Self-reliance

Ji Qin stood outside the door.

His hand holding the cake was shaking.This is his first time making something with his own hands, and it is still his most hated sweet tooth.

I heard the person inside continue to say: "As a friend for many years, I know you too well. Your so-called 'like' is the desire to conquer. In your opinion, there is no difference in appearance, status, personality, and character. To you It's just a game to flirt with others... I see that there are quite a few people who have been abandoned by you, and they have nothing in common except that they are difficult to deal with.But, having said that, you are too active.It was only a week after you said you were going to pursue Ji Qin, and I heard that you went to his 'internship'—"

Ji Qin felt a burst of blood rushing to his brain, he couldn't listen any more, he used his hand to pull the doorknob.The door was locked, Ji Qin shook it up and down a few times, the handle made a loud noise, and then he slammed on the door so loudly that the whole floor could be heard.

A man came and opened the door, saw Ji Qin, and he was very fierce, obviously stunned.

Ji Qin pushed all the doors open, raised the box and threw it hard at Zhou Zui's face.

This is the only thing he has at hand, and now he just wants to hit Zhou Zui in the face.

Zhou Zui stretched out his hand to block it, and the cake fell to the ground, completely changing its shape.

The person who opened the door knew that he had caused trouble, so he just smeared the soles of his feet and slipped out.Ji Qin thought this person looked familiar, but he couldn't remember who it was, and he didn't have the heart to think about it.

He looked at Zhou Zui again.

Zhou Zui was facing the door, leaning on the table, still so beautiful, from face to body, full of charm, it is easy to make people fascinated.

Really... Ji Qin thought, no wonder there are so many fools like him.

"Ji Qin...?" Zhou Zui was astonished.

Ji Qin took a breath and tried to calm down: "...do you have anything to say?"

Ji Qin didn't want to be hysterical, he wanted to pretend he didn't care, since people's hearts had already been ruined, Ji Qin didn't want to lose even that bit of decency.As a person, he is most afraid of losing face.

"I……"

Ji Qin said again: "I don't think his words are false. You suddenly entangled me. It's not that I like it at all, it's just interesting, just like you used to do. You treat me All the love words you said were all lies, and all the things you did for me were not sincere."

Ji Qin knew that Zhou Zui couldn't deny it, and what his friend said must be true.How can anyone lie about something that both of them know when there are only two of them?However, even though he knew this, Ji Qin still wanted to confirm it.

Ji Qin looked at the person who hugged him yesterday, and suddenly felt very strange.

"Then what? Throw me away and look for the next prey?" Ji Qin sneered, "When do you plan to execute it? I guess it's just this time?"

"Ji Qin," Zhou Zui seemed a little flustered, "It was indeed a lie at first, but later it was absolutely true. I can't say exactly when it was, it was bit by bit, I'm sure you are different from other people After Xinxin came back, I just want to spend my whole life with you two—"

"No more." Ji Qin closed his eyes, "I don't believe you."

"..."

Ji Qin added: "What I can't tolerate the most is when others lie to me."

"..."

"I haven't lied." Ji Qin said every word: "I know my truth is very unpleasant, but I haven't lied. I can't understand why you lie, the truth is the truth Yes, a fake is a fake, is it fun to make people believe the wrong thing?"

"I……"

"Zhou Zui," Ji Qin said again, "I don't believe a word you said just now. Besides, it doesn't matter if it's true. I accept you because I think you're telling the truth, and I think you've been telling the truth since you were young. It's really only me, and all my attitudes towards you are based on this, it's definitely not something like 'I thought it was fun to lie before, but then I gradually became serious.'——That's it, our relationship ends here."

Ridiculous... Ji Qin looked at the deformed cake on the ground, overflowing with cream, and felt that it was absurd for him to bring this here.

Zhou Zui suddenly grabbed Ji Qin's wrist: "Don't go."

"open."

Zhou Zui still said: "Don't go..."

Ji Qin withdrew his hand violently, his anger came up again because of the entanglement, and he slapped him with a backhand.

Then Ji Qin heard a crisp sound, which surprised him a little.This kind of thing has been tried many times in the past, but it never really worked.

"That's it." Ji Qin thought for a while and made sure he had nothing else to say, so he walked out the door.

……

——After getting downstairs and sitting in the car, Ji Qin felt uncomfortable from head to toe all over his body.He couldn't tell what made him feel uncomfortable, but it was just uncomfortable.

He called Ji Meng and said that he would not go to the company in the afternoon.In fact, there is still a lot of work to be done, but Ji Qin really can't cheer up at the moment.

After returning home, Ji Qin sat on the sofa and drank beer after can.

He kept replaying the past in his mind, including when his subordinates betrayed him... He couldn't help but think, Zhou Zui, how could he pretend so much?

Ji Qin is actually a very affectionate person.Every time I put my heart into it, after losing it, I will never be able to get out, Fangfo will never be able to let go, just like the years after Xinxin was lost.Therefore, he has been alone since then, not daring to promise anything again.

During the recent period, it was the first time in many years that he wanted to share all the future life with another person, so that the fate of the two people would be intertwined and intertwined. However, in the end, it was just wishful thinking.

While half-drunk, Ji Qin even wanted to investigate Zhou Zui's previous lovers, and ask them how they could forget this person and these things. Only they knew what kind of disaster Zhou Zui was.

——It wasn't until five o'clock in the afternoon that Ji Qin remembered to pick up Xinxin.

After that, he took Xinxin to McDonald's.

Xinxin was drinking Coke and asked, where is Zhou Zui?

Ji Qin froze for a moment, looked at his son's face, and answered irrelevantly, "Xinxin, you need to know one thing."

"...Huh?" Xinxin opened her eyes wide.

Ji Qin continued: "In this world, only Dad is the one who really treats you well, and only Dad will think of you in everything he does."

Xin Xin seemed to understand and nodded, and then asked, "Where's Uncle Zhou Zui?"

Ji Qin touched Xinxin's head: "Eat it. He won't come here anymore."

Xinxin felt something was wrong, but he didn't continue to ask.The two of them probably quarreled. This kind of thing happened in the past, just like in kindergarten, a certain child would suddenly ignore the other, and it would be fine after a while.

Looking at his son, Ji Qin suddenly felt that he had to cheer up.

He has a lot going on.With work...and learning to cook, there's no time for depression.Xinxin can't eat these things all the time, he has to shoulder the responsibility of a father.Who is he, Ji Qin? This kind of thing can be mastered as soon as he learns it. How could it be...worse than that person.

This kind of life is normal.

Ji Qin thought: This person, if he starts to think about what he loves or not, and whether he will love him or not, he will be too idle.Love is such a thing, if you don’t have it, you don’t have it, if you have it, you don’t have it, this kind of thinking is the best.This is a luxury, why bother because you don't have it.