the sky is warm

As soon as Lin You got Father Shen's address, he didn't go there immediately. He fell ill the next day after returning.

At first it was just a nightmare, in the dream Gao Huan pinched his neck, he couldn't breathe, his mind was dizzy, at the moment when his soul was about to be taken away, Shen Lan came from nowhere, Breaking off the fingers pinching his neck one by one, the air poured into the lungs from the nose and mouth, he coughed violently, and regained consciousness, but at this moment he heard a cry——

"Lan Yi..."

When he turned his head back, Shen Lanyi fell down behind him, his face and hands were covered with blood, and there were pools of blood spreading out from under his body.

He just stood there in a daze, forgetting to stretch out his hand to pull it. As soon as Shen Lan fell to the ground, the palm of his hand was spread out. Inside was a delicate small box, which was stained with his blood, which was shocking...

what……

A loud cry made Lin Youyi escape from that bloody dream.

With a splitting headache, Lin Youyi woke up and could only think of these four words. His head looked like it was going to explode.

He fumbled and turned on the small lamp beside the bed, the little yellow light couldn't reach Lin Youyi at all, half of his body was hidden in the dark place beside the bed, he just curled up like that, motionless until dawn.

It was Xu Yaqi who discovered Lin Youyi's abnormality. The first thing he did every day at work was to go to the CEO's office to see his brother Youyi. It was almost nine o'clock today, and Lin Youyi hadn't come yet. He called and kept ringing but no one was there. Then, the company is not busy at this time, so Xu Yaqi wanted to visit his house.

Xu Yaqi knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened the door, thinking that he might not be at home, so he turned his head and prepared to go back.

For some reason, Xu Yaqi, who was about to turn around, dialed Lin Youyi's number again by accident, and heard a faint voice coming from the room, which couldn't be heard clearly. Xu Yaqi was a little puzzled, and dialed Lin Youyi's number again. Turning off the speaker of his mobile phone, Lin Youyi's phone ringing sounded clearly into his ears.

Xu Yaqi, who heard the bell, began to slam the door frantically.

When Xu Yaqi was about to give up smashing the door and was about to call the police, Lin Youyi came and opened the door.

Xu Yaqi looked at Lin Youyi, who looked decadent and dead in front of him, and stood outside the door like that, forgetting to enter.

The Lin Youyi he knew, although sometimes his emotions would collapse, but he had never seen such an expression on his face today, lifeless.

"Does your head hurt again? Have you taken your medicine?" Xu Yaqi asked.

Lin You nodded, then shook his head again, not even having the strength to answer, turned his head and fell on the sofa.

Xu Yaqi almost rushed into Lin Youyi's bedroom, took out the medicine in the drawer, and asked Lin Youyi to drink it with the purified water in the refrigerator.

As soon as Lin You took the medicine, he lay on the sofa and looked at the blank space in front of him. Xu Yaqi walked back and forth in front of him. The beige sweater was paired with jeans, full of youth, just like himself back then...

Back then, he was about the same age as Xu Yaqi is now. In Shen Lanyi's apartment, he did the same, walking over and over, and then Shen Lanyi sat on the sofa, looking at him with a warm smile.

The dream last night, to be precise, was not a dream.

The scene where Shen Lanyi's whole body was covered in blood has been squatting in a corner of Lin Youyi's memory. He cast a door there and closed it. He never dared to go there easily. Many nights, even in his dreams, he would bypass there.

In his heart, Shen Lanyi will always be so gentle and warm, no matter when he is at work or when he returns home.

He often thought about a question, why was it not Shen Lanyi who wore Lin Youyi back then, why was he himself.

He would rather be Shen Lanyi.

If he wears it back again, will it be Shen Lanyi who came here...

Xu Yaqi on the side watched Lin You swallow the medicine, thinking that his brother Youyi must have not even eaten, and hurried into the kitchen.

The pots, pans and pans in the kitchen made a crisp sound of collision, Lin You stared there in a daze...

Shen Lanyi was not there.

Lin Youyi frowned, stood up, and looked over from the kitchen one by one, not in the bedroom, not in the living room, and everywhere.

There is no Shen Lanyi everywhere...

His head started to hurt again, Lin You hugged his head, his temples throbbed with pain, his whole head seemed to be roasted by a stove and poured with ice water, he couldn't help moaning, his head hurt so badly.

There was a bang in the kitchen, and Xu Yaqi, who was always pricking up his ears, ran out when he heard Lin Youyi's first cry of pain.

He looked at Lin Youyi who was sitting on the sofa with his head in his arms, and squatted down in a panic, trying to hug his shoulders, but inadvertently saw Lin Youyi's eyes, those eyes were lifeless, as if they were just two empty eyes. The black hole, Xu Yaqi was startled, he was very afraid that something would happen, he took out the phone with shaking hands, and opened the phone book.

He turned around, swiped his finger between Qi Yun and Gu Yiran, hesitated again and again, and still called Gu Yiran.

When Gu Yiran rushed to Lin You's house panting and knocked on the door, he saw Lin Youyi's eyes on himself through Xu Yaqi's shoulder - decadent and empty.

That look flickered when he saw Gu Yiran outside the door, and quickly returned to dead silence, sitting on the sofa with a pale face, not even wearing a coat, and a thin pajamas hanging on his body.

Gu Yiran's heart tightened all of a sudden, he stepped forward gently and stood in front of Lin Youyi and shouted, "Youyi!"

As soon as Lin You heard the voice and looked up at him, Gu Yiran could really see the contents of those eyes clearly - helplessness, sadness, and a flash of despair, so fast that even Gu Yiran couldn't catch it .

Gu Yiran's heart sank, the hand that was about to pat him on the shoulder stopped in mid-air.

This kind of Lin Youyi, no, it should be said that such eyes should not appear in the eyes of people of Lin Youyi's age at all. He put down his hand that was stopped in mid-air, and motioned Xu Yaqi to go to him. Xu Yaqi gave Lin Youyi a worried look. , walked to Gu Yiran's side, during this period, Lin Youyi's eyes didn't change a bit.

Gu Yiran took out his mobile phone and typed a few words, Xu Yaqi looked at it, Xu Yaqi suddenly realized, nodded towards Gu Yiran, walked to a corner, and after a while, soothing music sounded.

Lin Youyi's eyes flickered for a moment, and then calmed down again. After a long time, Gu Yiran finally saw a little fluctuation in Lin Youyi's eyes.

Gradually, the music changes from soothing to cheerful. The ding-dong sound in the tune makes people feel like they are in a mountain forest. The bright sunlight passes through the criss-crossing branches and layers of leaves, and shines into the gurgling stream, making people happy physically and mentally. , Lin Youyi finally raised his head and glanced at Gu Yiran.

"Yuichi..."

The moment Lin Youyi's eyes fell on Gu Yiran's body, Gu Yiran's tightly clenched heart loosened a little bit, and he couldn't help shouting.

Lin Youyi heard the voice that seemed to come from the sky gradually overlap with the face in front of him,

He opened his mouth, his voice hoarse.

"How did you come……"

Gu Yiran squatted down, staring at him with dark eyes, "Come and see you."

As soon as Lin You looked at Gu Yiran, the man's eyes were full of worry mixed with burning tenderness, which made him unable to move his eyes away, "What do you think I am doing?"

"You're sick, why didn't you tell me?"

Gu Yiran's voice was deep and sweet, like spring water flowing, flowing from his ears into his heart that was about to dry up. The dull and desolate mess that was stuffed in his heart just now seemed to be nourished by the moisture that was gradually immersed in it. Also took the opportunity to squeeze into the chest cavity.

Lin You opened his mouth, but made no sound.

Gu Yiran put his hand on his head and rubbed it, looked at him dotingly, exhaled lightly, and then stood up.

Lin Youyi followed Gu Yiran's movement with his eyes, and the latter gave him a comforting smile, took the coat from Xu Yaqi and put it on Lin Youyi, and then sat beside Lin Youyi.

Only then did Lin Youyi see Xu Yaqi beside him.

At this time, Xu Yaqi had recovered from the panic at the beginning, and when he saw Lin Youyi looking at him, he smiled at Lin You absent-mindedly, "Brother Youyi,"

The voice was hoarse after panic, mixed with a trace of inconspicuous loneliness.

"What's wrong?" Lin You saw Xu Yaqi's strangeness.

Xu Yaqi shook his head, suppressed the soreness in his heart, looked at the sofa where the two were sitting and smiled, and asked Lin Youyi, "Brother Youyi, are you hungry? I'll make you something to eat..."

As soon as Lin You looked at Xu Yaqi who was walking towards the kitchen, confusion flashed in his eyes. There seemed to be something different about Xu Yaqi today.