One shot to the end
Chapter 51
Shen Huai stared at the phone for a full 10 minutes, then raised his head and drank the last sip of wine in the bottle. The alcohol made his limbs weak, and his heart softened a little. He almost wanted to call and ask Ren Yinyu what happened. I want to understand something.
Thinking about it carefully, he didn't give Ren Yinyu much during this period of time—compared to what Ren Yinyu gave him.
Shen Huai had his first experience when he was a teenager. It was not from his girlfriend like other students, but from a girl who was pushed next to him who was drunk at a chaotic party. In the movie, the two of them were locked in a room. At that time, Shen Huai didn't understand anything, but he knew that if he got out of this room properly, he would definitely be laughed at for a while. He hadn't figured out how to speak yet. He was pushed onto the bed by that girl, and he half pushed and half complied.
Then Shen Huai played with that girl a few times, but he really didn't like it, so he didn't have any more contact with her. After that, he realized the way to go, and there are too many people who are willing to have a cannon with him. After all, he is good-looking. If you are generous and don't pick what you like, you are being taken advantage of.Shen Huai's parents didn't care much about him, although Shen Ke did, but he also had problems with his ideas, they just told him not to leave any hidden dangers, and to bring his own condoms. Because the ridiculous idea of "men can't get pregnant" finally pushed him.There was no throbbing and purity in his adolescence, it was full of sparkling hormones, when he finally became sensible, he would still be those people who wanted something by his side, even more complicated and dirty, Shen Huai had self-knowledge and teased students The younger sister is only ambiguous, he doesn't want to touch a clean person.
It was Ren Yinyu who made him fall in love anyway, so that he wouldn't be that ignorant boy who was crammed into a room and just rolled in sweat dripping with others in a daze.It would be shameless to say that his flirting was forced, but no one has ever told him that indulgence is useless, you can try love.
He didn't know what love was, and then he knew it vaguely, but only vaguely, until Ren Yinyu told him, "Don't get engaged, let's be together well."
It's so beautiful, every time I think about it, I feel that it's too beautiful to be something I can get.
It took Ren Yinyu a month to figure it out, his "I love you" a month ago must be different from today's "I love you", but Shen Huai had already figured it out a month ago.
Coming from Xu and Wei, even if he was tempted halfway, he didn't want it anymore.
I dare not ask for it anymore.
The nurse put down the internal phone, went to Ren Yinyu and told him that he could go in. Ren Yinyu installed the screen on the mobile phone and smiled at the nurse. The nurse showed a flattered expression, and her ears slowly turned red.
This is a psychological counseling room. On the first day Ren Yinyu came here, he rarely felt the tension he hadn’t experienced in many years. It was like his first audition, and he adjusted the very comfortable chair opposite the psychiatrist several times. sitting posture.
Ren Yinyu went to the doctor in a hurry, and asked Rong Yu for advice, but Rong Yu was finally reliable once, and recommended him to see a real doctor.
"You couples who don't worry about coming out, don't worry about your parents, and are fucking rich and don't know the sufferings of the world, what's wrong, it must be psychological."
Rong Yu hit the nail on the head, and introduced him to a consultation room that has received many public figures. It does have experience here. For example, the nurse treated Ren Yinyu no differently from other patients, although Ren Yinyu It could still be seen that she recognized herself.
But Ren Yinyu was never worried about this.
In his third consultation here, the psychiatrist mentioned a term, "historical personality disorder", a psychological disorder based on low self-esteem and desire for attention, but patients are more likely to be grandiose and dramatic, and How much accompanied by narcissistic personality.
"I don't think you should be included here." After explaining his histrionic personality disorder to him at the time, the doctor added, "I don't think you should be included in any case. Diagnosis is in all medical practices. It is a necessary link, but only in the psychological field, there are too many unknowns and spaces full of changes, so it is better to call it an assessment than a diagnosis.”
"Then what's your assessment of me?" Ren Yinyu asked calmly with an air of listening attentively.He used to have such a polite attitude from the first day he walked in here, and he seemed to be more communicative than many consultants who didn't say a word, but the psychiatrist could still feel the appropriate ridicule from it, and Ren Yin I deliberately let him feel it.
The psychiatrist suppressed his unhappiness, and said the familiar and annoying words very seriously, "You don't have a personality disorder, you just need to accept yourself."
Ren Yinyu frowned slightly.
"It's human nature to desire attention and want to maintain a long-term relationship. Some people use money, some use power, some use the body or the sum of these, and the relationship is very complicated. Each stage will require different weights, freshness and security. Ah, the decline of hormone levels and the diversion of attention will affect the relationship, so we always encourage the counselors to get out of a relationship, get out of a difficult situation, and actively face the future life, because giving up is lower cost than repairing .”
What he said was too fussy, even a little pessimistic. Ren Yinyu didn't think it was something a psychiatrist should say.
"You want to persuade me to give up?"
"No, for other people, there are richer things in their lives that I can use to mobilize their energy, relatives, friends, dreams and responsibilities, etc., but I have tried, and I can mobilize you The only things you have left are your lover and your job, and because of your character, both are now threatened, and you have no cost to give up."
At this moment, Ren Yinyu's face showed a real crack.
"You should accept yourself and let him accept you."
Ren Yinyu lowered his eyes.
"If he can accept me, why should I ask you?"
"Psychological counselors are not sculptors, and people are not sculptures that can easily change their shape. Usually, they can be diagnosed as personality disorders later. That is to say, after the personality has been formed, everything can be asserted. If it is someone else I will say that, but you can take it, change is never easy, and my counseling room helps people who want to change, but it is really just helping them find a way to accept themselves."
Ren Yinyu didn't answer, he wanted to get up and leave, but he felt tired.
"You go out, I want to be quiet."
Psychologist:"……"
The psychiatrist had no choice but to get up, and when he opened the door to leave, Ren Yinyu scratched his hair angrily, and asked back.
"You said that I want to accept myself, but I want to change, that is to improve my acting skills so that he can no longer see that I am acting?"
Psychologist:"???"
"Or... I can't even find out that I'm acting."
"No, no, this kind of operation..."
"Come back and sit down."
The psychiatrist has a toothache.
After this day, Ren Yinyu was no longer nervous when he came here.What he was worried about was never whether his need for psychological counseling would be leaked, but he was worried that he would face "he will not forgive your inauthentic" here. See, what's more, he can't do it anymore.
He didn't know why he couldn't do it for the time being, just like he couldn't do anything about his inability to concentrate on acting and return to the status quo of the previous level.
Shen Huai is his antidote, the most urgent thing is to get Shen Huai back.
The psychiatrist told him that he had to accept himself.
Ren Yinyu thought of the job he is most familiar with. No matter what kind of script, as long as the story is told around people, the core of the story is the growth of the characters. If maintaining emotional relationships with others is a difficulty that everyone will encounter , if someone can use money and power to maintain their relationship, Ren Yinyu, who has no wealth, can only use the weapon he is most familiar with.
A lie doesn't turn into a bubble when it's popped, it turns into nothingness when you admit it's a lie.But Ren Yinyu would never admit that there was a bubble between him and Shen Huai.
He has to play till the end.
At the end of the last psychological consultation, Ren Yinyu walked out of the consultation room to say goodbye to the doctor, and then, as if on a whim, he walked up to the nurse who was always peeping at him.
"Can I take a photo with you? Thank you for your care during this time."
The nurse's face was flushed, and she looked at Ren Yinyu in surprise, while the latter just smiled kindly and gently.
Lin Yuan took a step forward, Shen Huai tidied up, and then he was ready to follow. Lin Yuan was never to be underestimated, and he had to go personally to sit in charge in this battle.
In the car before leaving, Cheng Pei swiped a certain Weibo on his mobile phone, his expression changed, and he glanced at Shen Huai in the back seat, seeing that Shen Huai was resting with his eyes closed, he was relieved.
"Boss, there is something wrong with the ticket payment, give me your mobile phone, and I will accept the verification code?"
Shen Huai handed over the phone with his eyes closed, Cheng Pei picked it up, and decided not to give it to him before boarding the plane, otherwise he might have seen the message.But in the waiting room, Shen Huai answered a phone call, and Cheng Pei couldn't do it for him. Unfortunately, he just hung up the phone, and before Cheng Pei had time to find another excuse to ask for the phone, Shen Huai answered it. to a news feed.
He saw Ren Yinyu's name on the title, and finally couldn't hold back, and clicked in.
That piece of news wasn’t just speculation, I took some photos of Ren Yinyu covering his eyes on the set, haggard and smoking, and accompanied it with an article saying that Ren Yinyu had visited the psychological counseling room several times in order to adapt to the new role and his psychological defense collapsed. .
And the source of the evidence is that some netizens found out that the private Weibo of the nurse of the psychological counselor once excitedly posted a photo with Ren Yinyu.
The author has something to say: this chapter has been stuck for a long time, and it should be smoother later
Thinking about it carefully, he didn't give Ren Yinyu much during this period of time—compared to what Ren Yinyu gave him.
Shen Huai had his first experience when he was a teenager. It was not from his girlfriend like other students, but from a girl who was pushed next to him who was drunk at a chaotic party. In the movie, the two of them were locked in a room. At that time, Shen Huai didn't understand anything, but he knew that if he got out of this room properly, he would definitely be laughed at for a while. He hadn't figured out how to speak yet. He was pushed onto the bed by that girl, and he half pushed and half complied.
Then Shen Huai played with that girl a few times, but he really didn't like it, so he didn't have any more contact with her. After that, he realized the way to go, and there are too many people who are willing to have a cannon with him. After all, he is good-looking. If you are generous and don't pick what you like, you are being taken advantage of.Shen Huai's parents didn't care much about him, although Shen Ke did, but he also had problems with his ideas, they just told him not to leave any hidden dangers, and to bring his own condoms. Because the ridiculous idea of "men can't get pregnant" finally pushed him.There was no throbbing and purity in his adolescence, it was full of sparkling hormones, when he finally became sensible, he would still be those people who wanted something by his side, even more complicated and dirty, Shen Huai had self-knowledge and teased students The younger sister is only ambiguous, he doesn't want to touch a clean person.
It was Ren Yinyu who made him fall in love anyway, so that he wouldn't be that ignorant boy who was crammed into a room and just rolled in sweat dripping with others in a daze.It would be shameless to say that his flirting was forced, but no one has ever told him that indulgence is useless, you can try love.
He didn't know what love was, and then he knew it vaguely, but only vaguely, until Ren Yinyu told him, "Don't get engaged, let's be together well."
It's so beautiful, every time I think about it, I feel that it's too beautiful to be something I can get.
It took Ren Yinyu a month to figure it out, his "I love you" a month ago must be different from today's "I love you", but Shen Huai had already figured it out a month ago.
Coming from Xu and Wei, even if he was tempted halfway, he didn't want it anymore.
I dare not ask for it anymore.
The nurse put down the internal phone, went to Ren Yinyu and told him that he could go in. Ren Yinyu installed the screen on the mobile phone and smiled at the nurse. The nurse showed a flattered expression, and her ears slowly turned red.
This is a psychological counseling room. On the first day Ren Yinyu came here, he rarely felt the tension he hadn’t experienced in many years. It was like his first audition, and he adjusted the very comfortable chair opposite the psychiatrist several times. sitting posture.
Ren Yinyu went to the doctor in a hurry, and asked Rong Yu for advice, but Rong Yu was finally reliable once, and recommended him to see a real doctor.
"You couples who don't worry about coming out, don't worry about your parents, and are fucking rich and don't know the sufferings of the world, what's wrong, it must be psychological."
Rong Yu hit the nail on the head, and introduced him to a consultation room that has received many public figures. It does have experience here. For example, the nurse treated Ren Yinyu no differently from other patients, although Ren Yinyu It could still be seen that she recognized herself.
But Ren Yinyu was never worried about this.
In his third consultation here, the psychiatrist mentioned a term, "historical personality disorder", a psychological disorder based on low self-esteem and desire for attention, but patients are more likely to be grandiose and dramatic, and How much accompanied by narcissistic personality.
"I don't think you should be included here." After explaining his histrionic personality disorder to him at the time, the doctor added, "I don't think you should be included in any case. Diagnosis is in all medical practices. It is a necessary link, but only in the psychological field, there are too many unknowns and spaces full of changes, so it is better to call it an assessment than a diagnosis.”
"Then what's your assessment of me?" Ren Yinyu asked calmly with an air of listening attentively.He used to have such a polite attitude from the first day he walked in here, and he seemed to be more communicative than many consultants who didn't say a word, but the psychiatrist could still feel the appropriate ridicule from it, and Ren Yin I deliberately let him feel it.
The psychiatrist suppressed his unhappiness, and said the familiar and annoying words very seriously, "You don't have a personality disorder, you just need to accept yourself."
Ren Yinyu frowned slightly.
"It's human nature to desire attention and want to maintain a long-term relationship. Some people use money, some use power, some use the body or the sum of these, and the relationship is very complicated. Each stage will require different weights, freshness and security. Ah, the decline of hormone levels and the diversion of attention will affect the relationship, so we always encourage the counselors to get out of a relationship, get out of a difficult situation, and actively face the future life, because giving up is lower cost than repairing .”
What he said was too fussy, even a little pessimistic. Ren Yinyu didn't think it was something a psychiatrist should say.
"You want to persuade me to give up?"
"No, for other people, there are richer things in their lives that I can use to mobilize their energy, relatives, friends, dreams and responsibilities, etc., but I have tried, and I can mobilize you The only things you have left are your lover and your job, and because of your character, both are now threatened, and you have no cost to give up."
At this moment, Ren Yinyu's face showed a real crack.
"You should accept yourself and let him accept you."
Ren Yinyu lowered his eyes.
"If he can accept me, why should I ask you?"
"Psychological counselors are not sculptors, and people are not sculptures that can easily change their shape. Usually, they can be diagnosed as personality disorders later. That is to say, after the personality has been formed, everything can be asserted. If it is someone else I will say that, but you can take it, change is never easy, and my counseling room helps people who want to change, but it is really just helping them find a way to accept themselves."
Ren Yinyu didn't answer, he wanted to get up and leave, but he felt tired.
"You go out, I want to be quiet."
Psychologist:"……"
The psychiatrist had no choice but to get up, and when he opened the door to leave, Ren Yinyu scratched his hair angrily, and asked back.
"You said that I want to accept myself, but I want to change, that is to improve my acting skills so that he can no longer see that I am acting?"
Psychologist:"???"
"Or... I can't even find out that I'm acting."
"No, no, this kind of operation..."
"Come back and sit down."
The psychiatrist has a toothache.
After this day, Ren Yinyu was no longer nervous when he came here.What he was worried about was never whether his need for psychological counseling would be leaked, but he was worried that he would face "he will not forgive your inauthentic" here. See, what's more, he can't do it anymore.
He didn't know why he couldn't do it for the time being, just like he couldn't do anything about his inability to concentrate on acting and return to the status quo of the previous level.
Shen Huai is his antidote, the most urgent thing is to get Shen Huai back.
The psychiatrist told him that he had to accept himself.
Ren Yinyu thought of the job he is most familiar with. No matter what kind of script, as long as the story is told around people, the core of the story is the growth of the characters. If maintaining emotional relationships with others is a difficulty that everyone will encounter , if someone can use money and power to maintain their relationship, Ren Yinyu, who has no wealth, can only use the weapon he is most familiar with.
A lie doesn't turn into a bubble when it's popped, it turns into nothingness when you admit it's a lie.But Ren Yinyu would never admit that there was a bubble between him and Shen Huai.
He has to play till the end.
At the end of the last psychological consultation, Ren Yinyu walked out of the consultation room to say goodbye to the doctor, and then, as if on a whim, he walked up to the nurse who was always peeping at him.
"Can I take a photo with you? Thank you for your care during this time."
The nurse's face was flushed, and she looked at Ren Yinyu in surprise, while the latter just smiled kindly and gently.
Lin Yuan took a step forward, Shen Huai tidied up, and then he was ready to follow. Lin Yuan was never to be underestimated, and he had to go personally to sit in charge in this battle.
In the car before leaving, Cheng Pei swiped a certain Weibo on his mobile phone, his expression changed, and he glanced at Shen Huai in the back seat, seeing that Shen Huai was resting with his eyes closed, he was relieved.
"Boss, there is something wrong with the ticket payment, give me your mobile phone, and I will accept the verification code?"
Shen Huai handed over the phone with his eyes closed, Cheng Pei picked it up, and decided not to give it to him before boarding the plane, otherwise he might have seen the message.But in the waiting room, Shen Huai answered a phone call, and Cheng Pei couldn't do it for him. Unfortunately, he just hung up the phone, and before Cheng Pei had time to find another excuse to ask for the phone, Shen Huai answered it. to a news feed.
He saw Ren Yinyu's name on the title, and finally couldn't hold back, and clicked in.
That piece of news wasn’t just speculation, I took some photos of Ren Yinyu covering his eyes on the set, haggard and smoking, and accompanied it with an article saying that Ren Yinyu had visited the psychological counseling room several times in order to adapt to the new role and his psychological defense collapsed. .
And the source of the evidence is that some netizens found out that the private Weibo of the nurse of the psychological counselor once excitedly posted a photo with Ren Yinyu.
The author has something to say: this chapter has been stuck for a long time, and it should be smoother later
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