saying that Shen Yaoxiang and another girl were a couple, he smiled and never denied it, Wei Ning was in a hurry, he didn't want Shen Yaoxiang to be with others, and he didn't dare to tell him how he felt, So he used the worst trick, confessed to that girl first, and turned her into his girlfriend, but since then, the relationship between him and Shen Yaoxiang has become worse and worse.
But now, he didn't want to continue like this.
After that day, Wei Ning still found a chance to ask Shen Yaoxiang to have dinner alone, it was the hot pot restaurant they went to when they met on the first day, Shen Yaoxiang didn't know what he wanted to say, and looked at him silently, Wei Ning hated what he had At that time, his mouth was too clumsy and his face was thin. After struggling for a long time, he still didn't know how to speak. In the end, Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly and gave him some food: "Eat."
The steaming steam made Wei Ning's eyes hurt, and he lost his appetite for his favorite hot pot for the first time, so he hesitated and finally said: "Are you very upset that I stole your girlfriend? "
"No, don't think too much. I'm not what you think with her. If you like her, just stay with her and don't worry about me."
"are we still friends?"
"……of course."
"Let's make up, okay? Don't hate me..." Wei Ning bit his lip, carefully organizing his words, his tone was almost flattering.
Shen Yaoxiang couldn't bear to hear him talk like this at all, and comforted him softly: "It's not what you think, I don't hate you, really, we are good friends and always will be."
In order to make him believe in himself, Shen Yaoxiang changed into a relaxed tone and joked with him: "You are so cute, how could I hate you."
Shen Yaoxiang's cynical and sarcastic tone came back again, Wei Ning finally secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and was also amused by him: "Then don't always hide from me in the future, others will think that we are not suitable for fighting."
"Okay..." Shen Yaoxiang took a sip of the wine, it slipped into his throat and felt a little astringent, even his tongue was numb... That's it, if Wei Ning keeps on sticking around, he might not be able to hide it. I'm afraid the two of them will be more embarrassed, and others will find it troublesome.
So they got close again like this, at least on the surface, the two of them carefully maintained the distance between each other, so as not to be too hot and reveal their own thoughts, and they were no longer as alienated as before that others could see , everyone thought they had returned to normal, but only the two of them knew in their hearts that the original innocence would never come back.
Wei Ning finally broke up with his so-called girlfriend, and everyone felt it was a pity, but he didn't react too much, and he didn't even feel troubled by the loss of love. In fact, at that time, he was more confused Where will life go in the future? The uncle at home said that he would send him to Japan for further studies to continue his music dream. Perhaps he and Shen Yaoxiang were destined to part ways sooner or later.
At that time, Shen Yaoxiang didn't know that he was going to Japan, and he only wanted to go back to take the college entrance examination. If he could come to Beijing again, they could have a chance to reunite, so he found an opportunity to express his inner thoughts. After hiding for so long, he I really don't want to hide it anymore.
It's just that none of them expected that the car accident would happen suddenly. It was the first time that Wei Ning had a direct confrontation with Shen Yaoxiang, scolding him with the most ugly words, and both of them almost collapsed.
The band disbanded early, and Wei Ning, who hadn't made up his mind at first, finally agreed to his uncle's proposal to go to Japan directly after graduating from high school, and Shen Yaoxiang's mother also called and asked him to go home.
That day when Wei Ning returned to the company from the hospital, he pushed open the door of the dimly lit lounge. Hearing suppressed cries, he froze in place.That was the first time he saw Shen Yaoxiang crying, with his back facing him and curled up on the corner of the sofa. Although he couldn't see his expression clearly, Wei Ning still felt it from his movements of wiping away tears and the sound of sobbing. How sad it is right now.
He didn't mean to scold him, actually Wei Ning knew that Shen Yaoxiang didn't mean it, and he didn't expect such a thing to happen, but he lost his mind the moment he saw them all covered in blood, although he didn't want to admit it, but he really I am afraid that the person lying unconscious in the operating room is Shen Yaoxiang. He was too excited to say those words, but he seems to have forgotten that Shen Yaoxiang has already endured a lot of psychological pressure and blamed himself. Now, his own blame may be worse for him.
After standing by the door for a long time, Wei Ning finally didn't go in, he just felt that he didn't have the face to comfort him or say sorry to him.
He will go to Japan soon, and Shen Yaoxiang will also go back to his hometown in Guangdong. Maybe they will never have the chance to meet each other again. Looking at Shen Yaoxiang who has lost weight quickly in just a few days and is completely decadent, Wei Ningdi Once he knew what it feels like to feel distressed, he didn't know how to express his almost overflowing feelings to him, he hesitated again and again, before Shen Yaoxiang's birthday, he bought the original soundtrack of the foreign band he had always wanted, And wrote the words of confession on the card stuffed into the CD case, and agreed with him on the time and place to meet.
The night before he went to Japan, he asked Shen Yaoxiang to meet. He wanted to take a gamble. He only had courage once. .
Shen Yaoxiang received the CD. He was very surprised. He thought that after that incident, Wei Ning would never talk to him again. Unexpectedly, he specially prepared a birthday present for himself. Knowing that this CD is hard to buy, he said no. The emotion was fake, he had been listening to it over and over again in those days, it was like a life-saving medicine, the courage to speak clearly to Wei Ning that was lost due to the car accident slowly came back, and he couldn’t wait any longer, Originally, he wanted to go back to Beijing to tell Wei Ning, but after knowing that he was about to go to Japan, Shen Yaoxiang struggled again and again, and finally on the night of returning home, while waiting for the flight at the airport, he impulsively dialed the phone number.
He remembered that when Wei Ning first met, they went to dinner together, when Wei Ning talked about his various visions for the future, the bright eyes and the look in his eyes, he really wanted to tell him that if possible, he would like to work hard for that future with him.
The first time he confessed to someone, not only was Shen Yaoxiang inexperienced, but his hands trembled so much that he accidentally pressed the phone once it was connected, and he called again. It took a long time for someone to answer, but there was no sound. His heart was beating very fast. The palms of the hands holding the mobile phone were full of sweat, and he forced himself to calm down before he said: "Wei Ning, I'm going home soon, and I'm at the airport now, I just want to say a few words to you, can you give me a few words?" minutes?"
There was still no words over there, but at least he didn't refuse. After a pause, he continued: "Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, probably from the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you, I know This kind of feeling should not be accepted, too few people can accept it, and I have hesitated, so I have been indifferent to you during that time, but I can't control myself, I still like you... I know you are going to Japan, we will Maybe I don’t even have a chance to meet, I’m not willing to leave like this... Can you give me a chance? I don’t ask you to accept me now, at least don’t reject me, give me a chance for us to get along slowly, those of you Regarding the future dream, I want to accompany you to realize it, maybe one day you can accept me..."
Before Shen Yaoxiang could finish his words, he hung up suddenly. He was stunned for a moment. His heart that was still boiling just now cooled down quickly. He was still unwilling to reconcile and dialed again with trembling hands, but he refused to answer. After three times, he Finally had to accept the reality and give up, and lowered his head dejectedly, he was completely rejected by Wei Ning without mercy.
It was the first time for Shen's mother to see her son in such a distraught state. When she received Shen Yaoxiang at the airport, she saw his red eyes and tired face. As a mother, she was shocked and distressed. In recent years, her son has been alone. She has always been reassuring in Beijing. Even the previous car accident did not tell her that she was worried. She saw it in the news and called him. He said it was okay and persuaded herself to give up the idea of going to Beijing to see him, but now, He dragged his luggage back alone, but what he brought back was exhaustion and loneliness.
Sitting in the car, Shen Yaoxiang didn't speak all the way, and she only answered that it was okay when she asked. Mother Shen looked in the rearview mirror, and he lowered his head and kept holding on to the phone in his hand. After a long time, he suddenly opened the battery board and put the SIM inside. He took out the card, pressed the window, and the howling wind blew in. He raised his hand, threw the thing in his hand, closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair as if relieved.
Shen's mother frowned slightly. She didn't know what happened to him, but she knew that the best way to deal with it was not to ask too many questions. She believed in her son. After a long time, everything would pass.
Wei Ning didn't know what kind of struggles Shen Yaoxiang had experienced in his heart until he gave up in despair. He didn't even know that Shen Yaoxiang would leave that night. He asked others that his return time was not on that day, so he was full of hope. Looking forward to it, I went to wait for him at the place agreed with him.
It was very windy that night, it was November after all, even though he was wearing a sweater and overcoat, he was still unbearably cold at night, but Shen Yaoxiang did not show up after the appointed time, the temperature in his heart was ticking Wei Ning didn't know what happened, and he didn't want to just believe that it meant that Shen Yaoxiang rejected him, and just waited there all the time.
It even started to rain lightly in the middle of the night. He curled up on the stone bench, drowsy as if he was about to fall asleep and woke up several times, looking around but he still didn't see the figure of that person.
How did Wei Ning come home after that? I can't remember clearly. When his parents saw him in a daze, they scolded him and dragged him to the hospital. Fortunately, he was not seriously ill. He took medicine and rested for a long time. In the afternoon, still holding on to my sick body, I got on the plane to Japan.
Amidst the roar of the plane taking off, he leaned his head against the cabin wall, the strong vibration almost stinging his scalp, but it couldn't relieve the pain in his heart. With his eyes closed, tears were silently falling from the corners of his eyes.
This was him and his first love, it wasn't spectacular, but it was unforgettable enough. When time passed, things would have changed, and it would still remain in their hearts.
At that time, they didn't know that until a long time later, they could wait until the day when they could get it back again.
Then as soon as he entered the door, he laughed and quarreled with other people in the lounge. Shen Yaoxiang's eyes were inadvertently attracted by him, and he kept looking at him unconsciously, thinking that he was good-looking and that he His smile is as dazzling as the sun, and even his laughter is extraordinarily pleasant.
Shen Yaoxiang participated in a juvenile talent show and won the ranking and was favored by this company. He didn't have much idea about entering the entertainment industry but he still had some yearning. After helping him to understand, his mother felt that it was no problem and found a relationship to help him transfer to another school. He was borrowed from a school in Beijing, so when he came here, he was a little nervous at first, fearing that he would not get used to it and would be homesick, but after seeing Wei Ning, that worry about the future suddenly disappeared miraculously. It seems a very good thing for this beautiful boy in front of him to be his friend, he thought.
The teacher who brought him introduced him to them. Wei Ning jumped in front of him, stretched out his hand to gesture, and smiled again, bending his beautiful eyes: "You are so tall, you are really enviable."
It was the first time that Shen Yaoxiang knew what the word Rumu Chunfeng really meant, it was the feeling in his heart when Wei Ning stood in front of him and smiled at him, so he also smiled and stretched out his hand towards him: "Hello."
Wei Ning patted his hand generously, as if he recognized him as a friend.
After dark, the others went home one after another. Shen Yaoxiang packed up his things and prepared to go back to the rental house. When he walked out the door, he saw Wei Ning standing in the corridor on the phone and heard him complaining that he was about to starve to death. I didn't have enough money and finally hung up the phone helplessly. I seemed to be very depressed with my head down, and walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder. When he turned around to look at me in doubt, he smiled and said, "Wei Ning, shall we have dinner together? My treat."
Wei Ning's eyes lit up for a moment, and then he was a little suspicious: "Why did you invite me to dinner?"
"...Well, I just came to Beijing and I'm not familiar with the place where I live. I haven't been to other places except for the company and school. It happens to be tomorrow weekend. I'll go back later today. I just heard you call your mother. Didn't it mean that there is nothing at home? People, I just want you to accompany me to the lively places, and in return I will treat you to dinner, okay?"
Shen Yaoxiang found a good reason, Wei Ning is not someone who just takes advantage of others, but what he said seems reasonable, so he nodded and smiled and agreed: "Okay."
Wei Ning took him to play in the commercial center not far from the company, because it was Friday night, the crowds were very lively, Wei Ning dragged him to talk about the history of changes in Beijing over the years, Shen Yaoxiang listened very carefully, Occasionally chiming in, just listening to Wei Ning's words made him feel very happy.
At Wei Ning's suggestion, they found a small restaurant and ate hot pot together. When they were waiting for the pot to boil, they saw Wei Ning staring at the food in the pot with his chopsticks fixedly in his hands. Shen Yaoxiang couldn't help laughing out loud, Wei Ning He looked up at him in some confusion, met his eyes full of narrow smiles, realized his gaffe, and bit his lips embarrassedly: "I'm really hungry..."
"Are your parents busy at work? Do you often miss meals?"
"Anyway, there are very few times when you can come back on time, and you usually give me money to send me out to solve the problem. What about you? You come to Beijing alone? Is your family at ease?"
"I've been used to being alone since I was a child." The pot was already boiling, and Shen Yaoxiang picked up a spoon to scoop up meat for Wei Ning, and watched him stuff it into his mouth with a good mood: "My mother will come to see me when she is free. People feel very comfortable here.”
"Follow me from now on, I'll cover you." Wei Ning patted his chest very loyally, and Shen Yaoxiang also laughed out loud with his swearing appearance.
From that day on, they became friends naturally. Wei Ning has many good friends, in the company, in school, and the neighbors who grew up together at home. Shen Yaoxiang is not the closest one, but just like this, he has already Make him very satisfied.
He can't remember exactly when he fell in love with Wei Ning. He only knows that it was his first year in Beijing. On Christmas Eve, after they participated in a performance, it was snowing heavily outside when they came out. Knowing who started it first, someone threw a ball of snow and threw it at the others. Several half-grown children laughed and started a snowball fight with each other. Wei Ning yelled at him "Look at the trick", the snowball was thrown towards his shop, Shen Yaoxiang subconsciously turned sideways and wanted to avoid it, but before he had time, the snowball hit the bridge of the nose, and the cold and painful feeling stimulated him to yell out , Wei Ning was startled and hurried forward, apologizing to him incoherently, while holding his face with his hands and hurriedly helping him wipe the snow off his face, at that moment, meeting him anxiously and anxiously. With worried eyes, feeling the gentle touch of his fingers caressing his cheek, Shen Yaoxiang heard his heartbeat speeding up uncontrollably.
A voice told him in his ear that he liked Wei Ning, very much.
It was so simple to understand his own mind in such an instant, for Shen Yaoxiang, who was only 17 years old, at that time he still didn't understand what it meant.
On New Year's Day, the school had a three-day holiday, and the company did not arrange a performance for them. Everyone else went home. Shen Yaoxiang was alone in the empty rental house, doing homework and listening to songs. It was so deserted. Ning, in the end she couldn't hold back and sent him a text message.
Wei Ning quickly came back and asked him where he was. After knowing that he was alone at home, he sent him a sentence "I'll go to play with you, send me the address" and didn't reply him any more.
Shen Yaoxiang didn't hold out much hope when he sent the address. At first he thought he was just talking casually. After all, it was snowing heavily outside, and his house is not close to here, but he didn't expect that there would be a knock on the door in less than half an hour. , he opened the door in surprise, and Wei Ning, who came dressed in snow, stood outside the door and smiled at him, holding a large bag of packed meals in his arms.
"Stupid? Let me in quickly, the food is going to be cold."
It was the first time for Wei Ning to come to the place where he lived. After wandering around, he took it as his own place, rummaged through the boxes and cabinets, and poured out the packed food, while explaining to him: "I I ate near here with my parents, and guessing that you can’t go out in such a heavy snow, you must be eating instant noodles at home, so I’ll pack something for you.”
For a moment, Shen Yaoxiang felt that his nose was a little sour, but his heart was very warm.
Wei Ning stayed and ate with him, and did homework with him until it was nearly dark, and the snow outside was so heavy that it almost blocked the road, so he called home and told his parents that he was here live down.
It was the first time they slept on the same bed, Shen Yaoxiang carefully separated the distance, and hid his heartbeat that was about to jump out of his throat, but Wei Ning pulled up the quilt and shrank into the bed, laughingly reaching out to tickle him He, Shen Yaoxiang was very helpless, he made his whole body feel hot but he didn't dare to act rashly, Wei Ning, who didn't see his abnormality, made an inch of it, leaned closer and continued to stretch out his hand to scratch his creaking hole.
Shen Yaoxiang couldn't bear it anymore, turned over suddenly and pressed on him, clamped his hands, narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at him complicatedly, and said in a bad tone: "What are you going to do?"
Wei Ning didn't seem to expect him to have this reaction, looked at the dangerous light in his eyes that he couldn't understand, froze for a moment, and then murmured: "It's nothing, I was just joking with you, don't be so stingy, Chongming and I often play like this..."
Shen Yaoxiang knew that he had a better relationship with the other members of the team than with himself, and the relationship with them was just friends and brothers, but because of his unspeakable thoughts, being too close to Wei Ning made him unable to resist. Extravagantly thinking about things that shouldn't be, Wei Ning, who is looking at him purely under him, obviously doesn't understand these things, he is afraid of scaring Wei Ning, and also afraid that he will not even be able to be friends in the future, so he dare not reveal his heart at all real thought.
Wei Ning stared at him for a while, felt inexplicably apprehensive, turned his gaze away, and stretched out his hand to push him away, but Shen Yaoxiang suddenly bent down, buried his head in his shoulder, and hugged him tightly.
Wei Ning's body froze slightly, Shen Yaoxiang chuckled in his ear: "It's so cold..."
"Then you thought I was making a fuss just now." Wei Ning relaxed and hugged him back: "I'll sleep with you in my arms, so it won't be cold."
Still unable to refuse, Shen Yaoxiang responded softly and closed his eyes.
At that time, Wei Ning hadn't awakened yet, and he didn't know where Shen Yaoxiang's abnormal emotional changes came from. By the time he realized his true thoughts, the night had gradually faded from his memory. He didn't After understanding the emotion in Shen Yaoxiang's eyes, there was no chance to capture the feeling that he was hesitant to speak.
Later, Wei Ning clearly felt that Shen Yaoxiang was alienated from him. Maybe he was different from others from the very beginning. Although he was very gentle towards others, he was also very guarded. It seemed that it was not easy to really get close to him. Wei Ning didn't know what he did wrong. Shen Yaoxiang, who had a good relationship with him, suddenly became indifferent. In fact, he didn't do it obviously, it was just because Wei Ning always treated him better than others for no reason. There is an extra concern that cannot be explained clearly, but it is still just noticed.
After more than half a year of being so lukewarm, one day Wei Ning suddenly took a girl's hand to them, and shyly told them that this was his girlfriend, and asked them to help keep it a secret. Shen Yaoxiang was very surprised. Looking at their intertwined hands, it felt as if something had knocked his heart lightly, stuffy, it didn't hurt but it made him a little out of breath.
Ever since he avoided Wei Ning, he had guessed that there would be such a day sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so soon, before he had time to make mental preparations.
That girl is the senior sister of one of their companies. She has always had a good relationship with Shen Yaoxiang and got close to him, and she hinted that she has a crush on him several times. Shen Yaoxiang always refused, but she never expected that she would leave Wei Ning so suddenly. Together, the teammates who always tease them on weekdays are also dumbfounded, thinking that Wei Ning stole his girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang can only smile bitterly, he doesn't know if it's true, maybe Wei Ning really liked her from the beginning ?
Regardless of the reason, he actually has no position to blame or blame Wei Ning, so when facing other people's suspicious eyes, he can only pretend to smile generously and say that he doesn't mind and bless them. Others may think that He was forcing a smile, he was indeed, but the target was not the one they thought.
Wei Ning didn't dare to look at him, it seemed that he was guilty, Shen Yaoxiang couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart, so he could only forget it, from that day on, their relationship became more and more awkward, even other people found out, but They only thought that they had a grudge because of fighting for a girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang couldn't control other people's thoughts, and didn't want to explain too much, the only thing he cared about was Wei Ning's dodging of him.
Obviously he was the one who first started to avoid alienation, but now that even Wei Ning has started to back off, he is sad.
That time someone in the team had a birthday. It was the first time they were so presumptuous. They bought several cases of beer together in Shen Yaoxiang's rented house to celebrate the birthday of his teammates. Everyone was drunk and slept all over the floor in his living room. Shen Yaoxiang, who had a slightly better alcohol capacity than them, had no choice but to get a quilt and blanket to cover them, but Wei Ning was nowhere to be seen. Hearing the movement from the bathroom, he got up and went to look, only to find that Wei Ning had drunk too much. Ning was lying on the toilet and vomited until the sky was dark.
Seeing how uncomfortable he was, Shen Yaoxiang hurriedly poured water for him, supported him and slowly fed it into his mouth bit by bit, Wei Ning leaned on his shoulder and squinted his eyes with flushed face, he was almost drunk Consciousness, muttering nonsense, Shen Yaoxiang suddenly felt his eyes a little hot, they haven't been so close for a long time, sometimes he even dared not look at Wei Ning's eyes, for fear of revealing himself Carefully hidden feelings, only at such a time, when Wei Ning doesn't even know who is hugging him, can he embrace him without any scruples.
Picking up Wei Ning, there was no place to sleep in the living room, so Shen Yaoxiang simply carried him back to his room and put him on the bed, helped him take off his coat and covered him with a quilt, when Wei Ning wanted to get up and leave She suddenly reached out and hugged his neck, muttering softly, "Don't go."
Shen Yaoxiang's body froze slightly, and carefully looked at Wei Ning under him, he seemed to be asleep and dreaming with his eyes closed, and he didn't know what was dreaming about and started talking nonsense: "Why are you ignoring me? "Don't ignore me, okay..."
Thinking that he probably quarreled with his girlfriend, Shen Yaoxiang patted his face with the bitterness in his heart, and comforted him in a low voice: "Go to sleep, it's okay."
Wei Ning refused to let him go, hugged him even tighter, and his voice became more and more aggrieved: "Don't be angry with me, tell me what I did wrong, and I'll fix it, why did you become so cold It's..."
Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly, not knowing what to say, what he wanted to hear, but he was talking to another person.
"I like you, I like you...I really like you..." Wei Ning seemed to be talking in his sleep, anxiously confessing his love to the person in his dream.
"I know, I know, I'm not angry, go to sleep." Shen Yaoxiang rubbed his hair, coaxing him like a child, knowing that he wasn't telling himself, even if it was pretending, he told himself that When he was talking to himself.
Wei Ning finally calmed down slowly, and dragged him to sleep.
Hearing his even breathing sound, Shen Yaoxiang finally felt relieved, being pulled by him, unable to get up, and there was no place to sleep outside, he hesitated for a moment, just pulled up the quilt and hugged him like this One fell asleep.
Wei Ning woke up with a hangover the next morning and had a splitting headache. He couldn't remember what happened last night. He only knew that he seemed drunk and talked a lot of nonsense while hugging people... …right!The person in his arms is Shen Yaoxiang!
He sat up suddenly, but found that there was no one on the bed beside him, got out of the bed and ran out of the room barefoot, Shen Yaoxiang was opening the door and coming in, with two big bags of breakfast in his hand, he smiled and said to him: "Are you awake? Go wash up Let’s go, I’ll go buy it and come back early, it’s still hot.”
The rest of the people in the living room were still awake, only the two of them were there, Wei Ning didn't answer the conversation, and fell silent all of a sudden, he lowered his head, bit his lip but didn't know what to say.
Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly in his heart, his eyes moved down to his bare feet, he took a pair of cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet, went out and put them in front of him, reminding him: "It's cold on the ground, put on your shoes."
Wei Ning didn't move, he lowered his head and was silent for a while, then asked him in a low voice: "Did I say anything when I was drunk last night?"
Shen Yaoxiang shook his head in fear of his embarrassment, and smiled gently: "No, you drank too much and passed out completely drunk, so I put you on the bed and went to sleep."
"Oh..." Those vague memories were probably just a dream he had...
It's just that he doesn't want to continue this stalemate with Shen Yaoxiang anymore. He doesn't know the reason why Shen Yaoxiang was indifferent to him at the beginning, and he doesn't know whether their relationship is so awkward now because he preemptively preyed on the person who might have become his girlfriend , he just wanted to restore the previous relationship with Shen Yaoxiang, even if he didn't get what he wanted, he couldn't stand his indifference.
What Shen Yaoxiang didn't know was that when he intentionally kept a distance from Wei Ning to avoid his own feelings, Wei Ning couldn't control his emotional changes towards him. In the beginning, it was his alienation and indifference that made Wei Ning feel aggrieved. He even quarreled with him a few times and he said no, but still had that lukewarm attitude. Wei Ning didn't know what he did wrong to make him unhappy, but he knew that he was very uncomfortable because of his attitude.
There are many friends who have come and gone around him since he was a child, but none of them have attracted him as much as Shen Yaoxiang. Maybe he didn't realize it before, and he would always pay attention to Shen Yaoxiang unconsciously. In the body, he longed to get close to him, but he used the greatest patience and sincerity in his life to make friends with him, but he didn't appreciate it.
The more he struggled, the more he cared. When Wei Ning realized that he was actually Shen Yaoxiang in his dreams, and even wanted to hold his hand, hug him and kiss him, he finally realized belatedly that he and himself Those friends from the past, what is the difference?
But Shen Yaoxiang's attitude made him feel that he had no chance at all, and that he fell in love with someone of the same gender at the beginning of his love affair. This made Wei Ning, who grew up under the strict traditional education of his parents, very at a loss, and didn't know what to do. How to deal with it, and at that time, everyone was saying that Shen Yaoxiang and another girl were a couple, he smiled and never denied it, Wei Ning was in a hurry, he didn't want Shen Yaoxiang to be with others, and he didn't dare to tell him how he felt, So he used the worst trick, confessed to that girl first, and turned her into his girlfriend, but since then, the relationship between him and Shen Yaoxiang has become worse and worse.
But now, he didn't want to continue like this.
After that day, Wei Ning still found a chance to ask Shen Yaoxiang to have dinner alone, it was the hot pot restaurant they went to when they met on the first day, Shen Yaoxiang didn't know what he wanted to say, and looked at him silently, Wei Ning hated what he had At that time, his mouth was too clumsy and his face was thin. After struggling for a long time, he still didn't know how to speak. In the end, Shen Yaoxiang sighed softly and gave him some food: "Eat."
The steaming steam made Wei Ning's eyes hurt, and he lost his appetite for his favorite hot pot for the first time, so he hesitated and finally said: "Are you very upset that I stole your girlfriend? "
"No, don't think too much. I'm not what you think with her. If you like her, just stay with her and don't worry about me."
"are we still friends?"
"……of course."
"Let's make up, okay? Don't hate me..." Wei Ning bit his lip, carefully organizing his words, his tone was almost flattering.
Shen Yaoxiang couldn't bear to hear him talk like this at all, and comforted him softly: "It's not what you think, I don't hate you, really, we are good friends and always will be."
In order to make him believe in himself, Shen Yaoxiang changed into a relaxed tone and joked with him: "You are so cute, how could I hate you."
Shen Yaoxiang's cynical and sarcastic tone came back again, Wei Ning finally secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and was also amused by him: "Then don't always hide from me in the future, others will think that we are not suitable for fighting."
"Okay..." Shen Yaoxiang took a sip of the wine, it slipped into his throat and felt a little astringent, even his tongue was numb... That's it, if Wei Ning keeps on sticking around, he might not be able to hide it. I'm afraid the two of them will be more embarrassed, and others will find it troublesome.
So they got close again like this, at least on the surface, the two of them carefully maintained the distance between each other, so as not to be too hot and reveal their own thoughts, and they were no longer as alienated as before that others could see , everyone thought they had returned to normal, but only the two of them knew in their hearts that the original innocence would never come back.
Wei Ning finally broke up with his so-called girlfriend, and everyone felt it was a pity, but he didn't react too much, and he didn't even feel troubled by the loss of love. In fact, at that time, he was more confused Where will life go in the future? The uncle at home said that he would send him to Japan for further studies to continue his music dream. Perhaps he and Shen Yaoxiang were destined to part ways sooner or later.
At that time, Shen Yaoxiang didn't know that he was going to Japan, and he only wanted to go back to take the college entrance examination. If he could come to Beijing again, they could have a chance to reunite, so he found an opportunity to express his inner thoughts. After hiding for so long, he I really don't want to hide it anymore.
It's just that none of them expected that the car accident would happen suddenly. It was the first time that Wei Ning had a direct confrontation with Shen Yaoxiang, scolding him with the most ugly words, and both of them almost collapsed.
The band disbanded early, and Wei Ning, who hadn't made up his mind at first, finally agreed to his uncle's proposal to go to Japan directly after graduating from high school, and Shen Yaoxiang's mother also called and asked him to go home.
That day when Wei Ning returned to the company from the hospital, he pushed open the door of the dimly lit lounge. Hearing suppressed cries, he froze in place.That was the first time he saw Shen Yaoxiang crying, with his back facing him and curled up on the corner of the sofa. Although he couldn't see his expression clearly, Wei Ning still felt it from his movements of wiping away tears and the sound of sobbing. How sad it is right now.
He didn't mean to scold him, actually Wei Ning knew that Shen Yaoxiang didn't mean it, and he didn't expect such a thing to happen, but he lost his mind the moment he saw them all covered in blood, although he didn't want to admit it, but he really I am afraid that the person lying unconscious in the operating room is Shen Yaoxiang. He was too excited to say those words, but he seems to have forgotten that Shen Yaoxiang has already endured a lot of psychological pressure and blamed himself. Now, his own blame may be worse for him.
After standing by the door for a long time, Wei Ning finally didn't go in, he just felt that he didn't have the face to comfort him or say sorry to him.
He will go to Japan soon, and Shen Yaoxiang will also go back to his hometown in Guangdong. Maybe they will never have the chance to meet each other again. Looking at Shen Yaoxiang who has lost weight quickly in just a few days and is completely decadent, Wei Ningdi Once he knew what it feels like to feel distressed, he didn't know how to express his almost overflowing feelings to him, he hesitated again and again, before Shen Yaoxiang's birthday, he bought the original soundtrack of the foreign band he had always wanted, And wrote the words of confession on the card stuffed into the CD case, and agreed with him on the time and place to meet.
The night before he went to Japan, he asked Shen Yaoxiang to meet. He wanted to take a gamble. He only had courage once. .
Shen Yaoxiang received the CD. He was very surprised. He thought that after that incident, Wei Ning would never talk to him again. Unexpectedly, he specially prepared a birthday present for himself. Knowing that this CD is hard to buy, he said no. The emotion was fake, he had been listening to it over and over again in those days, it was like a life-saving medicine, the courage to speak clearly to Wei Ning that was lost due to the car accident slowly came back, and he couldn’t wait any longer, Originally, he wanted to go back to Beijing to tell Wei Ning, but after knowing that he was about to go to Japan, Shen Yaoxiang struggled again and again, and finally on the night of returning home, while waiting for the flight at the airport, he impulsively dialed the phone number.
He remembered that when Wei Ning first met, they went to dinner together, when Wei Ning talked about his various visions for the future, the bright eyes and the look in his eyes, he really wanted to tell him that if possible, he would like to work hard for that future with him.
The first time he confessed to someone, not only was Shen Yaoxiang inexperienced, but his hands trembled so much that he accidentally pressed the phone once it was connected, and he called again. It took a long time for someone to answer, but there was no sound. His heart was beating very fast. The palms of the hands holding the mobile phone were full of sweat, and he forced himself to calm down before he said: "Wei Ning, I'm going home soon, and I'm at the airport now, I just want to say a few words to you, can you give me a few words?" minutes?"
There was still no words over there, but at least he didn't refuse. After a pause, he continued: "Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, probably from the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you, I know This kind of feeling should not be accepted, too few people can accept it, and I have hesitated, so I have been indifferent to you during that time, but I can't control myself, I still like you... I know you are going to Japan, we will Maybe I don’t even have a chance to meet, I’m not willing to leave like this... Can you give me a chance? I don’t ask you to accept me now, at least don’t reject me, give me a chance for us to get along slowly, those of you Regarding the future dream, I want to accompany you to realize it, maybe one day you can accept me..."
Before Shen Yaoxiang could finish his words, he hung up suddenly. He was stunned for a moment. His heart that was still boiling just now cooled down quickly. He was still unwilling to reconcile and dialed again with trembling hands, but he refused to answer. After three times, he Finally had to accept the reality and give up, and lowered his head dejectedly, he was completely rejected by Wei Ning without mercy.
It was the first time for Shen's mother to see her son in such a distraught state. When she received Shen Yaoxiang at the airport, she saw his red eyes and tired face. As a mother, she was shocked and distressed. In recent years, her son has been alone. She has always been reassuring in Beijing. Even the previous car accident did not tell her that she was worried. She saw it in the news and called him. He said it was okay and persuaded herself to give up the idea of going to Beijing to see him, but now, He dragged his luggage back alone, but what he brought back was exhaustion and loneliness.
Sitting in the car, Shen Yaoxiang didn't speak all the way, and she only answered that it was okay when she asked. Mother Shen looked in the rearview mirror, and he lowered his head and kept holding on to the phone in his hand. After a long time, he suddenly opened the battery board and put the SIM inside. He took out the card, pressed the window, and the howling wind blew in. He raised his hand, threw the thing in his hand, closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair as if relieved.
Shen's mother frowned slightly. She didn't know what happened to him, but she knew that the best way to deal with it was not to ask too many questions. She believed in her son. After a long time, everything would pass.
Wei Ning didn't know what kind of struggles Shen Yaoxiang had experienced in his heart until he gave up in despair. He didn't even know that Shen Yaoxiang would leave that night. He asked others that his return time was not on that day, so he was full of hope. Looking forward to it, I went to wait for him at the place agreed with him.
It was very windy that night, it was November after all, even though he was wearing a sweater and overcoat, he was still unbearably cold at night, but Shen Yaoxiang did not show up after the appointed time, the temperature in his heart was ticking Wei Ning didn't know what happened, and he didn't want to just believe that it meant that Shen Yaoxiang rejected him, and just waited there all the time.
It even started to rain lightly in the middle of the night. He curled up on the stone bench, drowsy as if he was about to fall asleep and woke up several times, looking around but he still didn't see the figure of that person.
How did Wei Ning come home after that? I can't remember clearly. When his parents saw him in a daze, they scolded him and dragged him to the hospital. Fortunately, he was not seriously ill. He took medicine and rested for a long time. In the afternoon, still holding on to my sick body, I got on the plane to Japan.
Amidst the roar of the plane taking off, he leaned his head against the cabin wall, the strong vibration almost stinging his scalp, but it couldn't relieve the pain in his heart. With his eyes closed, tears were silently falling from the corners of his eyes.
This was him and his first love, it wasn't spectacular, but it was unforgettable enough. When time passed, things would have changed, and it would still remain in their hearts.
At that time, they didn't know that until a long time later, they could wait until the day when they could get it back again.
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