live to death

When you look up, there is darkness, and you can't see the light of the sky around you.The faint light can only illuminate the ground, and the hazy outside world can be seen clearly.

The more you can't see clearly, the more you want to see clearly.The more you can't get it, the more you want to get it.

He has been here for a long time, the sound is isolated, except for the sound of some instruments ticking, all sounds from the outside world are isolated.

There is a series of numbers outside the transparent glass door, and the same series of numbers is on the back of his neck.That's his name.

He has been here since the beginning of consciousness, occasionally going to other rooms.Never spoke, never stayed.

"He grew up very well, and all the experimental subjects except him showed rejection reactions."

The glass door opened, and a man in white appeared.

These people occupied his short life.

"Let's go." At the end of their words, he obeyed the order and stood up.

He has long been used to the day-to-day process.Pain is also a habit, and silence is also a habit.

"The body is good, but there should be no problem with his intelligence, right? We should have entered him into the database, but so far he hasn't said a word." Another man in white said so.

They all covered their faces, only showing a pair of indifferent eyes.Although it was just a pair of eyes, he could tell who they were.In fact, he can do it without eyes, but they don't know it.

When he returned to this place where he was not free, his body was covered with circular scars, and those were the marks left by various strange instruments.However, he didn't care much, and sat back on the bed that belonged to him, leaning on the glass door to look at the outside world that he couldn't see clearly at all, and tried his best to hear the voice that he couldn't hear at all.

Such a day, the length is meaningless to him.

He has never seen the light, and he does not know how unbearable the darkness is.

He has no freedom, and he does not know that there is happiness in the outside world.

Wherever there is darkness, a little light is enough to attract those who have never seen the light.Even if it is just that faint light, it is enough to attract moths to the flames, and death is not a pity.

He is not light, he is the sun, don't give him a little bit of defense, and then let them meet suddenly, even if they are burned, they still long for it.

He was severely burned, and he didn't dare to move, and he didn't dare to reach out to touch it, for fear of being burned to the bone.

But the sun stretched out his hand to him, and he asked, "Will you go with me?"

There are too many ants and lonely souls in the world, and he is just one of them, but the sun covers him, allowing him to see the sky and the world.

Because I don't know, I have no desire.When the whole world spread out in front of him, he was not afraid, nor was he afraid, he just chose to stand beside the sun.Even if he is about to be melted and perish, he will not hesitate.

His sun name is Yan Han.

Step by step, a little bit of growth.

Yan Han said to him: "How can there be no name?"

Yan Han also asked, "Do you want to have my last name?"

He shook his head firmly.He is dust, how can he stand side by side with the sun.

Yan Han looked at him with a smile, with a look in his eyes that he had never seen before, dazzlingly bright, "There was a place, a long, long time ago, I calculated, about seven to eight thousand years ago, there was an era that was very chaotic. In that era, there were seven countries divided into continents, Qi Chu Yan Han Zhao Wei Qin, I am Yan Han, the second of the seven countries, you can choose a few, two or three."

"Then how to get it? Qin Chu? Zhao Wei? Qin Qi? Wei Qi?"

"Qin Chu." This was the first name Yan Han said, so he chose this name.

Since that day, he has a name, not a string of codes.Obtaining a name is like harvesting a treasure.His name and Yan Han are together, the extravagant hope and longing seem to have planted the seeds at this time, and the daily relationship is the nectar for the seeds, let it grow up little by little, and when it grows into a towering tree, he Just discovered its existence.

With few psychological barriers, he accepted his crazy idea.He turned around and looked at the people around him, his sun was already a little lower than his, but his smile was still the same as before.

But in recent days, he smiled more and more melancholy, and the eyes that looked at him seemed to be very entangled.

After several years of ups and downs in the world, he is not the child who knew everything.Although he still didn't understand the meaning of that gaze, he knew that Yan Han couldn't say something that should be said.

Qin Chu thought, why don't I speak first.

However, he didn't wait until that day, Yan Han disappeared in his life.

He begged hard but couldn't get it, until many years later, he finally realized that the meaning of that look was a farewell for export.

Since it is farewell, we will meet again one day.

But Qin Chu searched all the mountains and rivers, and traveled all over the valleys, streams and mountain streams, but he couldn't find a single person.

Yan Han once said to him: "You are special, you must find your own way of living."

Qin Chu found it a long time ago, and his way of life was by Yan Han's side, but before he came, Yan Han disappeared.

Over time, the world has already changed batch after batch of people.

Qin Chu knew that Yan Han had always had this world in his heart.

He kept telling Qin Chu how beautiful the world is, and at the same time telling him how ugly human beings are.He himself didn't know how much love he had for the world every time he thought he was denouncing the evil of human nature.

Qin Chu knew that the more he cared about it, the more afraid he would be destroyed.He wondered if it was possible to use a world to call him back.

What kind of scene is it like when people are devastated and mourned?Qin Chu was thinking that if he saw this situation, maybe he would never be able to walk with him again.But it doesn't matter.As long as he is in the world, he can live.

He didn't wait for his sun, but a man who claimed to be the Lord God came.

The Lord God asked him: "Why are you obsessed? He is destined not to stay in this world."

Qin Chu just replied: "This is not an obsession. I live for him. There is no him in this world, so I am looking for him."

The Lord God sighed and gave him a way to find him, and he agreed.

Facing the mountain of knives and the sea of ​​fire, he stepped in without blinking his eyes.

He has always been pure, so he has never lost his way along the way.When he finally saw him again, he wasn't that look, and he wasn't that name, but he saw him right away.

Qin Chu looked forward to this scene thousands of times, but stopped in his tracks the moment before.

He just came back, covered in blood.

When he appeared in front of him again, he stepped forward and asked directly: "I am Qin Chu, do you remember me?"

Qin Chu imagined that he would be surprised, confused, and puzzled, but he never imagined that he just smiled and said, "You have really embarked on this road."

he knows?Qin Chu looked at the person in front of him, the imprint of his eyebrows had long been erased in his mind, but Qin Chu was sure that he was the person he was looking for.

The look in his eyes has never changed.

Since then, they seem to have returned to the time when they first met.As he walked ahead, Qin Chu would quietly follow behind him.

But Qin Chu knew that the big tree in his heart had never withered. The moment he saw him, the tree bloomed with flowers, but it didn't bloom for a long time.

With his world, he can survive.

When he saw him, Qin Chu was like a cured blind man who finally understood the color of the world.

When he looked at himself in surprise, he asked, "You haven't even eaten candied haws, have you?" Qin Chu could only remain silent.He walked away in a hurry, without saving his tongue, without paying attention to everything in the world.

He shook his head with a smile, just like he was back then: "I really don't know why you are still as ignorant as you were back then after so long has passed."

In fact, it wasn't ignorance, he just couldn't bear to part with him for a longer time.

He has traveled through many mountains and rivers, and stepped through various forms of the world. He didn't have time to see and understand, but he just broke through with his own bravery.He wanted to go faster, to go faster, to get to a person sooner.

It wasn't until he came in front of this person that he knew what ups and downs were, and only then did he understand the tastes of life.

He's not ignorant, it's just that the person in front of him is not him, and he doesn't want to appreciate it.

This journey has never been suffocating.

It's been a long time since we met each other.

Qin Chu thought to himself, such a colorful life is enough.

However, the good times did not last long.

Some of the rangers rebelled and wanted to seize the power of the main god, but after failing, they began to massacre the rest of the rangers.

That person had him in his heart, and Qin Chu knew it.So he was on guard everywhere, and he was on guard everywhere, but he didn't know that he directly led many people to rebel.

When the soul blade pierced straight between the eyebrows, someone stopped in front of him.

This incident made everyone stunned on the spot.

The man also ordered everyone to retreat.

There was an abyss in Qin Chu's eyes, and there seemed to be a reverse wave, rushing and whistling, and he immediately stepped forward to embrace the almost broken soul.

He still had the same crooked eyebrows and eyes when we first met.

"Sorry, I haven't had time to tell you, I'm very..."

Before the voice was finished, the rest of the words were broken.

Qin Chu tried his best to save only a few fragments. His knees never touched the ground, but he knelt down and howled in pain that day.

"Mo Yin and..."

Every word punishes the heart, every word weeps blood.

……

It has been a long time since that turmoil.The light he had been looking for for a long time was taken away again.Qin Chu was once again in the dark, unable to see with his eyes open.

Everything faded, and all five senses were lost.The eye sockets are slightly hot, and there are no tears in the eyes.

Things didn't turn around, however.

He re-enters reincarnation, goes to countless worlds, and collects fragments of the soul bit by bit.

Along the way, ignorance, no feeling, no tears and no pain.

When he finally returned with a weak but complete soul, when the cry of the little baby resounded in the world, the world seemed to suddenly brighten.

The child's mother looked at the child with tenderness and love in her eyes, but the father outside the room looked indifferent, and said to the people around her, "Then call it Mo Yinhe."

A cluster of bright light illuminates the dark road.

That's not Mo Yinhe from your Mo family, that's my Mo Yinhe. He looked at the little baby not far away, and said silently in his heart, his eyes finally lit up, and the corners of his lips curled up with a tired but A gratified smile.

Even if the future is death, he will follow every step of the way.

He kept looking at him, neither far nor near.He didn't interfere with his life, but he didn't let him out of his sight. Watching his soul grow stronger step by step, his frozen heart was recovering and beating little by little.

Occasionally, when he was very close, he had to restrain his gaze.His Mo Yinhe is too sensitive, even with a little glance he can detect it.

But he didn't know that one day he would bump into his arms on his own initiative, he slowly raised his head, and what he saw were ignorant eyes filled with tears.Knowing that this was just a disguise, he still couldn't move his eyes away, let alone restrain his heart that was already bound and about to burst.

"Boom!"

With a heavy blow, it was his reason that collapsed and his heart beating again.

How could he resist not approaching it?

Seeing him stuffing a small cake into his mouth, he couldn't help but want to taste the taste of the cake in his hand, is it sweet?Can it be as sweet as him?

He stepped forward to block the malicious and probing eyes of others, but saw him step back abruptly.

It was his style to be so surprised.

Thousands of reincarnations, his soul remains unchanged.

He walked towards death step by step, and returned to the world step by step, just to stay where he was.

How could she let him leave after bumping into his arms this time?

Stretching out his hand to cover his eyes showing flaws, Qin Chu couldn't help but brushed his lower lip lightly with his hand, his throat moved slightly, and the thousands of troops in his heart sounded the horn and marched forward, but as the commander, he dropped his gun with armor.Expose the weakness to the other party, even if what greets him is an arrow through the heart, honey, he will be happy.

"Cream on your mouth."

Even for a slight approach, he had to find a valid reason.He has lost him twice, whether he can withstand the third time, he is unknown.

He looked at himself timidly and asked in a low voice if he could leave.

How could he possibly let him go again?

Qin Chu quietly looked at the person in his arms.The little guy thought he was covering it up very well, but he didn't know that the cunning in his eyes was fully exposed.

There is no such thing as a natural soul mate.All soul mates are really long lost.

Qin Chu is like a giant dragon in mythology, overcoming thorns and thorns, crossing seas, rivers, snowfields, and mountains, all in search of his most precious treasure.

Push aside the clouds, and what you see is the sun.

Where the eyes go, where the heart goes.

Live to die, live to live.

The author has something to say:

The real ending sprinkles flowers! !Thanks to the little angel Zhiwei for the end of a thunder~~ Hugging is just a mouthful!Thank you for seeing every little angel here, just hold down and take a bite!

In fact, there is a story about living to death. After asking the opinions of relatives and friends, I planned to write "Story Zero" as the end and the real beginning of the whole story. After I wrote it, the text was serious. After the third revision, I will write I stopped writing, and then wrote this side story as a story zero, but I think it is enough.They will continue to step into reincarnation in the future, just treat him as the wind blowing in the past and let him go away.

Along the way, I don’t know if everyone can see that I am an extremely cowardly person. I always want to interact with everyone, but I am afraid that I will be hit again after I say this, but I am very grateful to the few little angels who took care of me. Every time I read the comments, I want to read and feel a little scared. Thank you for making me look forward to it every day.Every click, every favorite, every comment encourages me, and I sincerely thank every reader who sees this.Thank you all for your support along the way, whether it is voiced or silent, I feel it.Here I present my new article "Zhiqing". I uploaded a copy and Chapter 1 [Squint Smile.jpg] for this book. The strokes of "Zhiqing" are more like a mixture of Yuanwen Prosperity and Primordial War. Short story, but since I am new, the update is not very stable, and now it is just a pitfall. It is very difficult for the full text to be continuous every day like this time. I want to wear it soon again, and I am really crying...

We will see you later~