One shot to the end

"I... don't know how to get along with this world."

"Too many things make me feel nervous and confused, and if I show nervousness and confusion, I will be laughed at."

"I am a loser. I have no job, no friends, and no special skills. When I was in school, my grades were not good. I learned the pronunciation of the word loser from Baidu Translate for 10 minutes."

"But I'm not a loser if I stay by myself."

"I'm just me."

After the executive director finished reading the narration, he set up the atmosphere, and the shot was given to Ren Yinyu.

Ren Yinyu sat on a piece of messy grass, and the sea breeze came slowly, engulfing the laughter of tourists, beauties in bikinis emerging from the water dripping, children and puppies chasing around the sandcastle.He is facing the sun with squinted eyes, a bearded face, a jerky yet enjoying expression, and the picture has a kind of clumsy tranquility. Suddenly, a buzzing machine is heard in the slant, and a lawn mower as tall as a person is pushed. Beside Ren Yinyu, he almost scrambled to his feet, and when he stood up, he held up his unfit loose trousers. The sanitation worker who mowed the lawn cursed him, saying that he was affecting the appearance of the city, and today the superior said that the grass should be trimmed. , Tomorrow all homeless people should be locked up.

The camera quickly zooms out. The place where Ren Yinyu is sitting is not a leisurely beach, but a safe island in the middle of the road. The coconut fragrance and the beach are in the distance, surrounded by rows of sea view hotels. Ren Yinyu is just sitting in the car. On the safe island, steal a bit of the excitement of the world with the smell of tailpipes.

"Cut!"

Wei Kun waved his hand, the mirror was over, Pan Qi and the makeup teacher rushed to the safety island, Pan Qi handed Ren Yinyu ice water, and the makeup artist took oil-absorbing paper to touch up Ren Yinyu's makeup.

The island is still very hot in the deep winter. There are not many outdoor scenes for this film, and all of them were filmed in one day today. Right now, the sun is at its worst. Ren Yinyu's face was flushed and she was a little dizzy from the sun.

Just now in front of the camera, his cowardice of a small person has faded away, his expression is indifferent, and his sloppy appearance is originally a shame, but now it makes him look very difficult to mess with.

"Where's the phone?" He asked Pan Qi.

Pan Qi looked at him worriedly: "No news."

Ren Yinyu lowered his eyes and did not speak.

He was kicked out of Shen Huai's house by Shen Huai. He forgot to change his shoes. He only took his mobile phone. After walking for a long time, he walked back to the place where he hadn't been back in 800 years. He didn't remember it until he reached the door. He didn't bring the key, so he woke up Pan Qi in the middle of the night and gave him the key.Pan Qi hurried over, seeing Ren Yinyu's appearance, he was almost scared to death.

His face was pale, his eyes were slack, and he stood upright, staring at the cat's eye on the door of his house, as if possessed by an evil spirit.

Ren Yinyu was just so depressed in the room until the movie started, Pan Qi took care of him those days, whether he was eating or sleeping, Ren Yinyu was holding his mobile phone, either waiting or typing, just listening to the sound, Pan Qi Qi estimated that Ren Yinyu was about to type out a copy of "A Dream of Red Mansions". Then one day Ren Yinyu stared at the phone in a daze for a long time, and after slowly putting it down, buried his head in the pillow for a long time. Later, Pan Qi went to Pulling him up to eat, he found that the pillow was wet a lot.Although Pan Qi guessed who he was sending the message to, he took a sneak peek at it. Surprisingly, there were only a few messages on the chat interface, and Pan Qi knew that he had written and deleted it.

Rao was so restrained, after Ren Yinyu sent the last message, what he got was a block notification.

Pan Qi, a cowardly person, also felt angry and felt wronged for Ren Yinyu.

Fortunately, although Ren Yinyu looked like he was dying, he still didn't delay his work and flew to the set on time. Coincidentally, the character he was going to play was sallow and emaciated, with unmodified stubble on his face. Director Wei Kun saw his appearance, Quite satisfied, thinking that he made preparations on purpose.

In the first few days of filming, Ren Yinyu was really in a bad state. Most of the time, he was a one-man show. No one reminded him. He could wander off in front of the camera, and it was difficult to mobilize his emotions. Wei Kun saw that the problem was serious. They dragged him into the room to talk all night, and let him rest for two more days, to shoot other people's scenes first, and when Ren Yinyu came back, he finally managed to adjust.

Ren Yinyu didn't try to contact Shen Huai in other ways, he just looked at his phone when he was resting, looked through the chat records with Shen Huai, and a few photos of Shen Huai secretly taken, he regretted that he didn't take a photo with Shen Huai Pass.

The movie had been filming for more than half a month before Ren Yinyu recovered from the stupefied pain.During this period of time, he felt that he was very divided. In order not to delay work and get into the play as soon as possible, Ren Yinyu used the two days of rest to try to put himself into the role. As the acting teacher once said, he is a character who lacks self. Mobilizing his ability, he is a complete experientialist, but this time, his acting style has more or less taken advantage of him. When he is immersed in the role, at least he won't be full of Shen Huai.

The acting teacher once said that an actor like him who relies on being completely involved in the play to mobilize his emotions is either useless or crazy. That is because the acting teacher missed the possibility that he is a freak. He is not only good-looking and talented That's all.

Yuan Ming is a typical method actor. His talent lies in the consideration and observation of details, and he strives for truth, while Ren Yinyu's talent lies in that he is born to be an actor. Everyone must first learn to "act" before learning to act. Empty", but Ren Yinyu does not need to "empty", he is already empty.

There are countless boring people in this world, but not everyone can become a container to hold other people's lives and temperaments.Ren Yinyu was blessed by nature, wandering in the world in a boring and desireless way, and it is very likely that he would pass by like this, but he accidentally saw the outline of his dream and opened the door that should be opened most.

Whatever role he plays, he puts the role in his arms. Only when he is filled with the role can he feel the joy of life. Don’t be too attached to the role, and he can pour it out as easily as he put it in, because He is an empty bottle, and his body does not react chemically with foreign substances. It is easier to enter and exit the play than other actors, and naturally he will not be scrapped or crazy.

But for the past half month, he has been in a daze. When facing the camera, he will think of Shen Huai, the chat interface that has not received any new messages, and will panic like a snail whose shell is about to be taken away after the scene. It wasn't the weary young man named Pang Shan in the movie, he would have to face Ren Yinyu's pain alone.He began to be unable to tell the difference between the inside and the outside of the play, and he was in great pain every day.

"Ren Yinyu."

Ren Yinyu heard Wei Kun calling him, and came to his senses, the whole crew had already moved to the next shooting location, and Pan Qi was standing on the side of the set looking at him worriedly.

Ren Yinyu swallowed hard, gestured to indicate that he was ready, Wei Kun looked at him with dissatisfaction with the floor, glanced at him, stared at the monitor, explained the details that should be paid attention to in this mirror, and then shouted "Action!"

The camera was facing him at a very close distance, trying to capture the full expression on his face clearly, his pupils flickered, the corners of his mouth turned down, and the tails of his eyebrows twitched slightly.

In the past, these could be done easily.

But he was thinking about Shen Huai, thinking about the big tear rolling down from Shen Huai's eyes, thinking that he had lied to him, being rejected by him, thinking about leaving by himself, Shen Huai sitting alone in the cold in the house.

On that night, or every night after that, would Shen Huai find someone else to accompany him?

Ren Yinyu suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Everyone was stunned for a moment, unable to realize whether it was a mistake or improvisation, Pan Qi thought that Ren Yinyu had sand in his eyes.

Then Wei Kun hurriedly stood up from behind the monitor, stared at Ren Yinyu furiously, his chest heaved a few times, and he wanted to scold something, but he choked him back.

Wei Kun could see clearly on the monitor, and the others wanted to slow him down.

This scene was originally intended to make Ren Yinyu perform anticipation and curiosity, but he covered his eyes and cried silently.

He can't act anymore.