live to death

Why did you choose the most deadly way out of thousands of ways?

Because of nature.

……

Mo Yinhe held a glass of red wine in his hand, but he didn't think about drinking it. He just kept shaking the wine, watching it form a beautiful translucent wine film on the wall of the glass.

Because he took it for granted, Mo Yinhe never thought about why Qin Li would make such an extraordinary choice.Now I know.

They're all wrong, he's not a sociopath.He is a psychopath.He is indifferent by nature, and everything is learned the day after tomorrow.So when facing himself, he didn't know what a normal love is, so he chose the strangest and most direct way-possession.

Mo Yinhe was thinking, whether Qin Li could perceive the existence of emotion now, and what kind of existence he was to him.But he didn't ask.

Perhaps this is the sequelae of An Yi's soul separation, which made his emotions unsound in this life.But Qin Li was willing to cover up for him, and he felt that it was enough.

He doesn't know how to fall in love, and after establishing a relationship, he directly stepped into the daily married life, probably because these are all things he can learn through observation.

He was able to deceive everyone, including him, Mo Yinhe. Therefore, Mo Yinhe probably guessed that the disappearance of the stalker, or even his agent, was not necessarily the reason for their disappearance, but the outside world discovered it.

Pillowman, what is the core?

There was a sound behind him, and then one hand wrapped around his waist, and the other snatched his wine glass, followed by a kiss with the smell of alcohol.

This person is really a headache, Mo Yinhe sighed.

He turned around and accurately saw the cold light in Qin Li's eyes.

It is you who choose to turn a blind eye.It's not that I don't know, I'm just pretending not to know.

Mo Yinhe held Qin Li's face and asked, "Are you tired? You must be tired when you're with me."

Qin Li's face changed suddenly, and he held onto Mo Yinhe tightly, fearing that he would leave if he let go.

"Did someone say something to you?" Qin Li asked sharply. It was Mo Yinhe who had never heard a harsh tone.

Mo Yinhe shook his head, "I want to inform you." Qin Li fell silent, he didn't know what Mo Yinhe wanted to say.

"You don't have to pretend to be yourself in front of me. It doesn't matter, you can only be mine in this life, but you don't have to be so tired in front of me."

If your smile, your anger, your concern, and your warmth are all disguises, if they are all masks of you and me being together, then you can take them off in front of me.

Qin Li understood the words in Mo Yinhe's eyes.

Qin Li looked at Mo Yinhe, who looked serious, and started giggling, partly relieved, partly gentle, and partly disappointing.

"What do you think I am? A psycho? A sociopath?"

Qin Li looked into Mo Yinhe's eyes, and sure enough, he saw deep doubts in them.

"I'm nothing, I just can't see colors. I can play a role well, but I don't know what it means to be alive."

Mo Yinhe frowned, to be honest, isn't this just...

Qin Li shook his head and continued to explain: "It's a bit similar, but it's not quite the same. I just couldn't find what I wanted from the beginning to the end, and I couldn't see the color of life. It wasn't until I met you that I realized It turns out that life has colors, and it turns out that feelings are like this.”

Mo Yinhe nodded to show that he understood, but that was not the case in his mind.That sounds like a mental illness.

Knowing each other like the two of them, how could Qin Li fail to understand what Mo Yinhe was thinking, but did not continue to correct him.

He just held Mo Yinhe's hand, looked at the ring on his ring finger, and kissed lightly: "Do you believe me?"

Mo Yin and Honestly nodded.

"Then just trust me."

Mo Yinhe continued to nod.

Alright alright, as long as you are happy, whatever you say is right.Lover, just spoil it.

Under Mo Yinhe's astonished and terrified eyes, Qin Chu took out the military uniform he had collected for many years.That was Mo Yinhe's daughter-in-law who played the role of warlord when he became famous in one fell swoop.

In order to punish Mo Yin and scare himself, Qin Li decided to stay up all night.

……

Five years ago, the eve before the manager was killed.

"Hey, come out, I've helped you contact the media that is willing to cooperate with you." Listening to the answer on the phone, the agent breathed a sigh of relief.The heart that has been carrying it can finally be let go.

He wanted to leave Corian a long time ago, but he couldn't keep this face away.Someone just found him and said that he could get 1000 million by collecting Corian's scandals and exposing them.This method of getting money and being able to leave, although it is not kind, but who can resist this temptation?So he did it without hesitation.And he has already received 500 million in money, so no matter what, he can only bite the bullet and do it.

But Corian seemed to be suspicious of him, and started to check the work by himself, which made him fail several times.He has been struggling to find opportunities, and finally saw what happened between Corian and Xu Qianying at an awards ceremony, and he even secretly took photos. This kind of scandal is enough to ruin Corian's reputation.

But because the protagonist has Xu Qianying, no media has dared to pick it up. Today, someone is finally willing to pick it up. How could he be unhappy.

The manager who waited for a long time at the meeting place has not waited for the arrival, is it regrettable?He was a little worried and a little unhappy, but he didn't know that it was his last day.

After that day, the call records became clean, the intermediary he was looking for disappeared, and only the woman he had always liked left with him.That woman had also sweetly promised that she would live and die with him, so she had fulfilled his promise.

The man hidden in the darkness held a photo in his hand, and then sent it to the nearby mailbox.

Then he made another call and got an address.

He came to that address and broke into other people's homes without saying hello.The sound is too small, the light and shadow are too dark, no one can see him.

The room is full of Corian's photos, all of which have been photoshopped, and the content is unsightly.

He turned on the computer of the owner of the room, and the entire computer was full of Corian's photos, life photos, still photos, and home photos.

There are still a lot of documents in the computer, it can be seen that they were written by themselves, and the protagonist has always been just one person - Corian.All kinds of unsightly words are piled up into firewood, and a single spark can detonate.

There was the sound of a key opening the door, but the intruder didn't dodge, standing in the middle of the filthy room.

The owner of the room didn't know that his little world had been invaded, and walked into the room while humming the song of the popular star Corian.

When he closed the door, he turned around and found that there was another person in his room.

The owner of the house shrank his pupils, he had seen this person before!Not so long ago.This person bullied his baby, and then glanced at the camera, which made him turn off the computer in fright. After thinking about it carefully, he felt that maybe it was just an illusion.Who would have thought that he would have the ability to put the camera on for the second time?

He gave that foolish manager of Corian a fake 500 million, and put the camera in it with ease.It is impossible for anyone to think of it.

But someone did.

The man he had only seen a few hours ago was right in front of his eyes now.

There is an open document on the computer, which contains a blog written by Shi Hammer, which is to discredit Corian, and the man in front of him formatted the entire computer in front of him.

He turned to run away, but fell into darkness.

On the second day, on the other side of the same city, there was a case that was very inconspicuous. After all, in the era of entertainment to death, two similar cases were exposed. Almost no one paid attention to this little citizen. Sexually express sympathy, condemn the relevant departments, then continue to work and continue to gossip.

This short piece of news reads as follows:

A citizen is robbed, his computer is destroyed, and his home is vandalized.The citizen was frail and died of a heart attack after being frightened.Friends of the general public are requested to pay attention to closing doors and windows today, do not fight with gangsters, contact relevant departments immediately after the incident, and do not take property loss as the most important thing, but life as the most important thing.Anyone with witnesses please call...

On the second day, Qin Li was recalled by the team.

Qingqing looked at Qin Li who had dark circles under his eyes and joked, "Boss, what were you doing last night?"

Qin Li looked at Qingqing who wanted to find love all over his eyes, made a very evil smile, half-closed his eyes and said lazily: "Your idol is too difficult to serve, because of him, I can only be very tired." .”

Qingqing's eyes exploded when she heard this: "Boss, I'll just say it! An'an is so good, but you were so disgusted at the beginning, I knew you would be conquered by him."

Qin Li pursed his lips and nodded seriously, deeply agreeing.

"This guy is really capable of causing trouble, I have to keep an eye on him."

Qingqing was startled, how could An An cause trouble?Is he super nice?But before Qingqing could argue with Qin Li, she was arrested and made a record.

Qin Li looked at the agent facing the ground at his feet, threw the cigarette in his hand into the ditch next door, and then said to his superior as if he remembered something: "I stayed up all night and got confused, so I threw the cigarette butt into the ditch I'm going to pick it up and see if there's any evidence left in the gutter by the way."

The superior nodded, waved Qin Li and left.

Qin Li opened the drain and shouted: "The murder weapon is here, it's an ordinary fruit knife."

A group of people immediately blocked the gutter, but found nothing except the knife.There was still a little blood left on the knife, but the fingerprints were blurred after successful comparison.

Three days later, it was discovered at the house of the agent's lover that she didn't have a fruit knife and a dv, the case came to light without leaving any doubts.

On the fourth day, Qin Li appeared at Mo Yinhe's house again.The house was quiet, and he knew that this guy must still be awake, so he walked into the kitchen consciously to wash his hands and make soup for a big slob.

Mo Yinhe's room hadn't been locked yet, so Qin Li could get in with a light push.

He looked at Mo Yinhe who was still sleeping, put the breakfast on the bedside table, and kept looking at him, waiting for him to wake up.

When he opened his eyes, it was a new life.

Qin Li kept silent, and kept looking at Ke Li'an, his eyes gradually became crazy, then gradually calmed down, and finally fell into tenderness.

You are the lamp, dispelling the haze and crossing my soul.

The author has something to say:

This article is very touching. If I didn’t dare to drive, I finally realized that I was writing about fast travel. Otherwise, I really want to keep writing. I really like the hot and the sick. "The Journey Back" is actually a story I really wanted to write. After drawing out the outline back then, I tried to make up my mind and make sense of it, but I finally realized a fatal problem, that is, I can't write Republican Chinese.Not only can I not write, but I dare not read that period of history. Even if I wrote an overhead, I still don’t know how to write or how to describe that period of history, so I wrote a long period of time in the article. The plot of "Homecoming", I hope everyone will not dislike me for being long-winded.As for "Golden Jade Mantang", I personally like it very much, but I have never written a romance, and I would like to expand it into a short novel in the future~