One shot to the end

After Lin Yuan was identified by the forensic doctor, Lin Xiu sent him to be cremated.Lin Yuan didn't have any injuries, and lay on the cremation machine cleanly, seemingly just asleep. The machine tool slid into the fuselage smoothly, and there was only room for one person in the cramped space. Lin Xiu subconsciously felt anxious, and blurted out a cry .

"elder brother."

The staff next to him didn't stop and twist, and continued to move his hands blankly. They were all used to it. There were many people who jumped up and refused to push the corpse before the cremation. Today, this one is quite calm.

Lin Yuan just lay there, unconscious, and finally disappeared into the silver metal box.Lin Xiu hoped that at the last moment, he could see the expression on his face, whether it was panic, fear, or the kind of begging he always used to look at himself, as long as his eyebrows moved, he didn't need to open his eyes. Will rush up and grab the machine tool and get him out.

However, until the end, he was so ignorant, the staff turned a knob 180°, and the sound of fire and burning sounded in the chassis, he was still ignorant, and just left.

He was killed by the fire, but in the end he was cremated. Lin Xiu suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and the pain made him unable to breathe. The empress dowager realized this pain. He wanted to shake Lin Yuan's hand to relieve it. There is no chance.

Later, Lin Xiu returned to China with Lin Yuan's urn in his arms. He didn't deal with many things himself, as if he was desperately trying to avoid something.

When he got home, he put the urn in the middle of the living room, as if putting down an ordinary luggage.After Lin Yuan left, the burden of the Lin family fell on Lin Xiu. He was busy inside and out for several days, passing by the table in the living room every day without even looking at it.

Until the last thing was done, Lin Xiu came home in the middle of the night, walked to the sofa and sat down, put aside his suit jacket, untied his tie and took off his watch, leaned his head on the backrest, and laughed in the quiet room. After sleeping for a while, I woke up in a trance, not knowing when and where I was.He sat up, looked around, and found that he was at home, his shoulders loosened, and when he wanted to lean back comfortably, the corner of his eyes glanced at the urn in the middle of the table.

This seemed to drag him out of the dream and back to reality.

Lin Yuan is dead, and there will never be Lin Yuan again.

Lin Yuan never said he loved him, but behind Lin Yuan's lenses, those narrow, upturned eyes that looked full of calculations, when facing him, they were full of desire and love, they looked stupid, he ignored Lin Yuan too much, That's why he didn't notice it for so many years, and when Lin Yuan yelled at him angrily, "You choose Shen Huai or me", he felt unreasonable and even had no time to hide his disgusted expression of panic.

He didn't really loathe him, didn't really hate him, never had.

He is his brother. They eat at the same table, brush their teeth and wash their faces in front of a mirror, and read books and play games on the sofa. When he was young, he liked his brother the most. He was so powerful, he could do everything, and he always protected him. How could he not like his brother.But, not that kind of liking.

Lin Xiu remembered the only kiss between them.

After Lin Yuan invaded the Shen family, the relationship between Lin Xiu and him took a turn for the worse. On the one hand, he was ashamed to face Shen Huai, and on the other hand, Lin Yuan finally expressed that crazy idea clearly.The parents of the two of them were not there a few years ago, and the two brothers lived under the same roof. Lin Yuan's eyes were like gangrene. This kind of crazy thing was kicked out, it was determined, Lin Xiu could not just scold him away by scolding him.

But I don’t know why, maybe it’s the last trace of fear of the blood relationship. Apart from staring at Lin Xiu with the same gaze as a stripper, Lin Yuan never crossed the line. This kind of staring at by monsters, He was always on guard against him coming up to take a bite, but the other party didn't take a step forward, and even kept his claws carefully kept, but it was Lin Xiu who got angry first.

Lin Xiu had been secretly in love with Shen Huai for so many years, and he only kissed him forcefully once when he was drunk, and he still didn't know about it, but he yelled at Lin Yuan, "Why are you so disgusting, why are you messing with Shen Huai? Just to vent your anger? People like you don’t do such direct things, do you still want to coerce me, ah, do you want me to kneel down and give you mouth? Or do you want me like this?” After that, he had an impulse , grabbing Lin Yuan's collar and biting it.

It was only when Lin Xiu recalled this that he realized that it might not have been a kiss.

After Lin Yuan was let go by him, he didn't cover the wound, and he still stood stiffly. The wound on his lip was bleeding, dripping from his chin, and spread on the carpet. There was not a trace of blood on his face. The look of joy that got his wish turned pale, his eyes slowly turned red, and finally he raised his eyes to look at Lin Xiu.

Lin Xiu sat on the sofa, covering his eyes while recalling.

Lin Yuan's eyes were in pain, he was in pain at that time, so it was definitely not a kiss.

Lin Xiu's fingers covering his eye sockets trembled and moved to his lips. He no longer had any barriers to Lin Yuan's urn. Whether it is the breath that has long since disappeared, it is still a kind of twisted compensation.Lin Xiu touched his own lips, recalling the lips of the person he touched here.

Lin Yuan's lips were very soft, not at all cunning, like a pure person would have, clumsy and frightened, clean as if it smelled good.

Lin Xiu thought of a lot again. When he and his brother were sleeping together when they were young, the two of them covered a firefly with four hands. On the beach, his brother's sunburned back was red with white flakes.

At those times, my brother would smile at him, showing his teeth, very cheerful and cute.

When did my brother lose that smile?

It must be after falling in love with my younger brother.

I like my brother, but not in that way.

In fact, it's okay to like that.

Lin Xiu dazedly touched his lips, facing the square, heavy and quiet urn, shouted again:

"elder brother."