Pastoral Daily Life

In Yan Yue's 27 years of growing up, he has never tried to be so close to a person.

He has no memory of being a baby when he was a child, and he doesn't know if his mother will hold him gently and lovingly in her arms at that time.But it seems that since he can remember, he has never been so close to anyone without a trace of barriers.

Yan Yue hugged Lu Lingxi tightly, the young man's body was soft, surrounded by the faint fragrance of grass and trees.Perhaps it was because he was so surprised that the boy didn't even react and pushed him away.His lips were pressed against the boy's earlobe, and from this angle, he could see the boy's delicate collarbone and large expanse of fair skin.He touched the young man's waist uncontrollably, the skin under his palm was soft and soft, like fine white jade.The beautiful touch made his body tremble with excitement.During this period of time, the desperately suppressed impulses and desires swept through the whole body like a violent storm.

Yan Yue felt that he could no longer suppress it. He knew it was wrong, but the young man would not understand, but what kind of turmoil was caused in his heart by just that glance.From the moment he kissed uncontrollably, he had no way out.In this case, Yan Yue's heart simply felt a ruthless desire to put death to life.

His lips left the boy's earlobe and found the place he had been longing for.The moment his lips touched, Yan Yue felt for a moment that he was in heaven.

It wasn't until this moment that Lu Lingxi finally came to his senses, and began to struggle frantically.

To Yan Yue, Lu Lingxi's struggle was nothing at all.Due to the problem of his posture, the young man was completely unable to use his strength.Yan Yue imprisoned the boy in his arms easily.He pinched the boy's chin tremblingly, half-forced him to open his mouth, and kissed him obsessively in the boy's ignorant eyes mixed with shyness and resentment, as well as a trace of puzzlement.

Unlike the previous kisses that were superficial, this kiss was strictly a kiss.Although it was Yan Yue's first kiss, but he has a kind of self-taught, no need for any experience at all, just relying on instinct to drive in, and seriously savor the sweetness of youth .This kiss poured all of Yan Yue's emotions into it, it was crazy and trembling, with an indomitable momentum, and a ruthless strength that did not leave any retreat for himself.

Lu Lingxi's reaction was very slow. Although Yan Yue has no experience, he still has theories, but he has neither theory nor experience.Almost forced to open his mouth, Lu Lingxi sensed Yan Yue's breath in a daze.Different from the calm and reliable in his cognition, Yan Yue at this time is completely a person who makes him feel strange.He was a little scared, more of an awkward feeling of being controlled.Lu Lingxi's face began to turn red, and she was gradually out of breath.

Yan Yue keenly sensed the abnormality of the boy in his arms, and was reluctant to let go of Lu Lingxi.He was worried that the boy would suffocate because he couldn't breathe if he kissed again.His eyes fell on the young man's ravaged red lips, his eyes were fierce, and he wished to taste it again.

Lu Lingxi finally recovered, panting heavily in Yan Yue's arms.He wanted to push Yan Yue away weakly, but was hugged tightly by Yan Yue.

"Xiaoxi, please don't be angry." Yan Yue's voice trembled, with a hint of pleading, "I know I'm wrong, but I like you, and I can't control my feelings at all."

Lu Lingxi lowered his head and did not speak, Yan Yue was a little scared, he was afraid that Lu Lingxi would not understand his feelings, even more afraid that Lu Lingxi understood but refused to accept.If so, he would definitely not be able to resist forcing the boy to be imprisoned, ignoring the boy's wishes and resistance.He doesn't want to go this far, he wants more and is more greedy.

"Xiaoxi, don't hate me." Yan Yue sighed: "You don't understand how much I like you, I can't help liking you from the first moment I saw you. Dahei, Wei Gardening, everything is mine An excuse to get close to you, I want to see you, I want to be by your side, I want to hold you and kiss you like this now. I don’t know if you understand this kind of feeling, I have been telling myself to endure desperately, I’m afraid It scares you, but feelings are really difficult to control. I never thought I would like someone like this, no, it's not like, it's love, Xiaoxi, I love you."

Lu Lingxi in his arms moved slightly, and Yan Yue immediately noticed his softening.He softened his tone and coaxed him more patiently: "Ye Kang is a psychiatrist, Xiaoxi, you know that? I have had serious psychological problems since I was a child. Ye Kang said before that I am a robot, and he suspected that I have no feelings at all. I I always thought that I lacked feelings, but only when I met you did I realize that it’s not that I don’t have feelings, but that all my feelings are reserved for you. Xiaoxi, you are my switch, the switch for me to transform from a robot to a human.”

"Xiaoxi..."

Lu Lingxi finally raised his head, his expression was aggrieved and embarrassed, he bit his lip slightly, and said puzzledly: "But we are all men."

In the education he received, including the TV and movies he watched, a man and a woman were always together. Can two men be together?

Lu Lingxi's question was like a ray of light to Yan Yue.He thought he was about to step on the execution ground, but suddenly someone told him that the world was amnesty, and he could go home. It really felt like this.Yan Yue didn't expect the boy's entanglement to be this. He desperately suppressed the excitement in his heart, like a big bad wolf in sheep's clothing seducing an innocent and innocent little lamb, using an extremely calm and reliable tone , Patiently coaxing: "Xiaoxi, aside from the fact that we are all men, do you hate me holding you? Do you hate me kissing you like this?"

Lu Lingxi looked away a little hesitantly, and the tips of her ears were slightly red.Although this feeling was strange, as if his heartbeat was going to jump out of his throat the next moment, he didn't seem to hate it.Moreover, Lu Lingxi recalled last night's dream a little inappropriately. Brother Yan was in the dream. Is he the same?

"Xiaoxi, you don't hate it, right?" Yan Yue cunningly replaced "like" with "don't hate" and continued to ask.

Lu Lingxi nodded shyly, and said honestly, "I don't hate it, but..."

Before he finished his pronoun, Yan Yue had already overturned it again.For Yan Yue, "I don't hate it" is already Lu Lingxi's answer, as for the turning point later, it doesn't matter.

Lu Lingxi: "...Yan..."

All the unfinished words were blocked by Yan Yue's kiss. Different from the madness of the first kiss, this kiss was more comforting, gentle and lingering.Yan Yue kept kissing until Lu Lingxi almost suffocated before he stopped. He looked at Lu Lingxi adoringly, with fascination in his expression.The boy's cheeks were flushed when he kissed him, and his eyes were blank.He leaned over carefully and piously, resting his forehead on the boy's head, and repeated in a low voice but firmly: "Xiaoxi, I love you."

Lu Lingxi woke up, and pushed Yan Yue away in embarrassment, "You..."

What are you? He couldn't continue talking, obviously he just said he didn't hate it, but before he finished speaking, Yan Yue took his words out of context.He was a little angry, but he didn't know why he was angry. He was more ashamed and didn't know how to face Yan Yue.

The way Lu Lingxi turned her head and refused to pay attention to him made Yan Yue's eyes even more obscure.He understands the desire of his own body, he desperately wants to overwhelm the boy, possess him, and force him, but the last trace of reason pulls him tightly.What he has achieved today has exceeded his imagination. He cannot push the boy too hard. He should give the boy some time to adapt.To adapt to him, but also to adapt to the changes in the relationship between the two of them.

Yan Yue took a deep breath and suppressed all the crazy desires.He half-kneeled in front of Lu Lingxi, looked sincerely into Lu Lingxi's eyes, and apologized: "Xiaoxi, it's my fault, I should listen to you. But I'm so happy. I thought you would hate me, I I'm afraid you'll be unhappy, afraid that you hate me, but you say no, you don't know how happy I am, and you can't control your emotions at all. Are you angry, Xiaoxi? If you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, Yan Brother will never resist."

Yan Yue's mourning policy had a good effect, and Lu Lingxi softened, "I'm not angry. It's just..."

"Just what?" Yan Yue asked patiently.

Lu Lingxi felt a little embarrassed, "It's just weird, we..."

Yan Yue was keenly aware of what Lu Lingxi was going to say, and spoke first: "Look, Xiaoxi, two men can also be together. I won't lie to you, there are many people like us. We are no different from others. The same Like, same love, same life together. Xiaoxi, I love you, and you don't hate me, would you give me a chance, let's try to be together?"

Lu Lingxi was a little hesitant, he didn't hate Yan Yue, on the contrary he liked Yan Yue very much, but was his liking the same as what Yan Yue said?Yan Yue said they were trying to be together, like Brother Dong and his girlfriend?

"Xiao Xi?"

"But I don't understand." Lu Lingxi said honestly: "Brother Yan, I think I like you too, but I don't know if it's the kind of liking you mentioned. Is it okay?"

"Of course." Yan Yue hugged Lu Lingxi ecstatically. He was a little afraid that what he heard was illusion, and only by hugging Lu Lingxi could he feel the truth. "Xiaoxi, it doesn't matter if you don't understand it now, we can learn it slowly. Brother Yan didn't understand it before, and he only learned it after getting to know Xiaoxi."

Lu Lingxi was a little shy, but nodded slowly.

Looking at Lu Lingxi's expression, Yan Yue felt his heart was full.He didn't expect that the place of death can really be reborn.The moment Lu Lingxi agreed to him, he really felt that the Yin family, the Yan family, and Hepu's inheritance rights all added up could not even compare to a hair of a young man.He just wanted to stay by Lu Lingxi's side without doing anything from now on.It would be best if there was a rope that could tie the two of them together, and he could take the boy wherever he went, and they would never be separated.

"I'll carry you back."

Lu Lingxi gave a "hmm" and suddenly thought, "Where is Dahei?"

Why didn't Dahei come out with such a big commotion outside.

Yan Yue hooked the corners of his mouth, but did not speak.

In the room, Dahei concentrated on gnawing on two braised chicken legs, shaking his ears from time to time to listen to the movement outside.Animals don't have as many complicated thoughts as humans, and if they recognize Yan Yue, they will naturally not be wary of Yan Yue.

Yan Yue carried Lu Lingxi into the house, and Lu Lingxi saw the chicken legs on the ground at a glance.He looked at Yan Yue accusingly, Yan Yue's expression was upright, as if he didn't know anything.He gently placed Lu Lingxi on the kang, lowered his head and kissed the young man on the forehead with some reluctance. "You go to bed first, and I'll go clean up."

Lu Lingxi nodded in embarrassment.Taking advantage of Yan Yue's going out, he quickly took off his shorts, and then wrapped himself into a cocoon with the sheets, only his head was exposed from the whole body.His actions were completely subconscious, and he didn't know what to think, Lu Lingxi's face suddenly turned red.

When Yan Yue came back from washing, he saw Lu Lingxi wrapped up straight. He lay beside the young man in a funny way, and stretched out his hand to wrap the young man in his arms.

"Brother Yan, you..." Lu Lingxi said with a shy expression.

"Hey, I don't do anything, just hug and sleep." Yan Yue coaxed in a low voice.

Lu Lingxi moved her body uneasily, a little unaccustomed to being so close.

Yan Yue saw his reaction, patiently patted him on the back, and slowly coaxed him.Lu Lingxi was a little tired after a day of tossing around, and fell asleep in Yan Yue's arms without knowing it.Yan Yue looked at his peaceful and peaceful sleeping face with satisfaction, the noise deep in his heart gradually calmed down, the hole that had festered since he was six years old was finally filled by something.

After falling into a deep sleep all night, Yan Yue slowly opened his eyes after the sky was bright.After waking up, his first reaction was to look for Lu Lingxi, but the kang was empty, and there was no sign of Lu Lingxi.Yan Yue's face instantly sank, it was so ugly that he almost thought that he was dreaming of everything last night.

After getting dressed quickly, Yan Yue didn't care about washing up, opened the door and started looking for Lu Lingxi everywhere.

The flower garden is not there, the small courtyard is not there, and even Dahei is not there.

Yan Yue was a little scared. He was afraid that he would wake up and find that last night was a dream, and he was even more afraid of seeing regret and disgust on Lu Lingxi's face when he woke up.

His car was still parked in the courtyard, Lu Lingxi could not drive, Yan Yue took a deep breath and decided to visit Uncle Li.After walking two steps, he suddenly froze, looking at the front in disbelief.The old willow tree that was split in half by lightning last night came back to life.Numerous buds are pulled out from the scorched branches, and the new soft willows sway gently, swaying in the wind.Some birds stopped on the trunk and chirped, and the whole tree glowed with majestic vitality.

Lu Lingxi stood quietly in front of the willow tree, and Dahei squatted at his feet.Hearing the familiar footsteps behind him, he turned his head towards Yan Yue, bent his eyes, and smiled slightly.

Yan Yue's heart calmed down in an instant, and he took a step forward to wrap Lu Lingxi in his arms, bowed his head and kissed her fiercely.

The author has something to say: I have something to say about this chapter.

Everyone should be aware of the current harmonious situation, so I am a little apprehensive about writing this chapter, and have been hesitant to write it all down.But in my heart, this chapter is very important, it is a turning point in the relationship between Yan Yue and Lu Lingxi.Especially Yan Yue's reaction can be regarded as a summary of his previous foolish behavior.If I take it in one stroke, I always feel that something will be missing, and I have an indescribable regret.

So despite my concerns, I hesitated for a long time and wrote it out in detail without mentioning anything.

I implore the girls who have seen it here not to report it. I consciously write above the neck, and there is nothing prohibited.Thank you~ Please try not to mention specific content when replying, and try to downplay the theme of this chapter.Thank you so much~